The dark haired male had been sulking around lately, It hadn't been but a week ago that he smiled last, Like really smiled, Where the corner of his lips would touch this dark choclate eyes. He hadn't touched his guitar in three days, Nor had he sung in that time. Holli was slightly Pissed off about it, She had no idea what had happened, but She did know her bestfriend was very sad. She walked up to the male and sat next to him, the male had his legs crossed and his elbows rested on top of them, His head in his hand as he watched the ground. " Heya B." She said as she plopped down. " Whats wrong buddy?" She knew him well enough to know that he was not in a good mood, Brendon always smiled.

He turned his head in his hands and shook it at her, He didn't want to talk about it because he knew that she wouldn't be happy with him. The female nudged him trying to get him to talk, " I really don't wanna talk about It Hollz." He muttered in some what of a whine, His nose stuffed up a little like he was sick, What Holli didn't know was it was from crying. " Really... Its just because I did something Stupid... Its all my fault and Spencer's going to be mad at me and your going to be happy so lets just drop it..."

Holli sighed very unhappy with the male's answer to her, " Brendon Boyd... You are not going to get away with that. I know you... I know its not nothing." She told him pulling him into her. She was far to motherly for her own good, The male sighed and laid his head on her shoulder. " Spill Urie." She told him wrapping her arms around him to make him feel more comfortable. " I won't be mad... I promise."

He wanted to tell her no, He really did but he and Holli were far to close since she found him almost dead in that dumpster. " I ******** up... Like really bad this time... Its not something I can fix either." He cleared his throat and waited a few seconds, " I scared Maisie away, I kissed her way to early then she left, You remember... Well now she's with some other guy, Some guy with this huge glowstick thing, If I could go back and do It all over again I would." He told her cringing as he waited for her to scream at him. Maisie was one of her really good friends, but more than that, without Maisie around Brendon would always be in her and Spencer's business. He hated being alone.

Holli sighed softly at the male smacking his side lightly, " So this is why you've been moping around all this time, Why you haven't touched your guitar or even tried to sing, because Maisie has a boyfriend?" She asked the other. She knew that Spencer would be very unhappy with the other male always being around, and the worst part of it all was that Holli and Spencer hadn't had much time alone, They hadn't figured out much in they're relationship.

Again Brendon nodded, " I wanna go tell her she's with the wrong guy, but that would be wrong. I'm depressed because I want something I won't ever be able to have. He's way better looking than me and he probably sings better too." The male told Holli, When Holli had found him beaten to death and stuck in the trash to die, he started loving her, but she made it clear that they were only friends, No matter what he tried he knew he couldn't have her and that made this all harder on the male. He'd finally found someone who he liked, and the more he'd planned out him and Maisie the more it hurt that she was with whoever that other male was. Now that Jayden lived here in the Casino with the other he knew his life would get even harder. " It hurts to see them together because I let myself love her, You know how I am." He muttered to Holli tears starting to roll down his cheeks.

The female nodded, After his near death experience Brendon had stopped letting other into him, He was okay with children but other his age he couldn't stand. Holli and Spencer, He could be close to because he knew they wouldn't hurt him. " Brenny bear... they're always a chance, Just because you aren't with her now doesn't mean something won't change in the future. And Spencer and I will just put up with you, Just because were together doesn't mean that we still don't love you."

"Don't tell me you love me, That just makes this all worse." Brendon muttered pushing himself away from her and wiping his cheeks dry. He let out a small sigh and started to stand up, " Can I ask you a god honest question?" he asked her, " Be honest with me." He told her.

Holli sighed pulling the male forcefully back down to her. "I'll be as honest with you as possible B." She told him watching him for a few seconds reaching up and wiping a tear off his cheek. " Your my best friend, Bear. I don't wanna see you like this, but theres just things that the two of us aren't meant to do and talk about," She told him wiping her hand on her jeans. " so Shoot."

The male watched her, " Had you never found Spencer here, could there have been an us? I wanna know... Really." He muttered to her looking away and nibbling on his lip.

She let out a long sigh, " I would have given Spencer another year or two to show up, but If He never would have showed then. yes. There could have been an us." She was honest and she shrugged letting go of the male.

" Do you really think I have a chance with Maisie? Like If I try? Can I make it up to her? So you know how I could make it up to her. Tell me please." He was almost begging for answers. Brendon was one of those people who would try until he had nothing left, He'd be honestly broken hearted before he let the other male win out.

Holli stood up and held her hands up. " I think you could have a chance, If you just loosen up and show her you. Stop trying so hard to get her. and Don't get your hopes up." She told the male with a small sigh, she didn't know what to tell him. She wanted the two to be together because she trusted Maisie, She knew that the other female would keep Brendon from killing himself while doing something stupid. " Just do me a favor B. Don't try too much, If she's dead set on this guy, Don't try and force her out of the relationship, You'll only make her resent you. If she dosen't come around, She lost a lot. Your a great guy, and maybe she just wasn't the right girl." She told him shrugging and putting her hands in her pocket. " I'm going to go talk to Spencer, I don't know how he's going to take this." She was being honest because she knew Spencer would be unhappy.

Brendon nodded at her watching her take a few steps away from her, " Hollz... Do you think that I should write her a song?" He asked nibbling on his lip.

Holli let a smile cross her face, " Ya know B... even if she dosen't like it, I think that it'd be nice to hear you singing again. I miss it." She told him shrugging once again as she walked away. The female turned to say one last thing to him. " She's be awful stupid not to appreciate it, I think that when a guy writes a girl a song its pretty sweet. But remember, Its not you losing something its her." Holli was close to both parties, but her best friend at this point was Brendon, If she was forced to chose she'd chose the male. She was so close to him since she'd found him so long ago, She's spent 8 months nursing him back to health and teaching him to walk again, She loved Maisie as a friend, but Brendon was like a son to her, and she'd stand by him.

Brendon sighed, " thanks Hollz." He mumbled as she walked away, He curled his tail around himself and tried to think of what to write to her, He wanted to come up with something to knock her socks off.