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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 8:42 pm
Grayson was normally very good at waiting for things. He could wait days, weeks, months even for something that he knew was worth it, and generally, he didn't complain. What was the point in complaining, or for that matter, worrying, when he knew all things would come in their own time? This was logic that he generally relied on, and it hadn't really let him down in the past.
Lately, life had been a bit of a whirlwind, however. All that had happened felt so fast to him, but that could have been because he was the type of person who took three times longer than anyone else to accomplish a task. His own rampant insecurities aside, he was just more comfortable being a passive party in just about anything; it was why he'd been glad Jude had insisted on coming over rather than Grayson going to meet him.
He'd been glad until around three PM, anyhow. By four, he was a little nervous. By five, he assumed Jude had realized the error of his ways and was glad he hadn't mentioned to anyone aside from his Dad that Jude would be coming by. He'd been pacing from the kitchen to the living room steadily since then, all but wearing a track in the carpet as he struggled to find something to do.
Considering he was someone who generally lazed around, it was red flag. Arthur, however, hadn't said much. He was sitting on the sofa, one leg propped over the top of the other, casually reading the newspaper. He was a peculiar breed of man who tended to put it off until the end of the night, for no real reason except he "Didn't like to ruin the day with the news." It also provided a handy shield on the off moments where his son glanced over, searching for something to distract himself with, and failed.
As it approached six, Grayson threw himself onto the reclining chair, running his palms down his thighs. It seemed ridiculous now that he'd gone through his entire wardrobe trying to find something that was suitably casual but still nice enough to warrant a "first date" sort of encounter. He'd settled for a pair of skinny jeans and graphic tee, topped by a zip up jacket with sleeves that ended midway down his arm. He'd debated with jewelry, decided on a simple braided bracelet, and determined he was good.
Now, his heels propped up against the foot rest, he felt extremely... stupid.
It was a nice mask for everything else that was churning inside of him, so he focused on feeling like a fool with just about everything that he had.
"Grayson?"
"Yes?" He looked up, fingered the hem of his jacket. Then his bracelet.
Arthur folded his newspaper, leaned forward on his knees. What he would have said, however, Grayson didn't know. There was a loud backfire, and he nearly jumped out of his skin. Arthur glanced out the window, an eyebrow slowly raised, and asked, "Would that be Jude, then?"
Grayson looked at the clock on the wall, swallowed. He'd checked the window every time a car went by, and even though he already felt like an idiot, he got up and did it again. This time, though, it was Jude.
He felt like a thirteen year-old girl going to a dance for the first time.
He was being absolutely ridiculous.
"Yes, looks like." He licked his lips, turned around with wide eyes. "Should I--?"
"Why don't you go upstairs and..." Arthur waved a hand, dismissing him. "I don't know, pace up there." But his tone was amused and fond while he watched Grayson take the stairs two at a time.
Their doorbell was broken (and Arthur was no handyman, so it wasn't getting fixed anytime soon) but he adjusted the sleeves of his shirt when there was a knock. Poised and friendly, he opened the door, gesturing for Jude to come in as he said, "Good evening, Jude."
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 9:13 pm
Jude was not good at waiting for things. He'd always been the child you dreaded taking to the grocery store or God forbid to a restaurant, and even now he was liable to b***h and moan any time he had to sit still. Sure, wise men said to leap before you look, but just taking a dive with his eyes closed hadn't killed him yet.
Okay, it had, but not for good.
Did you know life hated him? It did. A lot. And not just this life, either. The life before this one, too. There was some overlord youma somewhere who fed off his and Hero's unhappiness and awkward mojo. It also controlled fate, you see, so it would wait until the worst possible moment then have him turn around and wham! Hero. Right there.
Hero who just walked away from him.
Jude hadn't been thinking of Grayson after that; he wasn't thinking at all. Just smoking a lot, drinking some (he didn't have much left), knocking things in his apartment over and watching every Batman movie he owned just for something to mindlessly stare at. The Sandman took another victim around midnight, and didn't spare him until four the following afternoon.
The dream was a weird one, and not exactly the typical I'm-a-magical-being weird. He couldn't remember her face, but he was certain the woman yelling was him. From the past. At himself. In short, he had gotten in arguement with his past, female version in his--their? her?--jungle, then been drowned.
He'd drowned himself in his own jungle.
The next ten minutes he just laid there and stared at the ceiling, trying to figure out if he should be concerned, disturbed or find it hilarious. Leo was lucky, he thought, if his dreams were so mild he could ignore him. The revelation afterward consisted of an ungraceful: s**t! Grayson! So, up he went and off to get ready.
His truck wouldn't start, but he'd fixed.
Around five, he'd heard screaming. Youma. A damn youma. Killing it was a challenge, but not the kind of challenge that ended up with him bleeding (much) or being dead, so he accepted this bad streak of luck as normal and carried on.
What really got him was the cat in the tree. Not just any cat, oh no. This cat was the cat of a little girl who lived with her elderly grandmother and probably had no friends at school, though that part hadn't actually been said to him. It was a mean cat--of course it was a mean cat. But only to men.
"She doesn't like men," the grandmother had told him apologetically. "She's a rescue."
Fan-freaking-tastic.
So after nightmares (or something), youma and rescuing a cat out of a tree (really?), Jude got back in his floundering truck and hurried down the road. By time he was rounding the corner, the clock was rounding six. The scratches on his face were a painful reminder of why he didn't 'date date' anymore, and also supplied evidence when he spoke to Arthur's father and said: "Sorry I took so long. There was a cat in a tree."
For good measure: "It was a mean cat."
All things considered, he was taking it all in stride, and entered the house like he belonged there. The goal was to impress, true, but it just wasn't natural for him to be tense. People who hated Jude hated him because he was Jude; people who liked him did so for the same reason.
If things went wrong, it's not like he'd never kept dating a girl whose father hated him before.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 9:37 pm
The scratches on his face weren't exactly promising, but Arthur wasn't the type to judge. He merely smiled, closed the door behind Jude, and said easily, "It's nothing to worry about. By coming this late, you actually caught me at home and Grayson awake, which is a feat in and of itself."
He crossed to the kitchen, getting a glass for himself and filling it with water. As he did so, he asked, "Would you like anything to drink?"
All in all, Arthur would treat this... whatever it was, like he would any other friend of Grayson's coming to visit. He would be polite and friendly, hopefully get to know him a little, and then send them on their way.
In truth, he'd never thought he would be having an interview with a young man concerning his intentions toward one of his children, but he supposed that was because he had two sons. For a well-adjusted homosexual male, he really was a little narrow-minded sometimes.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 10:08 pm
"Oh, he's awake?" Jude didn't peg Grayson for the type to stay asleep when he'd known someone was coming to pick him up, but you never really knew what a person in Destiny City would do, let alone a person from Destiny City.
Where the Hell was he then?
"No, I'm fine, but thank you." Wherever there was a chair, Jude was leaning on it. That youma had rolled over his foot at one point and it was killing him now. "Arthur, right?" He really did walk around like he owned the place. Could have been taken as rude, but his intentions were far from it, and on the upside it kept people from feeling shifty.
Basically, Jude was practicing traditional behavior with a personality that wasn't as conservative as he seemed to think.
"What time do you want him home? I promise he won't have to deal with any mean cats."
Someone was going to find one of his lame attempts at joking funny one of these days.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 10:22 pm
Arthur came back in with his glass of water, but instead of being affronted by Jude's casual posture, he smirked a little. There was a confidence to Jude that he liked, and apparently, so did Grayson. There were a lot of stereotypes about fathers being overprotective, and to an extent, he was. When it came to dating, however, he tended to let his children do as they pleased as long as it wasn't illegal or harmful. Considering he had seen no evidence to indicate Grayson would be performing illegal or harmful activities with Jude, he was really more than fine with it.
That, and Grayson was eighteen years old. To his knowledge, he'd never had a girlfriend or a boyfriend. Arthur considered it about time, considering his own track record before he'd met Van.
"I'm not really particular. Grayson will tell you when he's ready to go, I would think." Arthur lifted a shoulder, sipped his water, and then made a vague sweeping gesture. "He's eighteen, Jude. He's capable of making his own decisions, wise and poor, and I'm more than capable of allowing it. I'll just ask the standard of you: don't drink and drive, don't hurt one another, come home alive."
He arched his eyebrows, hearing footsteps upstairs. "And between you and me, I'm glad Grayson is actually going out." His voice was deep and rich, and his laugh was the same. Not mean, though perhaps a little exasperated. "So, you have my blessing, if you need it. Just get my son out of the house."
And he grinned again, hearing the footsteps stop abruptly, knowing Grayson was upstairs scowling as he listened to the conversation.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 10:39 pm
Screw the whole plan.
Jude had prepped himself for that same overprotective stereotype; it was the only one he'd known before. The girls he'd taken interest in tended fall under one of the following categories: preachers daughter, only child, only daughter or the family prodigy. All had fathers that were strict, predictable, no nonsense.
That, or they just didn't have a father around at all. See: Hero.
Arthur had, unintentionally, reminded him Grayson was not a girl. Jude would be the first to admit if he were a father, he would sooner shield his daughter and push his son out the door. Maybe this guy really wasn't any different from the others. The difference might have just been Grayson.
"Well, glad to hear that." He was, honestly. Just because he could live with not being in good with the in-laws didn't mean he aimed for it. "Following that standard, I promise no unexpected pregnancies."
Ha ha, Jude.
Since he was tactless, not deaf, Grayson's suitor dismissed himself with a polite nod and headed for the stairs. The only part of him that carried up them was his voice. "Graaaayson! You look fiiiine! Just hurry up, beautiful!"
This time he knew he was overlooking the is-a-guy factor with Grayson. You could tell by the mischievous grin.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 10:47 pm
Tristan opened his door at just that moment, his expression going decidedly sour as he heard Jude bellow up the stairs. He turned, giving the bluenette an acid look, and demanded, "Are you queering it up in my house again?"
Jude was spared his manly obligation of giving Tristan a noogie by Grayson, who was walking to the head of the stairs at that moment and shoved his brother back into his room. It wasn't an entirely playful shove, either; Tristan definitely went toppling back in, and probably hit something, if the Ouch, dammit was any indication. Grayson didn't spare him a second glance, and instead, rested one hand on his hip and gave Jude an arch look down the stairs.
There were a lot of ways he could have reacted to that. A blush, which probably would have happened yesterday. Temper, which would have been days before. Today, he was too pleased by the fact that Jude had actually showed up to work up the energy for either. Instead, he said smoothly, "You haven't even seen what I'm wearing, honey." as he descended the stairs.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 10:53 pm
"You haven't even seen what I'm wearing, honey."
He wouldn't for the moment. Whatever he said was something like, "Hold on." or maybe "hold up" or something to the effect of requesting Grayson wait while he took care of one tiny obligation.
Up the stairs, through the open door, and then there was the sound of something else falling over. No one had to look to see what was going on.
Headlock, noogie.
This time there was an added spice, one Jude had to admit he planned to shamelessly abuse at risk of freaking himself out.
"Yeah, I am," he growled, albeit lacking any real anger behind it. Brotherly-like anger and real anger were much different. "And I'll be here after school every day of the week, and we'll make out on your bed before you get home. Every day."
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 11:01 pm
In the true spirit of a pseudo-siblingship that neither had intended, Tristan manfully struggled to get out of the headlock, swearing all the while. At Jude's dire promise he let out a particularly vile one, prompting Arthur's voice to carry up the stairs with a mild Tristan Alexander Graves. For his part, Grayson was torn between being amused and exasperated and decided to settle for pleased that Tristan and Jude seemed to be able to reasonably tolerate one another.
All in all, it could have been worse. If Tristan hated Jude, for example, he would just ignore him.
As he reached the foot of the stairs, he exchanged a mildly embarrassing look with his father. Arthur looked entirely too amused, hand on his hip in a pose that Grayson was fairly sure he'd inherited directly.
"I like him."
Grayson's lips turned down, and though he was pleased, he felt obligated to be a little embarrassed. "I do too, mostly."
Arthur laughed, patting Grayson on the shoulder and turning back to the kitchen. "You're lucky Van isn't here. I'm sure he would have embarrassed you much more."
Thinking about that, Grayson had to agree. His Pop would have probably said something like, Grayson is upstairs. For the love of God, take him out and keep him out. My son could use some adventure in his life.
Yes, he was actually quite pleased Jude had officially met Arthur before Van.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 11:06 pm
It was nice to feel like the older brother for a change. In terms of the household food chain, Jude had really gotten screwed over. His sister took the 'baby' card away from him, and being the last of the boys, the pecking order sentenced him to a life of hand-me-downs, pranks and headlocks like the ones he passed down to Tristan.
Maybe one day the Graves would adopt a younger boy, and Tristan could carry on the tradition.
"Oooh. You got in trooouuble," Jude taunted. Quietly. Never let the parents hear.
Choking the sibling to death wasn't too good a date starter either, so he surrendered his hold in favor of scurrying back down the stairs.
"Alrighty. You ready?"
If so, that made two of them.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 11:12 pm
Tristan went back to playing his video game with a decidedly irritated air, and Grayson was in the process of putting his boots on when Jude joined them. Arthur nodded and made himself scarce, reminding Grayson to be quiet if he came in late. He didn't think it was very fair to have everyone in the house picking on him, and he was reminded that this was the reason he'd never actually brought his first boyfriend home. That, and his first boyfriend had been much too old for him at the time, and not interested in anything remotely serious.
Well. He had no idea if Jude was interested in anything remotely serious either, but he had already decided to simply enjoy that he had been given. Miraculously given to him, and in Grayson's mind, against all odds given to him, but given none the less.
Straightening, he nodded, slipping one hand into his pocket as he used the other to open his door. He eyed Jude's truck, asking suspiciously, "How's your truck?"
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 11:16 pm
"We're losing her, I think." Losing a truck was like losing a brother--or sister, since it was a girl truck--but Jude didn't see any point in beating around the bush. The thing had been sold to him as a piece of junk, and he'd pushed the limit time and again.
This truck would have a funeral worthy of a king when it died.
Or... a king's truck, anyway.
"But she'll make it for now. Did you decide where you want to go?"
Normally, he would ask where they were going to go. This was Grayson and he wouldn't be surprised if he still hadn't decided.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 11:25 pm
Normally, Grayson would not have decided. He tended to just walk wherever his feet took him when he did venture out, and stay at home when he didn't. These were not, however, the most normal of circumstances, though maybe if Jude had arrived somewhere around three he would have still not picked a place. He'd had a good three hours to ponder it, however, while waiting for the arrival of his newly acquired boyfriend, and he'd managed to come up with something.
It wasn't much. Despite what Barnaby might have thought, Grayson was not generally the idea man. But, at least he had some direction.
"I think so. There's a stand by the park that sells pretty good hot dogs and hamburgers." Hey, he was a man, and it was dinner time. He was hungry. "It's usually open to about seven or so, and there are places around there to do things."
There was an arcade, but he wasn't sure how late that was open. There was also the big ice skating rink not too far, but he didn't know how to skate, so that was out. And, when all else failed, there was taking a walk around the park, though he wasn't all that keen on being out all night and turning their first date into a youma hunt.
After a pause, he admitted, "I haven't really thought beyond food. I figured we could find something to do."
Yes, underneath it all, Grayson was still a man.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 11:33 pm
"We'll find something," Jude agreed. A game plan would have helped him get used to this, but he didn't have to have one. And 'this' didn't have to mean dating another boy so much as dating again in general.
Whatever he and Hero were, they weren't dating. Not like this. He'd never felt they had to, and he wasn't sure why he wanted it this way with Grayson until he reasoned Grayson was more 'normal' than Hero, so their relationship would be more 'normal'.
Shaky logic, but logic. He could accept it.
"Alright then." Ironic he looked at the truck as a safe zone when it was the place he was most likely to die; if not from an explosion than his own horrible driving. "So help me out here, what do you talk about when you do this?"
Girls had always started talking before him, so he'd never had to ask.
"If I remember right, last time I was on an actual date, we talked about what an a*****e her father was." Ah, those were the days. "But Arthur clearly digs me. In the not gay way. Not that there's anything wrong with that. --Well, actually, there would be a lot wrong with that, but you know what I mean."
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 11:45 pm
Grayson didn't exactly have a lot of experience with the entire dating scene, either. He'd certainly never taken someone home to meet his parents, so he was at a bit of a loss himself. Still, as he climbed into the cab of Jude's truck and debated the necessity of saying a small prayer, he couldn't help but be a little amused. They were both out of their element, which made him feel easier about the situation in general.
And then Jude mentioned his father, blundered his way through an explanation, and ended up horrifying him. No one liked to think about their parents behaving amorously toward anyone, really, but he was pretty sure it was universally horrifying to imagine your father with your boyfriend. In any manner.
And oh my God, he was having a hard time unthinking the idea of it.
"I know what you mean," he said finally, eyes a little bit wide. Best not to encourage that particular train of thought by dwelling on the subject. "And yes, he likes you."
He placed his hands on his knees, then tapped a rhythm out on them. It was really the only outward indication that he was nervous. "And, I don't really know. I've only 'dated' once officially, and it wasn't exactly normal. I think we'll be basically the same as we ever were, Jude."
He waited a beat. "Just with less punching."
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