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Posted: Sat Sep 01, 2012 7:50 pm
One week. A solid week of communication with his family and campaign preparation, of buttons and brain storming and tossing speech ideas in the trash with exasperated sighs. Why he was doing it, Mort had no idea. Maybe he actually wanted to try and strive for something non-lethal for once to prove that he could be enthusiastic about something that wouldn't kill him. Maybe it just happened to be an endgoal that was within reach during his isolation and thus a handy distraction. It was hard for him to figure exactly what it was driving him because, for the most part, he was numb and on automatic, zombielike in every sense.
It didn't particularly help that Mort didn't need as much sleep. Coupled with an overactive and constant stimulation from his brain and, well, hours seemed to pass by like minutes to him. Such was the energy being doled out, though, that Mort was surprised to see how shaggy he had become in seven days; hair follicles had been triggered to grow far faster than necessary or normal thanks to the abundance of electricity in his system. Under Lanna's half-lidded stare of Oh-It's-You (which she was slowly starting to lose but was no less intense for it), the zomboil got himself back into a more manageable state, bent over the sink, and sighed at the mirror. Mother was going to shave his head next time, he swore.
But for the most part things were finished or at least coming to a close. Various would-be prizes lay scattered about his room (and a few at his house), as were poster ideas, paint, scissors, cardboard, and other sundry construction items. After having so little rest, Mort finally gave in and slumped on his bed and slept literally until the next day.
He woke with a strong conviction to get out of his room. Self-imposing a lockdown for a week did that. So Mort rubbed Lanna down (the foxfire looked pleased with the attention even though she was still trying to play at ice queen), showered, threw some clothes on, and left. Fresh air. Sunlight. He almost felt like a vampire as he stalked the path east, passing only when the reaper dorm was impossible to ignore in his peripheral.
Mrrr. A week without talking. He could text right now, or . . . walk past. Mort gave the building a good long look before shuffling through its doors. He was in a mellow mood at this point, somewhat sleepy still but at least able to function; maybe in this state he wouldn't be able to screw things up. So he ascended the stares with a grumble, found the witch's familiar door, and knocked.
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Posted: Sat Sep 01, 2012 8:01 pm
The room was preternaturally quiet. Usually, there would be an indistinct shuffle of person behind a closed door, some words spoken or even music playing. Instead, when Mort reached Belladonna's room, there was only silence. No music, no noise, no nothing. It seemed very likely she was out. That is until a soft meow was heard from behind the door, along with a small thump and in a few moments, the doorknob had turned and the door clicked open. It was slowly, but finally the door creaked back and a small, black cat with a too-long slunk around the door to stand in the small space of the doorway the slightly opened door made. Binx blinked at the ankles of this person, then angled his head up and up more to peer at the zombie. Yellow eyes neither narrowed or widened, only continued to stare as the cat tilted his head to one side. "Good afternoon, Good Sir." For a cat, his voice was smooth as butter, but there was a distinctness of the flick of his tail when he addressed the boy that indicated he knew what had happened. When his witch had returned to the room and cried, each day worse and worse until it had become a week and she had so despaired she'd fled, there was no way Binx could pretend he didn't know. So instead, he pretended her didn't know a thing about Mort. "What brings you to the Reaper Dorms on this lovely afternoon?" Another tail flick, but it died as the cat stretched out his front paws, digging his nails into the carpet for a moment. "Is there anything I may assist you with?" Looked like he might a bit chatty today!
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Posted: Sat Sep 01, 2012 8:58 pm
The unnatural quiet wasn't registered at first, not until he knocked a second time and actually mumbled Belladonna's name without a response. Strange. He leaned his head against the door and blinked blearily at the ground, flip-flopping between just turning around and going back to sleep or continuing his walk, or maybe actually try to do his homework -
. . . Was that a meow?
Mort managed to straight from the door before it opened, blinking as the black cat slunk into view. And then blinking again when he was called "Good Sir". Binx was acting . . . funny. "Know why m'here," he rumbled with a suspicious look, his voice rusty from both disuse and misuse. "M'guessing she's not here then. Where could I find?" He already had one minipet who had shunned him; he certainly didn't feel like taking it from another animal.
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Posted: Sat Sep 01, 2012 9:14 pm
The suspicious look was rewarded with a look of incredulity, or at least as much of one as any cat can muster. For a moment he pressed a paw to his chest, as if to show how very innocent he was, but the moment passed quickly. One of his ears flicked back momentarily at Mort's words, but Binx only settled himself happily on the floor and gazed up at the boil. "Certainly you will understand why I am hesitant to tell you of her location." Another ear twitch, accompanied with a flick of the very tip of his tail. "Before I let you know exactly where she is, and do not worry I will inform you of her exact location, down the smallest detail... You must first understand exactly what it is you have done." Here the cat stood to take one step forward, which quickly turned into him wandering slowly around the boil. Though he did not rub his head against his leg or show any affection, to the innocent onlooker it would seem as if Binx were begging for a bit of attention. Yet the haughty and quick flick of his tail would certainly indicate otherwise.
"For you see, I do not think you fully realize the implications of your actions. You are young yet, and from what I hear... Just the tiniest self centered." Here Binx paused and let his head loll to one side, his eyes suddenly half lidded. "Not that Belladonna would ever have called you that, for she is much too kind." A sour look crossed his kitty face for a moment before he padded back to sit in front of Mort. "You have lied to her, a few times if I recall correctly. You have not trusted her time and time again, thus making her doubt herself. More than that, when you did finally put your trust in her, it was to further undermine her opinions. So not only does she doubt your trust in her, she now doubts your overall care for her. After all, what is a young ghoul to do when her boilfriend continually acts as though she were a weakness rather than a strength?" Binx's yellow eyes stared up at the boil, unblinking and unmoving. He was not so much waiting for an explanation, as he was waiting for some tell-tale sign that Mort actually wanted this, that he actually wanted Belladonna. While it wasn't at all apparent, Binx actually rather liked Mort and wanted him to push through this. But Binx also did not believe in coddling anyone but his witch.
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Posted: Sat Sep 01, 2012 9:47 pm
Mort kept his skeptical look as he followed the cat's movements, bracing himself for a claw or maybe even a bite. He didn't get cats, much less talking ones, and Binx? Binx was an enigma among enigmas to him. Sleep began to evaporate as he listened to the cat, bristling defensively. "Realize 'em just fine," Mort growled, every flick of Binx's tail getting a rise out of him. He didn't want to hear anything resembling judgment from this stupid cat, not when he thought he had finally put himself back together and got a semblance of social function going. "She's got it all wrong. Want . . . want to clear it up . . ."
But how? He had pushed away every thought of the fight for a week now. A soft 'mrrr' was issued as Binx sat himself before Mort once more, green eyes holding yellow ones as the old thoughts and memories came back; his hands clenched a bit in response. "'Ve done a lot don't like," he muttered as his gaze drifted to the side. "Not like anything s-said just now hasn't come to mind. Want to keep going? Want to tear at insides while at it? Was here to let Bells do it, b-but guess her pet could do it first." Why not.
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Posted: Sat Sep 01, 2012 10:01 pm
His anger rather amused Binx, to the point that he almost chuckled, but instead he pressed a paw to his mouth and coughed. There were certain lines one could and could not cross, and Binx, though vaguely vindictive, was certainly not one to fully cross them. So instead he flicked his tail again and shrugged his shoulders. "Who am I to punish you? You seem to have done a fairly good job of it already." Another tail flick as the cat seemed suddenly disinterested in him and instead flexed his feet into the floor, as though he wanted to knead something with his little kitty claws. "And besides, if you think Belladonna will do the job nicely, than I shall not get in the way of that." His mouth curled into a smile, little sharp kitty teeth all white for Mort to see.
But then it was gone and Binx had stood to circle the boy once more. "I see you are eager to get this done and over with. I suppose I shall stop impeding your path." A sigh was inserted, so that it seemed as though Binx really did want to keep the boil for longer. But he pointed with a paw down the hall. "If you leave here and head toward the Monster Dorms, you will come upon a forest. One of the first trees should have some not low-lying branches, but certainly not high ones. If you look carefully, our witch will be in one of those branches. Look for her hair, rather than her clothing." However odd his sentence was, the cat only dipped his head and turned around, slowly making his way back to the room. But at the last moment he paused and looked back at the boil, a flick of his tail one last little indication of some unknown emotion. "And perhaps you should consider that if she got it all wrong, it was because you presented things incorrectly. Belladonna is by no means a stupid girl, though she plays the part well. You underestimate her far too often." One last tail flick and then Binx slunk back around the door and slowly closed it. Should Mort wish to speak to him anymore, he would have to force the door open, but the familiar was sure his work was done and instead made himself cozy on Belladonna's favorite pillow.
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Posted: Sat Sep 01, 2012 10:36 pm
He was this close to aiming a kick at the impertinent creature, but Binx's words stung him towards inaction and the cat slid back into the room unmolested. Taking on a burden and taking on a blame were two very, very different things, Mort realized. And because he had decided to ignore the issue in lieu of other projects, the emotional and mental wounds reopened with renewed pain that made him want to go back in his room and curl up again.
Maybe he should have waited some more before trying this. It wasn't too late to back out. He'd done it when trying to confront Gene, he could do it again here. What was another day or two when it had already been over a week?
He pondered this as he left the dorms, pausing at the last step down to mull over his options for a solid few minutes.
And when Mort finally did come to a decision, he made his way opposite the forest and towards the undead dorms. Into his room. Out the undead dorms. Past the wishing well and the campus entirely - the maul was his destination. He was thankful it didn't take long to find what he wanted and buy it, as he was already somewhat in a rush; for all he knew she might like to switch trees when one got too uncomfortable or boring. And once the purchase was finished Mort shuffled his way on back to campus with the item hidden in a paper bag, and southward he finally went. The trip had allowed him some time to prep, though he highly doubted how it would help - after all, he had no idea what Belladonna's condition was at the time or how she might react to him. But Jack damn it, he wouldn't forgive himself if he backed out now.
It was early in the evening now, but even in the dying light he hoped it wouldn't be too hard to find her. It certainly shouldn't have been hard to spot him given his pigmentation. "Bells?" he called out several times as he hugged the treeline and marched his way onward, head craning about to find the ghoul in the trees. Why had Binx said to look for her hair anyway? He knew it was the easiest identifier, but still . . .
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Posted: Sat Sep 01, 2012 10:56 pm
Indeed, the witch had changed trees through out the day, but only because trees were not the most uncomfortable thing in the world. Yet there was still a comfort to be had in their steadfastness, in their unrelenting stance. So even though she had moved to different trees, they were still close to the edge of the forest, as one could not maneuver altogether too well on a broom with such close quarters. And so while Belladonna had occupied a tree all day, she had instead kept her thoughts as blank as possible. If she didn't think, she couldn't remember, she could recall the pain. When Mort hadn't contacted her by the end of the first day, she understood and instead wished him well in the morning. When he hadn't contacted her on the third day, she had begun to despair. And when the sixth day still brought no word, Belladonna lost hope. Yes Mort might be slow, but the witch had hoped he would not be slow about her. So when he was, when he let her be, she let herself go. In her melancholy, thoughts were the enemy. If she could just not think, if she could just focus on anything else rather than what her mind told her, things would be better. Thus, Belladonna sought the comfort of trees who did not speak, who did not judge and instead only offered their comfort and solace. And since no thoughts had been fully formed, since the witch had not spoken all day except for in the morning to inform Binx of her location, when she heard a noise it greatly startled her. Not to the point of actually falling from a tree, but certainly enough that when she turned, her eyes fell on the one person she wanted to see most as well as the one she had dreaded seeing. The branch she had found was only a foot or two above Mort's head, so that there was space between them, but not enough that it diminished the details that could still be gleaned from her person. Though she sat with her knees pulled up, arms wrapped around them, it could still be seen that the witch was dressed in the most simple and uncharacteristically Belladonna manner. Instead of her normal dresses and corsets and bows and frills, she instead wore a predominantly black hoodie dotted with a few spots of lilac accompanied with a plain black skirt, striped stockings and a pair of simple boots. There certainly was a reason Binx mentioned her manner of dress. For a moment Belladonna only stared, eyes wide and hurt and confused and conflicted. What could she say? What should she say? She had been the one to give him the space and while yes, he had taken what was offered, it had been so long. Maybe he was here to do the noble thing and break it off with her? Such a thought made the witch's throat dry up, so she only mumbled a small, "Here..." And gave him a feeble wave that only showed the tips of her fingers due to her large hoodie.
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Posted: Sun Sep 02, 2012 12:35 am
Her voice was so soft he almost didn't hear it - hell, he almost passed her by because he hadn't expected to find her in such lifeless and dark clothes; they even seemed to sap the color out of her face and hair. The witch was uncharacteristically listless and, after so many days of seeing her flounce in dresses and boots and even a little punk, it was almost unbearable to watch. For a few moments Mort could only stare up at her in alarm, almost dubious about the identity of the ghoul in the trees. Was this really the same witch who had spontaneously baked him a cake days ago?
Then again, he probably looked like a more worn out, unkempt, dark-eye-circle version of himself too, and one with a bit more grizzle to his face at that. Neither of them really looked at their best.
"Hey . . ." It was just one word, but it still choked him to say it. Seeing Belladonna like this was like seeing a bird with injured wings try to fly, and it tugged at his heartstrings and made it difficult to speak. "I-I, ah . . . D'you wanna talk?" Mort eventually managed to ask, wondering how it was that he managed to keep getting into these situations. "Can hit m-me first if you want. D-Did say you could if I did something stupid, n' . . . th-think the wait n' the fight counts as really stupid." And he even set the paper bag down and held his hands up and palms out in surrender. "Can stay up there i-if you want to, too. N' I'll sit on the ground o-or stand, or whatever makes comfortable."
It was maddening, having her in reach and not being able to pull her into the tightest embrace he could manage. Something. Anything to remove that defeated look on her face.
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Posted: Sun Sep 02, 2012 8:35 am
It was a bit of a surprise to see Mort in such disarray, though it wasn't nearly as stark as Belladonna's, but it still gave her a moment of pause nonetheless. It was understandable that she had let herself fall in appearance, but Mort? That was a little more unexpected. But it certainly gave the witch an interesting pause, for she melted at the sight of him. For a moment she let the sadness overtake her, let the words resurface and remind her of what had happened and for a moment she just wanted to jump down and hug him and let it all be behind them. But it had been a week and the witch had had time to morph her anger into something else, a defiance now that she quickly latched onto. Her lips pursed and she whipped her head around to stick between her knees. If she kept looking at that worried face she'd break. Already his words confused her, as she was positive he was here to break it off and it seemed as though he were mostly here to apologize. "I'm not going to hit you." She mumbled against her stockinged knees, her eyes focused on anything else but that spot of blue on the edge of her vision. The offer to stay where they were was extremely tempting, as Belladonna wasn't sure if she was prepared to be on his level just yet. Trees offered comfort, but also protection. Should she need to run away, she only had to go up on her broom. Easy and quick. "I'd like to stay here, for now..." For a moment she considered this, sure she had taken a wrong step somewhere, positive she had said the wrong thing and angered him. Quickly she tacked on a small, "We can talk about whatever you want."After that admission, the witch retracted her face from her knees and instead lay her temple on them, so that she could look at a tilted Mort. A hand had to brush away her fallen hair that was free of hat or ribbon, but she finally focused on him. It hurt and was nice and Belladonna couldn't decide what she wanted to ask about first, so she only looked at him, a little scared, but still found the courage to face him.
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Posted: Sun Sep 02, 2012 9:21 am
It stung him to see how she retracted her face at the sight of him, even though he should have expected as much. Really it was only now when met with this dreary, melancholic version of Belladonna that Mort could begin to understand what he had done to her. It had been so easy to count on her kindness and support, and he hadn't realized how much he had counted on it until now, where he had neither of those things and had to stand on his own before her; and suddenly he felt very, very vulnerable.
Swallowing hard, Mort nodded at her request to stay and lowered his hands. "Alright . . ." But now she was watching him, and he couldn't decide if that made it easier or worse to talk than if she had kept her face hidden. "I-I-I, ah . . . Have eaten yet? I brought something j-just in case." He leaned down and opened the paper bag, grabbing black, covered plastic container and bringing it to his face to read the label for her. "S-Said were vegetarian, so thought would bring salad, right? This one's . . ." Mort paused, his face falling. ". . . 'Cockatrice Fruit n' Veggie Delight: have all three main food groups in one meal for a happier, healthier you!'" he finished flatly, and then he gently facepalmed himself with the container.
Seriously? Of all the . . . Yes he had been in a sort of rush, but come on.
"Mrrrrrr, damn it. Could go grab something else," Mort offered, rubbing his forehead as if to ward off a headache.
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Posted: Sun Sep 02, 2012 9:31 am
Watching him squirm was strange and it didn't make Belladonna feel any better. In fact, it made her feel a bit worse, as she had wanted him to come all fire and brimstone and be done with her so she could begin whatever healing process she was sure to begin. But with him acting so confused, it only further confused her. And when he revealed the salad he had brought her, the witch was even more confused. Whatever could she make of that? What was he...? And then, most curious of all, he gave a small little speech and Belladonna could not help her face splitting into one cracked smile. A laugh burst out and she quickly put her face back to her knees to cover it up. He had meant it to be kind and had instead it had been ridiculous and whatever scared feeling the witch had had about this broke with her laugh. After a moment she looked up to see Mort rub his head and she shook her own. "Its perfect. I, uh... I love Cockatrice Fruit and Veggie Delight!" She didn't actually know what that was, but it was the gesture that counted. The witch took a deep, steadying breath before she grabbed her broom which had been tucked into a nearby branch. She quickly stood, hopped onto it and let herself float slowly down to ground level. Softly, she landed in front of Mort and let her broom rest against the tree. Suddenly so close to him she felt nervous and giddy and unsure of herself, so she quickly tugged at the bottom of her hoodie as though that would cover her and protect her. "So are... Are you still.... Mad at me?" It was so ridiculous how she sounded like a child, but there was nothing the witch could really do about that. It had already been said with no way to take it back, so she only looked up at him with wide, hoping eyes.
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Posted: Sun Sep 02, 2012 10:01 am
"You . . . do?" Mort blinked in surprise and then did so again as Belladonna came down from the tree. "S'got meat in it, y'know." But her laugh was a hopeful sign and brightened his mood nevertheless, and he managed a small smile as he extended the container and plastic fork to her like a peace offering. He had expected to have to coax her from her perch after a long talk and at least several tears, so already this encounter was looking up. And it had been like this with Gene too - did he overextend himself with worry too often, or was there some sort of charm of seeing him look like an idiot that put them at ease?
At her question, he shook his head. "No, never was r-really mad at you," he said. "More like was mad at self, at Medea, at everything . . . B-But mostly at self. Said I came here for talking but, ah . . . a-also meant came here to listen." Mort rubbed the back of his neck in that same characteristic motion of awkwardness and self-consciousness he had done since first year. "Wanted to hear what you had to say when m'more clear headed. I-If have something to say, I mean." He believed she did at any rate: a week alone in the trees gave very little else to do besides think.
And then he plopped himself on the ground and looked up expectantly at her and her childlike eyes, awaiting judgment.
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Posted: Mon Sep 03, 2012 8:51 am
"Well, I don't really know as I have never eaten it before... But it sounds tasty!" The witch replied in a soft voice, as though the quiet of the forest had infected her more than she had previously anticipated. Honestly, she had just been so still and silent all day that she didn't want to talk very loud, or potentially scare Mort away with her exuberance. As that wasn't really something she had going on at the moment, it wasn't too much of a stretch. "That's ok. You can eat the meat."Gingerly, as though this whole situation might break or suddenly turn around if she moved too quickly, Belladonna reached out and took the offered food and fork. Truth be told, she was starving and would have eaten anything given to her at this point. When Mort said he wasn't mad, the witch nodded, but didn't really believe him. Not entirely. One couldn't say such horrid things and not have been mad at that person. Belladonna had been very angry with him, so she only assumed it went both ways. But regardless she nodded and after a moment to smile at his waiting face, followed him to the ground. Quick fingers had the container opened and just as quickly a piece of fruit had been stabbed onto the fork where Belladonna began a little nibbling process. It would not do to show her boilfriend exactly how hungry she was. After a moment of quietly demolishing the piece of fruit and having started on a second, the witch looked up at Mort. "I do not know exactly what I am to say... I suppose... Um... Do you still think all those things you said?" She meant in the laundry room, but she left the question hanging in the air as she began work on a piece of lettuce.
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Posted: Mon Sep 03, 2012 9:26 am
Mort wasn't sure he could stomach even meat at this point, but he nodded nevertheless. Much like Belladonna, he felt like anything too loud or sudden might suddenly break something worse than silence, and she already looked as frail as an autumn leaf as it was; he became very aware of how easily she could be crushed, and that made him all the more nervous. What if he couldn't express himself clearly outside of being angry? Mort still remembered how clarified his syntax had been during his tirade in the laundry room, how his anger had sharpened his tongue from a fleshly lump to a fine point . . .
But then, he wasn't angry right now. If anything, he had only just come out of a melancholic fugue and could barely feel anything beyond the lower spectrum of emotion he had nestled himself in for a week.
Mort clasped his hands in his lap and pondered her question. "A-About you? At the time . . . yeah. M'weak," he said bleakly, lowering his gaze. "M'weak . . . C-Couldn't even differentiate human from Halloween. I dunno how, i-it just . . . got to me. Would think being undead makes death easier, b-but when looking at those eyes, hear the screams, smell blood, n' when know y-you did it . . ." He stopped himself and pressed his lips together, shuddering. "I-It isn't . . . right. N' neither was anything said to you. M'sorry," he apologized quietly to his hands. "M'sorry . . . C-Can't say it enough . . ."
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