There was a world around the forest. From the borders nothing ever looked too far away, even though time wasn't on her side she always tried to persuade herself that if she ran as fast as she could, racing time would be easy and she would be back before they even knew she had been gone. A doubtful thought but wasn't anything worth a try, even just once? She was going to do it, she took one step out in to the forbidden land. A step she had taken many times except with a stride of protest. Now she just wanted to, she had gotten so used to just leaving on her own now coming and going whenever she pleased; stranger notions was that the scolding had stopped.
It got her thinking, why hadn't her mother asked where she had been so vigorously like she used to. She kept walking although in her thoughts an eyebrow rose and why hadn't she seen her about as much. It seemed like she was becoming a stranger to her own family, they were so close yet so distant. Everyone had their own goals, pushed away from each other by a silent independance growing towards one cause in the same. So what were their motives? She had been so adament on her own selfish needs to rewrite a history already wrote for her that she could of been working against that to save other poor souls under threat to becoming a victim to the jaws of the wolves.
Picking up the pace she was now running, uncertain of where exactly she was heading to, engulphed in thoughts that she couldn't quite wrap her head around or come to a conclusion. What were they up to really? She couldn't just waltz up and ask them. No, far too secretive to give one straight answer too many. When she finally stopped, it was only due to the new damp coat she had gained from the stream of which she had never once passed in her life. She gasped, throwing her head around to see the rippling water lapping against rocks and just stared at it for a few moments.
"Well, I've come this far... There would be no point in turning back now." She spoke aloud, a smile coming to her features as she took the time to spy the mountains behind their home and the other which opposed them just up stream. Turning her head in the direction her body was facing she could see the blurred Image of another forest, unaware that it was actually a swamp. Suddenly the world just seemed repetative in scenery, unchanging. She sighed, guessing there was another pack in that forest the same, with the same cruel ways of her own.
Sheria decided to continue on, maybe she would run in to a herd or at least another soquili and whilst she did, she decided to sing so the journey wouldn't seem so lonely. "So far away from knowing where I am going, I am trying hard to find out who I am. They all see that I don't know what I am doing, I say they don't hardly understand~"
