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 Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 1:52 am
Deskri's side of the room is cluttered with random things he collects, or is given, or happened to come across. His bed is a pile of pillows and blankets, with his favorite pillow (a fullsize body pillow) hidden in the center where he sleeps. His clothes are kept in a big, dark wooden dresser, though occasionally a sleeve or two will stick out of the drawers. Under the bed he's got an extensive first aid kit filled mostly with bandages and disinfectants.
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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 1:55 am
[#Rasiel's Side of the Room#]
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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 10:20 am
Deskri pushed open the door to their dorm and then led Rasiel in. He turned to close the door and then looked back at was their room for practically forever. "I see Asu didn't bring any of my stuff here..." Deskri sighed and then walked over to one of the beds. "Is this one okay for you? I don't really care which side I'm on..." Deskri shrugged a little.
Since his things weren't in the dorm yet that meant he had no pajamas... Deskri hated sleeping in day clothes, but he figured for Rasiel's sake he'd stay fully clothed even though he was going to be on the opposite side of the room.
[all he would had done anyway was take off the outer layer of clothing so he'd still have his underwear on. XD;; ]
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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 4:00 pm
Rasiel had followed Deskri all the way to their dorm room, led by the hand as he half-sleepily stumbled about. They had finally made it to the dorm when Deskri had asked him which bed he'd want. He hadn't moved his stuff in either yet, so there wasn't even a pillow or blanket on the bed. Without much though, he plopped over onto the bed and laid there for a few seconds before realizing it was a bit cold and he didn't have a blanket. He shivered a little as he started to curl up in his sleep.
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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 11:38 pm
Deskri had reached the other bed before he realized that it was completely barren of anything bed-like.
Your contacts aren't working.
"That's pretty damn obvious, I'd say." Deskri sighed and then turned around to look at Rasiel, figuring he'd ask his friend if he wanted a blanket or pillow before he went on a search for his own.
Seeing Rasiel shivering, however, made him rethink that quest. He shuffled back over, none-too-gently removing his contacts as he did. As blind as he was without them, Deskri had managed to develop a fairly safe way of navigating rooms without them.
"Rasiel? Do you want me to get a blanket for you?" He knelt down next to Rasiel's bed and placed his elbows on the edge of it, holding his two contacts in one hand. "I didn't realize that there weren't any blankets or pillows in here yet... so um..." He trailed off with a sigh, he was probably just going to annoy Rasiel with useless chattering when he should be doing something.
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Posted: Sat Feb 27, 2010 2:14 am
Rasiel's eyes shot open for a moment, then returned to normal as he looked up to Deskri and smiled. "You could always be my blanket." he commented as he grabbed Deskri's arm and pulled him into the bed with him, rolling with him to manage his way to hold himself right over Deskri. Rasiel smiled softly as he leaned over Deskri, practically laying on him as he had pinned him to the bed. "Please don't leave me, Deskri. I care about you too much to see you go. Honestly, I love you, Deskri. But you've always known that, haven't you?" he spoke softly, as he lowered himself closer to Deskri's face and then kissed him softly on the lips. "We can't deny the feelings we have for each other... you know that.." he whispered, staring down at Deskri.
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Posted: Sat Feb 27, 2010 2:30 am
"Wha---?" Deskri opened his mouth to ask for clarification, but was silenced as he was dragged onto the bed. He remained quiet once everything stopped moving, eyes wide with surprise and perhaps even a little fear. Had Rasiel just done that? Rasiel, who couldn'tve walked home without assistance a few moments earlier?
"Y-y-you..." At the mention of that pesky emotion Deskri's face lit up with red. He'd told himself over and over again that he wasn't allowed to respond to that, but was beginning to find that easier said than done, especially when the kiss was thrown in.
His heart was beating so fast Deskri thought it might just give out, after all he'd never felt it beat so hard or so fast before. "H-have too, not allowed..." He muttered a few of the things Kagyaku had told him, perhaps hoping that Rasiel would catch on and back off.
ooc| =__= Deskri really issss slow in the head.
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Posted: Sat Feb 27, 2010 3:36 am
Rasiel quirked an eyebrow, piecing together Deskri's words. "Who says you're not allowed?" he asked with a grin. Something told him that Deskri was holding back, probably because of Kagyaku or maybe it was really himself. Either way, he wouldn't take no for an answer. "Even if you're not allowed... I'd like to see you stop me.." he grinned menacingly as he slid his hand softly down the side of Deskri's face. "Nothing can keep me from you, Deskri. I want you, all of you. You will be mine, and mine alone.. I only feel this way because he feels this way deep inside... That is why I can't let you go..." he chuckled lightly. Suddenly, he cringed and drew back, grabbing his head. "Get out of my head!!!" he shouted as he thrashed about for a bit before toppling over onto the floor. "AAAUUGH!!! STOP IT~!!!!" he screamed, still grabbing at his head, struggling hard as though he were actually physically fighting someone to get them off of him. "LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! D-deskri,.. .DESKRI HELP ME!!!" Rasiel cried out as tears began to well up in his tightly shut eyes. He began to curl up, shaking from fear as he sobbed in a ball on the floor. "...make him go away... please, make him go away... just stop it... leave my head alone... please.." he muttered in a hushed voice, almost frantic as he rocked slightly.
ooc| Sorry for lolzrandom if it seemed that way, I'm falling asleep as I type. @A@
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Posted: Sat Feb 27, 2010 7:25 am
The reality of his situation finally sunk into Deskri's mind, and he found he was more interested in what was happening next rather than shoving Rasiel-Obscurite off of him in order to flee. Perhaps that was Kagyaku's influence, as such forceful means were bound to hurt a lot. The demon inside however, had been freaking out the entire time, screaming at him to get off of that bed, get out from under his friend and get the hell out of the room.
Kagyaku, apparently, did not like male-on-male action. This was something Deskri had sort of figured out, but he didn't know the exact extent of Kagyaku's hatred for it until that moment.
Thankfully(?) it all changed when Rasiel suddenly resumed control of himself. "A-ah! Rasiel!" Deskri flinched as Rasiel thrashed about on top of him, even though any pain he received was translated as something good. He sat up, staring down at Rasiel on the floor for two seconds before he slid off the side of the bed and then wrapped his arms around his friend. "I-it's okay, you're in charge now, really. It's okay..." He wasn't entirely sure what he was trying to get across, but he knew that whenever he had a particularly bad battle with Kagyaku it helped to be told that he was still in control of himself. "What makes him shut up the most?" Deskri knew the answer to that question probably wasn't the best option physically for Rasiel, but if it helped ease his mind he'd go through with it and just keep watch over his friend.
ooc| ;w; I'm sorry if my stuff comes off as that. XD;; I haven't been thoroughly rping the entire time I've been gone from Gaia. ;w;'''
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 9:46 pm
Rasiel panicked a little, but soon felt the warm embrace of Deskri as he tried to keep the control he had just regained. Obscurite was pushing him to the edge lately, and with the laughter in his head, he knew that something bad must have happened. Maybe he hurt Deskri, maybe he said mean things to make him not his friend anymore just like last time. The possibilities raced through his mind. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." he repeated hurriedly as he was scared Deskri hated him. "I don't know what makes him be quiet... Usually Andy uses her powers against him.. Maybe,.. If she were here.. I don't know.. I'm sorry." his voice was frail and quick as he was still curled up. After a few moments, the laughter in his mind faded and Rasiel began to calm down. He turned and hugged Deskri tightly. "Please don't hate me.. I'm sorry.. Did I hurt you?" he asked, worry filling his mind.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 10:26 pm
"Shh, it's okay, you didn't do anything bad..." Deskri felt a sharp pain in his chest. Hearing his friend apologize in such a pathetic way when nothing wrong had happened really, really hurt. Not the kind of hurt that felt good, but a real hurt that he didn't like. "You didn't do anything, well... Actually you kissed me, but whatever..." He managed a small smile and tightened his hug on Rasiel a little more. "But Rasiel... now that I'm older, I don't really feel pain anymore, so even if you do lose control and he tries to hurt me, it'll only feel good." He felt the need to explain that to Rasiel as soon as possible, that way his friend wouldn't have to worry too much about Obscurite getting out of control when it was just the two of them.
Risky move you're taking, and you're still going to pay for that stunt later. Kagyaku was still quite upset.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 11:01 pm
Rasiel was relieved that he didn't do anything bad. But then Deskri mention something that made Rasiel's eyes go wide with surprise. "I.. did.. what.." his voice trailed off as he couldn't fathom what he said had happened. Rasiel then pushed Deskri away and stood up, backing away. He avoided eye contact, trying not to show that his face was deep red with embarrassment. He frowned, keeping his down as he backed away towards the door. Obscurite's laughter echoed in his mind like a vivid nightmare that he couldn't wake up from.
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Posted: Sun Feb 28, 2010 11:51 pm
Deskri flopped backward a little, landing on his behind with a small thud. The aching feeling deepened as he was shoved away. That was a sure answer that he could never, ever mention his slowly blooming affection.
"R-Rasiel..?" He moved forward onto his knees. Without really thinking his hair and eyes shifted to a deep blue color. (This being one of his illusionary powers gettin' mixed in with his emotions) "It's okay, really... It wasn't you, so... It had nothing to do with you, okay? I know you wouldn't do that. It was his fault, not yours." He tried to offer him a smile once more, a small, twitchy smile, but it gave out soon enough. Trying to convince Rasiel that it was fine was making it all the worse for himself.
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 2:28 am
Rasiel was literally speechless at the situation. He couldn't decide whether to keep talking to Deskri about what had happened or to just turn and run away as far as could as fast as he could. His mind was in a sheer panic as his feelings were overloaded with conflict. He had small feelings for Deskri that he managed to suppress, and was reluctant to admit that he had any sort of feelings for anyone of the same gender. Almost as though he was hell-bent on not being even remotely close to gay. Obscurite chimed into his head once again,
'...You should have seen the look on his face.. Like he was just begging for more..'
Rasiel grabbed his head. "SHUTUP!! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT!!! STOP!!!" he screamed out shaking his head in fustration as tears welled up in his eyes.
'..he wanted you so badly.. I could just tell.. Maybe I should have just kept going..' he laughed.
"STOP! STOP IT!!! JUST BE QUIET!!!!.. please.." Rasiel sulked down, hands still on his head, as tears erupted down his face. He had broken down crying, his mind in a complete mayhem from the intense opposition of feelings. He was just about ready to give up, as he felt so humiliated past the point of no return. Rasiel felt he may never be able to look Deskri in the face again.
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 7:40 am
[err... I'm sorry this is so huge. ;__;'' Most of it is just inner turmoil and so it can be ignored........]
Deskri crawled forward a little, wary of Rasiel's fragile state of mind. He was more worried that Rasiel was going to run away rather than getting a kick to the face or something. "Rasiel, listen to me." He sighed, he hated trying to be assertive. "Kisses don't even matter, okay? Asu told me that there are places where kisses are greetings between friends of any gender, so just think of it like that okay?" He was expecting to get kicked as he grew a little closer.
The thought of it never made him back down. Go on, go get your beating like a good little slave. I told you he'd freak the ******** out, didn't I? Looks like I was right, and your little hope garden is dying! Just let it die. No reason in keeping something so meaningless alive. Kagyaku's laughter filled his head, along with the encouragements to go hurt himself again or at least provoke Rasiel into striking out.
"It's my fault... I should've tried to get away instead of panicking... Do you want me to go away? I'll go if you want me too..." He really didn't want to leave, but if he did he figured he'd just go gather his things from Asu and take as long as he could getting back with them. "I could be gone for---" Deskri was cut off as he felt a sudden surge from Kagyaku, and he nearly lost himself in it. "Stop it! He doesn't need you provoking him right now!" Deskri recoiled to his side of the room within a few seconds, if Kagyaku got out he wanted to give Rasiel enough time to get away.
I want to get my word in~ do let me talk, Deskri, a good slave would. You know it'll just make your punishment worse later on, right? Maybe you'll sleep for a whole week this time, it'll be so bad they'll wonder if you've died. Maybe they'll dig your grave and put you inside before you wake up! That would be the perfect opportunity.
He lost it. Everything started to fade away, "R-Rasiel get o--!" The siwtch happened mid word, but it didn't need that to be obvious. Kagyaku-Deskri had bright red eyes, that was enough to give away the fact that the demon was in control now.
He stood up and sauntered over to Rasiel and then knelt down, an ever-present smirk on his face. "Let's punish this foolish slave of mine, hm? To think, he let that disgusting act happen. And wanted more! That demon inside of you was going to go further, and Deskri would've let it happen. Imagine how that would make you look? I say we make him suffer." Kagyaku laughed, the smirk turned into a sinister grin. "Break this heart of his, hm? Show him you're exactly. like. me. You'd better hurry! This foolish slave is trying to take over again. Who knows what he'll do to you next!" The eyes faded to gold again, and upon realizing where he was Deskri yelped and then backed away from Rasiel as fast as he could, since it was really all the energy he had to do.
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