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 Posted: Fri Mar 16, 2012 5:33 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 16, 2012 5:37 pm
OOCIsh: Ishme is mixed emotion right now. She's kind of making me nautious. XD
OOCAps:Awww...
OOCIsh:
She's like "BABIES!" and then she's like "But Tsu.... ; ^; And I. And she. And. I don't. /corner"
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Awww...! *snuggles her* Tsunami still LOVES you!!
Ishme: ; ^; She loves me? But doesn't she love her.... Friend?
Tsunami: Huh...? Love who? -Shakes her head, looking scared.-
Ishme: ; ^; The person. You had babies with. And. Stuff. -scoots closer-
Tsunami: Lilith...? No... she's umm.. she's my grandma's friend.. My grandma keeps trying to put us together... But its just... not going to work. -Shakes her head back and forth-
Ishme: o ^o....Then why would you have bowls with her....? -watches her carefully, gently patting her back- Are you okay? I mean.... I know you don't really like bowls.... But.... They're your babies.... I mean.... You'll figure it out. I know you will.
Tsunami: I... I don't know! I didn't mean to! I don't even know how it happened! -Breathing hard, ears bent away from her head.- I don't even know what to do! What do I do, Ishme? -Stares at her, tears in her eyes.- I don't know anything about raising kids!
Ishme: Hey, hey! Sh sh sh! It's okay~ -pulls her close, gently cradling her the best she can- Hey, I can help you figure it out. I'm a great mommy, you know I am, and I am here any time you need me. It's.... I'm right here. -pets-
Tsunami: -Bursts into tears, hiding her face against Ishme's fur. Her body was shaking.- I don't want to be a bad mother... I want my kids to be happy... I just... I never wanted this to happen...
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Posted: Fri Mar 16, 2012 6:35 pm
Ishme: Tsu.... Oh Tsu.... -holds tightly- You just gotta love your kids, no matter where they're from. Don't.... Don't think of them as your kids with her. Just think of them as your kids. Love them for who they become, not where they came from. You will figure this out.... Promise
Tsunami: -Sniffling, she pulls her head away from Ishme to look up at her with swollen eyes. She nods slowly.- You would... really help me? Even though.. they're... not yours? -Lets out a breath, realizing for a moment that she had wished they were Ishme's but some part of her believed that would never happen.-
Ishme: -attempts a smile, feeling a tug at the image of Tsu crying, her heart hurting a little- Of course.... I'm always here for a.... A.... Friend.... And children are my specialty.... I wanna help out.... -lays ears back slightly-
Tsunami: -Reaches up to touch Ishme's face for a moment. Chewing her bottom lip, she thinks better of it and doesn't let it linger for more than a second or two. Twisting her head away, she stares off at nothing.- Thank you Ishme.. It means... It means a lot to me... You're a great friend.
Ishme: -feels the tenderness in the touch and blushes a little, staring and finally sighing as Tsu looks away, looking down herself- Are you going to be okay, Tsu?
Tsunami: I... I don't know... But I... have to try right? I mean.. its... not about me anymore... -Chews on her lip. Glancing back at Ishme, she squeezes Ishme's paw.- They both... One of them looks like my mom a little, the other one looks like me... its weird...
Ishme: I'll be here to help you, I will. Everything always works itself out. Things happen for a reason. This.... This will change things, but it doesn't have to be for the worst. -pulls her paw close for a moment, smiling- Heh. I'm sure they are very cute.
Tsunami: -Ears move up about half way.- Will we.. will we always be friends Ish? Through... mates... and babies... And... growing up... -Adds the last part a little hesitantly.- I... I don't want to lose you... I.. want you to be... by my side forever...
Ishme: -laughs a little- I sure hope neither of us plans on growing up, else things will get really boring around here. But.... -smiles her best smile- I'll always be your friend, as long as you want me to. There's not many other places I have to be. -flushes a little thinking of her other option-
Tsunami: Don't we have to grow up? Babies... they kind of make you grow up.. -Sighs a bit but nuzzles into Ishme's fur, clinging.-
Ishme: To some degree, yes. But you know, you can always keep on being a kid at heart. Keep on doing crazy things. I have my kids, but I'm still me. You should never give up who you are just because you think you need to be someone else for your children. Kids love you for who you are. They will idolize you no matter what. Just be a good mother, and you can still be who you are. Have fun with them. Show them the great things life has to offer.
Tsunami: -Sighs a bit, glancing away.- You're way smarter than I am. Maybe someday I'll be as good as you are at it. I just don't know right now.
Ishme: You don't have to know everything right now. It'll come to you eventually. This is a surprise, give yourself some time. I believe in you. -gently pets Tsu's hair-
Tsunami: -Nuzzles slightly into Ishme's hand, before moving her head back to look at her.- Does this... umm.. -Gathers up the courage to say what she's thinking.- Does this change how you view me?
Ishme: -watches Tsu carefully, tilting her head a little- No.... No Tsu, I could never think badly of you. Perhaps I may not understand it, but I have no right to judge.... -shakes head- Things happen, you know?
Tsunami: -Looks slightly to the ground, feeling as though she has somehow let Ishme down.- I don't really understand myself... though I guess not for the same reasons... But maybe its just time for me to finally grow up... And start looking for a real relationship... to have an actual family of my own... Things you keep telling me to do...
Ishme: Hey, you don't have to settle down until you're ready. -pats her head again- Take it one step at a time. I'm not going to force you to grow up, that's just mean. You can grow up if you want to, just promise you won't outgrow me and my silliness.
Tsunami: -Gives a small smile.- I promise. I would never want to be without you. -Lifts her head and kisses Ishme's cheek, her cheeks flushing bright red as she looks away.-
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Posted: Fri Mar 16, 2012 7:58 pm
Ishme: -flushes in return, staring at her unable to really react before she forces herself to look away as well, knowing she needs to just let it go- That's.... Good....
Tsunami: -Slowly peels herself away from Ishme, letting out a breath to try and calm down her stress.- Would you... Would you like to meet the one I'm keeping..?
Ishme: -watches her quietly before smiling a little- I would love to.
Tsunami: -Nods slightly and wanders away for a moment. After a little bit she comes back with a red, white and peach colored bowl.- His name is Cadassi.
Ishme: -grins at the little bowl, gently touching it and speaking in a soft, warm, loving voice, though she sounds a bit childish- Why hello there little one~ It's nice to meet you Cadassi. n vn
Cadassi: -Chimes softly at her.-
Tsunami: -Smiles a little.- I think he likes you.
Ishme: All babies like me. -giggles and grins widely, stroking the rim of his bowl- I think you're gonna have a great son. I can feel it.
Tsunami: Thanks. -Smiles a little and bowls the bowl just slightly, making sure not to shake it.- His brother's name is Valdete, both were named after the sea.
Ishme: You do love the sea.... They are both very special names. And I'm sure they will turn out lovely. -watches the way she holds the bowl, smiling in return- I can't wait to see how he grows.... -blinks, thinking about something- Have you.... Had a chance to tell your family yet?
Tsunami: Thank you. -Frowning, she shakes her head back and forth.- You're the first to know...
Ishme: -nods a little- Do you want me to help you tell them? I mean.... When you're ready of course.
Tsunami: -Fiddles nervously with her broach.- If you want to help... sure.
Ishme: If you want to do it alone, you can. But you'll have to tell them eventually. And I figured you might want some help, yeah? -looks at her curiously-
Tsunami: -Takes a deep breath and nods.- I would like help.. it would make it easier.. -Glances up from her broach.-
Ishme: Alright. There's no rush. Just let me know when you think you're ready, and I'll be there right next to you. -gently brushes the bowl with her tail, trying to comfort him despite the tension-
Tsunami: Thank you Ishme! -Smiles somewhat and gives her a hug, despite the bowl being in her arms.-
Ishme: -wraps herself around them both carefully, holding her for a moment before she lets go- Anytime. I wouldn't want you to stress out over having to go it alone.
Tsunami: You're amazing Ishme.. That ninja guy is lucky... -Smiles slightly as she stares down at the bowl.- He's lucky too... To have someone who cares so much about kits...
Ishme: -flushes and looks down, digging at the ground a little, knowing not to talk about Sasuke in front of Tsu- Yeah.... Thank you. I appreciate it. -smiles somewhat painfully- He'll be loved no matter what. And I'll be his auntie Ish. And I'll make sure to teach his momma anything she doesn't already know.
Tsunami: -Looks at her.- I know I already said it, but thank you Ishme.
Ishme: -gets quiet, part of her wishing her feelings didn't exist right then- It's no problem.... I want to do it.... For you....
Tsunami: -Takes a deep breath.- What's wrong? -Bites her lip.- Wait. You don't have to tell me... Its... none of my business... -Glances back at the bowl, trying to keep her mind distracted from all the thoughts in her head.-
Ishme: It's okay Tsu, I'm fine, promise. I just need to get used to the fact you have kids now.... I mean.... Wow.... You're actually..... Taking steps forward.... While I'm.... Falling behind.... -shakes her head- I don't know. It's fine. Really. I'm just caught in my own emotions. -curls her tail around herself- I should probably go.... I mean.... I'm just really out of it, you know?
Tsunami: -Muses.- I've... I've upset you.. I'm sorry. -Craddles the bowl in her arms.- I didn't mean to Ish, I promise. But if you feel the need to leave then I shouldn't stop you. I can be strong, and I can do this, I promise.
Ishme: No, no, Tsu, it's not you. -smiles faintly- Don't worry, it's not you at all. And don't think it's little Cadassi's fault either. I just sometimes wish I had real children of my own, you know? And if I ever leave, I will always come back. Sometimes I just need time to think. I will never let my feelings come between us. Sometimes.... Sometimes I just need to be weak for a bit in order to stay strong for you. You don't always have to be strong, but right now, I can't support both our weights. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I wish I was stronger. -steps back a little, ears flattening- Will you hate me if I leave for a little while?
Tsunami: -There were tears in her eyes because she knew she had somehow hurt her. Frowning,- You will have kids someday, I know you will... And I know all the kids you do have love you, rather they're blood related or not.. But I could never hate you.. I will do everything I can to be the best mother I can be. Maybe learning how to do it on my own is what I have to do. I'm sorry Ishme. Please... -Turns her head so that Ishme can't see her cry again.- Please do whatever you have to do to make yourself feel better.
Ishme: -crawls a little closer and gently kisses the little bowl on its rim- I'm sorry, little one.... I don't mean to make your mommy cry.... I promise I'll be back to spend time with you both soon, okay? -whispers quietly to him, tears in her eyes as well- I know your mom is gonna be the best, with or without me, but I'm not gonna let a little cutie like you out of my life.... -looks up at Tsu slightly- I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry. I don't want to make things worse. -backs up a little and trots away, looking back carefully to make sure Tsu is gonna be okay-
Tsunami: -Rubs the tears out of her eyes and turns, watching Ishme leave.- Go do what you have to, Ish... We'll still be here..
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