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 Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 12:28 pm
But I feel like I'm being neglected & replaced... ; n ;
I'm probably just letting my emotions get the better of me again
& being a spoiled brat once again... "orz
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 12:41 pm
Aw, why would you feel like that, Moku?
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 12:51 pm
It's just... I hate sounding like a spoiled brat... & I feel like I am
right now...
But it's just... ever since a certain someone has shown up the
people here I called my friends are swaying more towards her
over me... It's probably just my imagination though... .> m >.
I just kinda feel... lonely & left out...
It doesn't help that Ryo has been gone for so long that I'm
beginning to wonder if she's not coming back at all, especially
with her status'...
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 12:54 pm
o:
moku!
[/hugs]
who is the person?
just out of curiousity...
you know i love you.
owo
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 1:04 pm
I'm just being a jealous brat... forget about it... > //)3(// < ;;
on another note... It's hard to type with one hand & hold an big
kitty in the other D: She is such a momma's girl... lol = //u// =
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 1:05 pm
Oh, don't say that. Feeling down doesn't make you sound like a brat.
But, I don't see anyone leaving you out and I'm sure she isn't trying to make you feel lonely either. I haven't been in the guild much lately, but how did this change happen?
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 1:27 pm
I guess... When I started to become very annoyed with her,
just everything about her peeved me & just kept it to myself
usually trying to just ignore it... then I started feeling inferior
to her cause I noticed everyone was always so nice to her &
here I was bashing on her to myself... I feel like a b***h for it,
but I can't help it... ; 3 ;
I tried to cope though... I thought eventually it'd stop bothering
me if I just ignore it... So I tried to avoid anywhere she posted
or just plain tried to ignore her... Making myself sound that much
worse... But when it didn't work & I made myself feel worse for
doing that I tried to remain positive when I replied to her as best
as I could... I must sound horrible...
I don't know why I have to feel so inferior to everyone...
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 1:44 pm
You really don't.
I mean, you didn't confront the person and lash out at her personally.
No one here is trying to make you feel left out. You should never have to feel this way. If you do, however, it's good that you bring it up and talk about it. Everyone wants to make you feel good. The guild's full of friendly people, even the person who seemed to be encroaching on your friends. So don't blame yourself so much. ( o u o)b
Feeling like this doesn't make you inferior either. I've felt left out when I'm in school, so I get the gist of how it may feel.
Cheer up~! ♥♥♥
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 1:50 pm
Than-q Sauru o@ u @o
I feel better now, & I think I should be able to approach this
situation better with your words in mind. I know she never meant
to make me feel the way I did, I tend to end up feeling that
way when I think someone else is better than me... "orz
But I have to realize no one is better than anyone in particular,
everyone is equal, so I shouldn't have to feel the need to
challenge someone like I do sometimes...
BTW, I don't know if you've looked at our prp's lately, but I planning
on locking them after the Halloween events pass 'cause I'm
disclaiming Choumo then. I do want to be able to work on them
as much as I can before then though if your able to, & I
apologize about it, Chou just didn't end up working for me in
the end... ; 3 ;
Also, your avi is quite adorable <3
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 1:58 pm
I'm glad you feel better!
I sometimes feel like that, too, so I know how it is.
& that's fine. I checked and I understand. ( ^ u ^)//
Oh, & thank you.
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 2:13 pm
Well it's good to know I'm not the only one feeling it sometimes <3
We could try & work something out with my OC I'll be claiming
though 'cause I love rping with her so I wont lose interest in her.
She's a bit on the rich side though, but she's not a snob, hardly,
she's nice but just in a slight retirement life atm I'm thinking
of making her a movie star of some action spy movie or tv series * u *
You may not know her, but I'm talking about my Blissey, Libess Yei <3
Your welcome~
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 2:27 pm
Lol. I remember her. I think she had my birthday or something in the old guild.
I think that'd be fine, though, all of my characters are pretty unrefined. xD;;
Ayumi is a mangaka and Hiroyuki's a dojo instructor.
I have one new guy, too, but he's a judgmental student. (e u e);; I'd love to rp with her, though, she sounds interesting!
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 2:35 pm
Ah~ February 23rd I believe? Not perfectly sure but I know it's
in February since her Birth stone & flower is the Amethyst & Violet.
lol I think we'd be able to figure something out since she tends
to like wandering the streets, most of the time for no particular
reason xD
She also tends to get to trouble from time to time, though not sure
how she does it most of the time, it just happens xp
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 2:52 pm
My birthday's February 3, so it may have been that. Otherwise it's pretty close. x]
So far, in both of his roleplays, Hiroyuki just wanders around and gets abducted. e u e;;
I think Hiroyuki would be more helpful if she got in trouble, although he is quite silly.
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 3:09 pm
Probably D: I know it has a 3 in there somewhere so that's probably
it xD
lol Ah, that's okay, it'd just keep things a bit interesting x3
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