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I can't seem to concentrate on any particular thing lately, but then it's like I'm thinking on robotic and everything I seem to take interest in flies off in another direction. When I do concentrate on one particular thing, I'm pretty sure I could get something done if my procrastinating nature doesn't win out first. Even then.. it feels like life is so pointless... but I'm trying because I want to make a difference... for the future generations, one day, I know I'm going to be there- even if I have to take steps, get help, pass it on to others, sacrifice originality (err, originality might be good when solving a case) and maybe repeat it, little by little, little by big or big by big.

I think I might go into law enforcement... or try to get as much money as possible. xD

I don't think I am, I'm average, honestly... but I know if I actually try, I can be capable. I'm not a very creative person- I can't think up an essay about something right off the bat if it's not specific.

I think everyone's capabable if they try and everyone has potential- I advise some people not to give up, except when it comes to breaching extreme morality (It's acceptable to fight to protect, but there's bound to be casualties when you fight... if theres' no need, then why fight when you can both walk away. Sometimes, you don't have that option, specially when it concerns justice. Sadly, sometimes, theres' no other option but to fight. In the real world, second chances aren't given as easily, but it's not impossible to overcome the past.). Someone can be gifted but they might need practice. For some people, it takes practice to retain skills, including me.

A friend of mine is really smart but even my friend can't remember everything that my friend learned about a while ago, but if my friend looked it up, my friend could probably remember it in an instant.

Meh, I think I'm a detail-oriented person if I actually concentrate, but other than that, I'm good at correcting stuff. My memory and attention span is pretty short nowadays... I think I might have ADHD and clinical depression but I try my best to shake it off.

You know how much cops get disrespected, despite being people who supposedly protect and serve people? I heard someone who walked by me one time in my area and this is what they had to say... cops are stupid, useless and corrupt. Another reason I want to be a cop... is to prove them wrong and be as fair as possible, well, I supose you've got to get a little dirty and hated if you want anything done. =P

Dante, I've been called an underachiever and lazy for the very same reasons people say your gifted. People are quick to label things they dont understand, arent they?

School, for the most part, bored the hell out of me. Unless it was psychology, language arts, or physical science (never cared much for chemistry or the others) then I wasnt interested. Majority of the stuff I learn, Im not going to use in my future profession anyway. How is all that other crap relevant to me becoming a psychiatrist? Maybe math and psychology, but the other classes I really dont need. Personally, I believe students should be able to have more control over what they learn, and be able to apply it in their own way. When I told my psychology teacher that, the only thing she could say was "School is not for the individual, its for the people." Yeah it sure is...and they wonder why so many kids drop out or make low grades.

Im seriously contemplating on whether or not I even want to start college on March 15...I always wanted to go into the Marine Corps, but all that limitation and structure that comes with being in the military really puts me off. I dont like people telling me what to do or barking orders in my face...something my teachers and counselors also were quick to point out.

I think I'm average. I've been called lazy, stupid, an underachiever, and maybe it's because I am, probably, not that stupid though. The only ability I previously had was to easily absorb anything, even unconciously and I've only glanced at it once. I think I might've had existential depression for about 3 years... it's kind of hard for me to be really happy, but I might wear a mask at times and I might not even know what I'm really feeling, kind of get criticised a lot for a number of reasons... I really try hard to shake it off though. I guess it's my own fault though. I get easily distracted and it's like I can't really concentrate on anything, it takes a while for me to actually get back to the original thought I had.

I've contemplated joining the army for its benefits, I wanted to learn what kind of tactics they used- maybe learn how to build tanks and guns, bet no one expected that.

I really wouldn't want to kill anyone if I can avoid it. Besides, living might be a good thing, particularly if you have a family, the military has its benefits though. The Canadian school system allows room for 2nd chances without having to pay a costly sum even after graduation and allows more room for people to choose what they want to be. I honestly kind of get irritated being ordered around, but, if it reaches a certain goal, then I don't mind.

Yeah man, it's the same with me. I feel if I fail at achieving primeminister/lawyer/judge/sociologist/bussiness-owner.... then I may just either join the army to become a General by the time I'm 50ish or whatever.... OR I'll just stick to my gang ways and cause revolution to everybody around me as a garbage-man on the side xD 35$ an hour that's awsome.

yea they get paid that much over here razz and hey you'll be able to be an officer no doubt.