Sara hadn't spent much time with her brother since he was always around the other family, sure they were hers too but she prefered to stay around her mother and father.
She decided that it would be nice to spend some time with him since she hadn't and she would be leaving soon to go to the pride her mother went to. She was still a bit sad to see her mother and father split but she could see the distance that grew between them. She at least wanted her siblings and herself to be close.
"Kowab!" She hollered out trying to find out where he was exactly. "Kowab!"
He was emotional and pretty harsh with himself for the fights he was getting in to with the other family along with Luci. His main issue that he always tried to not talk about ever. When the other family had let to visit their pride, he was going to go along.. Til Mother and father surprised them with the news.
He didn't much care for the split- sure he would miss either side but he wouldn't let it show too much. That was for girls. He rolled over in the grass and shook some bushes from where he grazed them. "Yea~" He sounded very distant by emotion but close by location.
Sara followed the distant voice, "Kowab where are you~~" She trotted along, the brush made it difficult for her to located where he was. She heard his voice so she knew he was close but she couldnt see him To bad she didnt know how close he was.
She was so busy looking around at eye level she didnt bother to look down and she found her self making one of her infamous clutzy move and tripping right other him. "Owww~~~" She said rubbing her head. "What are you doing down there."
He was being lazy, and deep in thought, and his siblings were the least of his worries til the one calling him toppled over him. A growl surfaced and he much sooner- pushed her aside. "Watch it!" He huffed and grumbled until he curled back to where he was before. Lounging but laying up, then he looked over to her with a 'psh whatever' notion to his face. "Going with mum." He stated- not questioned.
Sara snapped her head at him when he answered in such a revolting tone. He made her angry, like they were cubs again and they were teasing each other. "I dont like your tone mister." She said shaking her paw into his face like mother would have. She sat up brushing the loose dirt from her pelt.
"First i dont like your tone, so change it." She said with a harsh but loving tone, she was never good at being mean but she didnt care for others like that and with that tone her brother was making her mad and she wasnt going to have it. "As for mum, she told me of the pride she was going to and i decided i'd go there soon enough. What wrong with you grumpy." She sat with her tail whipping back and forth.
"As if I'd change for you?" He almosted mocked her in his laugh, he was the oldest- and most prone to pissing off, teasing and pranking them. To have his sister he most teased come to him like this? He almost had to gasp for air before he looked at her with those uncaring eyes. "Aren't I always dear sister~" His ears laid back as he looked away. "Grown up stuff- what's with your need to be the perfect sister." Flipping his tail and yawning. "It's annoying like always."
She had to have totally mistaken him for Kohaku- the much nicer and kinder older brother that both families seemed to praise at. He in turn was not very appealing with his want to trick and prank. Regardless if he cared- now that he had gotten older it was too late to show it and he wasn't going to change who he was now. Kohaku depended on Kowab to be the bad guy.. Like he always was and will be.
Sara was quite hurt, she never remembered him being this mean even as cubs. It was almost like he didn't care. "I'm not the perfect sister..." His words hurt her, now she remembered why she never really spent time with him, or even tried. "Its probably only annoying because its not going your way." She huffed why was he such a grumpy ball of fluff. She loved him but damn he could bring anyone down.
"You know i love you but you need to stop being such...such..." She had to pause and think of a word to describe him. "Such a meanie!" She felt horrible saying that to her brother but it has to be done. "You know if you werent so mean then maybe you wouldnt be alone right now." She puffed out her chest. She felt like a cub again but this time she was standing up for herself against her brother.
This, was second to the most entertaining thing he had done for today. Minus hearing the news which he didn't know how he quite felt about it yet. "So you being annoying means its not going my way. Perfect logic there sis. Just purrfect." He mocked once more.
Til she stuttered to find a word. "Meanie~" And of course that was exactly what came out of her mouth straight after he said it- but she added something he didn't expect.. Which made him do a double take. "What did you say?" He lifted his body up, and even toured her for being so naive. Shoving his nose in to her forehead to push up against her. "What do you know about being alone- your always so pampered- get over youself you haven't lost anything. You've been given everything. You're just going with mum because you CANT support being alone. I however at least can be on my own!" He lashed out quite angerily. She had struck a nerve..
Sara stepped back once he started yelling, she had never seen this side of him, never really seen this side of anyone. But she wasnt going to be pushed around anymore, not by him, not again.
"Im not pampered and i can be alone! Just because you want to push everyone away doesnt mean i have too!" She found herself pushing his shoulder with her paw and stepping into his face.
"Your just so self absorbed with your own problems to see how you affect others doesnt mean we dont care but at this rate you will be alone because everyone you ever loved or cared about will be fed up with all your s**t!" She couldnt believe the word that were coming out of her mouth but he just pushed her buttons and she was so angry!
"As if!" He had to say to her self pity party. He didn't say his problems. He really, didn't even much care to even be around her so why hear her mouth? He was beginning to hate himselff or answering to her call. With the seperation he HAD to open up? This was bullshit. "The world would shatter if you weren't with mom. That's why I left so early on- thats why I trained and made sure I could live without but you all are up mum's fur that you don't know crap about the outside world. Its not butterflies and rainbows~! When everyone abandons you! What now!" He growled.
When she pushed him- he only went back up and pushed up against her again touring. Being the dominate of the litter. "I don't need anyone ok! I Don't need any of you anyways! Don't care! Don't F*ing love me anymore! Luci can go too! I don't even care anymore! Mum and dad are leaving anyways so whats the point! Just run to mum like a cry baby like you always were! Little miss clutz!" Then he let out a roar from the pit of his stomach that echoed throughout the small pasture.. Giving her a hard stare before shoving her off and walking away without a single word after. Even if she said anything after- he'd ignore her and bypass her. He had to find Kohaku anyways. They had a prank to pull.
This was why he cared very little of his siblings. Only one even deserved to be protected and even then he only cared for her as far as he could throw her. A reason why he so alienated this world... Gin's teachings appealed so much more...
