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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 1:56 pm
Jack and Alex had been in a relationship for a few months and everything was running smoothly...Or so it seemed. They were practically inseparable and everyone knew they were together. Many comments were made about how Alex treated Jack like delicate prince and that love radiated from Alex's eyes. Jack only wished they knew how much Alex hurt him behind closed doors. He really couldn't understand how his loving boyfriend could change into a monster over one thing. He tried to please Alex as much as he could, sexually and emotionally.Even if he didn't want to. Jack cries when he thinks about the nights where he had to give into Alex's needs. He was always gentle when he was in a good mood, but if he wasnt, then he was rough and harsh. It was a struggle for Jack to get out of bed those days, but he had to hide the scars and blood from the others. This was his and Alex's dirty little secret. No one needed to know how Jack couldn't protect himself from the other man. They'd all look at him with pity in there eyes or either shake their heads in disgust. The only reason Alex hurt him was because he was a s**t boyfriend. That's all he told himself inside his head. Then there's Haley. She's basically Jack and Alex's little sister. Since she was 5, she's known Alex. She's basically his only family now. And he's the one she always goes to with problems. She loves both dearly. But since the incident six months ago that caused Alex to turn to drugs, alcohol, and crime, she's becoming more distant. Always around Jack, and afraid to be around Alex.And now it's the middle of summer. Jack's off from work, Alex does whatever the hell he wants, and Haley just graduated middle school, and is about to turn 14. How on Earth will these three make things right again? Will things ever be back to what it was like six months ago?It's In Our Hands....We Have The Keyboards.
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 2:03 pm
R U L E S:
O 1: This is anything but a happy story. For a long while, it's anything but happy and go-lucky. Once in a while though, things will seem to look up. Then they just CRASH back down to the bottom. O 2: If you play Alex, you have to fit the role. Hit people, commit some crimes, but don't forget to be happy every once in a while. O 3: Make your posts pretty. Color, Pictures, Lyrics, Icons, the works. O 4: At least a paragraph a post!! We need to have something to go off of. O 5: Anything above PG-13 which is basically anything past making out is totally out of the question. O 6: Be nice to the other players. No bashing, flaming, hating, etc. O 7: Fill the profile out COMPLETELY and PM it to me, put a ninja in the PM so I know you read an understand the rules. List the title of the PM as either who you want to play; Jack or Alex. O 8: Have fun please!!!
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 2:58 pm
P R O F I L E
S K E L L Y: [imgleft](picture goes here, real people, no anime please, and not overly large?)[/imgleft] [color-postingcolor1][b]The Parents Call Me:[/color][/b] [color=postingcolor2][i](Full Name Goes Here)[/i][/color] [color=postingcolor3][b]But I Prefere:[/b][/color] [color=postingcolor4][i](Nicknames)[/i][/color] [color=postingcolor3][b]Put Me On A Scale And You See[/b][/color] [i][color=postingcolor2](Weight)[/color] [/i] [color=postingcolor1][b]I Stand At[/b][/color] [color=postingcolor4][i] (Height)[/i][/color] [color=postingcolor4][b]I Was Born On: [/b][/color] [color=postingcolor3][i](Birthday, Month, Day Year)[/i][/color] [color=postingcolor2][b]That Makes Me[/b][/color] [color=postingcolor3][i](Age Here)[/i] [b]Years Old[/b][/color] [color=postingcolor2][b]You'll Often Find Me [/b][/color] [i][color=postingcolor1](Insert Hobbies/Pastimes Here)[/color][/i] [color=postingcolor1][b]I Tend To Rock Out To [/b][/color] [color=postingcolor2][i](Favorite Music/Bands/Singers)[/i][/color] [color=postingcolor1][b]More Then Anything I Love [/b][/color] [color=postingcolor4][i](Likes, At Least 5 Or More)[/i][/color] [color=postingcolor2][b]But I Flinch At[/b] [/color] [color=postingcolor3][i](Dislikes, At Least 5 Or More)[/i][/color] [color=postingcolor2]During Spring, Fall, And Winter, You Can Find Me[/b] [/color] [color=postingcolor4][i](Occupation/Job Goes Here)[/i][/color] [color=postingcolor1][b]During Summer Though I'm Usually[/b][/color] [color=postingcolor1][i](Locations/Places/Occupations/Jobs Here)[/i][/color] [color=postingcolor3][b]I Want[/b] [/color] [color=postingcolor2][i](Wants Go Here)[/i][/color] [color=postingcolor1][b]But My Biggest Fears Are[/b] [/color] [color=postingcolor4][i](Fears Go Here) [/i][/color] [color=postingcolor3][b]Ask Anyone And They'll Tell You I'm[/b][/color] [color=postingcolor2][i](Personality)[/i][/color] [color=postingcolor1][b]Look Me Up, And It'll Say[/b][/color] [color=postingcolor3][i](History/Bio, 1-2 Paragraphs)[/i][/color]
Don't Worry If Anything's Messed Up, I'll Fix It.
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 3:17 pm
A C C E P T E D P R O F I L E S The Parents Call Me: Haley Nicole Beckett But I Prefere: Nicky, Lee, Razor, Spark (Don't Call Me Spark Unless You're Alex. Only He Can Call Me That) Put Me On A Scale And You See 100 Pounds I Stand At Four Foot Ten I Was Born On: July 17th, 1997 That Makes Me 13 Years Old You'll Often Find Me Drawing, Reading, Writing, Singing, Dancing, Cooking, Hanging Out, Planting Flowers, Playing Guitar I Tend To Rock Out To Panic! At The Disco, Fall Out Boy, Green Day, All Time Low, The Academy Is..., We Are The In Crowd, Tokio Hotel, Avril Lavigne, Adam Lambert, Patrick Stump More Then Anything I Love Music, Drawing, Jack, Alex, Friends, Family But I Flinch At Fights, Justin Beiber, The Color Pink, Sadness, When Alex Beats On Jack During Spring, Fall, And Winter, You Can Find Me At School During Summer Though I'm Usually At Jack And Alex's, With My Friends, In My Room, In A Hot Topic Store, At A Concert I Want Candy Mostly, Peace, Love, Hope, Eyeliner, Alex To Not Hurt Jack Anymore But My Biggest Fears Are Alex, War, Fighting, Spiders, Lightning Ask Anyone And They'll Tell You I'm Hyper, Sweet, Nice, Mildly Sadistic, Creative, Musical, Artistic, Outgoing, Sometimes Agressive, Bookworm-ish Look Me Up, And It'll Say I met Alex when I was 5. He started out as my baby-sitter when my parents wanted to go out. I was quiet for a good year, only answering questions when asked. A year later though, Alex was my best friend. I may be 13 now, but Alex still has to watch me whenever my parents go out, I don't mind. I love the guy! He's my big brother.He started calling me Spark, maybe because I can be set off like a spark, really quick. I promised I wouldn't let anyone else call me that but him. And one time my friend AJ tried, so I punched him in the face. Nobody ever besides Alex calls me Spark. I met Jack through my friend Jordan. Jack and I were quick friends, so nothing was awkward. I've known him for about two years. He was quickly added to my group of friends, but I was the only girl, and much younger then the others. I was 13, hanging around with guys in their 20's that looked like they were maybe 16, 17, or 18. I know none of them would ever hurt me though, we all watch out for each other. When Alex and Jack started their abusive relationship, I stopped showing my face as much. They had been dating for maybe a year before Alex started his abusive state. I had reasons when school was still going on not to show up sometimes, but now that it's summer, I can't hide as much. I love Lex and Jack a whole lot, but I know this is just something they're going through. They'll get through it, they have to. And I'm gonna help them every step of the way.
 The Parents Call Me: Alexander Ivan Fouler But I Prefere: Alex, Blade, Twitch Put Me On A Scale And You See 142 I Stand At Five feet Six Inches I Was Born On: February, 21 1988 That Makes Me 22 Years Old You'll Often Find Me
Playing an instrument, reading, on the motorcycle, walking aimlessly, hanging out with Spark and Jack, trying to write I Tend To Rock Out To Tool, Say Anything, The Doors, Rise Against, Stone Temple Pilots, Fair To Midland, Streetlight Manifesto, Muse, and anything off Broadway... what of it? More Then Anything I Love Jack, Music, Quiet, Food, Family But I Flinch At Older people, Hallmark destroyed holidays, Polka and Christian rock, Being ignored, People leaving me, Hayley's judgment During Spring, Fall, And Winter, You Can Find Me School, Landscaping sometimes During Summer Though I'm Usually Concerts, Library, Alleyways, Jack's, Wherever I want to be I Want A new bike, Jack to love me and stay, money, no more stress But My Biggest Fears Are Rivers, Being alone, Career Ask Anyone And They'll Tell You I'm Cynical, funny, perverted, sly, thoughtful, obsessive, musical, extroverted introvert, cruel, callous, suave Look Me Up, And It'll Say I've had Haley as my pseudo little sister for years now, ever since we moved in next to some parents needing a babysitter. Guess it was luck, but the little freaking thing grew on me. It was always nice to just come back home and know there's someone who wouldn't understand why you're so upset about something they don't even care about yet. It lifted stress right off of me. Years later and she's still grounding.
But, you know what? Life isn't about being grounded, it's about trying to FLY. And falling if you have to! That's what I learned the hard way. So perfect, so in love, and I knew nothing. Who cares if you go through life nice? You die just the same. People need to know that, learn it like I did. Jack well... Jack is just too perfect to let the world destroy. I'll keep him right next to me, I'll be the only one who gets Jack. Spark is so concerned, but she doesn't know. Meeting Jack was simple enough, mutual friends, instant attraction, I needed this person. I have to know I won't be left alone, not with everything so cold.
 The Parents Call Me: Jack Allen Walker But I Prefere: Jack, Jacky Put Me On A Scale And You See 130 I Stand At 5'6" I Was Born On: June 20th, 1989 That Makes Me 21 Years Old You'll Often Find Me drawing, singing, listening to music, surfing the web, or hanging out with friends I Tend To Rock Out To Linkin Park [their old stuff], Panic! At The Disco, Framing Hanley, Ludo, Paramore, Evanescence, Creature Feature More Then Anything I Love Alex [when he's not being a d**k], Music, Haley, My Friends, The color red But I Flinch At Alex[when he is being a d**k], Being Alone, Summer, College, and My dad During Spring, Fall, And Winter, You Can Find Me College During Summer Though I'm Usually My house, the park, the library, with Alex I Want This phase in the relationship to pass, My father to forget which apartment building I live in, to finish college But My Biggest Fears Are The dark, that the abuse is more than just a phase, that my dad will never accept my orientation. Ask Anyone And They'll Tell You I'm Kind, Caring, a tad shy at times, sensitive, submissive, a good listener Look Me Up, And It'll Say
I grew up hiding the fact that I was gay from everyone but my friends. They nagged me on and off to tell the world and told me not to be ashamed, but I was too afraid what everyone would think and what everyone would say. But, this all changed when I met Alex. Alex gave me to courage to be more open about these sorts of things and soon enough everyone knew, well at least, everyone but my family did. The first time that I let my parents know about my orientation was when I first started going out with Alex. He helped me feel like it was the right choice and helped me through the rough time that followed afterwards. He helped me look for a new home and with the constant bashing phone calls from my phone call. If it hadn't been for him, I would've dropped my statement and would've went crawling back home, pleading for forgiveness. But he helped me stay strong and helped comfort me.
Things went smoothly like this for a long time. I held no regret for my decision and whenever my father came to bother me, Alex was always there to comfort me and get the man's silly words out of my head. Sadly, this nice little bliss only lasted a year before things took a turn for the worse. My lover and protector betrayed my trust one night after a small argument and left me bloodied and bruised all over. I tried to convince myself that it was a one time thing, but then it happened again and again. I tried to do what he wished, tried to make him happy, but it never worked out. There seemed to be nothing I could do to stop him either. To tell my friends about this would make me look weak and to tell my parents was out of the question. My father would be nothing but I told you so's and I'd be nothing but miserable. So, all I have have is to cling onto the hope that this is just a phase and that my old Alex will return.
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 3:54 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 5:39 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2011 5:41 pm
You Guys Start, I'm Gonna Go Play Portal 2 For A While......POTATO!!!!
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2011 8:06 pm
 J@ck "Jacky" W@lker
Eyes flickered open ever so carefully as warm sun rays hit Jack's cheeks. Once opened, they searched the room carefully before arms pushed him into a sitting position. As they did, Jack felt a sharp pain course through him. He was still hurting from the abuse last night, but he knew he had to get up. Jack thus forced his body to move despite the pain that it caused him. Once standing, Jack carefully dragged himself over to the bathroom and grabbed some pain pills from the medicine cabinet. He then carefully popped two in his mouth and swallowed them down. As he waited for them to kick in, he carefully started up the shower so that it could get warm.
Jack stood there, just waiting for the longest time, before feeling the pain finally start to fade. The young man eased some at this and a soft sigh escaped his lips. Now he could finally take a shower in peace. Jack smiled some at the the thought and then carefully locked the door. After doing so, he stripped down and looked himself over. There were multiple scars, bruises, cuts, and bite marks all over his body. Some recent and others older. A soft frown appeared on his lips at the thought and he carefully turned his vision away from them. It was time to take a nice, relaxing shower, not time to think about the abuse.
Feels like the walls are closing in on me I'm suffocating, I can barely breathe And you've got me right where you want me
This is a side of you I've never seen You're not the girl guy that you used to be And you've got me right where you want me
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2011 8:35 pm
H A L E Y " S P A R K " N I C O L E B E C K E T Tx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖
Small brown eyes shot open at the aftermath of another nightmare. Haley winced and sat up running a hand through her dyed blue hair. It was maybe 8 or 9 in the morning, and she was usually asleep a few hours later. She sighed, and looked at the Panic! at the Disco poster she hung up right next to her bed, and swung her feet off the side of her bed, and pulled out a pair of black and torn skinny jeans, and a red and black stripped shirt. It didn't take long to straighten her hair and eyeliner, before she moved downstairs. Haley picked up the note on the table and read it over.
Working late tonight, ask Alex, Jack, or Jordan if they can watch over you.
-Mom
Hailey smiled and pulled out her phone, obviously Jordan would be over, he never really had much to do anyways. She sent out two different texts. One to Alex and one to Jack.
HEY! YOU! YES YOU READING THIS MESSAGE! My mom's working late, mind swinging over to keep me out of jail ? Jordan may be over but without someone else we'll both be in jail....
-Spark
JAAAAAAAAAAAAACK! Come over..like....please....Mom's working late, Jor's gonna be over, I asked Lex too.
-Nicky
Haley shut her phone and moved to the living room, kicking on the Ps3 and popping in Portal 2. She picked up the controller and started the game that made her brain hurt.
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Posted: Wed Aug 24, 2011 8:29 am
ALEX T-t-t-twitch FOUL-ER
Alex swung his head over to stare at his phone as it vibrated on the side table next to him, softly humming and moving until it got to the edge and he snatched it away. He'd been awake all night after the run in with Jack, he was surprised he still had his reflexes about him. Through the cigarette smoke he read a quick text from Haley and laughed deeply. Guess he was playing big brother again. The phone closed and he stood up quickly, enjoying the rush of dizziness with the action. He hadn't left the chair in a good six hours and stretched every aching muscle through his back and legs, leaving the horrible weight in his heart for later. Blindly he told himself everything he did had a purpose, and crushed out the cigarette in an ashtray next to his phone, heading towards a shower. He heard the water running and sighed, placing himself against the closed down and just listening with his hands twitching in and out of fists.
What did he see in him, this perfect f**king kid on the other side of the door? Did he know how far Alex went to protect him from everything horrible? With a final reprieve he decided to wave the shower away and grabbed his affairs from his little spot on the chair. A jacket, his phone, a small notebook, and keys to his bike. He ran a hand through his hair and left as quickly as he could, not wanting to think about the other person behind him whatsoever.
He got to Spark's house in record time, always driving a little faster when thinking, and hopped off to knock at the door irritatingly loud in whatever tribal beat came to his head. Suddenly in a cocky good mood he hummed along with his new found rhythm, knowing the girl must be listening to her own music or with her eyes glued to some game.
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Posted: Wed Aug 24, 2011 11:54 pm
 J@ck "Jacky" W@lker[[lol my friend is playing portal 2 right now]]
After Jack got out of the shower, he paused to listen for a bit. Outside he heard nothing, but silence. That must mean that Alex had left him. Jack smiled some at the thought, but didn't let his guard down quite yet. After all, his boyfriend could be quiet as heck when he wanted to. With this thought in mind, he opened the door a bit and then quietly peeked out of it. Once he'd scanned the entire room and decided that it was safe, he finally stepped out of his room. There he looked around once more before smiling some. It would seem as though his terror of a boyfriend had decided to leave him alone for now. Thank goodness! Now he could finally relax!
Jack did exactly that for a short while before hearing his phone buzz some. A confused look appeared on his features at this. Who could that be? Soon after asking himself this, he received an answer. Jack then carefully read over message before sighing. It would appear as though Haley needed a babysitter again. Alright, I'll be right over, he texted back to her before heading out to his car and starting over.
Feels like the walls are closing in on me I'm suffocating, I can barely breathe And you've got me right where you want me
This is a side of you I've never seen You're not the girl guy that you used to be And you've got me right where you want me
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Posted: Thu Aug 25, 2011 9:10 pm
H A L E Y " S P A R K " N I C O L E B E C K E T Tx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖
Hey, just in case this pit isn't actually bottomless, you think you could unhook one of those long fall boots and shove me into it? Just remember to land on one foot....
Haley paused the game as soon as PoTaToS stopped talking, and got up to go get the door. Jordan was already here to it was either Alex, Jack, or some of those weird salesmen who will probably rip you off in the future. It's like the time Haley and Jordan got shellfish off a street coner vendor. Both of them had never been so sick in their lives for the next two days. But that isn't the moral of this story. The moral of THAT story is never buy shellfish off street corner vendors.
Haley smiled as she opened the door, and practically clobbered Alex in a hug. "Hi hi hi hi hi !" She squeaked. Haley let go of her vice grip around Alex's neck, and as soon as he let go of her a little (hey when you have a thirteen year old attached to your neck, you kinda gotta hold her up a bit) and winced at the height difference. Hey it's not so bad, five days from being fourteen and you're not even five feet yet. Okay...maybe that is a problem. Hey though, least you're taller then Snooki. That's what Haley always told herself.
((I was playing that literally ALL. DAY. I rented it at about maybe one? I was playing it till seven. My dad was like "I'd have nightmares hearing that robot voice" "Yeah well imagine the turrets. They have their own dolls in which the quotes are put into them and theyre motion activated. Imagine having one in your bedroom three in the morning "I see you...."")) You've got these little things That you've been runnning from You either love it or I guess you don't You're such a pretty thing To keep running from anyone A vision with nowhere to go So tell me right now! You think you're ready for it? I wanna know, why you got me goin So let's go, we'll take it outta here I think I'm ready to leap, I'm ready to live! I'm ready to go! Get me outta my mind. I'm ready to go! You've got these certain things You wanted somethin' for 'em You'll either get it or I guess you won't What's it really mean? To get nothin' from anyone? There's a million ways it could go.
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Posted: Fri Aug 26, 2011 5:23 pm
ALEX T-t-t-twitch FOUL-ER
Alex had just been getting into his tapping when a small girl bounded herself into his body and almost catapulted him off his feet. He heard the rushed greeting through of hair that felt into his face, and drifted back into his eyes with the gust of wind the small chica created. Once she set herself back down he could see her scrutinizing the taller male again, and gave a sincere deep laugh before picking her up and swinging her around once.
"What, afraid you're gonna be short and fun sized forever? Hnn?" he joked, the stress and regret of last night melting off and washing away into the flower beds, the sidewalk, down the street and away from his mind. He smiled sincerely and put both of his hands on his hips, straightening his back to his full height and dropped his chin on top of Spark's head, accentuating just the difference they had.
"It's cause you don't freaking eat anything besides what? Starbursts and gushers and whatever else sugary sweet you can get. If you had an all meat diet like me you'd be seven feet by now." His mood felt on top of a mountain, so elevated and perfect by the fact that he could just joke, chill, relax here. He knew Jack must have gotten a similar text though, and his smile faltered for a moment.
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Posted: Fri Aug 26, 2011 6:21 pm
H A L E Y " S P A R K " N I C O L E B E C K E T Tx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖xx✖
"Pffft! I eat meat!" Yeah, peperonni on pizza and fast food burgers like three times a week with Jordan. That's why half of Haley's life is spent on music and videogames and the other half she's out running. "And I'm not that short! I've grown like half and inch since I got outta middle school I'll have you know!" "Haley a bird ran off with your potato!" "MY POTATO!" It probably wasn't healthy to be yelling this early in the morning. Especially since Haley had socks on...and there were three stairs leading down to the living room. In the end, Haley ended up a giggling fit on the ground after she fell down the stairs and did a barrel roll. The girl got up, and got her iced coffee off the side table. She took a drink of it, and giggled at the mix of caramel and sugar. Something she probably shouldn't be having, but got it anyways. You've got these little things That you've been runnning from You either love it or I guess you don't You're such a pretty thing To keep running from anyone A vision with nowhere to go So tell me right now! You think you're ready for it? I wanna know, why you got me goin So let's go, we'll take it outta here I think I'm ready to leap, I'm ready to live! I'm ready to go! Get me outta my mind. I'm ready to go! You've got these certain things You wanted somethin' for 'em You'll either get it or I guess you won't What's it really mean? To get nothin' from anyone? There's a million ways it could go.
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Posted: Fri Aug 26, 2011 10:57 pm
 J@ck "Jacky" W@lker
Jack drove around for a bit before finally reaching Haley's house. A soft smile graced his lips at the sight, but fell some as he noticed who else was there. He had hoped that the other would be busy, but he should've known better. Alex was never too busy for Haley. A sigh escaped his lips some at this. He didn't want to go as much now, but he knew that leaving would just upset hHaley. Jack, thus, just took a moment to calm himself before climbing out of the car with a bright smile. "Hi Hales. Hi Lex," he said with fake happiness, which mind you he had gotten good at. "Is Jor inside," he questioned as he headed over to the door.
Soon after his question was answered as he heard the male call to Haley about a potato. Jack chuckled some at the reference and then watched her tumble down the stairs and start laughing. The young man went in soon after this an watched as she drank some coffee. "Hales, what have I said to you about drinking that stuff?"
Feels like the walls are closing in on me I'm suffocating, I can barely breathe And you've got me right where you want me
This is a side of you I've never seen You're not the girl guy that you used to be And you've got me right where you want me
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