Hey, I have a question...
I don't know what to do. I've heard people say they've come out to their friends and even family, I respect that so much. I actually... feel jealous that they were able to come out.
I don't know what to do anymore. at the beginning (when I first found out my sexuality) I swore to myself I wouldn't tell a sole but now... it seems so... I don't know. I really want to tell Ami and Raye but I know there would be SO many consequences so I know I shouldn't.
Whenever I talk to them, I just want to explode. I hate keeping secrets between us. We've always been so open to each other. I know they hold no secrets against me yet I hold one towards them. ><
There was a quiz all three of us had taken, more of a survey actually. And one of the questions was: Do you keep any secrets from me?
I had paused at that question. I wrote down "no" so I could stay in the clear. What Raye had put down: NO! I'd never keep a secret from you!
Ami: I've already told you all the secrets I had. =3
It just made me feel worse... but you see... if I were to come out to them... it would be utter chaos!
Raye-Raye would completely freak but still keep me as a friend. She would tell her sisters. Her sister Staci would pounce on me about it and Bobbi would just keep a far distance from me. The news would travel to her parents and I'm not sure her mother would allow me ever to see Raye again.
Ami: She would instantly tell her parents. He father would just be shocked but her mother would come talk to me in that creepy private conversation she sometimes gives me and raye when we make her younger sister angry or sad. Then she would force me to come out to my dad which I'm positive I can't do until I'm on my own.
Shayna: She would abondon me within a second. She's a HUGE homophobic. But I suppose she can't help it since she was brought up that way. Her parents are a bit on the strange side. So I would lose her as a friend.
Dad: Would totally flip. He would be so outraged... I'm not even sure what he would do... That time I had that tooth problem, he scared me to death... so I can't imagine what he would do if I came out to him. That's why, when I'm older, I'm going to write him a letter from wherever I live at that point.
Sister: She's very unpredictable. She lives in Colorado so I'd probably write to her as well.
Kathy (Dad's girlfriend): Probably wouldn't do anything. If I came out and told her right infront of her she'd probably just nod and change the subject.
This is a point where I wish I had a pet to talk to.
Thank you who help me.
I don't know what to do. I've heard people say they've come out to their friends and even family, I respect that so much. I actually... feel jealous that they were able to come out.
I don't know what to do anymore. at the beginning (when I first found out my sexuality) I swore to myself I wouldn't tell a sole but now... it seems so... I don't know. I really want to tell Ami and Raye but I know there would be SO many consequences so I know I shouldn't.
Whenever I talk to them, I just want to explode. I hate keeping secrets between us. We've always been so open to each other. I know they hold no secrets against me yet I hold one towards them. ><
There was a quiz all three of us had taken, more of a survey actually. And one of the questions was: Do you keep any secrets from me?
I had paused at that question. I wrote down "no" so I could stay in the clear. What Raye had put down: NO! I'd never keep a secret from you!
Ami: I've already told you all the secrets I had. =3
It just made me feel worse... but you see... if I were to come out to them... it would be utter chaos!
Raye-Raye would completely freak but still keep me as a friend. She would tell her sisters. Her sister Staci would pounce on me about it and Bobbi would just keep a far distance from me. The news would travel to her parents and I'm not sure her mother would allow me ever to see Raye again.
Ami: She would instantly tell her parents. He father would just be shocked but her mother would come talk to me in that creepy private conversation she sometimes gives me and raye when we make her younger sister angry or sad. Then she would force me to come out to my dad which I'm positive I can't do until I'm on my own.
Shayna: She would abondon me within a second. She's a HUGE homophobic. But I suppose she can't help it since she was brought up that way. Her parents are a bit on the strange side. So I would lose her as a friend.
Dad: Would totally flip. He would be so outraged... I'm not even sure what he would do... That time I had that tooth problem, he scared me to death... so I can't imagine what he would do if I came out to him. That's why, when I'm older, I'm going to write him a letter from wherever I live at that point.
Sister: She's very unpredictable. She lives in Colorado so I'd probably write to her as well.
Kathy (Dad's girlfriend): Probably wouldn't do anything. If I came out and told her right infront of her she'd probably just nod and change the subject.
This is a point where I wish I had a pet to talk to.
Thank you who help me.
