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 Posted: Sun Aug 15, 2010 5:38 am
This is a rp conducted on MSN between Pale Mist and Myself.  
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Posted: Sun Aug 15, 2010 5:44 am
it was the day. Rock's mind was buzzing and his smile didn't seem to be able to get any bigger, but it kept growing. It was the day, it was the day! The day he, along with his dear Adela, had planned to go on a romantic picnic under the starlight together. Rockstar loved the stars and moon and he wanted to share this perfect, clear night with Addy. His saddle was already holding a strapped bundle of food they had gathered together the day before. And they were ready to head off. His blue eyes found Addy's and he kissed her softly on the lips. Holding thier noses together for only a second after they pulled away. "Ready?" he asked, as if he couldn't see her shared excitement in her sparkling eyes. Nodding excitedly her smile as big as Rocks, giving him a gentle nuzzle after the sweet kiss. "Yes, I'm ready." Her smile dazzling and loving having been like a child at Christmas all day. Taking a few steps and looking back at him. "Shall we?"Rock nodded and winked, so thrilled to hear that they were starting their special evening out. "ill lead the way!" he declared. He had picked a very special, secret place and he wanted to show it to her as soon as possible. He started to canter softly through the forest, smiling to her. Running after him, supressing the girlish giggle, Addy was not girlish, other than her crazy long hair, she had cut it once while rock was gone and would have to do so again. Following the darker shape that was rock, wondering where they were going.Breaking into a fast paced canter as he was reminded of the many races they had between each other. His lips curled into a grin and he laughed. "Can't go any faster than that?" He galloped ahead, knowing their goal was not far now. Jumping over a small bush and landing - -far from perfectly - in a beautiful, hidden clearing with a waterfall he bowed to Addy as she emerged and spoke softly. "My lady. We have arrived." Having been ready to snap at him he hadn't said anything about a race, but the words dying on her lips as she stops. Looking round the clearing, it looked magical and seemed so quiet.the clearing was quite large, suprisingly. With only one large tree growing in its center. The borders were overgrown with a thick, high wall of trees and bushes. Shielding it from the sight of passer's by. The waterfall cascaded from the mountain's rock face and splashed refreshingly into a pond at the far end of the clearing. The grass was speckled with small white and pink flowers and a few bees and fireflys buzzed around. Giving the magical feeling to the secret hiding place. Rock remembered finding it accidently when following a singing bird and now he could share it with her. he went close to her side and rubbs his nose along her neck slowly, gently. And burying his face in the crook of her shoulder. Kissing it softly. An excited shiver ran down his spine and he smiled, looking at her. "Like it?" "Yes..." Her voice an enchanted whisper, nuzzling his shoulder before also placing a kiss there, this being the most lovely place she had ever seen. "Its beautiful Rock... thank you for bringing me." Looking at him the light from some fire flys shining in her eyes.Rockstar's face became soft, but radiating passion. His eyes dazzlingly fiery with the artifical light of the fire flies. "Look up." he whispered. Looking from his face, having been lost in his eyes for a moment, turning her head up to view the sky.Rock followed her gaze slowly and smiled when he saw the near-perfect sky. Only one night cloud speckled their canvas of brightly glowing stars. They were all there, and the more you looked, the more of them appeared before your eyes. Their two eyes traveled along the dark sky trying desperately to take in one of nature's most amazing tapestries. "Oh..." Gasping softly, never having seen a night sky look so perfect, moving closer to Rock, just standing close, barely touching and marveling at the beauty.Only moments passed, but for the two lovers, it seemed like an irreplacable eternity. They gazed at the stars. Rock connected some of the dots together drawing pictures in his head when he saw a pattern. Not that he knew any existing constallations. Suddenly he giggled and moved down to whisper into her ear. "See that really bright one near the horizon? Can you see how it connects to the others to make a heart?" Addy turned her eyes to where he was looking and drew the picture in her head that he had put together. "Do you think the stars have names?Rock pondered over that thoguht for a amoment. He wasn't the overly curious and inquiering type so he had never asked anyone about the stars, costilations or anything of the sort. "i would hope so! They are so pretty and each one is different, I think someone should have thoguht of naming them." Nodding, sure he was right. "Yes I suppose so, though maybe we should name some just in case they were missed?" Thinking it sounded silly but she liked the idea of naming something so pretty.Rockstar giggled at the idea, it was fantastic in his opinion. "Lets do that! They need some love too, even if they were stars." He looked up art the sky once more and quickly spotted the largest, most brightly glowing one. "That one." He whispered sweetly, motioning to it, "I think deserves to be Adela's star." he didn't care that it was one of the stars that made up the Big Dipper, it was her's. Kissing him softly, feeling like her heart might pop, or she might cry. Looking up at the star he had picked. "Its so pretty..." Finding the next brightest star near it. "And that one will be Rock as its already a star..." Smiling at himRock laughed hartily at her joke. "Silly Addy." he said nuzzeling her on the side of her face playfully. He didn't want to tear his eyes away from the beauty about their heads, but a sudden rumble of his stomach told him it was time. He blushed, a bit embaressed and gave an awkard laugh as he swung the budle of food off of his back. Grinning and laughing softly. "I'm going to have to get lots of apple trees to keep that tummy full." Amused, amazed he stayed so skinny when he ate so much, but she loved him as he was. Laughing again when her stomach grumbled. "Seems its dinner time."Rockstar laughed with her as well. He never really thoguht about it, but he was quite fit for the amount of food he inhaled daily. He wondered what made it so. "Maybe we can have an apple orchard near our home?" he asked softly, less to her and more to himself. Just smiling to herself as she helps tug the food bags open. Carefully getting a grip on the bag and tipping it up. Giving it a shake to make sure nothing had been left inside. Smiling over at Rock.Rock laid down next to the food and shuffled in the tall,cool grass as he looked up to her expectantly. "Sit and eat!" he laughed. looking up at the sky once more, quickly finiding the one he had chosen for Adela. Settleing in the grass near Rock she nudged the apples over to him and started to eat up the berries happily, though she had saved one apple as she did like the berries with apple. Finsing herself looking over at the waterfall and the rippleing stars in the water.They ate their quick meal in silence, only exchaning loving glances and smiles until they both finished. Rockstar giggled and ruffled her bangs with his nose. "im glad we can be together" Smiling over at him and nodding. "So am I Rock, I've been very happy recently and its all because you came back into my life." Her eyes loving as she smiles at him, having been resigned to a life with unrequited love, but that had changed unexpectedly.Rockstar's smile falttered and his memory went back to the day Ab had informed him of the emotional state rock himself had caused Addy to be. He swallowed hard, remebering that he had caused her pain, so much pain, when he left her suddenly alone. "Im sorry" he managed to whisper, "Im so sorry i hurt you when...when i had candy." Shaking her head and nuzzleing him softly. "Shhhh... You had her even when I was a foal, it as always the two of you and regardless when I got older I still found myself loving you. I tried to find someone else but it never worked. I kept telling myself I was just a friend to you, untill I believed it, but even then the truth was underneath... everything that happened to me was of my own doing." Her voice soft and gentle as she explains something she had clearly thought about.Rockstar bit his lip, his hatred for himself only rising with how camly she was able to talk about it. He didn't want her to accept it, take it as her own burden. He wanted her to set him straight, yell at him, make him feel horrible. Make him LEARN. He sighed. He knew perfectly well she wasn't like that, not his Addy. "Im sorry" he said again. Leveling a look at him. "Do I need to bite you again?" Sighing and shaking her head. "Rock how can you be sorry for something that you had no idea about? No control over in the first place?""I should have been there!" he yelled angrily, the raised voice startling both her and him. "I knew you must have felt lonely, but i never even said i was leaving! I never came back to say hello or find you. I...I...forgot about you." he admited biting his lip even harder. His happiness with his new family had shoved her away from his thoguhts and he had, infact, forgotten about her for a very short while. But what had driven him away in the first place? So much so he didn't look for her? "I...I was jealous of you and...trovin." Actually shocked at this, blinking. "Trovin was nice... but... he never made me feel like I was shining..." Looking up at the star he had named Addy. "Then again he never even kissed me in the end and he too left, there was never anything to be jelaous of for you Rock, even though I tried... Not to make you jealous but just to love and be loved... It never worked."Rock blinked in suprise. "never kissed?" he asked dumbly. Then he blushed at the sudden realization. He had stolen her first ksis! He begant o panic, what did that mean? a mare named Ami was his first kiss, was he kind of cheating addy that way then? Tilting her head, looking at the expressions going across his face. Hers confused and concerned, trying to work out what was going on in his head. "Talk to me Rock, I've never been able to tell what you were thinking."Rock shook his head, trying to clear the blood that had rushed up. "its just that ummm..." he blushed even more intensly, "That one time was...was...your first kiss. RIght?" they both knew which 'time' hge was reffering to Nodding and smiling. "I wish I'd have known it was coming, then i might not have been such a lemon." Having been too shocked to do anything for most of the kiss.Rock laughed awkardly and smiled at her. "Don't worry, my first kiss was also a bit suprsing. And i don't think the first kiss has to be that fantastic, it usually isnt, but the kisses after have to." near the end his voice had become like liquid, wrapping aorund both of them as he slowly closed his eyes and kissed her very passionately. Kissing him back, her eyes having drifted closed, feeling that wonderful familiar feeling of her innards melting, She felt warm and squashy like all her bones were gone, but it came with tingles to. Rocks kisses were magical.Just as they seperated from it, rockstar turned his head jsut slightly and kissed her once more. Even more intensely, his lips parting jsut slightly this time. Her eyes opening as his lips part, still kissing him though this was something she didn't know about, but it was nice, but different. Her nose going pink as she blushes.Being together for as long as they had been now, Rock was finding he needed to take things with addy quite slowly and that she was very innocent. Which he found adorable. He didn't mind in the least, it became like a slow game, getting to know eachother and all they could 'do' together. he wanted to share this passion with only her. Drawing back slowly after a long kiss, blinking at him, her nose faintly pink in the dim light. "D... Does it bother you.... T.. that I ummm.... don't know much?" Not even able to say the word mating yet. She knew the facts, Ab had sat her down once for a very awkward embarasing talk that had had both of them blushing, but that was all she knew.Rock blinked at her confused and then laughed. "ofcourse not silly! there is nothign wrong with being innocent and uncertain about new things. You jsut have to learn." He smiled at her encouragingly. "i don't want to rush you. Or us. We can take our time hun!" Nodding knowing he wouldn't rush her, but she did find herself wondering and worrying, she loved Rock but he was an experienced stallion, and she... She didn't even know what she was, sometimes wondering what if she had some experience would that make things better or worse. Biting her lip, now knowing Rock had been jelous of Trovin she didn't know... But then hadn't she been envious of Candy, a mare that had had his love and foals....Rock smiled at her gently. "Don't worry yourself. i love you for you, and there is nothing that can change that. We can discover eachtoher slowly, carefully. Alright?" he rubbed his nose along her neck as he often did to show jsut how much he loved and needed her. Nodding, nuzzling back, resting her head against him. "Why were you jelous of Trovin?" Finding this staggering, that was one of their last meetings, just before the foals had arrived she had told him about Trovin, the last time she had seen him had been when the news came and then nothing.Rock's face became blank, almost sadly hollow as he began to explain. "i wasn't sure why at the time. I just felt like he didn't deserve you. I guess back then i already had deep feelings for you, i also jsut convinced myself we were best frineds." he laughed and shrugged, it all seemed a bit silly now. Nodding, that making some kind of sense, resting her head against him gently. "I used to get jealous too, though I didn't know what it was, I just felt funny and wanted to say horrible things..." Having bottled up so much because she didn't know why she had wanted to say them, but then Rock would smile at her and she would feel wonderful again. "It would come and go so quickly that it was hard to pin down.""What kind of things?" He asked curiously, but gently. They were opening up to eachother in a different way than they had been recently. This was much deeper, much more fragile. He didn't want to push her but something told him they needed to get all the secrets out now if they were to truly be happy. Lifting her head, looking at the water again. "It usually depended on what had happened or been said at the time...." Having been careful to avoid talking about Candy or the foals, knowing how close to the surface his hurt still was.Rock moved his face a little closer to her's, feeling her hesitation. You can tell me. Talk to me my heart. We need to get past this stuff sooner or later." Biting her lip as she looks at him, "I don't want to cause you pain Rock, you have had enough." Her expression saying enough though, she had been jealous of Candy though she had battled it hard, when he spoke about her when he had left to go home to her... She had battled the stabbing feeling in her heart and had smiled through it so that he would be happy, thne the foals came and she had finally given up and accepted that there was nothing for her.Even though it was nearly written on her face, Rock only slightly picked up on her turbulant emotions inside. He was oblivious and ignorant, and relly didn't know his way around other people's feelings, but he did see she was struggling with hard thoguhts. "Well, it doesn't work that way anymore. Even with you. if you cause me some pain, it wont matter because i will blink and see your face again and everything will be alright. Better than infact." He smiled purly at her with some blush. Nodding and sighing. "I didn't know what I felt back then... I didn't know love or jealousy... I could feel the way I glowed when you smiled at me and we had time togeher, but when you left to go to or were talking about ... Candy..." Her name said softly almost guiltily. "That warm glow left, there was a sharp feeling in my chest that hurt, the hurt made me angry, but I never knew why... I'd grit my teeth to stop that pain hurting others...." Looking at him now. "You were happy, so I would hurt and smile because I could see you were happy, I guess in my heart of hearts I knew that letting it out would ruin everything... But it would come and go, the pain would fade as quick as the topic of conversation changed."Rock looked at her with dark eyes, face hollow again as his mind processed what it was being told. His happiness had hurt her? Just how her relathionship with trovin had hurt him? He sighed steadily and kissed her forehead. "Thank you. I feel much better knowing." He cuddled her close and closed his eyes gently. "Thats the past now, thoguh. Lets live our own futur." Nodding and snuggling against his side. "Yes, I just wish that everyone could be happy too...And I know thats a very nieve thing to want, but I do... So much hurt to reach this point, I feel bad for that." Placing a sweet kiss on his lips"i know what you mean. We all want everyone around us to be happy don't we?" he sighed. "But happiness and pain are two sides of the same coin. Atleast that is what Selena always told Nerissa and Rocket when they were hurt or cried." Looking up at him. "Ab said that we wouldn't know we were happy if we had never been sad." Often finding that Ab had all kinds of weird but sagely sounding bits of advice.Rock smiled fondly, the statment had a mysterious seriousness to it that couldn't be taken lightly. He found himself slowly nodded at what she had said. "he is right." Nodding and smiling. "Must be desert logic or something." Grinning knowing at some point that Ab was thinking of going back to find his old home, but she hoped he didn't leave just yet.Rockstar laughed, "yeah he is from the desert right?" he laughed again and then calmed himself down and planted a soft kiss on her forehead and then slid his cheek and nose down to the crook of her shoulder and burried himself in her soft, caramel hair Nodding and smiling as he nuzzles into her hair. "Yes far far away, he says the stars are different here so it must be a very long way away."Rockstar nodded slowly, grazing along her skin. He could feel her heart beat and the rise and fall of her breathing. It ran a strange chill down his spine. She was alive, she was here, he was here. They were together, and they were eachtoher's. "i love you" Addy shivered a little as he grazed over her lightly, squirming a little, it made her feel funny when he did that, not to mention the shivers it gave her over her skin, but it was a good funny. Turning her head and grazing the top of his neck by his bridal lightly, wondering if it made him feel funny too.It did. It ran an exicted shivered down his spine and brought a small grin onto his face. His ears slowered slowly in delight at her touch Her grazing wandering down his neck, giving a little nuzzle. "You give me the most amazing feelings Rock, all wonderful and amazing." And a little part of her that had seemed to have not long woken up wanted more of those wonderful feelings, wondering how Rock knew that such small touches could feel good.Rocksmiled and kissed the tender skin right in her coloar bone. "Is that so? If they are anything like the feelings you give me then they must really be wonderful." True he had more experience than her when it came to romance and physical passion, but when it came to candy - the only mare that had ever been close enough to him for things to happen - it wasn't like this. Addy's touch was soft and delicate and unforgetable. It was like his drug, his skin, his very being longed for it again right as she pulled away. it was driving him insane with his love for her and it was keeping him sane at the same time. Giggling softly and giving a small gasp as he caused another shiver from the little tingles his mouth left. "Really?" Pleased that she made him feel good too grazing softly down the side of his neck, seeing if she could tell where he liked best.Rock giggled as she stroked down his skin again. The hairs on the back of his necks tarting to stand on end. He wondered if she understood the depth of both their actions. He somehow knew that what she was doing was innoncent and he tried his best to keep his actions innoncent as well. But his body was screaming for her. He wrapped his neck around her in embrace and softly breathed on the back of her ears That actually made her jump and gasp, looking up at him, the first sturrings of passion there, proper pysical passion, though there was also confusion as she didnt understand where this could all lead, afterall when ever did the facts ever cover this kind of thing. Not really thinking about it but leaning a little closer and nipping his lips very softly. Finding that allot of her reactions were purely instinctive, but they felt right so she didn't resist them. Everythign felt so right.Rock blinked and smiled sweetly when she pulled away. He pulled her into a more friendly hug nd rubbed his cheek agaisnt her's. ""too much?" he asked Blushing as she shakes her head, her expression shy. "I liked it." Nuzzling under his chin softly.He laughed at the sensation he felt at her touch. He smiled and looked at her with gentle eyes. She was so sweet, he hoped she would never change. "Thats good." Leaning her head down and grazing at the top of his chest wondering if she could make him jump like he had her. Though she didn't know the magic that he seemed to.He smiled softly as she moved around on him, almost as if exploring or looking for a secret passage. His eyes closely closed and he focused completely on her. Her smell, her sound, her heartbeat, her touch. Not seeming to be able to find the spot that made him jump and she couldn't reach his eas she took advantage of his closed eyes and kissed him, using te shivery passion he had started as the base for the kiss.his eyes opeend quickly and the touch suprised him. He blushed intensely and then laughed awkwardly. ""That tickled." he giggled and then closed his eyes again. Sighing and shaking her head, she couldn't even kiss properly it seemed, her ears drooping a little, not sure what else to do.Rock opened his eyes when the fantastic touch did not come again and looked at her. "Whats wrong sweetheart?" "I didn't mean for it to tickle." Clearly blushing again. "I was trying to make you feel like you do me... " Not knowing what she was feeling was called, to her it was a tingly wanting that she wanted more of, but passion was not a word she understood in this sense.Rock smiled at her and shook his head, like he often did when she did soemthing he found absolutely adorable. "It tickled because it was my eyes. But it felt great. It...excited me if thats what you want to call it. Made me want to have more." He didn't want to say too much and scare her away from what she was doing, but he wanted to explain. Her ears perked up again and she smiled at him, still blushing and nodding. "That sounds like the feeling that you give me too." Seeming pleased at this explanation, leaning in and kissing him again, her eyes drifting closed.His lips tingled with the touch of hers and her smiled in thier conntact. Her lips so soft and delicate they almost felt like a rose petals. Her lips parting this time, trying to remake the kiss he had given her before.Feeling justnthe slight movemtn of the parting, he reflected it and opened his lips to her. He could almost feel her teeth under her soft lips and he leaned in just slightly. Her heart rate picking up a little bit, excited, yes she was definately feeling excited. A good excitement at what was coming.... what was coming?He slowly opened his eyes and looked deeply into her face for jsut the pause of a heartbeat. He decided if he should go forward. They were both exicted, both waiting for something. Something new, something more than either of them had experience from eachtoher since now. Her eyes were closed and her face was expectant and curious. SO he closed his eyes again and kissed her deeper. The deeper kiss sent all kinds of swirling tingles through her body, taking but moments to ajust to the deeper kiss before she responded, kissing him back in the same way, wanting to give him back the same feelings.And she did. His spine tingled with so muany happy, passionate, loving, exicted, desperate emotions that all screamed out for her even more. He could barely hold himself from her. He wanted to wrap her in his love but he held himself back. Takeitslow.takeitslow. He didn't increase the deepth of their kiss when he returned it again, but kept it at the same level. Letting her adjust. Taking it slow. This was perfect, there could not be anything more perfect than this moment and this kiss, she was sure of it. She could die happy this very second. It was those blissful thoughts that deepened the kiss she gave him back, not really realising she was doing till she noticed it felt different. But she kissed him back deeper again not even able to imagine the wonders he had in store for her.He was suprised to feel her pushing forward. But suprise soon left his mind and was quickly replaced with the blissfull joy of knowing she loved it. And she wanted more. That she also could barely hold herself together. he returned her kiss, only slightly intensifying it befor ehe broke away. His heart nearly screamed for what he did, breaking their perfect bond, but he knew he had to end it. Even though his whole being didn't want to, and longed to start again, he knew they needed to take it slow. No rush, no rush. Blinking in surprise as he suddenly ended the kiss, wondering what was wrong, almost groaning in disappointment. Looking up at him, flushed from the excitement and confused. "Rock?"He smiled softly at her, completely stunning himself with the way he was acting, that he wasn't taking her for himself but taking it slowly for HER. He wondered if those were the powers that were granted when you fell in true love. The power to be selfless. "Lets not rush." is all he said. Closing his eyes and leaning his forehead against her. Unmoving. Smiling softly and closing her eyes as they rested forehead to forehead. "Ok." Content to let her pulse slow and enjoy just being close with him, the feeling didn't go that easily though, but she knew that Rock would explain or show her one day. She trusted him to do the right thing for them, it would be perfect.
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Posted: Sun Aug 15, 2010 5:46 am
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