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 Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 6:22 pm
I was lurking around the LD (Lifestyle Discussion) today out of pure bordem and a recent thread caught my attention, and it asked,
"What motivates you to go on with life?"
I thought it was an interesting question.
I'm actually very VERY afraid of the Unknown...
And what happens after death is very unknown to me...
And so,
The reason I'm still alive,
Is probably because I'm terribly afraid of death.
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Posted: Sun May 02, 2010 6:43 am
I think everyone is afraid of death. I guess what pushes me to go on are all the people that care about me. ( And the guy I love)
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Posted: Sun May 02, 2010 10:07 am
I'm afraid of death too...
But there are other things that I fear much more than death.
I think what motivates me to continue life as it is, is my daughter... There are so many children out there without mothers or someone to tell them they're loved. I wouldn't want my daughter to be one of them.
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Posted: Sun May 02, 2010 3:01 pm
I'm not afraid of death. But the only reason I keep moving forward is because I always keep thinking theres something better for me in the future. I know, after a while tho, i'm gonna stop believing that and then its gonna be over.
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Posted: Mon May 03, 2010 6:18 pm
epa101 I'm not afraid of death. But the only reason I keep moving forward is because I always keep thinking theres something better for me in the future. I know, after a while tho, i'm gonna stop believing that and then its gonna be over.
Eh,i feel the same,i honestly find no point in life.
But i've stopped countless people from ending their own.
In my mind,my life means nothing,but everyone else
should live and be happy,because i sure as hell am not.
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Posted: Tue May 04, 2010 4:38 pm
Haisieo II epa101 I'm not afraid of death. But the only reason I keep moving forward is because I always keep thinking theres something better for me in the future. I know, after a while tho, i'm gonna stop believing that and then its gonna be over. Eh,i feel the same,i honestly find no point in life. But i've stopped countless people from ending their own. In my mind,my life means nothing,but everyone else should live and be happy,because i sure as hell am not. Really? There must be some reason you still continue life.
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Posted: Tue May 04, 2010 5:54 pm
Dethani Haisieo II epa101 I'm not afraid of death. But the only reason I keep moving forward is because I always keep thinking theres something better for me in the future. I know, after a while tho, i'm gonna stop believing that and then its gonna be over. Eh,i feel the same,i honestly find no point in life. But i've stopped countless people from ending their own. In my mind,my life means nothing,but everyone else should live and be happy,because i sure as hell am not. Really? There must be some reason you still continue life.
Believe it or not,i've actually asked myself that question
quite alot,i guess i till have ome hope of finding someone
or something that gives me a reason to want to keep going.
But as for now,my hope,which is slowly fading,still keeps me going.
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 9:16 am
Well, I hope you find that someone or something, Haisieo.
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 10:17 am
~sigh~
As do i,love is something i've always wanted.
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 1:46 pm
Haisieo II Eh,i feel the same,i honestly find no point in life. But i've stopped countless people from ending their own. In my mind,my life means nothing,but everyone else should live and be happy,because i sure as hell am not. So technically, what keeps you going, is protecting others? I don't think there's necessarily a person in everyone's lives that motivate them to live. Some people may have a love for drawing or something, others may have a dream they hope to achieve in life. Either way, it's not cool that you don't have anything that you know of that can motivate you. D:
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 4:05 pm
It's funny,i'm fairly attractive,and i'm very intelligent,i mean for
christ's sake i'm in management,and handle tons of paperwork-
and money,i'm not an a**,i'm actually quite gentle and kind.
But,most girls where i live are snobby whores,not only that but
i've been deppresed by all of the physical and emotional abuse
from others,that i guess no-one wants to hang around me,due
to them seeing me as some "emo-f**" that nobody loves.
Which is why i stopped trying,the abuse gets kinda old after
15 years of that s**t.And i just find no point in people having low
opinions about me,or anyone else.I di nothing wrong,so i don't
see why i have to be ridiculed,made-fun-of,tortured with
taunts,and being abused pysicaly by others.I mean seriously
why ar people so ******** up in the head until it gets to the
point wherethey think they can do anything...Not only that but
several people who claimed to be my "friend" only liked me
because i had cool stuff,or i got somehing for them...
sorry if i seemed to be ranting,everything just swarmed my mind
at once,and i got a bit lost and wanted to say all of this...
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 4:41 pm
@Haisieo: I love rants c:
Well, anyway, those people are sons of hoes and dont deserve to ridicule you :c
Your better then them, and they're judgement means nothing.
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 4:45 pm
I've kept telling myself tha,oh i forgot to mention,that i have
terrible taste in women,a good bit of relationships i've been in
the girl or boy either ignored me,or cheated on me.
There is one in particular that destroyed what was left of me.
This girl and i have been together for almost a year,and she
has cheated on me 3 times,and hurt me dozens of times by
saying the wrong thing.I've done my best to hold my
relationship with her together,but i snapped and got angry withher which i have become angered with her,but that is only
when she ignores me,i expect to not be ignored by my lover of
all people,and so she wanted a "break" from our relationship
which tore me apart on the inside,i've given her more chanches
then she deserves,and she doesn't give me enough.
Not only that,but i discovered i tried too hard to keep it
going,and didn't try hard enough...
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 4:54 pm
I hate when people say:
"Oh, lets take a break from our relationship."
I translate it into this:
"Oh, hi, I'm cheating on you, but I want an excuse, so lets break up so I can cheat on you then I'll come back. Okay?"
It just really makes me pissed. You seem like a very nice person, and I'm so sorry that you keep getting your heart broken. :c
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 6:26 pm
Welcome Bucky I'm afraid of death too...
But there are other things that I fear much more than death.
I think what motivates me to continue life as it is, is my daughter... There are so many children out there without mothers or someone to tell them they're loved. I wouldn't want my daughter to be one of them. Nice "Mom" tattoo, form picnik. I thought it was real for a second XD
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