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Posted: Sun Mar 10, 2013 5:14 pm
About time I started one of these up. I'll need this when I have to post about those rarely occurring feels and whatnot. If any of you other guildies are snooping around in here, you're free to continue. I'll warn you now, I have a bad mouth, so continue at your own disgression.
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Posted: Sun Mar 10, 2013 5:39 pm
I talk to my friends about my home life, but I never really go in depth about it. The way I think about things with them is a hell of a lot more different than how I think while putting things together online or in words. Probably because I think I have speech issues, but that's not the point.
Every time I return home, I feel like I walk into a curtain of emptiness and desolation. I can never really stand it here because I feel like I can't do anything productive or make anything to its fullest potential and be happy with it. I know that I lament a lot while I'm at home. It's not a healthy habit, but I'm rarely ever mentally stable here. It sucks.
I could have an awesome day while I'm out somewhere with my friends and then immediately drop down as soon as I get into the car with my mom. The fact that she just stays home doing nothing but watch Korean dramas almost every waking hour of the day does nothing but keep me from wanting to do anything else. All my motivation to do anything just vanishes.
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Posted: Tue Mar 12, 2013 3:27 pm
Happy place? I'm in it.
It's at school. Makes me glad for my 12-hour days on campus. And no, my schedule isn't really going with a bunch of classes in this span of time. That would be craaaay. Totes craycray.
Makes me wish I had a PSP though. And probably Monster Hunter, but I'd probably be sticking to FFT: The Lion War.
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Posted: Wed Mar 13, 2013 12:43 am
Wanna know another way to lose track of time?
Artsu.
I think it's been two hours already. And now I'm sitting in the floor of my room with kid shoes with Iron Man's upper face on them. It's 12:43 am now.
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Posted: Thu Mar 14, 2013 11:55 am
Whenever PE is cancelled, procrastination level skyrockets and I do hella other s**t instead of actually work on homework from other classes. Hence why I'm here. xD
Damn, I'm a terrible student. But oh well. Socializing with actual people is healthy too. The lulz are a hell of a lot more memorable when they're not actually recorded somewhere. Also works when others talk about the day. You can never forget that actually spending time with people you find comfort in and trust can just melt away a lot of your troubles, if only for those fleeting moments. And they'll change you too. Recently, a friend mentioned that before I started hanging out with everyone, I used to look hella sad. Now I'm all smiles, and jovial. It's hard not to be sad for too long around them.
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Posted: Thu Mar 14, 2013 12:26 pm
GODDAMN, CLUB. xD
There will be crossplaying this year.
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Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2013 11:25 am
Have I ever lamented about how much it sucks to be sick? Seriously. I just got over a cold probably a week ago. Or two weeks. Whatever. Something caught me and then gave me flu-like symptoms on Sunday. I don't think it's the flu, but at least I'm better. Mostly. I lost my voice though, and am still coughing. It's disgusting. I'm gonna go home and sleep after the bus gets back here.
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Posted: Thu Apr 04, 2013 9:45 pm
After a day out with friends, I feel like I get mentally unstable after leaving them to be at home. I get really touchy with my family and I want most of them to piss off and leave me alone.
Also, I lost my keys somewhere. ********.
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