PichiPichiHanon
I was really quite upset the other daay and I was laying there thinking about how great it would feel to plunge a knife through my heart... My own thoughts scared me
eek I mean I have suicidal thoguhts more often than not but... this was different.
It may not be exactly suicidal. My parents thought i was but it was more of my mind playing tricks with me. Testing my courage and pain tolerance. They say those with a creative mind tend to go into death situations very detailed in there mind if troubled.
Best thing to do is not think so much about it or think of how it will impact everyone around you.
Hope i helped
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