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Painful Cries

Nobody hears it
Or sees her silent cries
The little girl they always tease
Will never cry from her eyes

The teases just get meaner
So the cuts get deeper
She tries to hide
Shes losing her pride
She walks to school
With a smile on her face
Running from the darkness
Desperate for her happy place

She sits in class hoping
No one will hear
Those silent whispers
She hears in her ear

They tell her no one loves her
No one wants her near
She writes notes to her mother
About how much she hates it here

No body hears it
Or sees her silent cries
The little girl they always tease
Will never cry from her eyes.





PainFul Love

The moonlight shines high above the trees
Feeling the gentle swaying breeze
By myself, I’m sitting here
The memories are so clear
Of love I never could reveal
And the love I could still feel

Sadness cuts my heart so deep
By myself in disbelief with misery and grief
My eyes were filled with tears
As our love disappears
Took for granted that you’d be there
And you’re tender loving care

I was only 16
What a life it could’ve been
I thought I had found everlasting love and devotion
But it has left me in different shades of emotions
I’m crying aloud these tears
For my screams, no one hears

I drag the blade across my wrist
For I know, nothing will be missed
I stand silently watching as I see
Blood running from the wounds
My innocent wrist now scarred
And I suddenly hit the floor hard

The pain now easing softly
With my razor blade still in hand
I know I’ll be happy
For my death went just as planned...
two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one
the world I know disappears...like the setting sun.





Love what does it mean!!!

"I want to say I'm sorry for many reasons left unsaid
I want to say I miss you and the life that we once led
I want to be forgiven and forgive myself as well
I want to hold my head up high and no longer sit and dwell
How do you learn to love yourself after perfecting self-hate?
I want to shout ' I miss you so' yet knowing I'm too late
So much time has already passed but one thing remains
The thought of you brings warmth to me and that will never change
We all make mistakes in life, Lord knows I've made a few
Please know that doesn't change the fact I truly cared for you
The love we shared may have been brief, and now it's just our past
But the impact that you have left on me will forever last
No matter where we go from here, no matter where we've been
What I miss most of all, is not my lover, it's my friend"





Give Me Romance Every time

Maybe romance is what we need
To lighten our days in this grayness
To place a smile on our faces
You can never have too much romance
In a life that's filled with sadness
Making us laugh with pleasure
Give me romance to dazzle me
To make my heart sing out loud
To make me feel I'm alive
Bring on the romance to me
It's welcome in a soul of tears
Appreciated from this coldness
Give me romantic words and deeds
So pleasing to my ears and eyes
Making me happy for a while
Give me romance every time
Over all these teasing words





Remember Romance

Old fashioned movies
With true love to gain
Always remember romance
And kiss in the rain.

The only thing you have
Is the hope of his kiss
And waiting for the day
Is all that you miss

In love, in romance
Looking into his eyes
Is all you want to do
No time for any lies

So send him a text
Drop him a line
And maybe one day
He’ll take the time

He’ll fall for you
And never look back
Your life will be bright
No time for dark, no black

I hope he’s always there
To take away my pain
And remember romance
And a kiss in the rain





A tear in your eye…..

Never before did I see my angle cry,
But today I observed a tear in his eye...
Drops of crystal dripping down his cheek,
Every drop I witnessed was making me weak...

Every tear pierced like an arrow into my heart,
The fact that in this I did play a big part...
Knew he had tears for me and I am at fault,
All senses arrested my world came to a halt...

He is hurt deep inside and it's all because of me,
What I thought was good turned out to be a bad company...
I would never imagine, seeing him cry for so long,
Wanted to set things right but ended up doing wrong...

Dear angel I am sorry if my love is hurting you,
This is giving you such a pain if only I knew...
I would never had expressed what's there in my mind,
Would've kept our friendship ahead and my love behind...

Now that you know it, please understand certain things,
A tender heart is what's special in us human beings...
I love you, for who you are, my love is unconditional,
Content with what we don't want anything additional...

Would never want anything more if it is not in your hand,
Please believe my words, I do completely understand...
Certain decisions in life are best left to our fate;
If my love for you is true then you'll open the gate...

You'll let me into your heart and love me the same,
If this isn't my destiny then there's no one I'd blame...
Please don't hurt yourself and please don’t ever cry,
I don't want to see another tear drop in your eye...

Now make me a promise you'll set yourself free,
From all sorrows and problems when you are with me..
You are my angel and the angel of my eye,
Bring a smile on your face, and hold my hand and we shall fly..





ANGEL

It’s been five months since you went away
Left without a word and nothing to say
When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn’t good enough for you, no
So I asked god

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
’cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes

And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can’t have my love no more
Cause my heart can’t take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
To heal my broken heart from being in love
’cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes

Now you had me on my knees
Begging God please to send you back to me
I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep
You made me feel like I could not breathe
Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch
And give you all my love
But you took my love for granted
Want my lovin’ now
But you can’t have it

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
to heal my broken heart from being in love
’cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes

Oh god, send me An angel
Send me an angel from the heavens above
From being in love
Oh god, send me an angel
Send me an angel

Wow O-O
You are making a big deal about this.
Its just a poem, big whoop.

Sorry for the trouble
Its just i just got accepted so i dont know much that is on here
But, thanks for the help : )
I mean it!

Ok!
Thank you.
Sorry for the trouble : (

No i never plained on it,
It was just the pain i had,
made me feel like that.
Its....Complicated

Thank you the means Lot : )