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This is the background story of Doomed Shadow in his own words.....

DS : My name is Tetsumaru Rayman Harima and I am just a doomed shadow.
I was just a child all alone born into warfare, screams, gunshots, and death were the only things keeping me company. Hiding from the battle all i seen was death kids like me dying friends, family i had nothing else to lose. When i was finally found it was the first time i ever killed someone, but something happen that day i.........enjoyed the killing and just like that i became a shadow of war leading man and women black opps to there doomed one by one they stormed in trying to take me to hell with them but i could not be stoped something was driving me to keep killing and not quit i had nothing to lose but still fought for me shitty life after days of killing weeks past and no one came for me then soon months and finally years it was amazing i was like a true monster surving by eating the flash of people i killed drinking nothing but the falling rain water dripping threw the celling it was sicking but keeping me alive but then finally when i had nothing left i had to come out and that was the day..............i died. As soon as i open the door to my safe house i found out my house had been under watch this whole time i quickly tryed to go back in but my door closed on its on left with no ammo no wepons or anything it was just me VS the world. I was known for being like a shadow blinding in not making a sound, I creep outside taking down anyone i came upon striping them off there wepons, there honor, and even there life it seem like all was going well till i fell into there trap and was captured and tortuered daily. Wanting Death i tryed suicide many times but was saved but the wierd thing is i was saved by one person, a women who i hated at first but soon fell in love with later. Everyday i started to wait for her after being beaten but she never came only when death was near she would come to my rescue i tryed to kill myself once again but she never came, I guess she known it was a bluff. Months went on daily being beaten i started to lose hope of living but she would not let me and soon after another month past she did something i never thought anyone would do she saved me betraying her own team for me i never found out why and really didnt care. Bullets flew hitting her as she protected me but somehow she stayed strong and we made it out alive. Both injured from the escape i begin to get better but her she begin to get worst and weeks later she died because i killed her. Everytime i tryed to save her she didnt let me she lied about how she felt daily and i foolishly listen to her and did nothing but wait and watch but then when her pain really started to take controll she wanted me to end it as her dying wish, she gave me her gun and in that moment a tear was shed by her and the silence, she was gone by my hands. i looked at myself as i buried her thinking why did she save me, she was my first love the unknown women my savior. 6 months later i came to a conclusion i will get my revenge or die trying. I went back to that hell hold of a base with only a few little weapons and tore that place apart, killing all who were still inside not caring who i killed i savagely destroyed everything in my path and when i was finish there was one more person left to kill. I had one more mag left in my pistol and as i took it out and placed it next to me i took only one bullet and put it in the gun. I knelled on both knees one tear came down my face only one as i ready the gun i put it to my head and then darkness and silence surrounded me and all i could think about was that women and what had happen so long ago and then......................BANG !

Part 3 of Doomed Shadow

DS : Hideko was no longer able to battle i had put her out of the fight by impregnating her and what made things worst Robin had failed his mission Hideko was only able to recruit members now and i was forced to save him. We listened in on the screams of Robin as he endured his torture we had high hopes for him hoping he could escape but then we were disappointed he failed a scouting mission were he was only to watch and gather intel. Robin had been gone for only one week his wife and kid started to worry but not long after he broke Robin began to tell our secrets to a rival clan me and Hideko was shock to see how quick he had broke and was furious. Angrily i told Hideko i'd go rescue him and she didn't want me to at the time because she was worried i might not come back, i kissed her goodbye and told her its me or the world, besides he's my frined my partner. I left with only a few supplies, a silenced pistol some smoke grenades, a tactical knife and a bow and arrow for Robin. I managed to sneak into there base and free Robin from there hold but Robin was furious we didn't come sooner, he punched me knocking me on the ground looking up at him i stood and hit him back and after that there was a big argument on why we didn't show sooner and my reasons were because i didn't know you were in trouble and also Hideko kept me busy. Robin lost it when i said that stating i'd throw his life away for a hot night with her, he tryed to grab me but i countered him and he began to fight once again. Finally we had both calmed down but it was to late the guards had heard the fighting and was on there way to see what was up, we quickly ran out of there base into the forest to our extraction point but we were heavily under fire, it was 2 men versus an army. Although we had done it before with Hideko, Robin was very hurt and could barely shoot his bow off but we lived, our extraction team had came, Hideko had came threw after all. I stood to face the chopper and as i looked at Robin i noticed he stop shooting and was laying face down out cold, there was no way i could climb up the chopper's ladder with him on me and thus i was force to walk all the way back or leave him.