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Since I got back from that trip with school. I feel so horribly down with myself. I do look normal for the outsiders, But I'm not.

I don't even care about my job anymore, I don't even bother to go to school anymore. I don't even want to see my friends from school. I don't feel like doing anything anymore, it's like everything lost it's interest.

I just feel like.. Doing nothing, being alone. It's like I have enough with all of this s**t.

Don't you guys even have feelings like these?

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."

Come get a hug.
-opens arms-

Yeeeah, when I graduated high school.

My girlfriend left me and I was crushed. That ruined all of my plans, I was going to move up north for her and yeah. Meanwhile, all of my classmates were going off to sexy/exotic colleges and I was stuck with nothing. I ended up going to some community college. It took me a year to accept that. I attended honors courses with all of the smart kids in school so that's why that bothered me.

I eventually quit my job and did nothing for a looong time. It was hard to get out of. neutral

It was the second half of 2007-early 2008. I've gotten over it completely now. 3nodding

Yup, this has happened twice in my life so far, once while I was in high school, and very recently with college, I've somehow made myself get back into the college though, I don't want to give up on it, I need it for qualifications and s**t.

Just try and slowly break yourself out of the not wanting to do anything, it worked for me.