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 Posted: Thu Dec 17, 2009 1:35 am
She was confused and upset. The rain was pouring hard as she sat under a tree trying to get away from it. Tears rolled down her face. Her body was drenched and covered with mud splatters. That wasn't why she was upset though. She could live with a little dirt when it rained.... She hadn't seen that "king" since they had met and she was beginning to wonder if he really was a king. Or if the pride he spoke of so easily was even real. She was feeling she had made a mistake. A huge mistake. Though she couldn't really admit what had happened that wonderful night with that male.
She needed to seek him out. To find out the truth under the lies he told her. She sat there sobbing under the tree. Completely alone. Why wasn't her sister here? Why hadn't she been there when he came around? She would have stopped anything before it happened. Laurai rarely cried. Normally she held her head high and kept everything under control. She normally knew how to handle herself well in situations that were emotional. But this time she just could not. She couldn't shake the feeling that she was lied to.
She was young, and easy to get to believe anything. Now she knew that better then she did a few days ago. It had only been a week since they had seen each other, but something seemed wrong with that. If.... If he truly thought she was something of a queen for his kingdom, he would have taken her right then to his kingdom. But no. He didn't. He didn't tell her anything like that she'd live with him. He just told her sweet nothings she wanted to hear. She sobbed more now. Silently as possible in case someone was close to hear. She didn't want anyone to see her. Not unless it was her sister. The only one who she let get close to her. Why did she feel like this?
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Posted: Thu Dec 17, 2009 2:07 am
 Lyriddel was back from one of her wanderings that he took on her own cause it now was raining. ear's back, she disliked the rain and was ready to get out of it as quick as possible. scrambling to get under a tree, she had no clue her sister was under the tree she was running to. eyes went wide with shock when she realised she was going to run into her sister. trying to skid to a hault, she went sliding towards her sister in shock.
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Posted: Wed Dec 23, 2009 6:52 pm
Aesthyrondalaurai didn't notice her, she was dwelling in her own depressed moment. Her eyes were blurry, and a headache was starting to pop up. All she saw was a gray blur of movement. Her eyes were red, and full of tears. They looked too tired to care what was about to happen. She just simply sat there and watched the blur come towards her. She could hear the mud not slowing the other down one bit. If the wind was going her way she would have known who it was, but with it going away from her, it didn't help much. She didn't say a word as the impact was coming. She just readied herself. Even if she was in her fullest she knew she couldn't move out of the way in time.
At least right now, she thought that. She was nothing. Completely useless. Then again, she still didn't know why she was thinking these thoughts. Half of her wanted to kick her own a** for being so... Normal. The other half of her just wanted to curl up and die. And that was the part that was kinda taking over. Just kinda though.
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Posted: Sat Dec 26, 2009 1:03 am
in the end Lyriddel ended up tripping over herself as she tryed to stop and landed face first into the mud. great just great, she had not wanted this kind of thing to end up happening right in front of her sister. grumbling to herself, she picked herself up from the mud and eyed her sister. of course she fully expected her sister to comment on how she should watch what she did better and to not to act like a fool. dripping wet with water and mud, she wondered if her sister was gonna laugh or just be annoyied with her.
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Posted: Sun Dec 27, 2009 11:50 pm
It just occurred to Laurai who exactly had fallen in front of her. With still bury blood shot eyes, she quickly turned her face away from her sister and tried to mask up the fact she was crying. It would just figure that her sister would come right now... After everything had happened. Now, when she needed to be alone. Now out of all the other times she could have shown up. She was almost furious, but reminded silent for a moment. Scared that her voice would show that fact she was crying.
She couldn't let her sister see her like this. Not now. Not ever. What would she say? She was so confident all the time, so full of herself. And right now? She was totally not herself. What would that do to their relationship? Laurai bossed Lyriddel around... but after this? Would she let her sister do that? Would Lyriddel stand up for herself and call her a stupid cry baby? Of course that was childish, but Laurai was childish in her own sense. Not that she ever noticed.
At least, not until know. No, she wouldn't change her ways after this. She'd just make things better. She wouldn't let a male take advantage of her like that. Even if he was a king. Unless, of course, he could prove it and show her his kindom and make her his queen. And let her take her sister along. Because that's who she cared about.. Her sister. Of course she cared about the rest of her family, but they were so many. Only Lyriddel had she bonded with. They were more like best friends then sisters.
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Posted: Sat Jan 02, 2010 11:50 pm
groaning, she was embarrassed at the fact she was in front of her sister like this. getting to her feet with her head hanging, she glanced up at her sister when she didn't speak. tilting her head, it was not hard to see her sister was acting a bit different than usual. "Laurai, I'm sorry you had to see me in such a mess." eyeing her sister now, she hoped she was just fine since it was her sister that was the stronger one. mud dripping from her coat, she resisted the urge to shake it off right then and there just so she wouldn't get any on her sister
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Posted: Tue Mar 30, 2010 4:12 pm
Aesthyrondalaurai shook her head. She didn't care right now. Mud, dirt, grime, she had it all on her too. More so now, with the mud that had smacked into her after her sister slide in front of her. "I-it's fine" She said in a voice that obviously was upset. She was the center of everything, or at least thought so before. Now she didn't know if she wanted to be alone or with someone. Yet when she was alone, she craved for Lyriddel's presences, now she craved for it to go away.
It was odd thing, being sad. She hadn't really been this sad before. How could someone make you feel this bad? How could it be true? She wanted answers that could never be answered. At least not by her sister. "What is wrong with me?" She asked in a silent voice.
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Posted: Fri Apr 02, 2010 10:24 pm
"obiviously something happened. tell me what happened?" Lyriddel had never seen her sister like this ever and it upset her to see her like this. even if she wanted her to leave, she wanted to make sure her sister knew that she was here for her if needed. "and don't worry i wont tell anyone a thing Laurai"
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Posted: Mon Apr 12, 2010 5:18 pm
"I-it's too horrible." She sobbed more clinging to her mostly muddy sister, which was by far something that Laurai would never do unless she was totally upset. She was pregnant! She knew it now. What was she gonna do? The male up and left her. All she knew was that he was a King. And she knew the pride that he was a king of. She'd go in search of him, and tell him. Hopefully with any luck, he'd make her his queen. Which was what she was hoping would happen in the first place. Her, a queen, it was too good to be true...
She sobbed for a few more seconds before calming down. "I'm..... I'm..... Pregnant!" She sobbed some more. She wish her sister had stopped her from being an complete idiot. She wished it didn't happen, yet she also was glad it did. Mixed feelings were NOT her strong thing at all.
Finally she realized that now she was completely muddy. Which, made her sob some more. "I'm.... I'm So dirty. " She finally sat up and tried to shake the mud off of her. Which didn't really do anything. She hated mud, but right now, that was the least of her worries. It just slightly added on to the sad feeling she was feeling. Mostly because her hormones were going crazy right now, but she didn't know that. The world as she knew it was over... Well maybe.
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 3:00 pm
Lyriddel was beyond shocked by her sister's words and actions. never once had she ever seen her in such a state and never again wanted to see her like this. " don't worry, we can get washed up." nuzzling her to comfort her, she had no clue what to do to help her. "is there anything i can do to help you? and lets get you washed up." all she wanted to do was to make her sister feel better and help her though this, since she didn't want her going though this all alone.
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Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 3:32 pm
She didn't know what could be done. She didn't know what her sister could help her with. She sniffed and tried to stop the tears from rolling down her face. She was beginning to get a headache and it wasn't good. Her head hurt, her eyes felt dry and puffy, yet still they were leaking. "I-I donno!" She said and more tears came out. "W-what is there to do? " maybe her sister had a better idea. Right now everything was just insane. She was out of her mind. Flowing with bad and good thoughts alike, she wanted to just sleep... Or something.
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Posted: Fri Jul 09, 2010 4:48 pm
Lyriddel tried not to be freaked out like her sister was. she had to be the strong one now and her her sister now. " how about we find a place for you to rest. first lets go get clean and then we can go from there ok?" nosing her sister, she hoped she could stay strong for her sister in her time of need.
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 5:25 pm
Laurai nodded and sniffed here and there. Her nose was runny, and it was hard to breath. She was covered in mud, the most she'd ever been covered with. Oh, this wasn't fun at all. She wanted to cry more, but her eyes had about enough of that already. She felt miserable, and didn't know what else to do. "T-that... sounds nice" She nodded again and got to her feet finally.
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2010 3:25 pm
" good, just follow me and i'll take care of you." nuzzling her sister, it felt weird that she would be the one to have to help her. Lyriddel had always seen her sister as the stronger one, but apparently even the strong could end up weak for a little while. for now she would help her sister in anyway she could and at this moment that meant getting cleaned up.
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Posted: Sun Aug 01, 2010 11:47 am
Laurai just nodded and started to follow her sister. Mud began to dry upon her fur as the rain had stopped falling. Though she'd not notice anything like that. After she became more herself, she'd never admit any of this ever happened. She sighed, and sniffled as she went. She didn't want anyone else to know. She was suppose to be proud, and tough, and better then anyone. Yet she felt so empty, so sad.
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