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tiny broken fingers Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Feb 19, 2010 2:01 pm
this place has gotten boring as ********. somebody post something.
christ
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Posted: Fri Feb 19, 2010 3:20 pm
http://www.myspace.com/silosaki uploaded a bunch of old music so I can try out for brootz band.......... all the "day#" stuff is new electronic and guitar music i'm working on though. take a listen. be br00tz.
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tiny broken fingers Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Feb 19, 2010 3:44 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 19, 2010 3:52 pm
today was a short day. recorded beats for about two hours. now I have hours and hours of fun left in the day. I don't know what to do.
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 5:46 pm
My amps acting up again. s**t. I also need to get a trust rod adjustment on 3 of my guitars and get my crybaby fixed. Maaaaaaan why do I gotta be a broke *****?
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 6:23 pm
sucks brah. I don't even know how much money i have right now. I'm thinking about getting rid of a bunch of stuff. tele, ac15, marshall 1960 cab, drum kit.... for an orange dual terror and a sick 70s/80s tama kit. i'm not sure what year it is exactly. it's a nice mahogany finish though. killer kick.
BUT.... I recently bought a lot of booze and records. I'm afraid to look at my bank account.
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 6:25 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 6:27 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 6:29 pm
nah son
i need that money for spring break
(where i will be getting lots of hookers, as well as cocaine)
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 6:33 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 7:04 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 4:12 am
UHH ******** I HATE MY LIFE SO ******** MUCH. ******** ******** ********. s**t. TITS. Sure I have cool material things that take my mind off of more important things. I need help.
Tits would help. I had a friend over tonight. She was a debbie downer. We were drinking and she started freaking about and crying about her boyfriend that lives in idaho or some ******** state like that. It was extremely awkward because she took off her pants and laid in my bed and started mumbling a bunch of gibberish. eek
I'm not going to lie, I was a little turned on but honestly, no way am I going down that road. Not worth it. I thought about it for a second. Obviously I was thinking with the wrong head. Luckily a mutual friend decided it was time to leave.
It got me thinking about how unhappy I am. I know it's normal. I know there are plenty of problems to go around for everybody. I feel like it's my time though. It's my time to vent.
I can't pay my rent. I don't have a real job. I'm deeply in debt due to school. Plus my personal life sucks. I need to meet new people and get to know them. How does someone do that though? Everything is so disconnected.
sorry brahs. tough times. long transitional phase in my life right now. I need to grow up. sad
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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 6:27 am
Gaia can't hold my interest for very long lately.
I signed away a lot of money I don't yet have the other day, for next year's rent. But it's a nice house - and I get preferential treatment when it comes to room choice because I have a big digital piano to fit in somewhere.
Uni's good. My girlfriend came up for a couple of days this week. I always miss her when she's gone. Next year I'll have a bigger bed so we won't have to squish into a single any more, which will be nice. Oh, and we're going to see Emilie Autumn in like two weeks, well looking forward to that.
We made a cake the other day, with penguins on. Apparently I'm the only person who would give penguins wings.

I don't think anyone ever grows up, or at least thinks that they have. Idk about you, but I don't think I'll ever feel competent or sensible or put-together; I'll muddle through, same as ever, and enjoy it all.
Hi I have a huge headache and don't really know if I'm saying anything worth saying.
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Posted: Fri Feb 26, 2010 11:39 am
Change of scenery.
Seriously.
Nothing is going to happen unless you make it happen.
As far as debt, don't even worry about it. What the ******** are they going to do to you? Just focus on getting the hell out of Alaska, and to some place that you might actually be able to get a job. Or, you can just go back to school. No one bothers you for money when you're in college. You can probably get all your loans and s**t suspended too.
It'll make sense. Everything happens for a reason, in some strange convoluted sense. Look at me. I was a mess three months ago, but I'm getting better. You need to confront whatever issues you have head on. You'll regret not doing so. Also, it's never too late. NEVER.
Yeah, and growing up is a total illusion. It's a slow process, that never ends. You learn new things all the time. You change all the time.
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Posted: Sat Feb 27, 2010 1:08 pm
I posted. But have nothing to say. Picked up The Divine Comedy by Dante Alighieri, and Alice's Adventures In Wonderland, and Through The Looking Glass.
I picked up "Quadrophenia" and "Tommy." Good stuff, just didn't own it until recently.
Moved my computer up to my room. Need a beanbag chair for it's proximity to the ground, because the floor's starting to hurt my booty.
Am "On Break" with the girlfriend. Odd.
I'm restringing the WNO 650 as we speak. I'm naming her even though you guys have this thing against naming instruments. What do you guys think? I can supply pics if required for naming process.
I want Mike and Ike's. I'm broke, though.
Might get some next week if I can scrounge money for rubbers. Mildly exciting.
Have come to realize that I've been living something most similar to a lie. All of my old friends haven't abandoned me for admitting to my real disposition. That's nice. I'm grateful for it. (:
I've been drinking lots of cranberry juice recently, and I've been getting lots of offers to have sex. Maybe there's a relationship?
I might start a Divine Comedy thread in here. But I should know if any of you have read it before setting it up and getting no response.
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