But I mostly go by Chance. Just Chance.
I'm a male.
I'm 16 years old.
This is my sixth year here at Hogwarts.
The house I'm in is Ravenclaw, surprisingly.
My birthday is December 23rd.
My dream job is something quiet where not many people talk to me. Maybe a librarian.
My blood status is Pureblood.
I'm interested in no one. I can't love. Not anymore.
I'm currently with my shadow. My only friend.
People say that, in a nutshell, I'm rude and sarcastic. Personally, I don't know what they're talking about when they describe me that way. I speak my mind. That's it. I make my opinions known, and stand up for what I think is right. So, in a way, I guess I'm brave. I tend to get really awkward around people until I get to know them. But in no way am I shy.
Update - Fifth Year: Recently, I've grown cold on the inside. I've lost the ability to truly care about someone else, other than my family. It's not like it really mattered, anyways. I don't smile. I don't laugh. I won't show happiness. I feel like... something inside of me is broken... I'm broken.
My background story is long and I don't like to talk about it, but since you asked... I live with my mom, Adette, and my little sister, Cecille Anise. My dad left us when my sister was born. I was only two, but I still remember him a little. I know why he left, but I don't dare say it around my sister. Dad, Thomas was his name, ran out on our family when he saw my baby sister for the first time. Just because she was blind, and had hair as white as fresh snow, he pegged her as a freak, and left. Given, I added to his reasons for leaving. I have a form of Autism known as Aspergers Syndrome, and it makes me very... different, as mom says. I can't control my words, and I sometimes say things that are offensive, but I don't mean it. I can't help it. It just... happens. My condition also makes me very social inept, and highly intelligent. So basically, I'm just a weirdo. But that's for you people to decide, not me. Back to the important stuff. Obviously, I carry my father's name with me at all times. Add on the fact that I look exactly like him, it makes it very difficult not to hate myself, seeing as I hate him. Up to the present now. I am indifferent about going to Hogwarts. If I had it my way, I would stay home with my sister, and take care of her. That's what big brothers do.
First Year: I was sorted into Ravenclaw. At least it wasn't Slytherin. And I made a few friends. Another oddity. Jaslyn and Virgil are nice, but their warnings of their half-brother, Darius, confuse me. He is just a person, right? Anyways, I did well in my classes and even tried out for Quidditch. I play Beater, which is always fun for me. I mean, what's not fun about hitting people with a cannonball?
Second Year: Uhh... Well, things just got awkward, didn't they? Over the summer, I spent a lot of time with Jaslyn. I mean, a lot of time. Cecille even dared us to... kiss. And we did. Gah! She's my best friend, okay?! This is so confusing... Anyways, school was fine. Some of the kids called me a "show off", which I wasn't exactly pleased with. So I pay attention in class and they don't. That doesn't make me a show off when I perform a simple spell in Charms class. I mean, seriously? Grow up, people.
Third Year: ...Well, this just got interesting. So most of the year was pretty normal. I enjoyed most of my electives, especially Care of Magical Creatures, and not just because Jaslyn was in that class too. Speaking of Jaslyn... I finally told her. And she didn't push me away or anything. She actually admitted to liking me all this time too. So... now we're dating and it's probably the happiest I've felt in a long, long time. Off the topic of Jaslyn now, Cecille was sorted into Ravenclaw, which is also exciting. I think she'll do well in Ravenclaw, and not just because I can watch her all the time.
Fourth Year: This year was probably the most boring year yet. Although, we did win the Cups again, which was kind of nice. Jaslyn and I didn't spend much time together, with both of us in Quidditch now and OWL's coming up next year. Not sure how I'm going to do on those tests, to be honest.
Fifth Year: ....Hell. That's how I summarize my year. Pure and torturous Hell. Firstly, I didn't make the starting team, even though I'm way better than the runt that replaced me. He'd been playing Keeper for three years, and now he's in my Beater spot?! It's just not fair. My OWL's went okay, though. They weren't that hard, really. Some of them I just didn't care about. At the end of the year, on the last night in the castle, Jaslyn broke up with me. In a letter. She couldn't even say it to my face... I ran away, crying, and ended up in the dungeons. That's where Virgil found me. He seems to understand my pain... I don't know. I don't trust him fully just yet. I can't trust anyone anymore.
I enjoy Being alone, except for my sister, Reading quietly, Silence, Anyone who can understand me, and Figuring things out.
I despise My father, Anyone who picks on my sister, Crowded places, People that talk a lot, and Jaslyn and Jacob.
I'm afraid of becoming my father.
My strengths are figuring things out on my own, and taking care of my sister, I guess.
My flaws are accepting help from others, and saying mean things without meaning to.
I look like my father.
My wand is a 11 and 3/4 inches Poplar with Jobberknoll feather core.
My pet is a simple rat I call Charm
My OWL scores are:
Astronomy ~ E
Charms ~ O
Defense Against the Dark Arts ~ O
Herbology ~ T
History of Magic ~ E
Potions ~ D
Transfiguration ~ P
Ancient Studies ~ O
Care of Magical Creatures ~ O
Mythology ~ E
Study of Ancient Runes ~ O
World Studies ~ A
My NEWT scores are: N/A
Oh yes, there's something else I need to tell you! Most people frown upon me because I say mean things without realizing it.
~Utsuha
{~Prof}
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~Ðєv
