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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 10:47 am
Really, that's how I feel but don't get me wrong, I don't want to die or anything there's just nothing else I want to do.
It's like...People say life is too short and sure I could die tomorrow but then again I could die in some 80 years from now and by the time I'm frail and old I think I would prefer to die because then I'd be reduced to a frail and slow creature incapable of doing most of the things I could do now.
I guess what I mean is life bores me and I feel like I'm just waiting to die.
Ideas? Thoughts? Advice? Entertainment?
By the way, this is more of a thought than a life crisis, I'm not dying or anything, be as insensitive as you like.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 11:03 am
See, I can't agree with you at all. I feel like my life has just started (Last semester of high school) and that now i've got too many opportunities to choose from.
Plus on the other side I have this MASSIVE fear of physical death. It is possibly the only thing in life that really terrifies me because even with religions and such there is no concrete evidence that existence doesn't just stop for us and then there's nothingness. THAT freaks me out, like I could handle being a spirit that chilled around and watched people but couldn't communicate that I could deal with, it's the nothingness that brings me almost to tears.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 11:06 am
You know if your reduced to nothing then you'd have no way of knowing that your nothing. Therefore, no fear. xd
Remember always, just as success and greatness is in our future, great failure is just waiting for you to slip up.
And I just relised I'm somewhat contradicting my signature. xd
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 11:55 am
Sounds like you need to change "waiting to die" to "waiting to do something your excited about". Plan out stuff that excites you and strive to meet those goals. It's what I do, I plan a trip I want to like see New Zealand, and then I startsaving money to do that trip.
I don't know how old you are so this might be teenage angst but there is alot to see in life if you broaden you're mind a bit. I know I want to see almost every country before I die so i've got quite a deadline
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 12:07 pm
I'll be 18 come May.
Everything I've ever planned in my life has been ruined. I don't plan anything I ever do anymore.
All my decisions are last second and the world bores me.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 4:10 pm
Quick!!! Go get a threethousand dollar tattoo from you hand up to you shoulder to your neck and back of crazy s**t!!! have fun explaining this to everyone you know, then try explainig to your new wife that you met last week in vegas why you adopted 32 thaiwanese children last night!!!
theres your aspiration. Get busy crackin or get busy diein---
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 4:16 pm
Lol. I actually hear that a lot from my family and friends. I feel the same way sometimes. But sometimes I feel like everything is happening too fast and I don't have enough time.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 4:18 pm
pirulaso Sounds like you need to change "waiting to die" to "waiting to do something your excited about". Plan out stuff that excites you and strive to meet those goals. It's what I do, I plan a trip I want to like see New Zealand, and then I startsaving money to do that trip. I don't know how old you are so this might be teenage angst but there is alot to see in life if you broaden you're mind a bit. I know I want to see almost every country before I die so i've got quite a deadline Nice responce
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 4:35 pm
Deathgod of Legend Really, that's how I feel but don't get me wrong, I don't want to die or anything there's just nothing else I want to do.This sums it up pretty well. How old are you, exactly? That will give me plenty more to work with. I see it above. That makes it so much worse... I hadn't even begun any real personal growth as an adult when I was your age. I may as well have been a worm compared to what I am, now. To even list the number of things that you hadn't begun to experience would just be, quite frankly, silly and frivolous. They are about as numerous as the stars in the sky. And I though I wasn't ambitious. No matter what age you quote, one thing is for sure: I find your lack of innovation, creativity, and avarice to be nothing less than sickening, appalling, and frankly downright horrifying. Unless you've fathered numerous children, mastered every existing field of art, and learned so much that you could shame a panel of college professors in the top universities of the world, then you're not done and you disgust me by thinking that anyone should be. What I wish was that people like you could give up their years. Give them to me. You don't deserve or want them.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 4:38 pm
I rather agree. I feel like everyday is just a long slow battle, and thinking about living another 80 years or so, (I'm only 15 mind you), it just seems like "What the hell am I going to do with all that time." I mean, if I want the human race to evolve, I just hafta have a baby and raise it. That kills 18 years. Then what?
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 8:04 pm
Matasoga This sums it up pretty well. How old are you, exactly? That will give me plenty more to work with. I see it above. That makes it so much worse... I hadn't even begun any real personal growth as an adult when I was your age. I may as well have been a worm compared to what I am, now. To even list the number of things that you hadn't begun to experience would just be, quite frankly, silly and frivolous. They are about as numerous as the stars in the sky. And I though I wasn't ambitious. No matter what age you quote, one thing is for sure: I find your lack of innovation, creativity, and avarice to be nothing less than sickening, appalling, and frankly downright horrifying. Unless you've fathered numerous children, mastered every existing field of art, and learned so much that you could shame a panel of college professors in the top universities of the world, then you're not done and you disgust me by thinking that anyone should be. What I wish was that people like you could give up their years. Give them to me. You don't deserve or want them. Brutal but honest and for that I thank you. Though, as you insult me, I insult you for being so open. Even if I wanted to do any of the things above there's no way I could and if I made them my goals I might not complete them and my life would be incomplete and therefore I'd regret my life. I could make my one goal in life to travel to China but after I've done that maybe a year from now, then what? Plan something else? That's just being repetitive and annoying.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 8:05 pm
Purple Flavered Neon I rather agree. I feel like everyday is just a long slow battle, and thinking about living another 80 years or so, (I'm only 15 mind you), it just seems like "What the hell am I going to do with all that time." I mean, if I want the human race to evolve, I just hafta have a baby and raise it. That kills 18 years. Then what? You see my point exactly.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 8:09 pm
I went something similar for awhile...but then I realized what fun is living day to day, doing nothing.
If you're bored with life...something is wrong. Life is a wonderful, beautiful thing...full of unimaginable splendors if you just take a moment and look for them!
I mean you said you're almost 18? What have you done? What have you seen? Probably not a lot...so just go out and do something! And ask yourself if you really want to die... Seriously, if you were standing on top of a very tall skyscraper and I came up behind you and pushed you...what would honestly go through your mind as you fell to the ground? Would you have any regrets?
The reason it's called 'life' is because you're supposed to live. We aren't born to die...we die because we lived.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 8:16 pm
Deathgod of Legend Brutal but honest and for that I thank you. Though, as you insult me, I insult you for being so open. Even if I wanted to do any of the things above there's no way I could and if I made them my goals I might not complete them and my life would be incomplete and therefore I'd regret my life. I could make my one goal in life to travel to China but after I've done that maybe a year from now, then what? Plan something else? That's just being repetitive and annoying. *facepalm* This whole thread has confused me. This post the most. It seems stupid that you think planning something else would be repetitive and boring. You can't know everything you want to do by the age of 18. You can't plan everything you get in life, there's always a monkey wrench there to screw you up. You need to work past those things that mess up the things you plan. Most of everything I've ever planned to do has been screwed up, but there's no way that makes life boring! If anything, it makes life BETTER! Planning new things, trying new approaches on life...That's what people are SUPPOSED to do! You aren't some computer program, designed to go from beginning to end just as planned every time. There are some things to change your life. Simple as that.
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Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2011 8:22 pm
Hester Peche I went something similar for awhile...but then I realized what fun is living day to day, doing nothing. If you're bored with life...something is wrong. Life is a wonderful, beautiful thing...full of unimaginable splendors if you just take a moment and look for them! I mean you said you're almost 18? What have you done? What have you seen? Probably not a lot...so just go out and do something! And ask yourself if you really want to die... Seriously, if you were standing on top of a very tall skyscraper and I came up behind you and pushed you...what would honestly go through your mind as you fell to the ground? Would you have any regrets? The reason it's called 'life' is because you're supposed to live. We aren't born to die...we die because we lived. We die because that's the order. If you really pushed me off a skyscraper the first thought that would come to my mind would be "Why the hell did someone push me?" I'm not asking to die by any means, I'm just bored with life.
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