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Posted: Thu Feb 04, 2010 10:42 am
There was a quiet, abandoned sewing factory in the southeast district of Destiny City, the area that was called Old City by its residents. Corinna and Dylan used to come out there together at night to watch the skies, waiting -- always waiting -- for their sign. The building hadn't had a roof in what seemed like decades, so they'd left their sleeping backs there, unzipped, one for a mattress and the other for a blanket. They stayed up late, talking or otherwise -- and they watched the sky, feeling safely removed from the rest of the world. Special. Different.
And waiting, always waiting, for her return. They had been waiting these past sixteen years -- it tried Corinna's patience.
Now Dylan was locked away at (detestable) Hillworth too much of the time, chained by their ridiculous curfews and lights-out times; Corinna was often left on her own. Even so, she came out to watch the sky -- her iPod was not good company, but it was a good place to have a nice, uninterrupted think, and there always seemed to be a good deal worth thinking about. Corinna checked her watch: 11:42. She had missed the last bus.
She turned on her cellphone, which obediently sprung to life just long enough to flash BATTERY LOW! at her about three times, then promptly died. Corinna's instinct was to throw the offending piece of machinery against the nearest brick wall and then kick it into little, tiny pieces of phone corpse, which she nearly did -- but then she caught herself, put her phone away, and tried to think about peaceful things for a while. After all, what would Ronnie say if she found out Corinna had murdered her own phone in a fit of pique? Definitely nothing good. So Corinna was tranquil, Corinna was relaxed, Corinna was -- was --
Was going to have to hitchhike.
It was too far to walk back, if she wanted to be home before her parents opted to call out the National Guard. If she made it back to the inner city quickly enough, she could hail a cab from there, but until then she was on her own. Corinna started walking, bag slung over her shoulder, sticking out her thumb carefully whenever a car went by, and decided to spend the time thinking about what her self-defense plan would be if the night ended in sexual assault or attempted serial murder upon her person. It was good to plan ahead.
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Posted: Thu Feb 04, 2010 11:09 am
The roads were empty, the buzz of the electric streetlamps loud in the dilapidated section of town. It was calm, it was silent-- all except for the huge, green (Douglas Fir the pretentious paint chip screamed) van barreling down the street. It wasn't white but it still screamed "RAPE-MO-BILE", the windows all covered with lurid floral drapery, hinting that the owner was homey, but insane. The bass was booming in a way that suggested whoever was inside was possibly having a mini seizure. One of the headlights was cracked and broken, the sides of the atrocious wreck of a car dented and pitted and somewhat rusted. The headlights focused on the girl hitchhiking, silhouetting her in the darkness before pulling up short of her. The bass switched off, the car shuddered in to silence-- and a teal haired girl stood up through the sun roof.
"Need a ride? Please don't ask me if I want a good time, I just had enough of a good time over at []Bob's-- I smell of Nacho Cheese. I know. Eau de Sexy, am I right." Madison Heller ducked back inside the van, and pushed open the slide door of the huge van-- inside were an assortment of car seats, filling up every single space on the two large benches.
"Sorry bout this, that's the only functioning door. Madison Heller, by the way. You're Corinna, aren't you? One of the dudes wants to do you SO BAD you have no idea." Madison raised her hand for a high five.
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Posted: Thu Feb 04, 2010 2:06 pm
As chariots went, Corinna had ridden in higher style than this before. The green van that pulled up alongside her was something straight out of a cautionary tale about people who drove vans -- all that was missing was a seedy-looking man explaining that he had lost his puppy, little girl, and if you wanted to help him look for it you should start your search in the back of his van, all the way back there, that's right, behind those big boxes. It wasn't the sort of van that recommended itself highly to a hitchhiker.
Then again, its driver was a different story -- young, female, smelling (as promised) of Squeezy Cheez, nothing about Madison Heller or her car (ready for its fleet of ghost children, apparently) resonated with sexual assault or serial murder in Corinna's mind. Madison was energetic and talkative in a way that Corinna wasn't entirely used to, but she was also as safe a ride as Corinna was likely to get in the city, for free, late at night.
Corinna gave the taller, deep-water-haired girl a high five that looked decidedly like it was popping her High Five Cherry (it was; Corinna was not a girl for fives of any kind except a perfunctory handshake). Then, with some difficulty, she clambered in the van through the open side-door, slid it closed behind her, and wiggled around the empty car seats till she'd managed to plant herself firmly in the only open seat available: shotgun.
"You can call me Cora," she offered generously. "I owe you for the ride -- but I'll pay you back. Do you really work this late on a school night? Or is the nacho cheese a recreational thing?"
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Posted: Thu Feb 04, 2010 2:29 pm
Madison sighed at the perfunctory high five, lacking any sort of enthusiasm. Didn't Cora know that a dude wanting to shack up was like. The apex of teenage dreams. Or something.
She'd been watching far too much of "The Secret Life of the American Teenager."
Clambering over in to the drivers seat, Madison turned the ignition, slapped the dashboard ("It won't turn over, otherwise,") and punched the clutch. She was driving a standard. This made her a real man.
"You can call me Maddy, or Madz. Take your pick," Maddy pulled out from the side of the street and headed in to the better part of town. She was pretty sure that was the right general direction, "Uh, well-- my family's pretty poor? We're on welfare and they foster like a whole herd of kids, hence the bucket seat brigade in the back there. If I want anything, I pay for it myself; And playing a sport, at least a team outside of school funding, costs a LOT. Hockey is ridiculously out of the question, alas. We have no dental care."
Maddy shrugged. Her being poor was no secret, and really nothing Cora could do or say would change that, so who the hell cared? She'd gotten over the unfairness, though it still sucked.
"What's Miss Goody Two Shoes doing out in the crap part of town? You aren't a hooker, are you? Because this van is a hooker free zone... nowadays. This is a van of shady history. There was totally a porn stash under your seat when I cleaned it out, hilarious."
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Posted: Thu Feb 04, 2010 7:23 pm
Corinna might've normally found the idea of someone's forgotten pornography stash at least interesting, if not exactly hilarious, but she was distracted by Madison's question. "I am not a hooker. Do you understand me, I'm not a hooker. I have a boyfriend and we are very much in love and I don't engage in illegal activity. That's a very serious accusation. I'm not, under any circumstances, a hooker." She stared straight ahead, apparently oblivious to the fact that she was more than slightly overreacting, or to the fact that Madison was being facetious, or to the fact that she herself had levelled unfounded accusations at strangers before. It was different when she did it. She had the best interests of justice at heart.
She sat silently for a few minutes, other than a terse, "turn right here," or "you can take this all the way up to Coleridge Street." Then, crinkling her fingers into the folds of her skirt, she finally couldn't keep herself from blurting out, "Don't you think it would be dangerous? Pornography in your car? I mean, do you think the driver pulled over to the side of the road for his illegal activity, or just -- drove with one hand?"
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Posted: Thu Feb 04, 2010 7:49 pm
"Yeah, you didn't really look like much of a hooker to me. Too clean," was the only reply Corinna got out of the green haired owner of the van with the shady past.
Laughing at the sudden interlude to the silence, Madison took her eyes off the road to laugh at Corinna.
"No, Cor like... I found it under YOUR seat, not mine," Madison was silent for a moment. This was delving in to the unladylike territory that Madison's mother found unacceptable, "I think it takes a lot of practice to like. Concentrate on both things in your. Hands. You know? So, either he pulled over. Or just enjoyed watching his passenger get busy. Laugh. Out. Loud."
Madison turned the p***y Wagon down another main street, and smiled winsomely at her passenger.
"So. Love, eh? You sure you don't want to ditch him for one night, because Paul says he's totally worth your while. I think he's a lying sack of s**t, but he'd punch me if he heard I was alone in a car with you and not ask for his sake. I am a good friend Cor."
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Posted: Fri Feb 05, 2010 11:56 am
Corinna did not laugh out loud. Flustered, she made a face like a fish underwater -- glub, glub, glub -- her mouth pinched into a shocked circle. "Oh," she said, not entirely sure how to reply. "Oh."
Her seatbelt spontaneously came unbuckled, which left her even more flustered than before. She looked down, trying to fit the metal clasp back in place while Madison drove, but it clicked its futility over and over again till Corinna began to think she'd have to ask Madison to pull the car over and let her get out. (Riding in a car without a buckled seatbelt was simply not an option, since it was illegal, even if she had no doubts about Madison's driving. As it was, she had at least one or two doubts already.) Finally, there was a louder click and the buckle caught again: Corinna let out an audible sigh of relief.
She did her best to catch up on the conversation. "I don't think I know your friend Paul," she said after a moment's attempts to recollect someone by that name. "But you can tell him I would never ever cheat on Dylan, not for one night or one minute or one nanosecond. Never, I would never. Anyway," she sighed, her tone descending from indignant back down to wistful again. "If you knew Dylan, you'd understand. There's nothing to want to cheat on. No offense to your friend, that's just how love is. Haven't you ever had a boyfriend?"
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Posted: Fri Feb 05, 2010 12:24 pm
The question may have been, in all honesty, innocent; it was just conversation fodder, like "How are you doing?" and "Its a bit chilly out, eh?". Madison clutched the wheel a little tighter, then mumbled a sorry to Corinna for the glitchy seatbelt. Finally-
"No," was the terse reply, "No I haven't, not in the way you mean-- you know, flowers and chocolates and undying love, all that s**t. I don't think it really exists, not like how you're putting it, no offense."
The light changed to red, and both were bathed in its glow while they waited for it to change ("Its midnight, why do they bother having it on a timer when no ones around,")-- the van stalled. Madison let out an aggravated sigh-- "This happens a lot" Madison admitted-- and tried to start it again. The van let out aggravating noises but just would not catch.
"Goddamn it, I flooded the engine. We'll have to wait for a bit to try again. So what makes this Dylan so wonderful? Are you going to be together forevah?"
Sometimes Madison could be a real d**k, with just as many people supposing that she probably wanted one for her very own.
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 10:19 am
"As a matter of fact we will be together forever, unless Dylan finds someone he likes better than me. Not that he'll meet many people in that detention facility he's at.
"I don't think I like your attitude," she continued, like this was a perfectly acceptable thing to say casually to someone. "But since you asked, let's see -- Dylan's an artist, he's very talented. He's handsome, with silky hair and amazing, amethyst eyes and when he looks at you, you know he can see right into your soul. He's gifted, he's interested in just about anything. And he's sensitive -- do you know what I think your problem is?" (Being stuck in a car with Corinna Grant? The current need to be gagged with a spoon?)
"I think your problem," she said, gazing at something reflected in the side-view mirror, "is you've never had someone to really listen to you. You've never met someone who really gave a damn how your day was. You seem to be a decently good listener, so it's probably not your fault, either. Is that your friend Paul's defect? He never listened to you?"
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 12:02 pm
"Man. You know what I think your problem is, Cor?" Maddy tried again to turn the engine over. It was determined to not do so and continued to shudder still after every try, "You found this dude on like, eHarmony or something. He likes Pina Coladas, and dancing in the rain-- if he finds someone better than you, you're just going to let him go? Man, Cor."
The engine finally gunned, and Madison let out a sigh of relief; unless Corinna had been willing to shell out for a tow truck, both would have been stranded.
"That's like. Mega depressing, you know that? Paul's a MAN-- he only listens when there are women, beer, or sports. Other than that, you're ********. Paul's a dude I hang out with, not a romantic interest. Other than that one night, but we were both VERY DRUNK-- but that's beside the point," Madison shrugged, and continued driving as per Corinna's curt directions.
"Guys have liked me before-- mostly for my tits, but hey we are teenagers. I'm not looking for love; i'm not even looking for a banging good time, though s**t happens, am I right? The point is-- we're teenagers, we're stupid, you're not going to be together forever and if you are, gross, childhood sweethearts make me barf. I've seen far too many teenage mothers drop their kids off at my parent's house because they could handle the love but not the reality. So forgive me if you think that I'm broken in the love way, but I don't think a tiny, pretty thing like you has any clue what reality is like. Do you have a shitty job? Do you have responsibilities outside of school that you HAVE to do, lives depend on it? Don't feed me this c**k and bull story of love. I've never seen it."
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 12:56 pm
What had been rather irritating and unsociable, but was really just Corinna Grant's standing state personality, suddenly flipped over into blizzard-like anger. "You know nothing about the lives that are depending on me, you know nothing. I would never let someone else take responsibility for my child, I have nothing but contempt for people who can't own up to the consequences of their actions. You don't know a goddamned thing about my responsibilities, or what I've lost, or what's been taken from me -- " Corinna smacked the side of her fist against the armrest of the passenger door. The van was old, and unharmed by her outburst. "You have no right to judge me," she said frigidly, digging around in her purse like she suddenly, desperately needed something to do (other than beat on the armored car that was Madison's van). After a moment, she angrily smashed on some lip balm. It smelled like cherries.
"You're speeding," she snapped, folding her arms over her chest and looking over at the speedometer. "Slow down, or else pull this car over and let me out right now. I'm not being complicit in your bad acts."
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 2:05 pm
Back seat driving was extremely annoying, and usually caused Madison to do exactly the opposite of what the person had asked. But she knew she had gone too far-- pushed the girl's buttons in ways that she didn't entirely understand-- so she acquiesced to her request. The van slowed down, the speedometer dipping below the max speed posted, and Madison was suddenly nervous. This always happened-- her own sex was about as foreign to her as sex was to nuns (lets not count the Ecstasy of St Theresa) and Madison always, ALWAYS said the wrong thing. With the guys, they talked about sports, and stupid s**t that they did, and things they disliked. They would confide in her rarely, and it was mostly about being rejected-- she really didn't hang out or grow up with people that were emotionally all there. Girl's talked about feelings and boys and... Madison was opinionated.
So she apologized. At least her manners weren't COMPLETELY appalling.
"Sorry, Cor, really. Not my place-- you seem happy with how you do things, and I'm comfortable with my s**t. So, seriously, sorry; You're in a few of my classes I think-- you hang out with Ronnie, right? You two are just so-- I don't know. Normal. My mom would love you. I'm a disappointment."
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Posted: Tue Feb 09, 2010 2:50 pm
"I don't have a mother," Corinna brushed off matter-of-factly, without thinking about it -- which would have been rather baffling for Madison had she known that, yes, Corinna Grant did in fact most certainly have a mother. Not only that, her mother was very much alive and well, mentally capable, present, involved, and in all possible ways seemed to be a well-adjusted image of a mother as they were usually expected to be. She taught fourth grade at the elementary school. She definitely existed.
But Corinna seemed to be appeased by Madison's outburst of honesty -- she loved honesty in a way that was usually reserved for Cinnabons. It soothed her.
Corinna had no concept of her ability to interact with people being a gendered thing. As far as she could tell, people of both genders were equally capable of trying her limited patience, and she was equally good at being unlovable to both men and women. Madison's discomfort was lost on her.
"Maybe your mother just has unreasonable expectations," Corinna ventured, giving the problem serious thought. "Are you on the wrong side of the law?"
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Posted: Sun Feb 14, 2010 2:27 pm
"You've got her pegged; her expectations are sometimes reasonable. But usually not. I have three brothers-- all much older than me, I was an accident-- have you ever seen that show Toddlers & Tiaras? That was my life. Then I turned ten. Now all she does is moon about how I'm not going to be homecoming queen or Miss America. Do I look like Miss America?"
Maddy grinned; one of her teeth had a gold cap ("Badass," Maddy had exclaimed at 13 when she had rotted out her front incisor).
"My rap sheet is completely clean; the popo got nothing on me. Is this your place?" Madison pulled in front of a house in a nice area.
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Posted: Tue Feb 16, 2010 6:38 pm
Corinna nodded. "Yeah, this is me." She pulled her things together on her lap, then tried the passenger door -- only when it didn't budge did she remember having gotten in through the backseat slider. "Oh, right." She unbuckled and then wriggled awkwardly out of her seat -- paused -- turned back. She leaned in towards the bottom cushion of the passenger seat, trying to examine it for any tell-tale stains, her eyes betraying a squinty mix of horror and suspicion.
"You did a good job of cleaning this," she decided finally. "It's a good car. Your hard work shows."
These mystifying compliments relayed, she backed out of the car, past the carseats for the ghost children. Corinna stopped by the driver's side window, which Madison rolled down (it worked on a hand crank, which was probably why it still worked). "Thank you for the ride," she said. "I'll pay you back. Do you know your way back home from here?"
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