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 Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 6:59 am
Yuki didn't know why, but it bothered him. Ixen's little tiff with Doku had sent him off. He didn't need protection. It wasn't even that, as far as he knew Doku had merely been near him when Ixen began to tense, in Yuki's eyes all he saw was a jealous mate. He had never seen what spooked Ixen, he hadn't turned his head to catch what Ixen had. Ixen was his mate, Doku was another male, and so naturally what would anyone think?
It still was odd, calling Ixen his mate. Calling a male his mate in general. But, it also seemed right. He couldn't help how he felt, and he didn't think it was wrong, just strange. Ixen made him happy, even though right now he was fairly annoyed with the other. Who knows, maybe he even.... 'That's enough silly talk. I doubt he even feels that way.'
The purple and grey male and slipped away from the tribe, Sin had given him permission to run off for a good hour or two, as long as he returned for the event. He needed to clear his head, still annoyed by Ixen for starting that nonsense and still overwhelmed by the tribe. His body had managed to find its way to the corner of Cruor land where he resided peacefully.
Seriously, what had been going through Ixen's mind?
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 7:15 am
Ixen felt bad about misjudging Doku. He had thought that Doku held knowledge that could hurt Yuki and Sin. Sin would have been fine and could handle anything, Yuki might not be able to though. Ixen was mentally kicking himself for being a moron, still he knew that if it happened again he would still probably over react to protect Yuki. Yuki made Ixen loose any semblance of reason. Ixen wanted to protect Yuki, but over reacting might end up smothering him.
Ixen shook his head. He would have to keep that in mind. Smothering the one you love would not be good.
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 12:06 pm
Yuki was not smothered. Hell, he didn't know what he was anymore. Confused? Probably. He just didn't understand anymore. He was with Sin, that made him happier then he had been in years, but there was still a weight he felt. Something that tugged on all smiles, something that destroyed any happiness he felt. Unia was right, he must be depressed. Over what?
He had traveled over to this patch by the edge of Cruor land to try and figure out Ixen's reaction to Doku, but now he had other problems popping up. He wanted something. What'd he want? He desired something. But he had Sin and Ixen now, and a tribe.
What did he want?
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 4:01 pm
Ixen continued his walk in the forest and finally spotted Yuki. Ixen stopped and looked at his mate. Yuki was so cute the way he moved and way the dappled light from the forest shown on his fur. The kits between Ixen and Yuki would be just as cute.
Ixen blinked and tried to shake the thought from his head. Yes Yuki liked him, but that didn't mean that Yuki or he would be ready for kits. Maybe Yuki didn't even want kits. Ixen contemplated this. To Ixen having kits would be a good thing, but maybe not to Yuki. How did two males even end up with kits? Hey Yuki. Ixen called out to Yuki in a warm tone. His ears flicked as he moved to where the gray fox was. Did Yuki seem upset? No he just must be thinking something over..
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Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 5:10 pm
Yuki's eyes widened, whipping around with a small shock flitting across his face. Ixen was looking right at him, his mate. The fox's cheeks flushed a little, glancing away and nodding to Ixen quietly. "Hi." He murmured, wrapping his tail around his body.
He didn't know why but he still felt like something was not there. He had a mate that he was happy with. He had Sin. Yet, even now as he looked at Ixen he wanted more. He just didn't know.
"How is Doku? Still angry?"
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2010 10:32 am
Allowing his mind to wander back over the conversation with Doku Ixen wondered. Doku will be fine. How are you doing Yuki? Ixen walked up close to Yuki and looked at him closely. Gently brushing a paw against Yuki's shoulder Ixen held himself back form kissing Yuki. Something was wrong with the fox but he didn't know what. Yuki what's wrong?
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Posted: Sun Sep 05, 2010 2:07 pm
Yuki glanced over when a paw grazed his shoulder, eyes flicking back to the ground. What was wrong with him? He grumbled a response to the first question that sounded like fine, and shrugged at the second. He really wished he knew, but he didn't. He wanted something.
"It feels like I'm missing something." Yuki finally gave in with. He would never share his feelings with anyone other then Ixen and Sin, and he did so with such caution it made it seem like he wasn't sure how to express himself.
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Posted: Sun Sep 05, 2010 3:04 pm
A small gurgling sound escaped his lips. What was missing from Yuki? Was he not happy with Ixen's company? Was there another fox Yuki liked better? Thoughts whirled through Ixen's mind. Y-yuki.. is the something your missing.. does it have to do with me? Ixen swallowed painfully he tried to hide the fear and hurt in his voice but he thought his voice still sounded tight. Have I done something wrong? Can I do something to fix this?
Ixen's ears twitched in agitation and worry. His mouth felt dry and he wanted more than anything to fix what was wrong.
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Posted: Sun Sep 05, 2010 4:00 pm
Yuki whipped around with wide eyes, shaking his head rapidly. "N-No! Not at all! Ixen, it's not you." He slipped closer to him, nuzzling Ixen even though it was something he did not often do. He didn't know why Ixen had freaked, had he misspoken? The male blushed lightly as he backed up, glancing away yet again.
"It's not you, Ixen."
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Posted: Sun Sep 05, 2010 5:06 pm
Ixen leaned into Yuki's nuzzling. He felt as if he could fall over with relief. Thank goodness. For a moment there I was worried that.. that well. I was worried that you didn't really like being paired with me. Or that I had done something wrong. Feeling the knot that was forming in his stomach start to unwind. Ixen was still a little worried that Yuki felt something was missing.
Ixen rubbed up next to Yuki so that he was side by side with his mate. Yuki, if it's not me, what do you think is missing?
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Posted: Sun Sep 05, 2010 5:56 pm
Yuki shook his head in answer. He didn't know what it was. He felt it when he had looked at Dakari, when the kit had gone chasing after Doku. When he had seen Sin eye it like it was his own child before turning and addressing his members when he knew the kit was safe. He wasn't jealous. No. He wanted something. Could it be? Did he want... Did he want children? Did he want to be a parent? How could he? He was a male, and so was Ixen. Anyway, why would Ixen want his children? He was a plain fox, and meek. He hardly had attributes suitable to pass to a child. He wondered if Sin would approve.
Of course he would. Sin liked kits, oddly enough. And Sin wanted the tribe to grow. It would be no question where the kits would end up, in Cruor. Then again, if one wanted to leave they could. He would fight even Sin if a child of his wanted to leave. But... was he even suited for this?
He turned to Ixen, eyes showing apologizes he wanted to say. He wanted to apologize for this bizarre feeling he held in him. How would Ixen deal with a mate desiring something that would fail. Anything Yuki did failed. He ruined everything.
"I don't know.... It started when I saw Dakari..."
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Posted: Sun Sep 05, 2010 6:59 pm
Dakari? What on earth could just seeing the kit could cause Yuki to feel? Ixen tried to think. Don't you like kits? Ixen couldn't help but droop as he said this. I like kits a lot Yuki, and as a career I'll be around kits alot. Will this bother you?
He nuzzled Yuki softly. Surely Yuki didn't hate kits. Ixen really hoped that Yuki liked kits, after all maybe in the future.. NO!! It wasn't fair to start thinking like that when he didn't even know what Yuki's feeling for little ones were.
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Posted: Sun Sep 05, 2010 7:11 pm
Yuki jumped, shaking his head. Oh god, why couldn't he ever get his words out right? Really, what was wrong with him? He loved kits. But, why did he feel so...
'You want children, idiot.' His rather loud conscience shot back.
'N-no! Ixen can't...he wouldn't want my children.... they would be failures...'
'Speak for yourself, moron. He's perfectly capable. They'll probably act and look like him.'
'But... he shouldn't.... I would be an awful parent...'
'Well he's a carer, who do you think they'll love more? Not you. You're a worthless piece of s**t anyway.'
Yuki felt the familiar hurt as his conscience criticized him once more. It was right, he would fail as a parent, but not Ixen.
"I think I want kits."
'There you go, idiot. Watch him laugh at you.'
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Posted: Sun Sep 05, 2010 7:28 pm
Ixen's mind reeled. Yuki wanted kits? Modeities be shocked. Yuki wanted kits
You do? That's wonderful! Ixen split into a wide grin. He was absolutely terrified, but he didn't want Yuki to see it. What if the little ones don't like me? What if they get hurt? What if they don't like the fact that their father has to watch the village kits and couldn't spent most of the day with just his kids?
I think that you would make a wonderful parent Yuki, you are always so understanding. He stoked Yuki softly while he said this. Yuki would be a great parent. There wasn't a shadow of a doubt in Ixen's mind. After all Yuki was a smart fox, while he might not be the strongest; Ixen knew Yuki could out-think other foxes if he wanted, after all Sin had trained him.
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Posted: Sun Sep 05, 2010 7:39 pm
Yuki couldn't contain his shock, eyes widening as the other spoke. It was okay? Ixen agreeded?
He listened to the compliment, shaking his head and once more looking at the ground. Understanding? Maybe. Coward, yes. Meek, yes. Afraid, yes. He knew he could fight if cornered or angered, but really, was right did he have to want children? He was not suitable to protect them. Then again, it wouldn't only be him.
Cruor would raise them as well. He wasn't sure if he wanted his kits in the tribe though. He loved Cruor, but would they? Would they accept their home? Would they be loyal as he? He knew not all of them would stay, but would even they still love him?
'You're acting like it's going to happen. Hellooooo. You are a male. How the hell are you gonna have kits, Yui?'
His conscience was once more yelling at him, hurting him. The male flinched, pressing against Ixen with sadness. It was right, they were both males. They couldn't. "You forget, we can't. We are males, Ixen."
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