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Posted: Wed Jul 14, 2010 2:20 pm
Just as the title says....oh and sorry for not being here lately... been busy with other things.... and if you really want me to explain why life sucks... then just ask..... please ask..... screw it I am going to tell you all anyway
okay so I got this girlfriend in RL a month ago and things where going great and all... but then just a week ago she and a bunch of her friends pulled a horrid prank on me.... in other words she was only going out with me to set up this whole prank thing.... she even told me that afterward! ... I have been depressed ever since..... and right now I don't give a s**t about anything....
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Posted: Wed Jul 14, 2010 8:37 pm
Aww I'm sorry~ If she did it as a prank, she is a cruel girl 3nodding You'll find someone better, someone who loves your for yourself! Don't waste your time crying over her, its just losing seconds of happiness you could of had!
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Posted: Wed Jul 14, 2010 8:49 pm
... the unfortunately thing is we live in a rather small community... the whole school was in on it..... I am now the social outcast... there is nobody for a nobody like me..... I got an online GF.... but if that is the best I can do then what is the point? .... we are never going to see each other in RL..... what is the point?
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Posted: Wed Jul 14, 2010 8:53 pm
Don't Punish Yourself Gluoo! The School will get over it, Don't you have some close friends that stood by your side? If a guy did that to me I'd have a few that would like want to whoop his azz!
Everything changes over time darling, things will change and you'll make your way back up to your original place. Brush her off, start over, thats all you can do ^^
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Posted: Thu Jul 15, 2010 7:04 am
I thank you for your help.... but the problem is that the outcast position has been mine since I moved here.... I hate this place... I wish I had some friends... that would make living here that much easier.... but it is discouraging when even the elementary school kids make fun of you... hell there are a few adults who won't go near me....
of coarse I am going to brush her off.... but she was my first GF.... so far I have not had any good experiences with relationships except for in role plays.....
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Posted: Thu Jul 15, 2010 5:57 pm
Why are people Afraid of you?
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Posted: Fri Jul 16, 2010 6:59 am
who says they are afraid of me? .... they just don't like me at all, and since adults are supposed to be more mature then kids they simply walk away from me instead of saying stuff to my face..... all in all, it is me who is now afraid of other people. I live in a lower-middle class life, I got no money, my dad is a preist, I have two foster brothers, and life simply sucks.....
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Posted: Sat Jul 17, 2010 1:05 am
How can someone dislike you without knowing you? If someone dislikes you without knowing you they are idiots
Alright, My cousin tells me there's no point to life and Everything is just miserable.
I, myself question the point of life, but the concept of saying everything is miserable, horrible etc. is untrue.
Each day you feel atleast once happy!
Whether you choose to accept that point of happiness and enjoy for the moment or believe happiness only comes in spurts and then disappears is yours.
I Choose to let the happy times over rule because if not, life is indeed horrible.
My BestFriend is one of the most shyest girls on the planet around almost everyone except me and her family! But I came up to her and talked to her on the first day of school, and throughout the school year I opened her up! She is still indeed very shy but she's not as she as she used to be.
Its like she is afraid of people, just like how you say.
Open up to the world gluoo! Enjoy the fun moments of life, don't dwell on the bad.
Highschool is horrible, sure. But once you get out your free! You can go to college and succeed! Enjoy life man! It doesn't matter if you are lower class, you have a home, clothing, bedroom, apparently internet and which means electricity and I'm sure you have water + food. You are fine. ;D
Forget the bad, I know you probably think I'm stupid and you wasted your time reading this.
But honeslty, if someone else changed for the better, so can you. Who says you even need to change? Just gain a few friends and it will make life so much easier! Trust me, without them..I don't know..
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Posted: Tue Jul 20, 2010 9:05 pm
..... that was touching.... it actually made me cry...... thank you for your kind words..... but to be honest I would like to open up... if only some one would not hurt me as soon as I did.... seriously if I open up to men they hit me, when I open up to women they trick me and make me take a fall.... your post was not a waste of time... indeed you help shed a bit of light in my darkened world.... I was an idiot for not seeing the positives... I guess I was blinded by despair when I was tricked as I was by the horrid wench who used my love as a tool of pain and suffering! .... I owe you a lot.... a lot more then you even realize.... thank you again
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Posted: Wed Jul 21, 2010 9:14 pm
That sucks man but I know the feeling you just have to hold your head up say ******** I'm gonna give it my all and charge forward, I realize that isn't as easy as it seems but if the girl walks up to you ask her what she wants or ignore her and just walk away. You have to be in control of your emotions come on we're guys we can do anything except fly, and breath underwater........um well you know what I mean and if you feel pain remember what she did to you make your weakness your strength and come out swinging and about the gf online don't give up your hope I met someone on here and we planned to get married so don't let your inner thoughts get you down.
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 4:39 pm
I'm Glad you Feel a bit better ^^
What would make guys..punch you?
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 6:03 pm
thank you! ^__^
... umm, me just going near them usually sets them off and then they usually just beat the crap out of me..... haha.. I made light of it when I said "Punch" .....
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 11:31 pm
I don't understand that.. Why? What triggers it? Makes you so different? Makes them think they can?
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 5:58 pm
I don't really get why they do that either.... I just have to be passing by and some one with just start beating on me for no reason.... everyone else who is around just laughs... the fact that I am me makes me different.... and the fact that the cops once watched it happen is what makes them think they can... the cops just said that it was self defense..... and everyone gets away with it when ever they want really.....
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Posted: Wed Jul 28, 2010 4:15 pm
Omg...Gluoo....I wish I could have been here for you. I feel like such a waste of time now!!! I feel so terrible! I've been absorbed when people are in pain!
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