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Posted: Fri Oct 18, 2013 11:50 pm
Jerry stared at his work, feeling like a mad scientist standing over the table where his franken-creation was just stirring. It was feeble. It was probably not going to stay in tune. He would be amazed if he could get it in tune at all. But the neck was solid, the makeshift little wooden box body cut to the best of his ability, and the replacement string secure to the salvaged tuner. It was the fattest gauge fishing line he could manage to bribe away from what remained of the quartermaster's supply- the Hunter in charge had given him a stern look and a warning about actually trying to fish in these parts, but he assured him that wasn't how the string would be used.
He lifted it up to his ear with bated breath, plucking the string. He closed his eyes, hummed the correct note, turned the tuner and plucked again.
"IT'S.... ALIVE!!!!" He gasped, fighting the urge to cackle maniacally as he rolled backward onto the floor of his dim room and managed at least a gleeful giggle.
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Posted: Fri Oct 18, 2013 11:57 pm
It had taken a lot of self-pep talks to actually get him to make it to Jerry's room, but when he did, he heard the scream. His hand was already lifted up to knock, but then he put it down again. How could he forget how weird Jerry was about things? He was screaming 'it's alive' in his room.. the possibilities for what that could mean legitimately made Robert squirm. Nothing should be alive in his room except him. Nothing.
He knocked, anyway. Because as much as he hesitated this moment, he also had a penchant for walking into bad situations on purpose.
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Posted: Sat Oct 19, 2013 12:02 am
A joyous gleam in his eye, Jerry rolled onto his feet, eagerly rushing to throw the door open, and strum excitedly on his self-repaired ukulele ready to gush at whoever had been unfortunate enough to come to his door at just that moment- "ROBERT!! LOOK I FIXED IT!!"
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Posted: Sat Oct 19, 2013 12:11 am
Robert was faced with a home-made ukelele. Run.He pushed aside Jezebel's very sound advice, and stared at the instrument with both trepidation and a failing attempt at a proud smile. "That's, uh, that's great, Jerry! Did that all yourself huh?" He reached out and carefully plucked a string. "Not too shabby. Guess we all got our priorities in this time of need. Good to know some things haven't changed."
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Posted: Sat Oct 19, 2013 12:15 am
"W-with portals down, I had to do a lot of improvisation but... but this is better than no ukulele at all, right? And god forbid something happen to my guitar, I don't know what I'd do with myself ahahahaha!" He beamed, "I managed to salvage most of the parts from the one Otto gave me last Christmas- I KNEW it was a good idea not to throw it out! It got ravaged by those little shadow things and my last one got possessed and all so- oh, heck, I'm sorry I'm so excited- come in! Come in!" He stepped out of the way and motioned to the couch and crafting-supplies covered coffee table.
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Posted: Sat Oct 19, 2013 12:18 am
Jerry's excitement was infectious. But it didn't leave Robert wanting to be as bubbly, it just made him anxious, and he laughed nervously in response. "No, I get it, you and that thing, I totally get it." He came inside when invited, but as soon as he was in, he really thought about what Jerry had said. "You got some bad luck with instruments, man. Ever considered not taking them out into the field at all?" He sounded genuinely curious about why Jerry felt it necessary to bring beloved instruments out of the safety of his room, and into dangerous, potentially lethal situations.
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Posted: Sat Oct 19, 2013 12:22 am
"That's why I liked the ukulele. It's so small and portable, you know? And this one WAS in my room when it got gobbled," He huffed and flopped on the couch himself, happily trying to remember his fingering. Making the shift between it and guitar always put his head through a spin, but it was a welcome, easy to deal with spin he enjoyed and missed. A few familiar chords and his strumming slowed as he remembered what had probably prompted this visit.
"So... er. What er... is up?" He hoped that was delicate enough, but he had to admit he was curious as hell what the deal was with the rumors he had heard and talk he had seen on their chat system. Best to let the man explain himself, although already he could feel his mood shifting warily.
It had to be a misunderstanding.
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Posted: Sat Oct 19, 2013 12:29 am
And suddenly, Robert actually missed talking about just ukeleles. He moved to sit beside Jerry, his wide legs taking up too much room on the couch and making it creak as he flopped down into it. His arms rested on his knees, and he folded his hands in front of him. All of this he did in silence, as he tried to broach the subject at hand. Somehow, he considered Jerry enough of a friend to deserve to know the result of the situation at hand; but no one needed to know the details as deeply as they all wished. "Not gonna ******** around with words, right now. Petra and I split up. It's.. my fault, the whole thing, and she's better off without me. So that's.. that's." His eyes welled up with tears. He'd promised himself he wasn't going to cry. He'd promised. With a sharp suck of breath to hold it all in, he stared at his hands. "That's it."
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Posted: Sat Oct 19, 2013 12:34 am
Jerry stared. That was not something he had expected. He opened his mouth and closed it again, but at least had the decency to stop playing.
"... oh?" He managed, still slightly in shock, although his body stiffened as he sat up a bit, his grip on the neck of his repaired instrument tightening.
Petra was like a sister to him- a Zeta Sister, and the person he had technically known the longest in this place. Longer than Jordan or Robert. But as long as he'd known her as HER, it had always been Petra and Robert. Robert and Petra. Hell, they weren't out of the pods a few months and the wedding day had been set. It was surreal. What had Robert done to mess things up this badly? "What like... forever?"
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Posted: Sat Oct 19, 2013 1:03 am
"Yeah, Jerry." Robert's voice had become a very quiet, and sad thing. "Forever." His eyes had begun to stare, unseeing, at a random spot on the floor. His expression was haunted, but at least he'd found the strength not to cry. He was just very serious about it. "I'm sorry you had to hear about it on Twitter. That's not how I meant for things to be. But I guess, none of this is." He rubbed his face down with one hand. "None of this is gonna be easy. But I'm ready to face the music."
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Posted: Sat Oct 19, 2013 9:31 am
Jerry bit his lip, eyes locked on the scraps of sandpaper and left over nuts and bolts on his coffee table for a few moments, "Was... did it have anything to do with that rumor about you and that Mimsy girl?"
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Posted: Sat Oct 19, 2013 10:37 pm
Robert leaned back the moment he heard Mimsy's name, and thought real hard about what level of trust he had in the man beside him. Honesty was always the best policy, but he felt like, despite considering him a friend and a brother in Phoenix, he hardly knew Jerry. And he knew that was mostly his fault. Nonetheless, it made him hesitate to answer that question, because he couldn't decide if it was something other people needed to know. In the end, he decided that it would be obvious eventually, and there was no reason to lie. So he nodded solemnly. "Yeah. It does."
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Posted: Sat Oct 19, 2013 11:24 pm
Jerry stared long and hard at Robert. He knew the guy was a good person, even if he was brash and often quite terrible. Maybe no where near Rep levels of terribility but there were times the man had proven to be as equally cruel as he was kind. But cheating on his wife? When he was lucky enough to HAVE a wife at all? His stomach clenched as he tried to fathom it, tried to put himself in Robert's shoes. He knew Petra wasn't around very often- sent away on missions, always the hard worker. She could come across as cold and reserved, but never around Robert.
"Why?" Was all he managed.
Something in the back of his mind stirred, shifted, rattling the unseen lock, and his hand went to his chest with a soft noise as he shook it off, not quite understanding what it was he was feeling.
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Posted: Sat Oct 19, 2013 11:45 pm
Robert felt Jerry's eyes burning into him with accusation. The question itself was rife with it, but he accepted the reaction willingly, because he felt he deserved it. He deserved everything that came to him from his mistakes. This was no exception. "I don't expect anyone to ever understand, so I'm not gonna deal with details. Please don't take this as me being brusque, it's just.." He stared at the wall ahead of him. "When I realized that I was starting to feel something more than friendship, for someone else, I told Petra. And.." Now, Robert paused, because he knew he was getting into details he would never share with anyone. He would take that conversation to the grave, for both of their sakes. "And I left. Because Petra deserves better than to have to share someone's heart. She don't deserve this." He finally flickered his eyes, watery with the pain of loss that no one should ever have to feel, to look at Jerry. "Okay? I left 'cause she deserves better."
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Posted: Sat Oct 19, 2013 11:52 pm
"Just... just like that?" Jerry's knuckles were white on his repaired uke, but he kept his breathing even, trying to will himself to calm down. "So... what? You'll fall in love with the next girl, and then the next and just... just keep hopscotching along? Do... do you know how lucky you are? And you just threw it away?"
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