breedney
;D I'll have to drop by Hawaii sometime.
but really do you know anything that's causing that?
i just feel like my emotional and sexual attraction to anybody is completely shut down. it's a good idea i guess, since i'm fresh out of a relationship and i haven't been truly single in years.
like last weekend i hooked up a little bit with that guy from maui, and even though i was drunk the whole time i kept thinking, "this is nice but eww i don't want to kiss him anymore D:" it was weird. then last time i hung out with him he tried to pull me in for a kiss and i was like OH GOD NO, AWAY! i felt i was being totally black and white with him, and i felt bad.
he's also been dropping signals that he may want to date me and the idea of that (in general, not just him specifically) repulses me. i don't want anything to do with relationships at all. it'll pass, i'm sure.
enny LOL
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