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 Posted: Thu Mar 25, 2010 7:14 pm
Hello all,
I know, long time no see yeah? I thought I would update you a little bit on whats been going on and why I've been so inactive.
To be honest, I know yaw are probably getting tired of the "I'm sick" excuse, but its the truth. I've been to doctor appt. after doctor appt. and sometimes I feel I'm getting worse. At the moment I am on a new medication that is effecting my moods. For those of you who don't know, I'm bipolar, and I know it may seem like personal information you don't need to know but I'm not ashamed of it. The medication I am on (its not for bipolar) is effecting my moods even more so, and making me into someone I don't like being. I've had my slips with my bipolar, done some things I'm not proud of (to myself, not anyone else) and I'm trying to sort my life out.
My life is also going through a lot of changes, and seems to be at a stand still right now. I don't know where its going, for good or bad, and I'm very confused and lost. But I'm not here to dump my problems and issues on you. Just wanted yaw to know that I miss you, and I'm sorry its taking me so long to pull myself back up, but its hard and I'm finding it harder and harder every day to find motivation for anything. I'm loosing family members, loosing self control, and loosing myself. But that's not for you to worry about.
However I am still here. Feel free to PM me anytime you want, I still come on and check my messages. I miss you guys, I miss making you laugh and I miss the community. I am very sorry for my long retreat, and for being a pain, but I will try harder to better myself and be there for you guys. Forgive me.
Miss and love y'aw
-Emma/Mistress
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Posted: Thu Mar 25, 2010 7:22 pm
Hey, great to see you smile *hugs*
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Swashbuckling Conversationalist
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Posted: Thu Mar 25, 2010 7:27 pm
GS Sailor Midnight Hey, great to see you smile *hugs* -hugs- =) Great to see you too Midnight
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Posted: Thu Mar 25, 2010 7:28 pm
I hope you're back soon! You're my favorite villain!
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Posted: Thu Mar 25, 2010 7:37 pm
SG Sailor Candace I hope you're back soon! You're my favorite villain! Thank you hon =)
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Posted: Thu Mar 25, 2010 9:02 pm
O_O OMIGAWSH!!! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!?!?!? *EPIC GLOMPS*
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Posted: Thu Mar 25, 2010 9:52 pm
We'll always be waiting for you to come back Emm!
I hope you come home to us soon. I really miss seein you around and this place isn't the same without you. And for the record, You've done nothing to need to be forgiven for, in my book anyways. I forgive anything and everything. All i can say for now is, Welcome home!
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Posted: Thu Mar 25, 2010 10:22 pm
Welcome back, Nine. I'm glad to see that you're back. I missed ya too and you don't need to apologize.
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Posted: Fri Mar 26, 2010 5:32 am
*tugs Emma's ridiculously long hair* *cute, innocent face* =3 Welcome back, Emma. I thought I felt something missing. xd Welcome back into the fold.
=3
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Posted: Sat Mar 27, 2010 3:43 pm
Aaawww I'm so sorry! *hugs*
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Posted: Sat Mar 27, 2010 4:26 pm
-Hugs you all-
Thank you so much for forgiving me =) I appreciate all of your kind words and welcome backs. I'll do my best to show up as much as possible. Thanks for understanding it means a lot to me.
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Posted: Sat Mar 27, 2010 5:36 pm
I understand, Mistress 9. I had a bipolar friend once.
And being sick or having a psychological issue is a legitimate excuse.
I have to use it all the time.
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qweqweqweqweqweqwweq Captain
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Posted: Sat Mar 27, 2010 6:14 pm
*hands her a cookie* Miss you *hugs* there is no reason to apologize. Health and RL are important then a mer place. Take your time and don't rush to much.
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Posted: Sat Mar 27, 2010 6:21 pm
*hands a bag of huge chocolate chip cookies*
MISSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have missed you sooooooo much!!!!!!!!!! crying gonk crying gonk gonk crying crying gonk crying gonk crying gonk
( this is Sailor Orion's mule btw!)
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Posted: Sat Mar 27, 2010 7:32 pm
I will say this: every time an ignorant asshat blames mental illness on the victim (ie, "oh, you don't need meds! You can fight it off with willpower! Medications are for wimps!") or declares that mental illness is a sign of psychic awakening or some rubbish, I want to punch their face in
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