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Posted: Wed Apr 16, 2014 11:18 pm
post artifact mission
Hours later in the night when at least vaguely able to move herself with only jolting pains instead of head-to-toe spasms, Stormy would be awake. She was forced to stay in a sort of quarantined for at least a couple of days, just to be sure they had gotten all of the insects out. Insomnia crept insidiously upon her, and she typed messages to try and ease the pain throbbing within every inch of her skin, her clarity of mind slipping in and out.Nyxtsuki Moon Texts to Nevada:I know your phone’s broken I guess that's why it’s easier Quote: I’m sorry it didn't work it hurts but we tried it hurts it hurts ithurtss o much Quote: but it must hurt you so much more i failed i failed i messd up and i'm so sorry Quote: I’lll try again i promise I Love You there's something out there i know it there has to Quote: There’s always something there eveyone else might have given up everyone else mihgt b giving you hugs and preping you for death cryin kissing holding spending time living to fullest sad adn sadsad but doijng that just invites death right? Quote: they’re quitters i don’t like being mean but they are you have to fight wih every inch of your being for the peopel you love no matter how tired ou are of it no mattr how sad you feel nobody understands that nobody understands how much it hurts to be the one who still wants to fight Quote: Im running on fumes or i’m close im so tired sis Quote: the bugs come when you're too tired you can't stop i can't stop the need to keeep you alive is an itch adn it keeps me up madness crawling everywhere Quote: I gave you false hope and You shared your madness we really are sisters Quote: but don’t tell them any that i'm angry but not at them not really just at everything else Quote: i love them all in my own way i knowits not them they tried i tried evn teh ones not there tried i know we’re all tryign x x x x
Quote: [ Error: messages failed to send ]
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Posted: Thu Apr 17, 2014 11:30 pm
post artifact missionQuote: Are you mad at me? i’d be mad at me Quote: when I'm out we have have a spar you can let it out or u can ignore me thats ok too I want to ignore me too Quote: If you do, onelast thing tell her sorry for me I'll tell her myself when i'm out of infirm but pls tell her tell her until your eyes hurtt and maybe she'll get the message Quote: Maybe I shouldve brought you ian i Shoud have nobody gets left behind nobody Quote: ian dory candace tuck lance everyone shouldve brought you all maybe it would've worked stupid to think a small group was enough there Quote: but someone needed to watch her youh ad to be the guardian you had to watch her Quote: she hurts herself and it hurts me and it hurts to watch to know it happens Quote: but someone had to so thank you Thank You for being there Quote: thank you for trusting me and sorry i let you down Sorry i letyou all down Quote: but I promise i wont give up if you wont That was a lie. Hope was her gift and curse that refused to be killed, like the undead that occupied her mind, no matter what happened, no matter who in the end decided faith wasn't worth it. Together they would be naught but the stripped bones, shambling shakily into the future, cold, numb, and enduring.
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Posted: Fri Apr 18, 2014 12:09 am
post artifact missionkuroopu Texts to Gale:i cnat sleep Quote: theyr'e in nightmares in daydreams in reality Quote: madness crawling everywhere Quote: deja vu i think I told sis that too maybe it's just stormy crazy again Quote: the bugs were real tho so were the shadows so was everything ervythings' to real Quote: you were there and you weren't real butit still hurt bc i broke promise maybe you know already mabye you saw it coming Quote: chaos adn magic natural disaster small body large clothes cant fit can't fit secondhand names too long small bdoy large hart cant fit cant fit x x x x x xQuote: i fell again always seem to fall stairs missions artifacts ships Quote: i'M sittign here waiting for darkness coming again I'm scared not of dark nothing left to fear there afraid of me Quote: who walked into cave and who came out of it? Did teh bugs eat what was left? Quote: maybe i died maybe all of this is a fin al dream maybe i'm still there being eaten alone Quote: they hugged whispered touched me didnt want didn't like bad news but bleeidng means yur still alive so maybe it was good news Quote: maybe were just acecptign me into shadows understood couldnt win x x x x x xQuote: iF you aren't i'll do what I can to help Quote: I know yuo still need to get rankedd up again prmise i;; get back on that once sis is ok havn't forgoten Quote: promise wont break this promies Quote: just have tget out first dont worry baout me will still exist tmorow will work harder won't fail Quote: Promise Sunshine I Will Be There For You Soon
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Posted: Sat Apr 19, 2014 11:54 pm
easter sunday
Nyxtsuki Moon Texts to Nevada:And on the third day He rose again in fulfillment of the scriptures Quote: Because if you think a few letters makes up for this, you're wrong Quote: I won't read mine. I refuse to just because you went on a Jesus trip because that's the stupidest excuse I've ever heard to not talk to me Quote: You have horrible timing and a horrible sense of humor and I don't appreciate it Quote: In fact you're starting to make me mad, Nevada, I'm doing my best not to be but you're making this difficult Quote: These are your last words, you say? It'd mean everything if I read it? Quote: why don't you come back down here and make me Quote: [ Error: messages failed to send ]
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Posted: Sun Apr 20, 2014 12:17 am
post artifact missionBittiface Texts to Ottowe're not good friedns I know it was just nevada and death stuff before muisc food losing ourselves somewhere else Quote: if you aren't mad I'D like to keep that up the worlds tooo lonely to miss out on new good friends even if i haven't proven myself Quote: i will give u hug therapy and it'll be okay Quote: you did good for what its' worth from me Quote: you didnt have tocome but you did didn't have to beleve me either ddnt have to keep going when i fell didn't have to keep up for sis Quote: youv'e doen a lot even if it doesn't feel like it or even if it feels like too much So Thank You Quote: every little things matters so does every person evry action every word every decision Quote: i'm glad she knows you and vice verdsa im glad you can give her something i can't Thank You for mthedarkk dark dark deep bottom of my heart Quote: it's just a set back threr's always something else to research Quote: going to look into past maybe mAyans r incas have something old gods older powers maybe always something
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Posted: Tue Apr 22, 2014 10:34 pm
post nevada death news
She found herself in her room after an extra fifteen minutes, and it felt as hollow as she did in spite of its color. A decorated skeleton. She had done a good enough job keeping it together with the boys, but here, alone, her very skin sagged away until there was nothing left standing like bones. Thin, brittle bones.
GrnGriff Text to Sherry:She's dead. She didn't know when it started. Her hands seemed to develop a mind of their own, as did every part of her: a heart that finally just gave up and let her be a true undead, feet that wandered the room in search of something it couldn't name, fingernails simply peeling away to inchworm off, eyelashes flying one by one, ears twisting to uproot themselves, eyes that liquified for consumption.Miliardo Kason Text to Roland:She's dead Inle-roo Text to EvanGod she's dead Maybe if she wrote it enough it would negate itself. Say a word enough times and it no longer made sense. Nevada dead made no sense. Nothing made sense.demon_pachabel Text to Cass:she's kicked it dead Syusaki Text to Alaska:she's dead sleepingn beauty dead Eight Text to Candace:she's dead dead deadp. Something struck her and she realized it was the floor and the bed at once. Something was twisted but she only vaguely recognized it. It wasn't a part of her anyway.Seussi Text to Finn:she's dead gone gone goobdye Nerpin Text to Dorian:gonegonegone She's gone Everything was separate from another. She was crawling up the walls and on the floor, under the rugs and in the paint. She was lying very still. She was screaming and she was very quiet and her ears rang with something melodious and unearthly. She was staring at the wall and watching patterns form as all other stimuli became ignored. They called to her with sweet things in the familiar way her imagination always did: a bid to leave reality for a little while.Quote: Saved Draft to Gale:i'm dead She took Peter Pan's hand and vested herself in his happy thoughts to float, to get away from nonsense words and nonsense rooms and nonsense bodies that didn't know how to put themselves back together, didn't want to be put back together, didn't understand that dead was dead was dead was dead was gone.
Nyxtsuki Moon Text to Nevada:You didn't even let me say goodbye Quote: [ Error: message failed to send ]
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