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 Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 6:02 pm
I consider him to still be my best friend, even though we lost contact three years ago. He moved to another city, you see. He doesn't have a Facebook, or MySpace, and I think he changed his number and forgot to tell me. I've had my happiest times with him. I miss him like crazy.
Last night, I had a dream about him. I was driving with my family, and I saw him walking his dog in the neighborhood. I got extremely excited and hopped out of the car, running over to him. He saw me too, and pulled me into a hug. He picked me off the ground and spun me around. I felt like the queen of the world. We spent the whole day together, having fun and laughing like we normally would. I felt loved. And I loved him.
Then I woke up. Everything seemed like reality so I was thoroughly surprised. I realized how much I really did miss him. So I cried, cried, and cried until my eyes hurt. Wishing for some way to go back into the past and relive those moments, maybe even persuade him to stay around.
I feel helpless in this situation. I have no way of contacting him. It makes me feel pathetic.
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 6:11 pm
Possibly consider trying to find him? (Most people do have Facebooks), and if you had any mutual friends, maybe ask them if they've heard anything of him?
I really hope you find him It seems as though you really care for him.
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 6:16 pm
Gallery Of Suicide Possibly consider trying to find him? (Most people do have Facebooks), and if you had any mutual friends, maybe ask them if they've heard anything of him?
I really hope you find him It seems as though you really care for him.
Yes, I do care about him an ample amount. But I guess there isn't much I can do in this situation...
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 6:36 pm
dynamo version Gallery Of Suicide Possibly consider trying to find him? (Most people do have Facebooks), and if you had any mutual friends, maybe ask them if they've heard anything of him?
I really hope you find him It seems as though you really care for him.
Yes, I do care about him an ample amount. But I guess there isn't much I can do in this situation...
I really hope you find him. 4laugh
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 6:44 pm
Gallery Of Suicide dynamo version Gallery Of Suicide Possibly consider trying to find him? (Most people do have Facebooks), and if you had any mutual friends, maybe ask them if they've heard anything of him?
I really hope you find him It seems as though you really care for him.
Yes, I do care about him an ample amount. But I guess there isn't much I can do in this situation...
I really hope you find him. 4laugh
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 6:52 pm
dynamo version Gallery Of Suicide dynamo version Gallery Of Suicide Possibly consider trying to find him? (Most people do have Facebooks), and if you had any mutual friends, maybe ask them if they've heard anything of him?
I really hope you find him It seems as though you really care for him.
Yes, I do care about him an ample amount. But I guess there isn't much I can do in this situation...
I really hope you find him. 4laugh
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 6:55 pm
Gallery Of Suicide dynamo version Gallery Of Suicide dynamo version Gallery Of Suicide Possibly consider trying to find him? (Most people do have Facebooks), and if you had any mutual friends, maybe ask them if they've heard anything of him?
I really hope you find him It seems as though you really care for him.
Yes, I do care about him an ample amount. But I guess there isn't much I can do in this situation...
I really hope you find him. 4laugh
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 7:03 pm
dynamo version Gallery Of Suicide dynamo version Gallery Of Suicide dynamo version Gallery Of Suicide Possibly consider trying to find him? (Most people do have Facebooks), and if you had any mutual friends, maybe ask them if they've heard anything of him?
I really hope you find him It seems as though you really care for him.
Yes, I do care about him an ample amount. But I guess there isn't much I can do in this situation...
I really hope you find him. 4laugh
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2011 7:04 pm
Gallery Of Suicide dynamo version Gallery Of Suicide dynamo version Gallery Of Suicide This may sound really cheesy, but don't give up. Keep searching, but don't put yourself into a position that if you can't find him you'll be more disappointed than you should.
I really hope you find him. 4laugh
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 12:06 am
After al the hopeful and isnpiring, "Don't give up" I'm gonna seem a little heartless but, stop searching.
It is better for you. This is one of those situations in life where you need to lift your chin up and move on. Spending all this time chasing after someone and staying focused on them while being sad about the being gone is not good for you. It'll hurt but things will get better, meanwhile if you keep expecting to find him and such it'll just continue to hurt.
Who knows, maybe you'll run across each other, get back in contact and so forth, but lingering on it and searching for it just isn't healthy.
Plus, if you stop lookinbg and it move on then it happens, guess it was meant to and thatll be awesome, but in the meantime focus on you insetad you know?
Things happen for a reason.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 12:08 am
This actually makes me want to cry.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 12:00 pm
Pudding Raven After al the hopeful and isnpiring, "Don't give up" I'm gonna seem a little heartless but, stop searching. It is better for you. This is one of those situations in life where you need to lift your chin up and move on. Spending all this time chasing after someone and staying focused on them while being sad about the being gone is not good for you. It'll hurt but things will get better, meanwhile if you keep expecting to find him and such it'll just continue to hurt. Who knows, maybe you'll run across each other, get back in contact and so forth, but lingering on it and searching for it just isn't healthy. Plus, if you stop lookinbg and it move on then it happens, guess it was meant to and thatll be awesome, but in the meantime focus on you insetad you know? Things happen for a reason.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 12:48 pm
dynamo version Pudding Raven After al the hopeful and isnpiring, "Don't give up" I'm gonna seem a little heartless but, stop searching. It is better for you. This is one of those situations in life where you need to lift your chin up and move on. Spending all this time chasing after someone and staying focused on them while being sad about the being gone is not good for you. It'll hurt but things will get better, meanwhile if you keep expecting to find him and such it'll just continue to hurt. Who knows, maybe you'll run across each other, get back in contact and so forth, but lingering on it and searching for it just isn't healthy. Plus, if you stop lookinbg and it move on then it happens, guess it was meant to and thatll be awesome, but in the meantime focus on you insetad you know? Things happen for a reason.
a food court" & if you never find him with a huge world population of over 6 billion people it's statistically impossible for you not to find another person who makes you feel just as happy or even better
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 1:05 pm
I mean think about moving out of the country neutral Yeah that's me
But my main advice would be to move on. I was crazy for this one girl who I had known for a while. We had our moments and stuff but I found it better for myself to just move on. It is always hard to let go of someone you're close to, but if you move on, it will hurt a lot less in the long run. And this is me speaking from personal experience. If you guys meet up in the future, then hurrah, but no point in hurting over nothing you can really do anything about. If you don't have his phone, or facebook, then chances are definitely HIGHLY against you finding him... Face facts. Miracles only happen so scarcely. They shouldn't be something you depend on.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 3:32 pm
cool I'm going old school kiddos. Do you know the zip code they moved to? If you do you can call...I don't know, the operator (?) and then have them call them 3nodding Or use a phone book, or the online phone book.
stare I'm not going to give up on this.
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