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 Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2013 5:42 pm
Ishme Luv (9:54:39 PM): Azin: *blinks and looks up, gently tending a rose garden which his voices have affirmed will make Tay happy* o o
Crim (9:55:23 PM): Tay: *Blushes and steps out of where she was hesitating* Hey there...
Ishme Luv (9:57:27 PM): Azin: *jumps and growls for a moment before softening and looking at Tay shyly* O-Oh.... H-Hello Tay ^ ^;; I-I'm sorry.... I just get re-really absorbed in gar-gardening....
Crim (9:58:25 PM): Tay: *Blushes more, feeling stupid for scaring him* Hey Azin I didn't mean to well disturb you I just well felt odd around here...
Ishme Luv (10:00:11 PM): Azin: O-Odd how....? *looks around him for a minute, a sense of being watched filling him as he tries to ignore it, stepping closer, feeling an odd need to protect her* I-Is something going o-on....?
Crim (10:02:23 PM): Tay: *Blushes* I just feel out of it...I don't really have very many friends. My housemates have been pretty nice for the most part but I just feel.....*Trails off biting her lip and shrugging slightly*
Ishme Luv (10:07:39 PM): Azin: O-Oh..... W-Well.... Don't wo-worry much, Tay.... *gives her his best nervous smile* I've been a-around here quite aw-while and no one p-pays much attention to m-me..... B-But..... With h-how pretty you are..... *goes half lidded for a moment, fighting off his side of temptation* I'm sure people are bound to notice you..... And your personality will draw them in..... *flushes and forces his eyes downwards*
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2013 5:53 pm
Ishme Luv (9:54:39 PM): Azin: *blinks and looks up, gently tending a rose garden which his voices.
Crim (10:10:07 PM): Tay: *Worries instantly, going over to lean against him slightly, her tail resting on his* Well I bet you stayed away from people otherwise a lot of people would want to be your friend! *Blushes heavily and bites her lip again* I'm not that pretty...and I'm really not that great you know.
Ishme Luv (10:18:54 PM): Azin: *feels the comfort and immediately leans away from it, before thinking better of it; not wanting to offend or upset her and leaning hesitantly back in, his tail squeezing tightly around hers, his eyes going half lidded as he touches his nose to her neck, his whole body tensing as he fights with himself* I st-stay away from others..... B-Because..... This.... Happens..... I wa-want to m-make others h-happy but..... N-Not in the w-way.... Lynn.... Says to.... Th-Though she is right..... You are beautiful.... And kind.....
Crim (10:22:30 PM): Tay: *Feels upset at how he reacts, knowing it's not that he's rejecting her but is having problems himself but unable to convince her heart of it* But you know I know which parts are you and which are Lynn. You don't have to worry about me confusing your will with anyone elses! Cause I like you not her! *Instantly realizes both what she said, what he's doing and what he's saying and turns almost purple with her blush* I..I umm well I....oh I'm...mmmm *Closes her eyes not sure what to say in her embarrassment*
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2013 5:55 pm
Ishme Luv (10:30:11 PM): Azin: D-Do you....? H-How.... How will you e-ever know..... I-If it's r-really me that w-wants to spend time with y-you.....? O-Or which of us ca-cares for you....? *bites down on his studs, eyes closed, breaking hot on her neck* Th-Though you w-will know.... If I ever get m-mad at you.... Th-That's not me.... I c-could never be m-mad at you..... Or anyone....
Crim (10:34:15 PM): Tay: *Flinches slightly but shakes her head* Cause you'd be gentle and soft and well you know *Blushes slightly* I mean Lynn seems kinda pushy I guess. And if you don't care for me...then I guess I won't let Lynn push you toward me. *Nods and melts at the breathing* I'm glad you won't get mad at me though....I don't like when people are mad at me
Ishme Luv (10:37:05 PM): Azin: I just.... I always want to make you h-happy..... And she kn-knows that.... M-My feelings..... My feelings have n-never mattered..... O-Only wh-what can make y-you smile..... A-And laugh..... I just d-don't want to hurt anyone.... *presses closer to her, fighting himself, but at the same time wanting to stay close to her*
Crim (10:41:02 PM): Tay: *Frowns and trembles slightly, almost feeling his torn feelings* But I won't be happy unless you're being true to yourself. And of course your feelings matter....much more then my own. *Pulls away trembling more*
Ishme Luv (10:45:45 PM): Azin: *feels her trembling and almost cowers, knowing his words are upsetting her* B-But I don't kn-know my feelings Tay.... I..... I h-have never kn-known.... It's always b-been Lynn or Caden or o-one of my friends wh-who tell me wh-what to do.... Wh-Who they need me t-to be..... I d-don't care a-about myself.... I am ha-happy when you a-are..... M-Maybe I sh-should just be quiet..... *stops for a moment and looks up at Tay, eyes slightly clouded but earnest* C-Can you tell me what you want?
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2013 6:00 pm
Crim (10:48:50 PM): Tay: *Sighs never liking these hard things and wanting desperately to be her take charge self when she's with her friends* Azin I want you to know what you want! I know you want me to be happy but I won't be if you're doing everything I want.....I want you to be your own person not who I want you to be. I want you to be happy.
Ishme Luv (10:53:21 PM): Azin: *looks down again, his body tensing for a moment before he speaks softly, but intently* I am happy when I see other's happy. I don't have a mind of my own. I don't know how to want..... Only how to serve. *bites his lip for a moment, his body trembling, that only coming out from the strength of his voices* I-I want.... To f-feel protected..... T-To know that.... I won't h-hurt you.... Or anyone.... Th-That's all.... But it's impossible...
Crim (11:00:53 PM): Tay: *Shakes her head almost crying not sure what to do* I am happy though. But I won't be if I know the only way for you to be happy is to do what I tell you! I hate seeing you like this I I really do *Tries to keep the tears she feels from falling, her eyes getting wet* I can protect you, and you won't hurt me ever with anything you do or say I just....I don't know how to help you with what you need. Cause I can't force you to do what I want *Caresses his cheek, a few tears escaping making her feel hopeless*
Ishme Luv (11:10:56 PM): Azin: *gently holds his paw up to hold hers which is holding his cheek, the other moving to touch her cheek as he sits back on his haunches, eyes opening to look at her gently, his mind clearing up a bit with his determination* Tay..... P-Please don't cry.... I..... I like m-making others h-happy.... I ch-chose to do everything i-in my power to make l-life.... Our r-relationship.... P-Perfect for them.... I w-want to be the thing y-you can count on to be everything y-you w-want..... I..... Y-You don't have to fo-force me.... I d-do it because it's..... Easiest for me.... E-Easiest for everyone.... If y-you want me to b-be different..... T-To learn to w-want.... To be st-st-strong..... It will t-take a long time.....
Crim (11:20:46 PM): Tay: *Can't help the tears and lets them continue to fall leaning into his touches* I can't stop crying I...I..I'm sorry. *Shakes her head trying to control the sobs wanting to escape as well* I don't care what's easiest for you unless it's what you want! I want to be the one who does everything YOU want, to be everything YOU need. That's what I want to be for you even if it takes a lifetime. I just don't want you to be with me because it's what I want....
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2013 6:07 pm
Ishme Luv (11:27:53 PM): Azin: *pulls her into him, not quite used to what he's doing, but doing it anyways just so she knows he's there* Don't.... Don't be s-sorry.... I.... I w-will try to change..... I will..... T-Try to understand my-myself.... F-For you.... The only per-person who's ever cared.... We will sp-spend t-time together.... A-And go on d-dates.... A-And you c-can see the th-things I love, okay....? J-Just please d-don't leave.... N-Not with th-things like this..... I can't st-stand you distraught.....
Crim (11:33:05 PM): Tay: *Hides her face into his shoulder, the tears and sobs escaping and her arms wrapping themselves around his neck* You...you're so wonderful! I don't understand....how people haven't cared and loved you before. Or asked you what you wanted....I can wait....however long it takes.....an...and I'll wait for you and learn about you and....and eventually be everything you want too. *Pulls away to look into his eyes, the tears slowing down* I never was going to leave you. I will always be your friend Azin, even if I can't be what you need I'll always be there for you. *Wants to kiss him so badly but resists to keep from upsetting him*
Ishme Luv (11:40:10 PM): Azin: *listens quietly, ears laid back against his skull as he holds her tightly, his head spinning, both from the compliments and from the contact* I-It's because.... I a-always mess things up.... B-Because it's e-easy to have s-someone want to m-make you happy and d-do everything for you..... But ha-hard to be around..... When th-they go a little crazy..... They d-don't question nice acts..... Because n-no one seems to d-do things for others a-anym-more.... *lets go only slightly, still holding onto her neck and shoulders, his eyes turning half lidded again as he looks at her, leaning in close to her face* You are just what I need.... I couldn't ask for anyone better....
Crim (11:47:12 PM): Tay: *Shakes her head slightly and looks at him softly* You're wonderful. Whether you're listening to Lynn and being overly affectionate or angry and raging cause of Caden I know you're under there and the reason they're even a part of you is because of how much you loved them...*Watches him and feels her own eyes go half lidded leaning in close as well her breath ghosting across his lips* I want to be so much more then you need though....I want to be everything you didn't even know you wanted
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2013 6:12 pm
Ishme Luv (12:08:53 AM): Azin: *half intoxicated by her words and by Lynn's constant reassurances that this will make things right, but refuses to get any closer without knowing this is the correct thing to do* I want.... You to teach me how to want.... And to..... Show me what I have been missing..... What you say I deserve..... *twitches slightly, his words bringing up other scattered thoughts* I w-want..... You t-to make everything th-that has happened.... A distant m-memo-ory.... Sh-Show me.... What r-real love is..... T-The kind I've n-never gotten..... *touches his own head, an unseen scar resting there*
Crim (12:13:33 AM): Tay: *Nods slightly, so close to him it hurts not to move closer but needing to assure him* Then I'll teach you. I'll show you everything, do whatever you need. And eventually make you happy because it's what you want. And I'll love you...and eventually maybe you'll love me back and my love will change into something special....because I think...I maybe might.....*Trailing off the love she feels shines in her eyes and she takes a deep breath before leaning in and kissing him softly*
Ishme Luv (12:28:57 AM): Azin: A-Anything to make this work..... T-To be with s-someone who..... Is so understanding.... W-Who accepts me..... And I.... Kn-Know I can make h-happy.... A-And even love.... No m-matter what.... *suddenly pulled from his thoughts* M-Might wh- *caught off guard, he feels the kiss and stares, an intensity overtaking him that makes him kisses her deeply, pressing closer as if having been waiting forever for this before he growls a little and pulls away, staring again, except more with a slight craziness than surprise, shaking his head a little to calm himself and forcing a gentle smile to tell her not to worry about it*
Crim (12:42:24 AM): Tay: *Smiles into the kiss, melting even as she knows the deepened kiss isn't really him, only feeling a slight pang of sadness when he pulls away, knowing he's having problems with the others again* I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that....
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2013 6:17 pm
Ishme Luv (12:50:44 AM): Azin: Don't worry.... D-Don't ever regret.... S-Something you once enjoyed.... *takes a moment to himself, shaking it off best he can, a slight buzz still in his head, but one he can handle* S-So.... Uhhh.... Th-That's what it f-feels like....? *adorable innocent face GO!*
Crim (12:54:49 AM): Tay: *Smiles hesitatingly* Well I just kinda took you off guard. I at least should have warned you. *Giggles slightly and nods* Yes that's what it feels like to be kissed. Maybe one day you'll know what a REAL kiss is like....and Lynn don't you dare do what that sentance usually causes you to do *Gives warning eyes toward Azin, trying to have the female inside understand*
Ishme Luv (12:59:15 AM): Azin: *chuckles a little himself* I think.... A-At this point.... She kn-knows I don't r-really need her h-help.... At least.... Not any m-more today..... Th-This is the first kiss I-I've had.... W-Well.... That w-wasn't a mistake..... *flicks his ears back and forth before allowing them to lay back against his head* I-I hope.... One day..... I-It is just me behind th-the kiss....
Crim (1:00:53 AM): Tay: *Giggles and nods, happy that at least Lynn has shut up and left his mind alone* I'm sure one day it will be....*Hesitating another blush dusts her cheeks* And know that I'll always be willing for a kiss......but only if you want to give me one
Ishme Luv (1:03:29 AM): Azin: Of course.... B-But.... I th-think I still owe y-you that date first.... ^ ^;;
Crim (1:04:14 AM): Tay: Oh! I completely forgot! *Blushes harder laughing nervously and running a paw through her hair* I'm a bit blond sometimes....
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2013 6:27 pm
((New Day. New Rp))
Ishme Luv (7:05:49 PM): Azin: . .;; -gently tending to his flowers, while trying to ignore Ish like usual-
Crim (7:06:22 PM): Tay: *Not realizing Azin's there* BE NICE TO HIM >( *In anger mode*
Ishme Luv (7:06:54 PM): Ish: SHUT UP TAY I TREAT HIM HOW I WANT. HE WOULDN'T EXIST WITHOUT ME. HE'S MY MANSLAVE.
Ishme Luv (7:07:21 PM): Azin: u u;; -just stays quiet and watches the only two wimmin in his life now fight-
Crim (7:08:00 PM): Tay: S....so? You should be nicer~ He's he's so sweet and stuff Idk how you could be mean....*Grumbles trying not to start a fight*
Ishme Luv (7:08:29 PM): >8U I do what I want, witch. -head bob-
Ishme Luv (7:08:52 PM): Azin: *snarls a little, his head pounding as he glares at me*
Ishme Luv (7:09:09 PM): Ish: > 3> < 3<;; -pats his head and runs before Caden kills me-
Crim (7:09:37 PM): Tay: *Avoiding fighting like what and hides behind Azin*
Ishme Luv (7:11:06 PM): Azin: *settles a little and looks back at Tay, attempting a gentle smile* It's really alright.... Sh-She isn't really cruel.... She just h-has a.... Loud mouth.... She's all t-talk. ^ ^;;
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2013 6:48 pm
Crim (7:11:47 PM): Tay: *Blushes furiously and nods, still hiding a bit behind him and leaning into him* Y....yeah still I uhh don't like fighting much *Ears pinned back*
Ishme Luv (7:13:21 PM): Azin: *smile smoulders into a slightly seductive one before he shakes his head, setting his paw on hers* I-It's best to just.... Let her r-ramble.... She'll s-stop if you don't say anything....
Crim (7:14:40 PM): Tay: *Blushes even more at the smile, nodding and looking towards where Ish is/was* Uhhh ok yeah......I can do that......
Ishme Luv (7:16:11 PM): Azin: Good.... Then you should be f-fine.... She l-loses interest easily.... *watches me awkwardly*
Crim (7:17:44 PM): Tay: *Hums in understanding, eyes flicking to Ish before going back to Azin* I uhh well Hi~
Ishme Luv (7:18:24 PM): Azin: *flushes a little with the continued d'awwing, his awkward smile returning* Hello Tay....~
Crim (7:19:14 PM): Tay: *Giggles nervously* Is she uhhh always like this?
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2013 6:55 pm
Ishme Luv (7:20:52 PM): Azin: M-More often than not.... Sh-She.... *looks down and rubs at head* Has a certain.... Affe-ection for me..... That I don't qu-quite understand....
Crim (7:21:49 PM): Tay: .....Oh?......*Giggles again but feels a little stab of jealousy go up her spine*Interesting......though that must be hard for you.
Ishme Luv (7:37:21 PM): Azin: W-Well.... Sh-She.... She tries to th-throw me at people.... Th-Though by that l-look.... *flushes* I th-think she's f-found who she really w-wants me with....
Crim (8:09:36 PM): Tay: T........throw you at people?! I can't imagine throwing someone let alone at people......*Tilts her head slightly confused* Oh? I'm a bit confused....
Ishme Luv (8:14:14 PM): Azin: *eyes widen as he waves his paw around, shaking his head* O-Oh! N-No...! She doesn't actually.... Throw me.... Sh-She.... Tries to get o-others to like me.... A-And be my mate.... She just calls it "throwing me" at other p-people.... Like.... Like you.... > ///<;;
Crim (8:15:57 PM): Tay: *Feeling silly she giggles, blushing* Oops! I should have known I just umm assumed literally. She shouldn't do that though.....you can find your own mate......and I can't imagine it would be difficult to get others to like you.......*Blushing harder she almost turned purple when he mentioned her* M....me? She'd throw you at me?
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2013 7:10 pm
Ishme Luv (8:17:43 PM): Azin: W-Well of c-course I wouldn't g-go along with it unless y-you wanted me to.... O //A//O;; B-But she likes us t-together.... *shrinks a little, pawing at the ground nervously*
Crim (8:19:02 PM): Tay: Oh ummm I'd rather you well uhhh not go with anyone else......*Wishing her blush away she gets slightly annoyed when she continues to be red, her face turning down too* I uhhh kinda like us together too........
Ishme Luv (8:20:41 PM): Azin: *gets quiet before doing a soft purr, somewhat his own, somewhat Lynn's doing* I.... Would rather be with you.... Than anyone else in the world.... *SORED*
Crim (8:21:59 PM): Tay: *Gasps softly at the purr and slowly looks up hoping to meet his eyes and melting fully when he says that* You.........you would? Not.....not just because of what......what I want?
Ishme Luv (8:26:37 PM): Azin: *flickers his eyes upward, meeting her eyes for a moment before he forces his eyes back down, closes them, and finally looks back up, locking eyes and slowly letting Lynn's confidence seep in* I.... I..... Want it because you make me feel.... Like I belong.... And like.... I want to do things for you.... Not because I feel it's my duty.... But because I truly want to make you happy.... *bites down on his lip* Being around you makes me feel.... Something....
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2013 7:13 pm
Crim (8:31:13 PM): Tay: *Feeling her legs shake she forces them to remain standing, listening intently to every word and slowly melting with everything he says, wanting to just run into his arms. Her eyes tearing up as he finishes and slowly stepping forward* Azin.........I.......I want to be with you. I want to help you learn to be confident and to hold your head up and do the things you want because you want to do them, not cause others want you to. I want to make you smile and laugh and feel happy and forget all your worries. I want to help you with your voices and learn how to forgive yourself over the past and what wasn't you fault and......I want to.........*Stepping in front of him she hesitates, her voice lowering so softly* I want to love you Azin......all the time.....I think I kind of already do.......
Ishme Luv (9:48:27 PM): Azin: *hesitates for a moment before he does his best to listen to Lynn's suggestions, letting himself mellow out as he slowly reaches out to her and pulls her a little closer, tail gently reassuring her* I want to learn from you.... I want you to teach me.... How to make this work.... I want to love you like you need me to.... And I want to be the person that can give and take.... I promise to be happy.... As long as I'm around you.... I want to love you too Tay.... I want to rediscover it again with you.... *whispers softly* S-So that I don't rely o-on Lynn to h-help me show affection....
Crim (9:50:45 PM): Tay: *Sighs happily and looks up at him with love showing in her eyes* I'm so happy Azin.......I know it'll still take awhile for us to.......really learn how to love and be with one another but......I think this could work......I really think we could be together.....*Kisses him lightly on the cheek* You don't have to show affection all alone for awhile. I'll give you the affection you need until then.....you just have to tell me when I shouldn't.
Ishme Luv (9:56:29 PM): Azin: *tenses a little at the kiss, body twitching and tail tightening around her slightly as he resists Lynn's coaxing* I-I want this to work.... With s-someone as amazing as you.... A-And I'm sorry if.... I a-accidentally slip up.... And Lynn does s-something..... S-She's very persistent.... On us getting together.... *smiles awkwardly, body still a little tense*
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2013 7:18 pm
((Break))
Crim (8:04:37 PM): Tay: *Slowly pads her way away from the little family and heads over to Azin, a bright loving smile on her face* Azin?
Ishme Luv (8:07:36 PM): Azin: *ears perk, his voices suddenly getting really loud as he lays down, covering his head with his paws before they suddenly go quiet* ....Tay? *looks up at her nervously, but still kindly*
Crim (8:11:50 PM): Tay: *Worriedly comes over to him, gently resting her paw against his shoulder to comfort him, her eyes shining with her concern* Are you alright? I didn't mean to startle you.
Ishme Luv (8:16:20 PM): Azin: Oh n-no you didn't.... I-I've just been.... H-Hearing a lot lately.... And ex-expecting an.... Explosion of s-some sort.... B-But they just keep g-going silent randomly.... It's.... Strange.... *slowly gets up, leaning his head against her paw for a moment as if to lean into the support*
Crim (8:24:40 PM): Tay: *Nods still concerned she triggered it somehow and allows her side to touch his, a soft smile lighting up her face when he leans against her* Well is it better or worse then how it was? Oh and umm I've missed you *Blushing lightly she leaned down to kiss him softly on the cheek*
Ishme Luv (8:30:24 PM): Azin: I-I.... I think because w-when you are around th-they quiet.... They n-need another outlet.... *hears a few murmurs as he feels her gentle touch, leaning in to touch his nose to hers before he leans back and looks down for a moment, tail twitching before he smiles a little* I have missed you too.... It's nice h-having you around....
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Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2013 7:22 pm
Crim (8:39:07 PM): Tay: Then I'll have to be around more often then. I can happily be their outlet. *Still blushing she closes her eyes as they brush noses, opening them when he moves away* I'm glad you did too....I feel so silly when I miss someone alot, like I shouldn't
Ishme Luv (8:47:12 PM): Azin: N-No.... They won't.... B-Bother me when you're around.... It's.... A n-nice break.... I'm just a-afraid to explode on s-someone else.... *watches her expression, eager to see happiness on her features* Y-You don't.... Have to feel bad.... We b-both... Care for each other.... o//o;;
Crim (8:52:54 PM): Tay: I'm sorry I wish there was more I could do....and o...ok *Blushing brightly she bit her lip but giggled in response. He was really too cute*
Ishme Luv (9:04:49 PM): Azin: *watches her for a minute more, tail twitching before he reaches it out towards her* You d-don't have to worry.... I will.... Figure it o-out.... P-Perhaps just.... Spend my t-time gardening.... *lays ears back before he realizes something and gives a happy grin* T-The flowers a-are looking great.... Your roses are c-coming back in f-full bloom....
Crim (9:38:42 PM): Tay: Still I wish I could be with you always........if only to keep your voices in check *Running a paw through his hair she hummed happily* Really? Oh that's wonderful! I can't wait to see them!
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