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 Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 2:37 pm
[If you had the chance to pick one event in your life and do all over again, which event would it be? What would you do differently?]
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 3:10 pm
I have a personal one, but I'll just share this one.
There was this one time when I went to this thing called "Jump-Start" where they wanted the kids in middle school to go to a program that helped the transition, from school to school. Instead of telling my dad that I wanted to go I would of just like stayed at home for that whole week.
At jumpstart was where I met my first "enemy" you may say. She's still seems like a real b***h but whatever.
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 4:04 pm
Ebony Beauty I have a personal one, but I'll just share this one.
There was this one time when I went to this thing called "Jump-Start" where they wanted the kids in middle school to go to a program that helped the transition, from school to school. Instead of telling my dad that I wanted to go I would of just like stayed at home for that whole week.
At jumpstart was where I met my first "enemy" you may say. She's still seems like a real b***h but whatever. [That sucks that you made an enemy while going through the program. Could you have changed anything while there to make it a better experience?]
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 4:10 pm
[I'm totally against living in the past, but I seem to have the most "shoulda, coulda, woulda" stories of anyone I know. sweatdrop
Back when I was dating my last boyfriend, nearly everything we did together was risky. Going to the store was ******** dangerous. xd That's just the way we rolled. Even when going to an amusement park, it was life-threatening: a trip that should have taken 45 minutes on the highway took only 10-15 because he was driving so fast and so recklessly. I smile while thinking about it, but I could have been dead 10 times over just in the short time we dated.
If I could change anything about my time with him, it would be that I could have been braver. I was courageous enough just in going out with him again and again, but I wish I had been smart enough and brave enough to speak my mind; to be the voice of reason when I thought we had gone too far...]
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 4:33 pm
Passion_Dragon [I'm totally against living in the past, but I seem to have the most "shoulda, coulda, woulda" stories of anyone I know. sweatdrop
Back when I was dating my last boyfriend, nearly everything we did together was risky. Going to the store was ******** dangerous. xd That's just the way we rolled. Even when going to an amusement park, it was life-threatening: a trip that should have taken 45 minutes on the highway took only 10-15 because he was driving so fast and so recklessly. I smile while thinking about it, but I could have been dead 10 times over just in the short time we dated.
If I could change anything about my time with him, it would be that I could have been braver. I was courageous enough just in going out with him again and again, but I wish I had been smart enough and brave enough to speak my mind; to be the voice of reason when I thought we had gone too far...]
girl, i think i know that dude! lol!
seriously, i wouldn't have married my ex. i probably wouldn't have spoken to him at all. he wasn't horrible or anything, we just weren't ready.
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 4:38 pm
Kaenai Passion_Dragon [I'm totally against living in the past, but I seem to have the most "shoulda, coulda, woulda" stories of anyone I know. sweatdrop
Back when I was dating my last boyfriend, nearly everything we did together was risky. Going to the store was ******** dangerous. xd That's just the way we rolled. Even when going to an amusement park, it was life-threatening: a trip that should have taken 45 minutes on the highway took only 10-15 because he was driving so fast and so recklessly. I smile while thinking about it, but I could have been dead 10 times over just in the short time we dated.
If I could change anything about my time with him, it would be that I could have been braver. I was courageous enough just in going out with him again and again, but I wish I had been smart enough and brave enough to speak my mind; to be the voice of reason when I thought we had gone too far...]
girl, i think i know that dude! lol!
seriously, i wouldn't have married my ex. i probably wouldn't have spoken to him at all. he wasn't horrible or anything, we just weren't ready.
[ eek
xd
I have so many "JLB" stories in my main account's journal. (I use initials of people I know, never names.) But that would be funny if you knew him.
Are you saying that if you could do it all again, you wouldn't have married him...? I'm confused. xp ]
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 5:22 pm
Passion_Dragon Kaenai
girl, i think i know that dude! lol!
seriously, i wouldn't have married my ex. i probably wouldn't have spoken to him at all. he wasn't horrible or anything, we just weren't ready.
[ eek
xd
I have so many "JLB" stories in my main account's journal. (I use initials of people I know, never names.) But that would be funny if you knew him.
Are you saying that if you could do it all again, you wouldn't have married him...? I'm confused. xp ] that's exactly what i mean. like i said, he wasn't a horrible person, but we weren't ready, and i know so many things would have turned out differently if we hadn't been going out, so instead of even talking to him, i would just keep going about my business.
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Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2005 2:06 pm
Ah.. as far as personal events... there was a period not to long ago, that I was seeing a pshycologist. I'll just say that I would want to take back all the cuts.. and haved learned a new way to express emotion. sweatdrop
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Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2005 3:17 pm
Kaenai Passion_Dragon Kaenai
girl, i think i know that dude! lol!
seriously, i wouldn't have married my ex. i probably wouldn't have spoken to him at all. he wasn't horrible or anything, we just weren't ready.
[ eek
xd
I have so many "JLB" stories in my main account's journal. (I use initials of people I know, never names.) But that would be funny if you knew him.
Are you saying that if you could do it all again, you wouldn't have married him...? I'm confused. xp ] that's exactly what i mean. like i said, he wasn't a horrible person, but we weren't ready, and i know so many things would have turned out differently if we hadn't been going out, so instead of even talking to him, i would just keep going about my business. [Ah, ok. 3nodding Are you still married to him? neutral ]
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Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2005 3:21 pm
Disruptive Ah.. as far as personal events... there was a period not to long ago, that I was seeing a pshycologist. I'll just say that I would want to take back all the cuts.. and haved learned a new way to express emotion. sweatdrop [Aw, well hopefully you have learned a new way now, right? But I feel you on the self-mutilation thing. I never saw a psychologist, but I definitely know where you're coming from.]
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Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2005 4:28 pm
Passion_Dragon Disruptive Ah.. as far as personal events... there was a period not to long ago, that I was seeing a pshycologist. I'll just say that I would want to take back all the cuts.. and haved learned a new way to express emotion. sweatdrop [Aw, well hopefully you have learned a new way now, right? But I feel you on the self-mutilation thing. I never saw a psychologist, but I definitely know where you're coming from.] Ah<3 I was scared I was going to get... "Being emo is so stupid" or something. Damn labels... ^_^
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Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2005 5:47 pm
I'd go back to 7th and 8th grade (I went to a different school for each grade) and stop everyone from making my life miserable. I don't want to go into details, but I'll just say that I was treated horribly by almost all the students in both schools I went to. I'd have been more outspoken, and I probably would have punched a few more people in 7th grade. In 8th grade, I'd go back and definitely crack some heads. No one would bother me or treat me like dirt and maybe then I wouldn't be so messed up in the head. Even today, I get ticked off just thinking about everything and how crappy I ended up being. I mentally kick myself everyday for not beating all those punks when I had the chance.
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Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2005 5:48 pm
Disruptive Passion_Dragon Disruptive Ah.. as far as personal events... there was a period not to long ago, that I was seeing a pshycologist. I'll just say that I would want to take back all the cuts.. and haved learned a new way to express emotion. sweatdrop [Aw, well hopefully you have learned a new way now, right? But I feel you on the self-mutilation thing. I never saw a psychologist, but I definitely know where you're coming from.] Ah<3 I was scared I was going to get... "Being emo is so stupid" or something. Damn labels... ^_^ [Screw "emo." I hate labels, but I really hate that one. mad
People really have those problems. As long as you don't go around "bragging" about it, then it's all good. I'm glad you shared with us. 3nodding Makes me feel less alone.]
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Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2005 6:02 pm
Dark_Lady_Jade I'd go back to 7th and 8th grade (I went to a different school for each grade) and stop everyone from making my life miserable. I don't want to go into details, but I'll just say that I was treated horribly by almost all the students in both schools I went to. I'd have been more outspoken, and I probably would have punched a few more people in 7th grade. In 8th grade, I'd go back and definitely crack some heads. No one would bother me or treat me like dirt and maybe then I wouldn't be so messed up in the head. Even today, I get ticked off just thinking about everything and how crappy I ended up being. I mentally kick myself everyday for not beating all those punks when I had the chance. [...Damn, that kinda brings back memories...I still remember getting teased in 7th grade. In 8th I was kind of "popular" for some reason; I guess maybe people got over the fact that I wasn't going to change, despite their taunting. confused
Just because my popularity status changed in 8th didn't keep me from having enemies. One girl decided that because she couldn't get under my skin, she was going to threaten me and talk about me and try to pick on me every chance she got. I kind of ignored her and eventually highschool came around and I didn't have to look at her so much.
I too wish I had been more outspoken; to tell those off the idiot who threw a rock at me, to bust my enemy in her chops, to stand up for myself instead of just shrugging "them" off.
Your past may be less of a memory and more of a reality, but for me it's the other way around. I have gotten over it by keeping in mind the following: No matter your past, the future is up to you. Try not to wallow in the filth of the past...make the best of NOW, regardless of how shitty it was. Make sure that you don't repeat history.]
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Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2005 6:51 pm
Passion_Dragon Dark_Lady_Jade I'd go back to 7th and 8th grade (I went to a different school for each grade) and stop everyone from making my life miserable. I don't want to go into details, but I'll just say that I was treated horribly by almost all the students in both schools I went to. I'd have been more outspoken, and I probably would have punched a few more people in 7th grade. In 8th grade, I'd go back and definitely crack some heads. No one would bother me or treat me like dirt and maybe then I wouldn't be so messed up in the head. Even today, I get ticked off just thinking about everything and how crappy I ended up being. I mentally kick myself everyday for not beating all those punks when I had the chance. [...Damn, that kinda brings back memories...I still remember getting teased in 7th grade. In 8th I was kind of "popular" for some reason; I guess maybe people got over the fact that I wasn't going to change, despite their taunting. confused
Just because my popularity status changed in 8th didn't keep me from having enemies. One girl decided that because she couldn't get under my skin, she was going to threaten me and talk about me and try to pick on me every chance she got. I kind of ignored her and eventually highschool came around and I didn't have to look at her so much.
I too wish I had been more outspoken; to tell those off the idiot who threw a rock at me, to bust my enemy in her chops, to stand up for myself instead of just shrugging "them" off.
Your past may be less of a memory and more of a reality, but for me it's the other way around. I have gotten over it by keeping in mind the following: No matter your past, the future is up to you. Try not to wallow in the filth of the past...make the best of NOW, regardless of how shitty it was. Make sure that you don't repeat history.]
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