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 Posted: Sun Sep 16, 2012 7:01 am
Hey again. I did post the 'HELP ME ASAP' topic a few weeks ago so I'm back sweatdrop I took every ones advice and I went out with Ian but I never lost my feelings for Matt and never started liking Ian (When he kissed me I ether kept my eyes open or closed them and imagined that it was Matt) Me and Ian have been going our for 2 or 3 weeks but we broke up last Friday. I invited Matt to a soccer game at my school (he doesn't go to my school he goes to a different high school) and Ian was there. I went with some of my friends from my middle school (who also know Matt) to help him find out where he was supposed to go. Right when I saw him (I haven't for months) my heart started pounding and my stomach started jumping around. He smiled at me and I tried not to hug him or anything so we did our little secret fist bump hand sake thingy then we walked back to sit with Ian. At first they didn't really talk but then they did and started to like each other. Matt started telling Ian about the things I like and I don't like and I could tell that Ian was getting jealous. We all went to the concession stand for some snakes. Ian asked me if I wanted anything and Matt said: "It's ok dude I got it. You still hate diet right P?" (my name doesn't start with a P but the nick name he calls me does) I said yeah and I'm not sure why but Ian walked back to where we were sitting. Matt got me a Mountain Due and himself one to. He asked me if I was ok and I said that I'm going to something that I will regret. He started to lean in and said "Is this the something?" and he kissed me. Sparks FLEW! I literary felt shock on my lips when he kissed me. I didn't fight back. I kissed him back. I missed him so much I just had to kiss him. I finally pulled away. He smiled and said "I love you. I always have. I always will." I groaned and said that I knew I would do something that I would regret. He gave me a big bare hug and when he stopped I said "No it's not over yet" he chuckled and started to hug me again and he asked "You don't want me stop?" and I said "You said when you hug me it would last forever remember?" I looked up at him and he kissed me again. about a minuet after we pulled away Ian was standing right there and he looked really upset. I found out that one of my friends Abby had covered his face with her jacket when he was walking back to the concession stand as a joke but he thought that it was because she saw me and Matt do something. She didn't but we did. I felt super guilty because I did something that I promised myself that I would never do. Cheat. I told Abby what happened when we were back to our seats and she said that she doesn't want to be in this but that I need to follow my heart. Ian kept acting weird and I finally told him what happened. (Around half time of the soccer game) he was upset and I tried not to start crying. He said he didn't want to brake up with me but I said we had to because if we don't he would never trust me again and I would always feel guilty around him. Honestly I wanted us to brake up so I could be with Matt. We did brake up and I went back to my seat. I sat next to Matt trying to focus on the game. I guess he saw that I wanted to cry so he put his arms around me and said that everything will be ok. Ian came back and he started calling everyone in his family to tell them about our brake up. He didn't try to hide it ether. Me and Matt kept looking at each other every time he called another person trying not to laugh. Ian finally left and me and Matt stayed to finish watching the game. When me and Matt went back to the concession stand his dad was standing there (Matt's dad. His Mom, Dad and brother meet me at the 8th grade graduation last year when me and Matt were still together) Matt said "Remember her?" and his dad said "Sure due how have you been sugar?" (His family loves me 4laugh ) We told his dad that there's still some time left on the game and his said that he would be waiting for Matt in the parking lot (I was going home with my friend Erin) Me and Matt started talking and cracking some inside jokes and just had a blast together. We kissed again. Like a lot and I loved it. We ended the night with a hug and kiss and he put my hand on his heart I asked him why and he said "Because it's healed now that I can hold you in my arms again" I gave him another hug the Erin pulled me away because our ride was here.
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Posted: Sun Sep 16, 2012 7:10 am
Matt back story:I meet Matt a year ago at school. We bumped into each other and all he said was watch where you're going. I said the same. We had a class together and once we locked eyes we couldn't look away. After a few weeks he started to hit on me and we started flirting when we finally started going out. We we're on and off for a while but we never really broke up. He would always text me call me to say good morning then again to say good night. We fight and sometime act like we're brother and sister. He's my best friend and I'm his. And we are crazy in love. He lives 45 min. away and neater of us can drive yet but when ever I need him he'll find away to get to me (one time he even walked all the way to me just to give a hug when I was having a bad day) I do trust him and he trust me to. I meet his parents and brother at graduation last year and right up front they said that they loved me witch did make me feel good just sayen. Now we go to different high schools and I could be moving NY by the summer but I cant leave him.
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Posted: Sun Sep 16, 2012 7:12 am
Ian back story:Ian goes to my school. I meet on the 2nd or 3rd day of school. The next week he asked me out. He can be over baring at times and doesn't like me talking to guys. I don't really trust him.
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Posted: Sun Sep 16, 2012 7:23 am
More info about that night:
-Matt was texting me the whole time when me and Ian walked away to talk saying that maybe he should leave but I told him no and that he should stay
-That day at school I kind of had a feeling that me and Ian would be braking up today
-When Matt put his arms around me and told me that everything will be ok I said not it's not and one of the three of us going to leave broken heart'ed
-At the concession stand they had ring pops and me and Matt looked at each other and smiled and I said "Maybe I should get a cherry ring pop" because when me and Matt were going out he 'purposed' to me with a cherry ring pop in the middle of the movies it was funny and sweet
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Posted: Sun Sep 16, 2012 8:13 am
o: o: o: o: o:
that is literally the cutest thing ever. matt sounds like a really great guy.
I don't think you should feel too bad for Ian, from what you've said he sounds kind of like a jerk who rushes into things too fast.. and him calling his family in front of you like that was just, no.
The only thing you probably should've done was save the epic kiss for AFTER breaking up with Ian, but it's over and done with so what can you do? :P
that's awesome, I'm happy for ya girlie ^.^
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Posted: Sun Sep 16, 2012 9:19 am
L4uren o: o: o: o: o:
that is literally the cutest thing ever. matt sounds like a really great guy.
I don't think you should feel too bad for Ian, from what you've said he sounds kind of like a jerk who rushes into things too fast.. and him calling his family in front of you like that was just, no.
The only thing you probably should've done was save the epic kiss for AFTER breaking up with Ian, but it's over and done with so what can you do? :P
that's awesome, I'm happy for ya girlie ^.^ Aww thank you
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Posted: Sun Sep 16, 2012 10:29 am
Should I try to do a long distance relationship?
What should I say to Ian the next time I see him?
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