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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2011 12:35 pm
((This takes place after Busted It comes with spoilers, so read at your own risk!)) Scythe Family... Something?It was the talking--more like shouting that woke him up. Roch grumbled something dark, his silver eyes opening slowly as he looked around. He... “Where the jack?” he demanded, sitting up. All around him was cold, barren ground. It looked like a desert of some sort. There was heat to his right, which he glanced over at. A fire was blazing, not like a bomb, this was a full fledged bonfire. And beside it, arguing at the top of their lungs, were two very familiar figures. “You’re the one that kidnapped the kid!” Vegas bellowed. “I was just gonna beat some sense into him! Breakin’ into a place like mine, what is he, suicidal?” “You were gonna BEAT my kid?” Austin bellowed right back. “Old man, I’m gonna KILL you!” “He shoulda been beat MORE if you ask me! Just like his father!” “His grandfather, you mean!” The two were right up in each other’s faces, with expressions that mirrored perfectly, which had Roch staring at them both blankly for a long moment before closing his eyes and rolling over. Clearly this was some sort of horrible dream, and he would just change the channel-- “We know you’re awake, Roch,” Austin called over to him. “Get up. It’s time to move out.” “I ain’t awake,” he called back. “This is a freakin’ nightmare, so I’m gonna switch to something better.” He heard the footsteps heading towards him, but he stubbornly ignored them, even as he heard someone crouch down beside him, blocking a bit of the cold wind. “What’s better?” Austin asked curiously, right next to Roch’s head. “Anything,” Roch muttered. “Anything at all.” “Is she long haired and big eyed?” Austin drawled. The scent of cighoulettes hit Roch’s nose, making it wrinkle. He knew that smell. Even when his dad hadn’t been home for days, that smell still lingered all over the house. It was comforting, not that he would ever admit it. “Shuddup,” Roch growled. “Does she smell good when you hold her?” “Shut. Up.” “Ah, so she turned you down, huh?” Austin said with a snort. “Pop, you can leave now,” he called over his shoulder. “Me and the kid are gonna spend some quality time. You aren’t wanted.” “He’s my grandkid,” Vegas called back. “And you can’t even get his lazy a** out of bed.” “Yeah? How do you think I should get him out of bed?” Austin demanded. The sound of spurs came with the clomping boots as Vegas headed over to the pair. Roch tensed, his eyes still closed as he waited for it-- Ice cold water hit him square in the face. Roch sat up with a scream, his eyes opened farther than they had been--EVER. “What the jack was that for?” he yelped, shivering as he tried to wipe the water off. “Are you jackin INSANE?” he demanded of Vegas. “Okay... I hate to admit it... man how I hate to admit it, but you got a point,” Austin said. “That was--that was CHILD ABUSE!” Roch yelped, looking for something, anything to wipe off with. He grabbed the first thing he saw, almost knocking Austin onto his butt as he started drying off with the back of the black trench coat he wore. “Hey, that ain’t a towel!” Austin complained, trying to pull it back. “Now I’m gonna be wet!” “Hah!” Roch snapped. “At least ONE good thing came out of this!” “Gimme that cup, there’s more in there, right?” Austin demanded, holding out a hand to his father. Roch watched in irritation as Vegas handed over a huge cup to Austin, an evil grin on his face. “Oh no,” Roch said, getting to his feet. “Jack no! Get away from me you jacktard!” he said, backing up and summoning his guitar. “I ain’t afraid to use this, you know!” Austin’s grin turned positively evil--before he disappeared. The next second Roch felt water and ice being poured down the back of his vest. One of the ice cubes even lodged inside, right against the bandages he still wore. “Son of a--“ “Why,” the voice was suddenly serious and right next to his ear, “is your back bandaged like that? Is it because of that newspaper article?” “Wh--what?” Roch blinked, but his vest was being dragged off of him, revealing the bandages that Xiu had applied to his back. “Son of a b***h,” Austin hissed. “What the JACK did they do to my kid??” “Get off of me, man,” Roch snarled, pulling away and turning so he was facing his dad. That just meant his granddad got a good look--and son of a witch, he pulled it off! The sound of tape ripping off of skin rent through the air. “What the hell? Put it back on! Xiu did that for me!” Roch snapped, turning to yell at Vegas. “Whip,” Vegas said simply. “That’s a definite whip mark.” “Why am I not surprised you know that?” Austin asked, looking closely at the wound. “Back when I was in school there was this ghoul who--“ Vegas started out, only to stop and snort. “Well, let’s just say I’ve had a few of those in my day.” Roch felt sick to his stomach. “I really didn’t need to know that, you perverted old geezer.” “This Xiu, she into whips?” Austin asked. “NO!” Roch said, turning bright red. “I got it--from someone else.” “Old man,” Austin said, motioning Vegas over. “Heal that.” “Nope,” Vegas said. “He has a perfectly good nurse in his school. If he wanted it healed, it would have been already. Isn’t that right, boil?” Roch said nothing, but his jaw tightened and his hands fisted at his sides. “I figure he WANTS it to scar,” Vegas said. “He’s keeping it to remind him of something. But he ain’t telling us what, are you, boil?” “I just don’t like the nurse,” Roch said. “She’s a jackin’ ghost that EATS people.” Austin was silent for a moment. “Her name Cricket?” he asked curiously. “I... REALLY don’t want to know how you know that,” Roch said bluntly. “Why were you whipped? Was it one of your teachers?” Austin asked, ignoring that comment entirely. “Did they do this to you?” “Wait up, wait up,” Vegas said. “Are you really that surprised? This kid is pure trouble, you know that as well as I do--“ “So the teachers just whip him? They don’t even call me? Sure, I know he had some fighting training back home, but this... this was caused with FEAR,” Austin snarled. “So who did it?” “You won’t believe me even if I tell you,” Roch said, looking him straight in the eye. “You really expect me to? Even if I told you, it wouldn’t change anything.” “Is it hunters? Are you going to feed me that same line of candlewax as they put in the newspaper?” “No, I ain’t gonna feed you that,” Roch said. “Because I’m not gonna tell you a thing. But YOU are gonna tell me something.” “What’s that?” “WHERE IN THE JACK ARE WE??” He held out his arms, motioning to the desert that surrounded him. “And how in the hell did you get me here?” Austin and Vegas looked at each other, then moved, revealing two of the baddest assed looking motorcycles Roch had ever seen. “We’re on a family road trip,” Vegas said. “You get to ride in the b***h seat.” ((Word count: 1,244))
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Posted: Mon Nov 14, 2011 5:28 am
THAT Is How You Do It
The bike was shockingly comfortable. That was the first thing that Roch had noticed, and the only thing that he could handle thinking of right now, because, seriously, hugging your dad from behind just to keep from falling off? So disturbing.
The really messed up thing, though, was that his old man had produced this helmet for him that looked practically made for him. It fit pretty comfortably, or at least as comfortably as a helmet could be. The coloring was different from the pitch black helmets that he and Vegas wore, it was gray with silver specks in it and purple scrolling. In fact, the only problem Roch really had with it was that it meant he had to listen to the old geezers argue the entire time he rode. His dad refused to tell him how to turn the built in headphones and mic off.
“You’re takin’ him to Muertes, right?” Vegas was asking.
“Oye,” Roch said. “Can I at least change the channel to a music station?”
“Course I’m takin’ him to Muertes,” Austin growled. “How can any kid of mine not go to Muertes sooner or later?”
“I bet I could find a working station,” Roch went on, knowing he was being ignored, but not caring. “I still got no jackin’ clue where we are, but I bet I could find a working station.”
“I ain’t sayin’ it’s a bad idea,” Vegas said. “I could go for some rotgut tequila--“
“Is everything about alcohol and sex to you?” Austin demanded.
“I might need a clothes hanger... I could duct tape it to the helmet! Better signal then!” Roch declared.
“There’s also gambling,” Vegas said. “Don’t forget the gambling. Besides, if you ask me, you aren’t getting enou--“
“Stop!” Roch snapped. “Seriously man, I don’t want to think of EITHER of you having sex! Ewwww! And DEFINITELY no one EVER mention whips again!” The line was curiously silent for a moment, before both of the older males started laughing. Roch could feel the redness creep up the back of his neck, which was even more embarrassing, because he knew he’d fallen into some sort of trap with that one.
“Shuddup,” he muttered. “Also, why hasn’t anyone said anything about the jackin’ massive tattoo on my arm?” he asked curiously. “I should be sent home, y’know, for punishment!” He actually wanted to be grounded. How messed up was that?
“He thinks it’s massive,” Austin said a bit incredulously. “Do you know what this kid threatened to do before he went to school? He said he was going to have the word ‘idiot’ tattooed across his forehead.”
“That really would make him an idiot,” Vegas said. “Tattoo’ing your head bleeds like a sonofawitch. Trust me, I tried it once. But seriously, boy, I’m thinkin’ you had a professional Engraver do that little piece, didn’t you?”
“Uh... two of them,” Roch admitted, completely caught off guard. “I think they’re still in training, though.”
“Either way, THAT is how you do a tattoo,” Austin said proudly. “By the time they’re old enough to get into high school, they’re a hell of a lot more advanced than the guys in the shops. But I’m wonderin’... you actually spent long enough with two ghosts to get it done?”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Roch asked flatly.
“I know about your ghost problem, kid,” Austin said. “Glad you’re getting over it.”
Before Roch could start another fight, though, they were pulling into the main street of a massive town. Vegas pointed to the right and both bikes turned into a small field off to the side so they could park. There weren’t many cars, and no bikes except their own, Roch noticed as he slipped his helmet off and handed it to his dad and dismounted, but something was making him excited. It was probably the smells that came from the town, mixed with the noisy bustle of a crowd and strains of music that seemed to clash against each other with joy.
“Where are we?” he asked, looking around. The sound of a train whistle blasted through the air, and Roch couldn’t help but grin in anticipation. He glanced at his dad, then at his granddad, who were both grinning as well.
“We’re in Muertes,” Vegas said. “Best party town in all of Halloween, if you ask me.” Then he started unbuttoning his white dress shirt, making Roch blink as he shrugged both the coat and the shirt off and turned. “And THIS is a massive tattoo,” he told the teen.
His entire back was covered with tattoos, colors and shapes twisting together in a beautiful, if terrifying design. There were dice and skeletons and a half naked woman, Roch noted, blinking. And Vegas’s back wasn’t little in the least. It was easily twice as large as his own.
“You just got to show that thing off, don’t you?” Austin complained, lighting up another cighoullette. “Don’t listen to him, kid, half of that was done when he was drunk off his a**.” He started out of the little field, taking a long drag off of his smoke and looking back at Roch. “Welcome to Muertes, Roch, home of the Day of the Dead.”
He turned, moving so Roch could see past him into the street. Colors were everywhere, banners hanging from the buildings, people dressed in wildly bright clothing, altars along the streets covered in food. A parade was going down the street, complete with a skeleton on stilts wearing a black sombrero and waving to people below.
“No place better to get over a broken heart,” Vegas said from behind Roch, making the teen look up at the large reaper. “C’mon, kid, let me introduce you to some of the Catrinas. You’re gonna LOVE them.” He reached down, his large hand on Roch’s lower back, and shoved the boy forward lightly.
Roch didn’t need any more prodding than that. **************** ((Word Count: 990))
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Posted: Mon Nov 14, 2011 8:47 am
Dancing With CarmelitaThe music was the first thing that Roch noticed. It was a lot different from what he was used to, but it got into the blood, coursing through the body and making the way you stepped change slightly. At least the way he stepped. His dad and his granddad still sauntered easily through the crowd of skeletons and monsters, looking as if they belonged there. People were partying, there were beautiful skeleton females dressed in exotic, classy dresses dancing in the street, going with the parade that was entertaining the crowd. One of the skeleton females headed straight for them, taking his father’s hand. Roch couldn’t help but stare in surprise as Austin and the woman started to dance along to the music. He held her hand, lifting his arm as she danced around him, then moved into this smooth dance that went back and forth, her ruffled skirt flaring as she moved with the beat. Vegas went past him, taking the hand of another of the females, bowing gallantly over her hand before he started dancing as well. No one said anything, they were just another part of the massive party that was going on. But-- Roch glanced down as the back of his vest was tugged on, looking blankly at the tiny skeleton girl in a frilly dress smiled and tilted her head up at him questioningly. “Te gusta bailar?” she asked. She pointed at his dad and granddad, as if to make the question clearer. “Dance?” he asked. “But--I mean--um--“ He held up his hands, only to have one of them grabbed. Before he knew it, he was dragged into the street, staring at her as she reached down, swishing her skirt happily and prancing forward and back. He dared to glance over at his father, trying to move like he was--and knew he looked like a moron as the little Catrina let out a giggle. She rushed forward, taking both of his hands and taking one step back. Hesitantly he took a step forward, earning a nod. Then she took a step forward, forcing him to take a step back. She repeated the movement then nodded, since apparently he had caught on, and sped up. He couldn’t help but laugh at how enthusiastic she was about all of this. He might suck at dancing, but she more than made up for it with her bounciness. And she was adorable, he thought, someone had painted flowers and patterns on her skull, making her quite the pretty little thing, and her flouncy red dress with black accents was beautiful. For a moment he almost wished that Xiu could have met her. But this wasn’t the time to be thinking of Xiu, he decided as the music stopped. The little girl gave him a cute little curtsey then pointed to a booth on the side of the road, jabbering away far too fast for him to even guess what she was talking about. Then again, he didn’t really have to. The booth was literally COVERED with sweets to buy. Then she stopped, tugging on his vest again. He blinked down at her, cocking his head slightly. “You want some candy, right?” he said. The little catrina shook her head, then pointed downwards, determinedly. “Something on the ground?” he asked, looking down at it. “No, no no,” she said, shaking her head. She stood on tiptoe in her little flat slippers, her hand reaching up as high as it could, then jumped, making frustrated sounds as she tried to reach his head. “Oh! My hair?” he asked, grinning. “You want to touch it? Okay, then we’ll go get some snacks, okay?” he said, getting down on one knee so she could easily touch his mohawk. She cocked her head slightly, delicately touching the spiky hair, then looking at her finger. “Spiky, huh? I use gel,” he explained. She nodded seriously then grabbed his hand, tugging him towards the booth again. “We bring him to the town with the some of the prettiest ghouls around, and who does he hook up with?” he heard Vegas call to his father. “A squirt version.” “They’re on the same level of thought, old man! I feel sorry for the booth owner!” Austin called back, laughing. Roch ignored them, because, as much as he hated to admit it, they were partially right. He was seriously DIGGING this booth! He dug his bag of seeds out of his pockets, then pointed at a few of the treats there, including some seriously awesome chocolate skulls. He almost wanted to put them in a box and send them to the school. In fact, he thought as he looked around, maybe he could buy a box of them somewhere. Chuppi would love one, he was sure, and Danny would get a kick out of it. He looked down at the little ghoul, motioning her to pick what she wanted, and she did, very vocally, leaving him astonished at the speed of speech yet again, and still as blank as he’d been earlier. But the vendor understood. He spoke back a bit, and Roch realized--she was haggling for him! The two argued for a bit, but finally the man tossed his hands in the air with disgust and looked at Roch. “Fifteen seeds,” he said in heavily accented English. “Thanks to your new ghoulfriend.” “She’s cute, ain’t she?” Roch said shamelessly, not about to turn down what was obviously a discount. “She’s my niece, so watch yourself,” the large skeleton man said warningly. Roch glanced down as the little ghoul hugged his arm happily. Clearly, in her mind, this was a date. “Can you tell her I’m just here for the day, though?” he asked, feeling a bit worried about breaking her heart. “Oh, she’ll be fine.” “And what’s her name?” Roch asked. “Carmelita,” the man said, sounding a bit happier, especially as Roch held out one of the chocolate skulls on a stick he had just bought to her. She smiled--at least as much as a skeleton could smile, and took it happily. “You watch yourself, reaper boil!” he warned again as Carmelita dragged him away. “I’ll make sure she’s safe!” Roch called back. This wasn’t like the town near school, he thought. The people were humble and honest, and enjoyed a good party, as far as he could tell. He liked it here. “Piñata!” Carmelita said, pointing again. “Piñata! Yo quiero--“ And then she launched into yet another long sentence that Roch couldn’t get. All he knew was that she wanted something to do with the piñata. His confusion must have showed on his face before she let out a little huff over his stupidity and placed both hands on her hips before pointing at him, then pointing at herself, then pointing to the left. Clearly he was a very stupid date. He gave her a sheepish look and shrugged. “Piñata?” he offered finally. She nodded, cheering up right away and grabbed his hand to haul him over to where a crowd of people were beating on a paper toy. They were blindfolded, and waving a stick around wildly. “Jack, this is EXACTLY my sort of game!” he said, even happier than he had been before. This place was AWESOME! He got his chance a few moments later, and grinned in satisfaction as he felt the stick hit hard. The kids started cheering gleefully as things dropped down on his head, and he blinked up at the candy that was pouring out. “I have GOT to get one of these for my party!” he said, grabbing some of the candy and putting it in his bag with the chocolate skulls. Before he could do anything else, though, Carmelita was tugging him to the next booth. The entire day, he never got one chance to talk to the lovely ladies his dad and granddad had brought him there to meet to help him get over his crush. (But don’t worry, he never even noticed.) ***** (Word Count: 1,343)
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2011 11:23 am
I Want It Signed!
“Siddown by the fire.” The gruff voice made Roch look up from where he’d been trying to put together a tent. Why they’d even brought a tent, he wasn’t sure, but hell, he wasn’t the one that packed for this, anyway. “I said siddown, and take your vest off,” Vegas repeated. He loomed in the shadows of the falling night, and Roch almost jumped out of his skin. He seriously hadn’t noticed the guy being there until he spoke.
“No thanks,” Roch said, still fumbling with sticks.
“I didn’t ASK,” Vegas growled, grabbing the back of Roch’s pants and almost pulling them off as he hauled the teenager to the fire Austin had just built. Roch’s vest was pulled off yet again, leaving his wound exposed to the cold desert night air. He almost shivered. He did give Vegas a dark look over his shoulder.
“I’ll leave a jackin’ scar,” Vegas muttered, running his hand over the wound. “But the smell of blood is startin’ to make me sick to my stomach. And every time you get off the bike you gotta rip your jackin’ vest off of it. That’s enough self punishment, boil. You paid your penance.”
“You shouldn’t have pulled off the--“ Roch took a deep breath as the pain suddenly stopped. It had been so long since it hadn’t hurt that he’d forgotten he was actually hurting to begin with. He let the breath out slowly, relaxing. When the big man clapped him hard on the back it didn’t even sting.
“There we go. Nice little battle scar, but no more pain,” Vegas said as he stood and went to work on the tent.
“You can go now, then,” Austin said coldly. “You’ve done what you need to do.”
“Hell no, next we’re heading to the concert. You think I’m going to pass up the chance to see Jimi play?”
“You’ve got no right to be here, old man--“
Roch looked from Vegas to Austin, feeling very much the kid he was. Sure, he’d seen them argue before, but he argued with them, too. It was just--
“I have every jackin’ right to be here,” Vegas thundered. “This is MY family! I’m the only reason either of you are here right now! And if I want to get to know my grandson--“
“He doesn’t NEED to know you,” Austin snarled, his hand going out in a sideways fist. Roch blinked, staring in surprise as the sharp looking sax appeared in his father’s hand. It was the strangest weapon Roch had ever seen, but it seemed to fit the older reaper to a T.
“Are you threatening me, boil?” Vegas growled, his hand going out as well. A single dagger appeared, about a foot in length, then he spread the daggers that made it up, like a hand of cards. “I can take you with one jackin’ hand behind my back!”
“Oye!” Roch said, standing. Both turned to look at him.
“Don’t try to stop us, this old geezer’s been asking for this since I was a kid,” Austin said.
“That ain’t it,” Roch said, earning two blank looks. “Go ahead and kill each other, but before you do, gimme the keys to the bikes.”
They blinked. The same look of befuddled shock covered both faces. Then Vegas asked, “Why both? You can only ride one.”
“I’ll call a buddy,” Roch said, evilly. “Your bikes are mine, old geezers!”
“How in the hell did you raise that kid?” Vegas demanded of Austin. Austin was too busy giving Roch a dirty look to reply to that.
“Here we are, two full fledged reapers, about to kill one another, and all you can think is ‘where’s the keys to your bikes’?” Austin demanded.
“You’re right, you’re right. How about the keys to the casino, too?” Roch said. “And a piece of paper that says if you geezers die, I get all your stuff. Signed!”
Vegas looked away first. His shoulders were shaking slightly, which was quickly followed with the sound of his laughter. His daggers disappeared, followed, with a reluctant expression from Austin, by Austin’s sax. Austin gave his father a look of disgust as the oldest reaper howled with laughter.
“I’m sure I got a pen here somewhere,” Roch went on, digging through his pants pockets for it.
“Put it away, kid, we get the point,” Austin drawled as he headed for the log next to the fire, sitting down in front of it and spreading his legs out. “Let’s do the talk. Now’s as good a time as any.”
“The talk?” Roch repeated, honestly getting worried this time. “Wha--wait, no! Jack no! I don’t want to learn about sex from my old man! That’s just disturbing!”
Austin looked at him. “And who do you want to learn it from? Kids that only know how to fumble and screw things up? Boil, you learned how to play a guitar from an expert, don’t you think you should learn other things from guys with more experience than you got, too?”
“I thought we established, I don’t want to think about EITHER of you havin’ that. EVER,” Roch said, feeling sick to his stomach.
“Shuddup,” Austin said. For some reason, Roch did. He couldn’t seem to come up with anything to say against that tone. “You got a ghoul you like. She turned you down. Now one of two things will happen. One, you’ll win her over. Two, you’ll find someone else. You’re a good lookin’ kid, smart, and most importantly, a jackin’ masterpiece in the making when it comes to music.”
“Now that is true,” Vegas said, dropping down on the other side of the fire. “Chicks dig musicians.”
“Sex,” Austin went on, “is a part of life. It feels good, you wind up thinkin’ about it a lot, and it can easily become the entire focus of a relationship. That’s somethin’ you should definitely avoid. Your teachers tell you about mold?” He snorted as he looked at Roch’s face. “Seems they have,” he drawled. “What about protection charms?”
“I found that out on the interwebs,” Roch said quietly. “It was part of our assignment.”
“Okay, then we’re dealing with the before, during, and after,” Austin summed up. “Before ANYTHING happens, you make sure both of you are prepared. She might be sayin’ yes just because she thinks it’s what you want, you might be sayin’ yes for the same reason. That’s just idiotic. This is somethin’ you can’t EVER take back, get it? Once it’s happened it stays happened. Both of you better be damn sure.”
“I know that,” Roch said. “I don’t think anyone should be forced to do somethin’ like that without wanting to.”
“Good,” Austin said. “And I think waiting until you’ve been datin’ a ghoul for a while--longer than six months or so, at least-- and until you’re older is smart. Too much of that crap can really jack up your head at your age.”
“And now,” Vegas interrupted, “I’ll explain the ‘during’ part.”
And a bit to Roch’s surprise, Austin let him. ************* Word Count: 1,184
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2011 7:25 pm
It's Fuzzy
It was that silent moment between night and early morning. There was a tiny hint of light creeping through the window of the hotel room, but that wasn’t what had woken the punk boil sleeping on the floor. His dad was getting dressed.
“Are you just going to leave?” Roch asked quietly. “Expect the old man to take me back to school, not see me again for a few months?”
“I’m just goin’ outside for a smoke,” Austin said. “Go back to sleep, I’ll be back in five minutes.”
“I don’t trust you,” Roch said coldly. “And I sure as hell don’t want to be stuck with Granddad.”
Austin sat down on the side of the bed, looking down at Roch with a strange expression. “We need to talk, but the middle of the night with the old man about to wake up at any moment isn’t the place or the time. Just trust me when I say I’ll be right back.”
“I did,” Roch said. “When I was a kid. I ain’t that big of an idiot now. But it doesn’t matter. I’ll get on the train and go back to school on my own. It’s fine if I go back early.”
“I. Am. Not. Going anywhere. Jackdammit, if you’re so set on this put some pants on,” Austin growled. “Come sit out in the jackin’ freezing cold with me while I get a smoke.”
“You think I won’t?” Roch asked, getting to his feet and grabbing his pants from the chair. He yanked them on and pulled his vest on as well, slipping his shoes on without bothering to tie them. “Fine. Let’s go.”
Austin gave him a slight twist of the lips and headed for the door, holding it open for Roch to follow. They stepped into the cold, and Roch automatically reached up, rubbing his arms with his hands. He didn’t say anything, though. He was waiting for Austin to light up, which the older man did.
“Don’t ever start smokin’ kid,” Austin told him. “It kills your voice, and it shortens your life, not to mention it’s a jackin’ expensive addiction to keep.”
“I’ll do what I want to,” Roch said, simply.
“I know that,” Austin said quietly. “How the jack are you so young, yet so old all at the same time?” He took a long drag off of his cighoulette, holding it in for a second before blowing it out. “I have something to confess,” he went on.
“Not before I do,” Roch said, bracing himself. He’d been wanting to say this the entire week, but he hadn’t been able to convince himself to. Now was the perfect time. “This doesn’t mean you’re forgiven. Do you really think one week of running around would make up for all the s**t you’ve done in the past? Do you really think I’m such a kid that I don’t know what you--and the old man--are doing? All of a sudden I’m your favorite guy in the world, huh? Candlejack,” he snarled.
“I know that,” Austin said simply, leaning back against the cheap hotel. “You think I don’t? Do you know... I swore I wouldn’t raise you the way my old man raised me, and jack me if I didn’t do exactly that. But this week? I still had to do it. I want to be a part of your life, Roch. I don’t DESERVE to be a part of it, but I want to. You don’t realize it, but you’ve given me a lot of hope this week.”
Roch looked away, shoving his hands into his pockets as he stared up at the moon. It might have been the field trip. It might have been how easily he’d been dissipated over and over again. It might have been how close he’d been to losing so many people he cared about... But it was true. He did feel a little more open.
“Kid, I have some things I’ve been wanting to tell you,” Austin said. “I haven’t been the dad I should be. I was tryin’ to make back the family money--“
“Do you really think I give a jack about family money?” Roch demanded abruptly. “I was a KID, Dad, a kid living in a neighborhood full of scary people! The only jackin’ reaper in the entire neighborhood! You just left me there--I was jumped in to the local gang before I was TEN, Dad,” he snarled. “I NEEDED you, and you were so jackin’ focused on--on work that you didn’t even notice!”
“I...” Austin said quietly. “I know.”
“And I will REPEAT,” Roch said, “this week wasn’t enough. I haven’t forgiven you. I don’t know if I ever will. But... I might,” he said, looking away. “In time. I’ve done a lot of stupid s**t, too--NOTHING to compete with you, but I’ve done a lot of stupid s**t. And... I don’t know,” he said, his voice lowering. “I don’t know... there’s just so jackin’ much I don’t know right now, and what little I DO know, I don’t want to let go of. Not that easily.”
“Tell me who whipped you,” Austin ordered quietly. “I’ll believe you.”
Roch turned, looking at him. The light from the slowly rising sun caught on a glint of tear streaming down one cheek. “I can’t,” he said. “I really, really can’t.” He reached up angrily, wiping at the tear. “It’s been so jackin’ tough, man. There’s so much that’s gone down, and--and I can’t tell you.”
Austin nodded, slowly, then tossed his cig on the ground, grinding it out with his shoe. Then to Roch’s shock, he stepped closer, hauling the teen into a rough hug and pressing his head against his shoulder.
“You stink,” Roch muttered.
“Just another reason to not start smoking,” Austin said, not letting go. “Whether you let go of me or not,” he went on quietly, “there is no jackin’ way I’m going to let go of you. You better get used to it now.”
The silence was a little awkward. It seemed to stretch out over the hotel parking lot, only interrupted by the sound of a street light going out. Then, finally, Roch spoke. “Dad?”
“Yeah?”
“Would you STOP petting my head?”
“Nope. It’s fuzzy.” ********** WC: 1,050
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