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 Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:38 pm
Well since I happen to have several "poem thingys" this is where I'll post them. ninja
Please refer to the title of any work when you comment, I rather not have large quotes. xd
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:42 pm
Grey Hope
Black and White.
The world looked the same.
Everyone was black and white,
No one stood out,
We all just faded away...
Black and White...
Now Grey?
When did grey come to be,
In a Black and White world?
In a Black and White world,
Grey comes from the lonely;
They attrack to one-another,
like the silents before the storm.
This once was a Black and White world,
But now Grey inhabits this new land.
Black, White and Grey.
Death, Life and Hope.
While Black and White fight against you,
Grey hopes,
For you to open your heart,
One Last Time..
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:43 pm
Worthless Forever
Pain and suffering,
Haltered and Lust,
Forgotten memoires burned into the mind.
Always second in everyone's life.
Never thought of first,
Never really needed,
Always late,
Too late..
Hollow feeling growing deeper,
Growing so much deeper.
Sorrowful eyes,
Neglected eyes,
Dead soul,
Living body.
Once it's taken,
Innocents,
Can never come back.
Who needs innocents?
When you know how to please?
Who needs pride?
When the whole world has none?
Who needs souls?
When we've sold them all for greed?
Unknown hatred,
Forever growing.
Imprisoned up in a caged world,
There is no such thing,
As freedom,
Even in death,
We're just butterflies,
Trapped forever in an endless void.
Hearts break,
Hearts shatter,
Hearts never heal.
"A heart is like a mirror,
It's better left broken."
Could it be true?
Our whole lives are fake?
Just some sick game?
It would make sense,
It would be true,
Is there another reason why?
Did we doom ourselves?
By our own Greed,
By our own Lust?
I believe so,
We're all to blame,
We bring pure hearts into the world each day,
Just to have their innocents taken away.
A new-born baby,
So pure and innocent,
So sweet and naive,
Poor little baby,
Poor little baby didn't even see,
Didn't even see it coming,
The serge of pain,
The helplessness,
"To a child, mother is God"
Once abandoned,
This child has no God,
God has forsaken this abandoned child.
Once forsaken,
Can a child grow up right?
Can this child be good?
Even though everyone is so cruel?
Hope for this child,
Is a life savior,
Hope is the one candle no one can put out.
No one can take away Hope,
For hope lives within every single God forsaken child,
Our numbers are growing,
More and more each day.
One more abandonment,
One more child of Hope.
Surging pain continues to kill,
Hollow feelings continue to grow,
Soulless bodies continue to go,
In a world so cruel..
In a world so cruel,
How can we grow?
How can we live with ourselves?
How could we live with others?
Never being first place,
Never being "the one",
It can kill.
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:45 pm
Forever Alone
Forever trapped within myself,
No sounds get in,
No sounds come out.
Forever trapped within myself,
No one is here,
No one is there.
Forever trappen within myself,
Crys are never heard,
Tears and never felt.
For I am trapped within myself,
No one can harm me,
No one can be harmed by me.
For I am trapped within myself,
My screams are heard by no one,
No one is there to hear my screams.
For I am trapped within myself,
I cannot get out,
No one can get in..
Trappened forever,
I cannot grow,
No one is here to help me..
Trapped forever,
I can never leave,
No one can ever save me..
Trapped forever,
I am alone,
No one is here..
My screams,
Never heard,
Never felt.
My crys,
Never seen,
Never felt.
My sorrow,
Never noticed,
Never mistaken.
No one can save me now,
For I am trapped forever,
In my own little world,
I am cut out,
Away from others,
All alone..
No one can save me now..
I'm gone forever,
Did you notice?
No..
You wouldnt..
Why would you?
Im not apart of YOUR world,
For I am trapped inside my own.
Arent you happy?
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:47 pm
Love's Name
A single heart beatting rapidly,
A breath that will never pass,
Fingers getting colder every second.
The phone goes quiet,
The heart beats slower,
Almost to a stop.
"This is a break up call.. Isnt it?"
The question is asked..
"Yes.."
The answer is given.
A single tear slides down,
The heart stops.
"Are you there, are you alright?"
A lie builds up,
"Yeah.. Im fine.."
More silence fills the air.
'Why did I trust her.. Why did I let her in..'
These thoughts are thought to fill the air with doubt,
'Why did I let anyone into my heart.. I only get broken.. It never changes.. Im always lost..'
The thoughts are cut off,
By a single memorie,
Love and passion mixed with sorrow and lust.
"I have to go.. Good night.."
With a click of a button,
She leaves once again..
Leaving me with an empty heart,
Full of pain and anguish,
Confusion and hate..
Turning into a black hole.
The seconds pass like days,
The memorie lingers on,
Filling these "days" with self hate.
'What did I do to lose such a love?'
The knife looks so shiney..
'Was I bad? Did I do something wrong to diserve something like this?'
A few steps more,
And I'll have my shiney..
'I must be a horrible person.. My love left me.. So I must be.. I must be a horrible person..'
A single tear slides down these cheeks once more,
The shiney now in my hands,
'I must be..'
This pain is too great to handel,
This self hate too comfortable,
This shiney is too irresistible..
A single crimson hole shaped as a heart,
Slowly bleeds out,
Too deep to stop the bleeding.
My fingers go numb,
My heart beats faster,
Just before it beats one last time inside.
Out of my chest,
It looks so small and fragile,
This pain shall end soon,
Along with every thing else..
My heart has stopped beating,
But this pain never stops,
The black hole grows as my breathing stops.
Time is standing still,
I can feel the blood leaving me,
'Shouldnt I be gone by now?'
'Did I do it wrong? Or is this my Hell?'
My love is no longer near,
'This must be my Hell.. She's not here.. So it cannot be Heaven..'
As the world around me collapses,
Only one name shall ring through my head,
Only one name can bring me pain and sorrow,
Yet love and hope..
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:49 pm
One Last Tear
She lays her head back in the dark and smiles the sadest smile,
'I knew this day would come'
She whispered to herself.
She shed a single lonely tear,
'This pain will end soon..'
She cryed to herself.
She thinks of everyone she loves,
As she raises the gun to her head,
'Just one more moment and I will be free'
She thinks to herself.
Just one more tear to shed,
One last bang to hear,
One more moment of pain,
Just before her last bang..
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:50 pm
Tears of a Ghost
She watches from afar,
Hidding when she looks,
'Did she see me?'
She looks again,
'No..'
She smiles and sneeks around the cornor.
She laughs and smiles,
Un-aware of her watcher.
Her smile begings to glow,
As she aprotched.
Her smile fades as the girl gets closer,
She bites her bottom lip as her hand touches her arm.
'Why wont she leave?'
She closes her eyes,
Holding tears back.
Her heart races as she touches her arm,
Her eyes brighten as she looks at her.
'She's perfect..'
She looks again,
Dark red blood,
Full of life yet full sorrow,
Falls down her lips to the ground below.
She closes her eyes,
Un-aware of the blood,
As the tears flow.
She slides down to the ground in the corner and continues to watch them.
Her eyes dull again as she walks away,
Giving her heart to her,
'Does she know?'
She sits down,
Out of breath and dizy.
"Whats going on?"
She asks herself,
She starts to lay back,
When something catches her eyes.
'She'll never notic me..'
Her smile is gone,
Blood still falling from her lip.
She leans her head back,
A small sigh excaped.
She looks towrds the sun,
Her dark red eyes turning a bright red as the sunlight hits them.
The little redish black sparkle cought her eye,
"What is it?"
She asked walking towrds it.
'Is it..'
She looked down on it,
"Blood?"
She looked up shocked,
Her face turned a shade of pink,
'She's so close...'
She smiled sadly and stared into her eyes.
She kneeled down next to the blood,
Un-aware of the hurt one near,
'Where did it come from?'
She looked around,
No one was there.
She stood up and walked around,
"No one's around.."
She returned to the blood,
'Where did it come from?'
Her eyes full of sorrow she stood up,
She touched her chest with one arm,
And hugged her closely with the other.
She felt a chill wrap around her body as she froze,
Unable to move.
"W-whats going on?"
She asked to anyone.
She smiled and looked up at her bright blue eyes,
"Im sorry..."
She kissed her lips.
She heard a voice and felt another cold chill on her lips,
"Sorry? For what..?"
She asked the voice.
A tear sliped down her rosey cheeks as she smiled,
'She'll never see me again.. Will she?'
She thought holding her closer.
She stood there still frozen,
Unable to move.
"What's going on? Where are you?"
She pleaded to this familiar voice,
"Where are you..."
Her voice full of sorrow,
Her eyes full of confusion.
Her tear fell to the floor as she vanished leaving behind a simple,
"Good bye.."
She looked down and saw another sparkle on the ground infront of her,
She bent down and felt it,
"Its still wet..."
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In this I wrote about three girls, so the bolded ones are one girl, the underlind ones are another girl and the normal one with nothing is the main girl, the lonely ghost..
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:53 pm
Lost Tears
She lay there crying,
Her head laying on her pillow,
Her tears slowly rolling down her cheeks.
She wonders why it had to end,
Is this what they call life?
She loved them all,
She lost them all.
She lays there crying,
Not for her loss,
Not for her sins.
But for them.
She never knew how much they hurt,
Untill that faitfull day,
The day that everything ended.
She lays there crying,
Knowing the truth,
But wanting the lies.
Wanting for everything to be "okay" again,
But knowing it could never happen.
She lays there crying,
Feeling self hate and pain.
She saw it all,
But left it alone.
She knew their pain,
But never showed how much she cared.
She lays there crying,
Her tears drying,
Her heart stops hurting.
Her smile full of sorrow,
Her eyes full of hurt.
She breaths in,
And puts the mask on,
Again.
She lays there crying,
Invisable tears.
She'd dying on the inside,
But full of life on the outside.
She wonders if anyone will notice,
Her sad smile,
Or hurt eyes.
She thinks,
"Will you notice my pain?"
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:54 pm
Empty
Empty little holes filling with empty little words full of empty little promises filled with lust.
To be truely happy is nothing but a sad joke to me anymore, no body knows how true these words are.
A destined fate planed before you're even in your mother, empty memories hiding your darkest secrets.
An unknown past haunting your every waking hour, a glimps of rape, of pain, of him.. Then nothing ever more.
Empty jokes with empty smiles with empty hearts set on worthless goals which are ment to torture your very soul.
Hurtful eyes filled with hurtful words filled with hurtful meanings, no one understands.
No one understants..
No one ever understants..
The pain that lays within, is forever burning in our hearts..
The lust of our pasts will always freeze our hearts..
The only thing left to do in the morning is to find the mask of the day and fill it with your empty body.
No one understands..
Every one "cares" about someone, but when is it the truth, when is it a lie?
Are all those words empty? Are all of them hollow?
All that's left to do is slit your wrists and close your eyes, fall into an eternal sleep to never be awoken..
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:56 pm
Sweet Truths
Follow me where small balls bounce, where lizards can talk, where dreams come true..
Believe with me and we'll make it through, leave your mind behind and come with me..
Come with me to far off lands, where time doesn't matter and purple skies grow..
Follow me down this path and don't look back, we'll see the unknown and learn the truth that can't be hidden..
Believe in the unbelievable, believe in the unseeing, come with me..
Come with me to far away times where life doesn't matter and small balls bounce..
Follow me where lizards can talk, where shadows are living, where our truths lay in waiting..
Believe in those sweet truths, leave your mind behind and come with me..
Come with me where our minds wont matter, where our truths live freely, where we are free..
Can't you hear those voices calling us?
Our truths are waiting, wont you come with me?
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Posted: Fri May 28, 2010 1:26 pm
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Posted: Fri May 28, 2010 4:00 pm
Yep, normaly I do these when I'm spacing off. X3
What do you think? ^ ^
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Posted: Fri May 28, 2010 5:11 pm
They are amazing much better then what I can do.
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Posted: Sat May 29, 2010 3:08 pm
Well I doubt they're that great but thank you.
I like yours better thought, from the RPs.
You havent shown me anything but that though..
{Well other then the awesome stories. X3}
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Posted: Thu Jul 07, 2011 3:46 am
Strange Beginnings
This strange feeling,
So new and undeveloped,
So fresh and unknown.
Is this peace?
Is this contempt?
Peace with pain,
Warmth with some coldness.
The icy heart slowly looses its ice,
Two sources of joy,
Two warm beams of lights.
The crying has slowed.
The hot tears of anger,
The cold tears of loss,
Have slowly turned to warm tears of joy.
The confusion has passed,
The bliss is here to stay,
But this familiar pain,
Will always last.
Will this bliss last?
Will this peace last?
Will this icy heart melt from all this joy?
Can an icy heart,
That's been abused and torn,
Ever truly heal?
Is one lover enough to change it?
Is two?
When has this bliss come into view?
When will this mind finally trust?
When will this bliss be true?
Will this pain ever leave?
No.
An icy heart will always carry these scars,
For the ice preserves the pain,
Until you release it all,
With your last breath.
With your last breath,
Peace will come,
Bliss will stay,
Pain will fade away.
Pain will fade away..
Hard to believe,
Just your pain will fade,
But for those left behind,
The pain will grow,
Until everyone is consumed.
When will this pain end?
Never,
It will live on,
With our children and our future,
It never ends.
But like pain,
Hope never ends.
We'll always have hope.
Even false hope is hope,
In one way or another.
We will always hope,
But is false hope worth it?
Only you can know,
Only you can tell..
Death really is,
Only the beginning.
It starts the pain,
It digs these holes,
It starts to freeze hearts,
It creates lies,
It creates life,
In return,
It creates truth.
Death is just the beginning,
Of our ******** up lives..
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