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 Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:06 pm
For me, it has now officially been five whole days! XD
I'm proud of myself, mainly because I have reminders EVERYWHERE of it.
I told one of my "goody good" friends,
and she got a mad look and walked off, said she'll be happy when it's been longer.
oh well biggrin
So how long have you been sober?
How does it feel?
for me, I feel pretty good. I've gotten alot done in the past few days.
got my room all nice and clean
started exercising again
biggrin
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:08 pm
I was sober for almost two and a half months,
until last friday.
Getting busted really upset me.
I cried for an hour cause my grandma was 'dissapointed' in me.
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:09 pm
Ice Cold Faerie I was sober for almost two and a half months,
until last friday.
Getting busted really upset me.
I cried for an hour cause my grandma was 'dissapointed' in me. I cried the whole talk that I had with my mom. The look in her eyes, and the whole 'disappointment' thing really got to me.
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:10 pm
I know.
I never thought it would have bothered me.
But it did.
I couldn't face her for a week.
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:12 pm
Know what ya mean.
every time there was something on the t.v. about drugs or weed, I flipped the channel.
I'm still fidgety around her.
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:15 pm
My uncles wedding was the other weekend.
It was awkward.
Most of my family are straight edge,
and they all knew what had happened,
and were like glaring at me.
But my moms a stoner and so's my bro.
lol
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:19 pm
Ice Cold Faerie My uncles wedding was the other weekend.
It was awkward.
Most of my family are straight edge,
and they all knew what had happened,
and were like glaring at me.
But my moms a stoner and so's my bro.
lol that sucksXD but that sokay
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:24 pm
l u c i d x d r e a m s Ice Cold Faerie My uncles wedding was the other weekend.
It was awkward.
Most of my family are straight edge,
and they all knew what had happened,
and were like glaring at me.
But my moms a stoner and so's my bro.
lol that sucksXD but that sokay Yeah I dislike most of my family,
cause they are mostly hicks.
And I am a gay scenester.
Well I dress scene.
They are all like:
"Youz ghay wif' yo' tight pants an' black hair an' tight shirts."
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:31 pm
Ice Cold Faerie l u c i d x d r e a m s Ice Cold Faerie My uncles wedding was the other weekend.
It was awkward.
Most of my family are straight edge,
and they all knew what had happened,
and were like glaring at me.
But my moms a stoner and so's my bro.
lol that sucksXD but that sokay Yeah I dislike most of my family,
cause they are mostly hicks.
And I am a gay scenester.
Well I dress scene.
They are all like:
"Youz ghay wif' yo' tight pants an' black hair an' tight shirts." aw I'm sorry D: I'm not close to my moms side and my dads side is the intellectual partiers idk my family is weird but strangely enough I'm not alot like them. my family almost Everyone in it has been, or still is an alcoholic or addicted to some drug so addiction is in my blood, but I don't have an addictive personality.
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:34 pm
Well my mom,
and my grandma, and grandpa on her[moms] side,
were/all alcohalics.
And my mom used to be addicted to acid.
And my dad,
his brother,
and his sister,
are alcoholics.
So it runs in my family too.
I already have a slight alcohal problem already.
I binge drink.
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:36 pm
Ice Cold Faerie Well my mom,
and my grandma, and grandpa on her[moms] side,
were/all alcohalics.
And my mom used to be addicted to acid.
And my dad,
his brother,
and his sister,
are alcoholics.
So it runs in my family too.
I already have a slight alcohal problem already.
I binge drink. I did when I was in 8th grade. I relized I was still growing and I didn't need to do that s**t so now I only get drunk with my dad's family. biggrin
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:40 pm
l u c i d x d r e a m s Ice Cold Faerie Well my mom,
and my grandma, and grandpa on her[moms] side,
were/all alcohalics.
And my mom used to be addicted to acid.
And my dad,
his brother,
and his sister,
are alcoholics.
So it runs in my family too.
I already have a slight alcohal problem already.
I binge drink. I did when I was in 8th grade. I relized I was still growing and I didn't need to do that s**t so now I only get drunk with my dad's family. biggrin I do it on weekends,
or whenever I am partying.
I alway end-up blacking out.
But now my friends are helping me get better.
When we party they make sure I only drink a small amount,
and that guys aren't trying to get me drunk so they can ******** me,
cause its been a problem in the past.
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:45 pm
Ice Cold Faerie l u c i d x d r e a m s Ice Cold Faerie Well my mom,
and my grandma, and grandpa on her[moms] side,
were/all alcohalics.
And my mom used to be addicted to acid.
And my dad,
his brother,
and his sister,
are alcoholics.
So it runs in my family too.
I already have a slight alcohal problem already.
I binge drink. I did when I was in 8th grade. I relized I was still growing and I didn't need to do that s**t so now I only get drunk with my dad's family. biggrin I do it on weekends,
or whenever I am partying.
I alway end-up blacking out.
But now my friends are helping me get better.
When we party they make sure I only drink a small amount,
and that guys aren't trying to get me drunk so they can ******** me,
cause its been a problem in the past. I'm sorry:[ I know what thats like, some guy tried to get me really high so I couldn't move and ******** me. but when he tried making a move when I was stoned, my friend came to pick me up biggrin
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:48 pm
Well at a party once a guy kept bringing me drinks when ever I finished mine.
Then when I was offficially s**t faced,
I was walking up the stairs and fell back down,
and passed out/ got knocked out by the hard wood floor.
And was just lying there.
My friends said they came downstairs and the guy was pulling my pants off me.
EDIT: THEY KICKED HIS a**,
Cause my friends are very violent/ protective gay men.
Cause they are all like in thier mid-twentys, and I am only 18.
So I am like the little brother.
At another party some guy slipped something into my drink.
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Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:50 pm
Ice Cold Faerie Well at a party once a guy kept bringing me drinks when ever I finished mine.
Then when I was offficially s**t faced,
I was walking up the stairs and fell back down,
and passed out/ got knocked out by the hard wood floor.
And was just lying there.
My friends said they came downstairs and the guy was pulling my pants off me.
At another party some guy slipped something into my drink. I'm sorry hunn that must be horrible D: I've been roofied ONCE and the guy was to quilty to do anything to me. so I dfon;'t know what it feels like ot be taken advatage of wilst knowcked out must be horrible:[
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