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 Posted: Tue Jan 19, 2010 7:21 pm
In the early morning dusk a group of travellers bunched up in a bus stop booth, but only one remained after the bus had left. Lissy decided she didn't want to go home. At least, not right now when she felt this terrible. Her wardrobe for the day was just her bra, a few bangles and the previous days shorts. Everything else was gone.
She debated calling home to just check in, but what was she going to say when they asked about her? No, she didn't know where she was and no, she couldn't find her wallet. More importantly; No, she wasn't satisfied. Last night from what she could remember was GREATLY satisfying, but now she felt restless and irritable.
Her longer tentacle 'slept' on her lap while the shorter one played with a penny. She made hearts in the puddle underneath her feet. No doubt she looked dirty and grimy, the exact way she felt, but there was nothing to fix that. Right?
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 5:41 pm
Adhara stepped out of the stranger's car awkwardly, adjusting her clothing and clearing her throat, a clear flush of shame painted across her cheek. A lewd comment was sent her way by the man in the car and she smiled weakly, taking the money that he gave her while her heart pounded, as though everyone she'd ever met was watching her in this moment of weakness and knew exactly what she'd done. She pulled up her bra strap under the dark plum dress as he pulled away, flipping through the bills as her eyes widened dramatically. Four-hundred dollars. Four-hundred dollars just for doing... well, doing that? That could feed her family for at least a week, not to mention buying a few toys and things for the children. And she'd earned it in only... fourty-eight minutes, her phone told her.
The honking of a car horn was what startled her enough to jump, before scurrying out of the middle of the street, hitting the bus stop she'd been dropped off at and taking a half a moment to notice the girl who was standing there beside her. Taken aback at the younger female being in this part of town, she blinked in surprise before smiling kindly, the blush fading off of her face.
"Lissy?" she questioned, looking over the girl's clothing in worry, particularly given the chill in the air. "Curious to see you out here," she said with a soft smile. "Are you cold?" Motherly instinct tended to win over everything, and it did so even now.
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 8:21 pm
Lissy was so out of it that she hadn't noticed her surroundings or what the other beings were doing. When Adhara hit the bus stop she snapped out of her funk with a startled jump. "Ms. Adhara!" She hadn't expected to see anyone she knew here which just made the shame grow. The preteen hid her eyes by lowering them to the ground, a veil of obsidian covering them. "Y-ya..." She laughed nervously and sat back up, leaning against the back of the bench with her arms wrapped against her chest. "I guess I am. I never noticed it until now."
The cold couldn't seep past her wall of self worth. She rolled her head up to look at the elder woman and the way she was dressed. Concern ebbed into her eyes. "Why are you dressed like that?" She asked innocently. Though her voice held some emotionk, it was still defeated and soft, always teetering with the tears that threatened to fall.
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Posted: Mon Jan 25, 2010 6:09 pm
Although Adhara couldn't tell what it was that was bothering her daughter's playmate, she was at least able to tell that it was something semi-serious. Diligence children weren't usually this still or this serious, meaning that something had to be off-kilter. But at least for now, she wasn't going to question it.
When her manner of dress came into question, she pulled her not-much-longer coat around herself in embarrassment, a slight blush crossing her two-toned face. She busied herself with pulling her scarf out of her purse and handing the long, thick, woolen scarf out to Lissy, smiling at her softly as she came up with some kind of explanation. "I... just got off work," she said, the truth albeit without a few certain details. "Unfortunately, revealing outfits are the company's way of getting customers." She couldn't tell if that was really lying or not. She settled for being grateful that this 'company' didn't have a boss.
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Posted: Tue Feb 16, 2010 5:24 pm
Lissy's face reddened and she looked away, taking a deep breath. "I-I'm sorry...I didn't mean to..." Couldn't she even talk right anymore? Was that so out of her grasp that infants had a one-up on her? Out of the corner of her eye she saw the scarf. The preteen took it silently and wrapped it around her neck, comforted by the smell left behind on the wool.
"Oh." Elisabetta moved over so Adhara could sit down when it dawned on her. "Ooooh. Thats why your here. I didn't know you could get paid for doing that." She was curious, which was a major improvement from her feelings earlier. She turned side saddle on the bench, crossing one leg under the other as her longer tentacle reached out for one of Adhara's. "Can you...I ...urm..can you help me..? I mean, it's gonna happen because of these-" Lissy brushed her hair away to reveal her forehead slits. "-so I guess I should find a way to get paid for it."
Her youth was showing. She was ignorant to the inner workings of sex. All she knew was the basics and that emotional drama was attached to it.
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Posted: Tue Mar 09, 2010 9:17 pm
Adhara took the seat that was offered to her next to her daughter's friend, a bit worried by the girl's state. No matter how old she got, there would always be that childlike part of her that ached to see other people upset, especially when it was a girl at this age. As a preteen, she'd certainly managed to do a few things that she hadn't intended, the main on leaving her with a daughter whom she loved but was most certainly not ready to raise. As the longer of Lissy's tentacles reached out toward the woman, Reena was quick to find it and hug it gently, petting it in her motherly way.
When she was found out, Adhara's face immediately erupted in a bright red blush and she looked away from the girl, unbelievably ashamed of what she'd turned to for money despite the amazing pay. "O-of course I can, Lissy," Adhara said kindly, a little forced after the fact that she felt so uncomfortably exposed. At the remainder of the statement, Adhi's amber eyes widened dramatically.
"Oh, sweetheart, you don't have to turn to... to... well, to this simply because of pheromones," she said sweetly, reaching out to stroke the girl's cheek in a caring and motherly fashion. "Matter-of-fact, you shouldn't think it's all going to happen just because of those. Tell me, hun, what kind of trouble have they gotten you into that has you talking like this?"
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Posted: Fri Mar 19, 2010 8:24 pm
The tentacle snaked it's way around Reena lovingly and held on tight, content with the contact without the need to explore the other parts of Adhara. It was as emotionally drained as the girl it was attached to.
"I don't?" She was disappointed, and it showed. The dams in her eyes were cracking as little tears bubbled up. Her body shook uncontrollably. "G-g-goo-good. Cuz...I don't..." Elisabetta sniffled and buried her head in her hands, her tears free falling down her face. That touch was meant for a better person, someone purer than herself.
It was struggle to rangle in her sobbing, but when it was at a managable state, she leaned back against the bench to wipe her eyes. "I li-like to have fun....b-but when-when I do, people stare at me. Then they ask me things and Idon'twanttosayno." The line of gobblty-gook slipped out before she burst into tears again.
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Posted: Sat Apr 03, 2010 6:19 pm
Reena, always being the more motherly of those two tentacles, snuggled happily against the longer tentacle of Lissy's, petting at and and coddling it with as much platonic affection as she could muster. The tears of the younger girl almost put Adhara to tears herself, or at least caused them to prickle at the edges of her amber eyes. "Oh, you poor thing..." she said quietly before moving closer and gathering the girl up in her arms like she was her own daughter, wanting to make her feel better than she did and wishing that she could somehow fix all of the bad that seemed to be happening in Lissy's life.
When the girl regained control of her emotions, even if it was only for a moment, Adhara continued to hold her close, gently petting her black hair whilst simultaneously trying to warm her in this chilly weather. When the girl started crying, it was all Adhara could do to gently shush her and stroke her hair, hoping that she was making a difference. "Shh, shh... it's alright, you know. You can say no even if you think that you don't want to," she explained quietly, feeling like a total hypocrite for every word that came out of her mouth. "And if you don't and you have fun, that's okay, too. You're young, Lissy. It's a time to have fun and to... to experiment, so-to-say."
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Posted: Tue Apr 20, 2010 11:46 am
Elisabetta couldn't stand it. She flung her arms around Adhara and sobbed. At that moment she missed her mother more than anything else on the planet. Gabrielle would know what to do, how to fix it. But she was dead. Her longer tentacle coddled up to Reena while the smaller one hung back helplessly.
She hiccuped and laid her head against Adhara's chest, momentarily comforted. "B-but what if...what if I don't want to say no. I just don't know. Grammy says that it's dirty because I have a boyfriend. Why is that?"
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Posted: Mon May 31, 2010 10:03 pm
It was only a moment that Adhara was shocked. After all, the girl had been through so much that it wasn't a huge surprise for her to break down so tragically. All of Adhara's many appendages wrapped around the preteen and she hugged the young one close, petting her hair and whispering soothing things into her ear. If only she knew how to fix emotional pain instead of just physical, but she could only do what she could, and if that was to be a shoulder to cry on, then so be it.
She continued to pet the girl's hair in a motherly manner when the young one leaned against her, sighing softly as her wings folded themselves up against her back once again and her tentacles pet Lissy's back and did what they could to make the slate grey tentacles feel better as well. "Well then... that usually makes things a little harder. Usually, when someone is in a relationship, they're expected to only do things like that with that person. It tends to make girls look... well, easy, when they say yes to anyone. And though, honestly, that isn't a title that I see anything wrong with, or maybe you don't either, it's one that other people tend to look down on."
She sighed softly, hugging the girl tightly again and shaking her head. "People just don't see promiscuity -that is, having a lot of sex with a lot of people- as a good thing. For that matter, most people seem to think that sex itself is something dirty and vile, even though it's not. It's... hard to understand, really. But if you don't want to say no, then maybe you should tell your boyfriend that you're not ready yet. That you still need time to be young and to experiment. If he really loves you, he should understand."
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Posted: Sun Jun 13, 2010 9:05 pm
Elisabetta's entire body stilled. She turned her head up slowly, wide eyes disbelieving, but at the same time tragic. "R-really? I-I-I....." The preteen started bawling again and she had to force herself to stop. Tears weren't going to help her through his, and her mother had taught her better. Get the facts. "I don't want to be easy, it just sounds bad. I want to be hard, I-I mean...I don't...."
When she thought about it, it made her feel like a total fool. "He didn't seem to like it. We never talk about it....and when we did, all he asked me was if I was pregnant." The younger girl leaned up against Adhara, completely spent. She wanted to go home, where her mother was still alive and Bailey was home, but that wasn't going to happen. "I want to talk to him, and I want to get out of here, but..." It was all so complicated and it made her brain hurt, but at some point Vincent would have to know. "Whats it called? What I did, what is it called?"
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Posted: Thu Jul 01, 2010 5:58 pm
Adhara winced gently at the look that she was given after what she'd said, biting gently at a lipsticked lip as she once again gathered the preteen into her arms, Reena and Niita making sure to wrap her up nice and tight. The young woman sighed softly, finding it odd that she was in the situation to begin with but trying to make the best of it at this point in time. She pet Lissy's hair as the girl pulled back again, smiling softly at her, nodding a bit. "Don't worry, hun, I know what you mean..." she said softly, tentacles still doing what they could to hold tightly onto Elisabetta.
Adhara, herself, could feel tears p***k at the edges of her eyes when the girl continued to speak, wings fluttering gently. "I'm so sorry, Lissy..." she murmured, still petting the girl's hair gently, the same way that she had done for Adelle when she got upset - though Lissy's crying was nowhere near as... high pitched. The question took her a bit off-guard, however. "What you did? Like, what you did with your boyfriend? From what you told me, I assume you had sex. Though I'm pretty sure that I can't give you any specific names..."
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Posted: Sun Jul 04, 2010 8:39 am
"No, no....I mean, what it's called when I-I....." Lissy turned away, guilt consumming her from the inside out. She wasn't used to having someone who understood her, and trying to talk about things was alot harder than it seemed. In a low whisper, she said, "When I had sex with everyone, but him."
And oh God, looking at Adhara only reminded Lissy of her daughter, Adelle. And what they'd done. How could something so fun come back to bite her like this? She visibly started to retract, keeping her mouth shut for once. That...that she could never tell her about.
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Posted: Mon Aug 16, 2010 4:00 pm
Even when Lizzy turned away, Adhara stretched out her hand to pet her back softly, having every idea what kind of shame this girl was feeling. After all, Adhara was doing nearly the same thing, betraying her entire family. Though, on one hand, Lissy was still young, still experimenting. On the other hand, Adhara was trying to provide for the same family that she was betraying. She sighed softly, looking to the ground and shuffling her wings around a bit, trying to get them to stay in a comfortable position without moving as much as she typically was.
"That... could be many different names. Some people call it cheating, having affairs, but unless I'm wrong, you seem to love him but not all of these other people. Simply having sex with so many other people is usually called promiscuity," she explained, her voice for once paced and quiet, feeling the affect of the situation that had taken hold of the two lust demonesses. She let her amber eyes fall shut, feeling tired all over for once in her life, tentacles still gently petting on Lissy, trying to make her feel better, something that even Adhara seemed unable to do.
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Posted: Thu Sep 30, 2010 10:06 am
Elisabetta bit her lip to the bleeding point. Cheating....She was a cheater. Yet, when she looked up at the older woman, she latched onto that little bit of virtue. "I do love him. Very, very, very much," she stated desperately. She couldn't describe it, but being around him lifted her higher than she'd ever been before. And she'd been with him for so long that she feared anything else.
She laid her head back against Adhara's chest and exhaled, calm in her mantra as the rain continued to fall.
(Fin)
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