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Posted: Thu Aug 02, 2012 2:29 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 02, 2012 3:13 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 02, 2012 6:13 pm
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Jerry stared long and hard at the half lowered flag, studying it's slow whipping in the wind as he approached.
He drifted towards the lines of headstones, his breathing quickening as he read the names. He eyed the crackling fires as he ebbed his way towards where a figure already stood, but paid him no mind.
There.
The man who had been a thorn in his side. Had promoted him to Intermediate. Had saved him from himself. Had reached down into the black pit he had been falling through to haul him back up and give him a firm smack.
Jerry swayed on his feet, his eyes glassy as he sank into a seated position before the fresh grave by Deryk's feet, pulling around the guitar that had been strapped to his back before gently beginning to strum.
When the words came from his lips, he felt as though it was someone else singing, but they resonated within him all the same.
"If just one person believes in you, Deep enough, and strong enough, believes in you... Hard enough, and long enough, It stands to reason, that someone else will think "If he can do it, I can do it.""
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Posted: Fri Aug 03, 2012 4:00 am
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Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2012 5:25 pm
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Ofelia came in slowly, quietly. It was unlike her to be somber, unlike her to actually have something on her mind. It was in her nature not to think too hard, it ruined the adventure and left her wanting, but seeing as everything had happened, people were gone, she felt that this was an appropriate time for silence and reflection.
The man she had been terrified of, the man who had saved her from Rep, was now dead. She didn't know how it happened, she must have missed it in all the confusion going on, but the way everyone was looking, as well as the mark on the fresh grave, let her know exactly who was being remembered there.
Deryk was there, speaking and stepping away. She moved behind him and placed a hand on his shoulder, slightly halting his movement. If he wanted to escape she wasn't going to force him to stay; there was just a hope in her touch that maybe her being behind him would stop him from running away and staying a bit longer. She didn't want to be here alone and even though she and Deryk weren't amazing friends she felt he was one of the best to be with her at the moment. Others would have been better, if she dared to think it, but. . . none of them would come to her side.
She shook her head, draining those thoughts. Jerry was singing some strange song she didn't recognize. Her cheeks felt flush as she listened and for a moment or two she thought her vision was swimming before her eye. Was she going to cry over this, or was she just. . .? She hadn't cried over Barney and Sandy, why would she cry over Killzone? The man had scared her shitless yet he. . .
"Ah...how should Ah say good-bye?" She wasn't speaking to anyone in general but considering she was standing next to Deryk she swung her face over to him, gray eye watering faintly.
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Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2012 10:16 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2012 10:38 pm
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He didn’t want to go to the memorial. Not again. Wilson didn’t want to feel the empty feeling in his stomach as he made his way down the rows and rows of grave markers, his eyes scanning the names that never evoked a face. Even as he walked around the island aimlessly—he would have been at Gale’s house, except it was sort of gone—he could see the swirling trails of smoke rising into the sky. It had baffled him at first, but after a while the answer came to him silently. It wasn’t an answer he had wanted, so he kept walking backwards in meandering circles as he tried to avoid the reality that certain trainees he knew had been taken, maybe for forever.
The familiar ring of his cellphone. He let it ring once, twice. When the phone had gone silent, Wilson finally took it out of his jacket pocket. Half-lidded eyes stared at the sender’s name and for a moment it didn’t register to him. His gaze had glazed over at the name ‘Dakota.’ Was this real? Was this another Dakota? He swallowed the lump in his throat before he continued onto the message. Brother. It sounded nostalgic.
Words swam in his mind as he put away the phone and looked toward the main headquarters, or what was left of it anyways. Hands slid into his pockets and his head hung low as he trudged toward the building remains. Wilson could still recognize Dakota’s silhouette, but he didn’t go over immediately. He trailed over the markers slowly, trying to remember their names even though he never would. The height difference between him and Dakota wasn’t enormous. So why did he feel so incredibly small as he wordlessly stood next to Dakota?
He glanced at the moon trainee before he diverted his gaze to his shoes because suddenly they had become very interesting.
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Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2012 10:49 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2012 11:00 pm
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Wilson wasn’t going anywhere. He buried his hands deeper into his pockets and hung his lower until could feel his chin grazing his collarbone. He was standing on the sides of his feet now, and then he wasn’t, the dirt crunching as his shoes moved and shifted. The trainee kept his lips sealed as he looked to the side, down, up, anywhere but Dakota. The silence was awkward and for a moment he considered speaking up first, but he couldn’t bring himself to do it.
Three words shut his mind down, if only for a few seconds. It hadn’t been the apology Wilson expected. He hadn’t been expecting one at all, for that matter. Wilson angled his head slightly to watch Dakota from the corner of his eyes. Then he looked down again, his lips pressed together. As he read the name on the marker in front of him over and over, he asked tentatively, “So you’re not mad anymore?” Pause. Another look at his shoes. “You forgive me?”
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Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2012 11:10 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2012 11:25 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2012 11:30 pm
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