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Van was still in the run from Roxy and Sol. After what that jerk had done to poor Khloe stuck in the back of his mind. He didn't know what was wrong with him, what had snapped in his brain to change him into this crazy almost killer. " Geeze big guy." He muttered to himself as he slowed down his run into a jog, He didn't walk any where, he ran. Dove and his and made sure he got to places without people around him noticing. He needed to be totally and utterly silent.

He hadn't seen the female behind the tree at all but he did slide behind the other side, panting slightly as stopped to really catch himself, he needed to get himself collected and try not to die from how much he'd been running as of late. He knew it couldn't be too good for his heart.

His eyes almost buldged out of his head and he'd held his breath just so he hadn't almost accidently touched the blade closer to him. "I...I...i didn't know!" He told her but he relaxed once she sheathed her blade and hugged him, His heart slowing almost instantly as he wrapped his arms around her. "I'm running, Trying to get away from Sol and Roxy... I messed up real bad and I'm running. I didn't think about where I was I just stopped." Okay maybe a hurried confession wasn't the best way to tell your little sister your life was in danger and you were keeping moving because quite frankly it was deadly to stop.

Van sucked in a breath, Great now he had to explain. He cleared his throat and pinched his big blue eyes shut, Okay. Calm down, take a step back and explain. " So first off I should tell you that, one day I was fishing at the aquarium, like a month or so before Sol got the s**t knocked out of him. I was on the very edge of the tank and I reached in to swipe at this fish but it was too low, so I fell in. I didn't know how to swim and my shoes were really heavy when they got wet and I kept sinking. Roxy saved my life." Okay at least now the easy part of the conversation was out of the way. Explaining that really didn't bother Van, He had been stupid and almost died but this well, this could really end life. He knew that Roxy had sworn to kill him, not that he would tell his sister that.

well Maybe he had to since Roxy and Sol were the reason he was afraid to Die. Sol's direct assult on Khloe had him ready to kill the other. " there is this girl, who I really like. Her name is Khloe and She said that Sol touched her all nasty like and stuff." Knowing his sisters background he didn't want to bring up any memories, anything to hurt her what so ever, he had to dance around using the words that may have bothered her most. " He was calling her names and I wanted him to stop but he wouldn't and Then I turned around and I hit him, When he hit the ground I climbed on him and I kept hitting him. I only stopped because Khloe asked me to. I want to kill him." He rubbed his eyes now. Oh god, he kind of hated himself for this.

He nodded at the female, He knew that nothing would happen to him now. His problem was that he hadn't wanted to involve his family, why bring his problems on top of those that they already had. "beni, listen to me," He began, He didn't want her to start a fight unless it needed to be started. " Don't start anything with him, Not unless he finds me or somethign like that." He told her as he ran his fingers threw her hair to try and soothe her. He didn't like her mad, he didn't like her worried over his problems. " And don't tell mom or mama, I don't really want them knowing just yet, no unless its do or die. I don't want them to be dissapointed in me."

Van was always worried about letting down his family. " I don't know what he really did to her, she said he molested her. Touched her when she was younger. I don't know how, all i know is that. She makes my heart feel funny and when he said that... I wanted to rip his arms off and shove them down his throat." the larger male chuckled as he imagined Sol with his arms spurting blood everywhere, both limbs shoved in his mouth. It was a funny thing to really honestly think about.

The male nodded at her, " I'll go home with you but, " He paused to collect himself. " I don't want to tell mama or mommy about anything just yet. I don't think Khloe likes me like I like her, I don't want them to get happy for me and then have to hurt them when I find out she hates me." At this point it was a school boy crush, Van hadn't talked to teh female at all about anything that he knew, in fact he hadn't gotten to talk to her nearly at all since they're last run in what seemed months ago.

" I hit him a few extra times because she asked me to teach him a lesson, I just couldn't say no... I want her to like me." He flattened his ears to his skull and flicked his tail lightly. He wanted so badly to know but he was far to nice to ask.

His heart swelled in his chest, knowing his sister was so fond of him made him feel better. At least he would be able to know that someone besides his mother loved him unconditionally. " I'll take you to talk ot her, give me a few days to rest, I'm so tired." he told her honestly with a small laugh. " I've been running for far to long, I haven't slept in three days as of right now and I don't want to walk anywhere. It will sure be soemthing if I can make it home."

He had closed his eyes, To rest a bit more but he knew that he couldn't just rest here like this. Even if beni was watching over him he didn't want to put her into a position that could have getten her hurt. " no, Were going to head back now, I won't sleep unless we do." he told her pulling open his big blue orbs and pushing himself off the groube before he reached a hand out to her to help her up. " Let me help you." There was the Van that everyone knew, now that he could breathe and not be afraid his next step would land him dead he wasn't worried too much. " your going ot have to take me all the way back, because I'm not too sure I know where to go anymore." It had been far to long since he was here last.