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Posted: Tue Aug 25, 2009 9:22 pm
T'ka's first waking thought was that she was warm. Warm and comfortable. Perhaps she was still half asleep, but she didn't care. She couldn't recall the last time she woken in such a good mood. She kept her eyes closed, lay unmoving, slowly flexing her mind to awareness. She reached out to Haanyath, to find the stocky green was asleep, but still practically radiating pleasure. T'ka was a bit suprised. It was rare Haanyath was so happy. Something was nagging at the back of the ex-smith's mind. Why was Haanyath so happy? She couldn't recall. Some vague memories arose, but they were no more than fleeting feelings, and she was unable to make heads or tails of them. Why question it, she was in a good mood, Haanyath was in a good mood, and the blankets were soft.
Sighing quietly in content, she moved a little, one arm falling off the edge of the bed. In came in contact with cloth. That...that was a little strange. T'ka always made it a point to be extremely neat and tidy. Why would she have left something on the floor? It was probably something of Kallista's that had gotten pushed over here, or maybe T'ka had been careless and somehow gotten something on the floor. She wouldn't let it bother her. But...it did. Just a little. Eyes closed, her brows drew together a bit in annoyance. Oh bother. Silly mess. She fingered the fabric, and tried to figure out what kind of article of clothing it was. Why, if she didn't know any better, she might have mistaken it for one of her undergarments. But that was silly. T'ka never slept without her undergarments on. Surely she was mistaken in her judgement.
Grudgingly, she opened one of her eyes halfway, moving her head a little to look down at the clothes on the floor. Why, it wasn't just underwear, there was a whole outfit and more. But T'ka was positive she had no male clothing, so where on Pern were those garments from? She opened her eyes and looked up a little more. She felt herself tense. Why, this wasn't her room! What on Pern, where was she? Why was she in the nude in some strange room with her clothes on the floor?!
If only things stopped there. If only. She wiggled back from the edge of the bed, only to touch something. Not just something, somebody. They were warm, but how could she not have noticed their breathing before? T'ka turned her head to identify this strange person, and as she did, the reality of what had happened struck her.
Oh.. OH! T'ka was more than shocked. She was speechless. She couldn't scream. That was unbecoming, and girlish. So, like any reasonable person, in her shock, she jumped up...and promptly tumbled off the bed in a very ungainly fashion, dragging the blanket with her. T'ka was really going to have to have a talk with Haanyath about this.
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Posted: Tue Aug 25, 2009 9:58 pm
Whomever had come up with the notion 'like Rider, like Dragon' had obviously never bothered to take draconic mating flights, and their aftereffects, into consideration. For starters, not only had Gh'lan tried to be the impossible neutral party, he had even gone as far as to try and mentally barricade himself from the implications of Khunoth's enthusiastic involvement.
That is to say, when he was unceremoniously dragged from the welcome oblivion of deep sleep by a sudden wash of fresh air reaching places that had never seen the light of day, he was more then a little surprised. And chilled.
"WHAT IN BLAZES?!" Springing awake all at once was not a trait he could normally claim to possess, but for once the Powers That Be took pity on the poor brownrider and allowed the full story(and full awareness) to come swimming back promptly and without abbreviation. Craftbred as he was, along with being completely inexperienced, Gh'lan found the situation itself to be more shocking then the company. Him? Nude? In a strange bed after WHAT?! The fact that T'ka was now on the floor and off the bed did little to help, since he couldn't spot his clothing immediately, and she had taken the blanket with her when she had jumped out of the bed. Shardit! It wasn't supposed to be like this!
Beyond embarrassed, he looked around helplessly for something to put on, and ended up settling for primly sitting cross-legged with his hands folded across his lap. Dammit, this was silly! It also did not help that he had no idea where he was. Were they in T'kas weyr? Faranth knew it wasn't his!
Shells, he hoped T'ka hadn't hurt herself taking that tumble! A moment was spent internalizing the current situation, and coming to grips with not being able to immediately rectify the nude problem, before Gh'lan scrambled over to the edge where T'ka had vanished. Health of self and friends before modesty... right. Dammit he wasn't cut out for this crackdust! "Shardit! T'ka, are you alright?" He couldn't help the self-directed chagrin in his voice, but he would at least try not to mention what had just happened, or their current state of undress. Eyes on face, eyes on face...
Khunoth, however, was a satisfied presence in the back of the former starsmith's mind. Briefly touching his rider's mind, the brown sent a wash of amusement and adoration down the emotional link between them. He, of course, had no problem with what had occurred. He, after all, was quite happy to be sharing a ledge with Haanyath, whom he regarded highly. Didn't Gh'lan hold Haanyath's rider in high regard as well?
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Posted: Wed Sep 09, 2009 7:57 pm
Well, erm...this was awkward. That was the understatement of the Pass, to be sure. Fighting against the embarassment was a losing battle, as T'ka's face promptly flushed a flowery pink. She averted her eyes for a moment, before looking at Gh'lan, making it a point to map his face, so that she wouldn't look elsewhere. Thankfully, it wasn't too hard. T'ka wouldn't admit to it, but Gh'lan was pretty gifted in the looks department; it certainly wasn't hard to look at him.
Clothes, where were the clothes?!? She'd lost track of where they'd been when she tumbled. What to do, what to do? Her mind drew a blank except, well...oh shards, this was just getting more and more awkward, wasn't it. She scooted closer to Gh'lan, and offered him the part of the blanket wordlessly, so that he might pull it over himself to cover his, erm...T'ka tried not to think about it. She kept her side of the blanket firmly held around her collar bone. Sure, she was hogging most of it, but she had more to cover than he, and felt it fair, considering the circumstances.
"I, uh...I'm fine," she managed, running one hand through her hair, as if trying t will her thoughts into place. Her brain was seemingly unwilling to cooperate, and she had a hard time piecing together the fractured memories and thoughts that had moments ago appeared crystal clear. She was a little light-headed, hopefully her stomach and head would calm and they could, well...resolve this situation as quickly as possible.
"I...I don't suppose this is your Weyr?" she questioned, desperately hoping it was. It certainly wasn't hers! She was a little shaken, her shoulders trembling more than she would have liked. As if it wasn't hard enough to will herself to speak, now her body had to betray her too? It was even worse that Gh'lan seemed to be taking this better than her. Why, she was damn near ready to cry. This was horrific. What if this forever ruined her relationship with Gh'lan. Would she be able to look at him the same again.
<> Haanyath chided softly, and if T'ka didn't no better, she might have thought it was lovingly. Haanyath? Surely that wasn't Haanyath that spoke in such a subdued and sweet tone.
But it was. Haanyath was monumentally pleased. She'd performed better than any gold, she was sure. Pushing her way to waking thoughts, she yawned and opened the outermost eyelid, allowing the other to remain shut, after all, she wasn't quite ready to get up. She wiggled closer to Khunoth, and in a strange display of affection and good mood, snuggled firmly against him, using him as a big brown pillow. She knew her brother was of good stock, and he'd proved it. She could afford him a bit of friendly behavior, especially after how well he'd done.
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Posted: Wed Sep 09, 2009 9:00 pm
Being the stolid, and very masculine, comfort pillow suited Khunoth just fine. Whether his rider shared in the sentiment was obviously not his problem, especially since Haanyath did not appear in the least bit put out by her own rider's paranoia. You are silly, Gh'lan. The brown rumbled, curving his neck so he could rest his head across Haanyath's back and peer back towards the sleeping place where his rider was. You should go back to sleep.
Of all the absurd advice you could think to offer, THAT has got to be the worst Khunoth! Gh'lan thought back fiercely, waving off the proffered blanket from T'ka as his nerves began to settle. Logically, she'd just seen a whole lot more then his manly bits, so he'd rather she be comfortably well covered. "I... well.. no." He answered her, taking the opportunity to look everywhere else except at T'ka. "I actually have no idea where 'here' is."
Silly rider, you are in the room off the Weyrbowl. I have seen many other riders use it when they cannot get to their weyrs.
Oh great Faranth, that just made it all better didn't it. Given the population of Ista, who knew how many flights had... er... concluded in this room. On this bed. In these furs....
That was enlightenment I did not need. The brownrider replied, staring down at the bed fur beneath him with new-found disgust.
You were wondering, I explained. I do not see a problem.
Shardit Khunoth!!!!
Then, saying aloud to T'ka; "How about I turn around and look that way while you get dressed and we can.. um..." Dammit, how were they supposed to talk about what just happened? He'd studiously avoided really looking at her, but when he turned back, he couldn't help the rush of heat that was surely coloring his cheeks. Shardit shardit shardit! She was trembling! Blast it! To hell with modesty and craftbred traditions, he wasn't about to sit there while a lady looked about ready to cry after a round between the bedfurs. Inexperience could account for a lot of things, but it wouldn't account for bad manners!
Without giving his brain a second more to over-think what he was about to do, Gh'lan scrambled off of the side of the bed himself and landed with a thud right next to T'ka, mindful of the blanket and the intent of keeping it around her. The stone of the floor was damn cold, but that added sensation made it all the easier for the brownrider to focus, rather then dwell on the greenrider's proximity. "Shardit, to hell with modesty... we need to talk now." He said, maneuvering so he was close enough to draw her in for a hug. "And I think Haanyath and Khunoth have the right idea, if you don't think it would be too presumptuous of me to offer a shoulder to lean on. You look like you might need it."
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Posted: Sat Sep 12, 2009 4:57 am
Haanyath, more than anything, found her rider's situation amusing. Humans were so silly. What was to be upset about? The humans should snuggle until something compelled them to get up, and then they could do other things. T'ka liked Gh'lan, right? Where was the problem?<> Haanyath informed softly. T'ka...well, she almost laughed at the hypocrisy of the last statement. Well...it put her in a little better mood anyway.
Gh'lan...this wasn't his room either? Judging by the reaction, Khunoth had informed him,and he didn't look pleased. T'ka felt she could safely delay enlightenment a while longer. She was upset enough as it was. There was no need to know where they were, yet. As long as they went undisturbed anyway...oh shardit, should they move? What if someone came in?!
<> Haanyath assured. Surely after that wild and fierce flight, people had to know even the riders would need a bit of time to recooperate. And besides, who would willingly walk into something that might easily upset two of the angriest dragons in the Weyr? Not that Haanyath admitted she had anger inssues, she just like to think she was...a rather passionate individual. She nibbled Khunoth's shoulder, mindful not to n** him or let teeth catch on sensitive skin. She wouldn't want to mar or mutilate such beauty. Khunoth really did have an amazingly fantastic hide.
T'ka was taking slow, deep breaths, in an effort to keep her head from spinning. Get dressed, that was a good idea. She was ready to go on a clothes hunt when suddenly Gh'lan was right next to her. Oh. OH! That sent her emotions reeling again. Gh'lan, fantastic Gh'lan, her friend, impressing of Brown Khunoth, the brother of her own fantastic Green...this wasn't fair to him either. She shouldn't place the burden on him, to have to be the sane and calm one. That wasn't fair to him. She cuddled against him in the hug because, well...she needed it. She hated the stereotype of being a female, and needing comfort, but for once...she was happy to let a guy take the lead. Besides...she could use the excuse that she needed to hold the blanket around herself.
"I...you're right, we do. Just, one moment please." She wiped her eyes, which were just a bit watery. Shardit, she wouldn't cry! She straightened up a little. Had to be strong! But where to get her strength from? Oh, wait, right. Angry Happy Haanyath. T'ka immersed herself in Haanyath's feelings. Tried to replace her own angst ridden ones with the mellow vibes Haanyath was giving off. It seemed to work fairly well. She felt a lot calmer, more reasonable and...a lot more inclined to snuggle with Gh'lan. Hm, that was probably a side-effect of Haanyath's current affection towards Khunoth.
"So, what exactly do we, you know...talk about? Do you want to go first, or would you like me to?" By the shells of Faranth's egg, this had to be the most awkward moment of her life.
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Posted: Sun Sep 13, 2009 10:06 am
"Well, I had something eloquent to say... and it was clear as crystal about a breath ago..." Gh'lan replied after a moment, a little stunned that T'ka had actually relaxed against him. It was growing increasingly difficult to remain calm, what with Khunoth dragging him into this situation without a 'By your leave.' And the more he thought about it, the more insecure he was becoming, and the faster his determined calm was vanishing. Faranth, he hadn't so much as kissed a girl, let alone seen one unclothed or... done otherwise.
"I... just wanted to know if ... if this was going to change our friendship." He added softly, turning his head away so he could stare at the wall, willing suddenly tense muscles to relax. Damn, he sounded like a fool... Of course things were going to change! T'ka was wrapped in a sharding blanket without a stitch on beneath it, he was likewise in the nude, though he had eventually taken a corner of the blanket to cover his nether regions. Dammit, he'd always been uncomfortable just running about without a shirt on!
"I mean in the negative way, you don't.. uh.. regret that it was Khunoth? And me?" His soft tone wasn't quite pleading, but it was close. Retrospectively, he would be kicking himself mentally for bringing that up right away, but the brownrider was young yet, and in dire need of some assurances that he hadn't just royally messed up one of the few good friendships he had at Ista. "I value your friendship more then anything else and... I'd hate to think that...well..." He trailed off, not sure what he thought, and aware that he was probably babbling like a toddler at this point.
Khunoth, picking up on his rider's growing unease, sighed heavily and adjusted his position so Haanyath could nibble on his shoulder to her heart's content. I am not sure why he is so uncertain of your rider. This is most unlike him. He said to her, leaning into the green's ministrations when she found a particularly itchy spot. You flew well, I was there, and things are as they should be. The pale brown continued, disgruntled by the sudden thought that Gh'lan might not agree with Khunoth's affection for Haanyath.
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Posted: Sun Sep 20, 2009 9:05 pm
T'ka was almost as suprised as Gh'lan that she was able to calm herself and lean against him, but there were more pressing matters at hand, and any concerns she had about her behavior could be saved for later. Right now they had to piece together their friendship, and hopefully, hopefully they could still regard each other in a normal fashion after this. Gh'lan was, well...he was probably her only male friend, and his charm and attitude were always refreshing. She didn't want to loose him because she was unable to deal with her emotions.
"Well, I mean, to put it bluntly, I think it already has," she confessed, looking at him concernedly. Oh, but that probably wasn't the best thing to say at the moment, and it didn't come out the right way either. She reached out a hand to put it on his shoulder for comfort, but just as it brushed his skin she recoiled it, as if his skin was the red hot forge she used to toil over. She had the sudden realization that the last thing he probably wanted was to be touched right now.
"What I mean to say is..." Why was this whole 'talking' thing so sharding hard?! "This, we did, I mean...it happened, but...I don't want this to, uh...come between us? You're important to me, and I don't want to lose you over something so, uh..." wow, was that corny, or was that only in her head that it sounded so bad? It wasn't her fault she was terrible at expressing how she felt, was it? For the last bit, she wasn't sure what to say. 'Something so...' something so what? Insignificant? No, this was a big thing, definately not insignificant. She wasn't sure what to call it though. Hopefully Gh'lan would catch her drift, they thankfully seemed to be on the same page right now, which was a small relief, at least.
But how was she supposed to respond to THAT?! Of course she regretted it was Khunoth and Gh'lan, she might lose a friendship over it. On the other hand...would this be worse if it were some stranger? What about some stranger whom she never met, who just discarded like nothing because it was just part of being a dragonrider? No, in a way, she was glad it had been Khunoth and Gh'lan. If there were anyone in all of Pern she felt at all attracted to, it would be Gh'lan, but such feelings, if they did indeed exist, were buried deep underneath a myriad of other things, and were yet to be explored. Still, their friendship was the most important thing, and they needed to salvage what they could. "I don't want to sound awkward, but, uh..." wow, that was awkward, and came out terribly. She mentally slapped herself for that one. "But, uh...I think I'd rather it be you than anyone else? Since it kind of had to happen, and all. I mean, it means a lot to me, that we can at least have this talk, and understand each other and...you know..." Goodness, she hoped he knew, because she wasn't so sure if she knew herself. Gh'lan was a reasonable man, on the same romantic level as she. Zero. That helped a little. At least their awkwardness was shared. What would she have done if she'd woken up with some womanizing male, or even another female? She didn't want to think about those because they hadn't happened, and if they ever did occur, they were hopefully far, far off in the future.
Haanyath finished her teasing, and settled back against Khunoth. Unlike he, she was not worried in the slightest. She knew that Hers wasn't romantic, and might have a rough spot with this. Haanyath would be there for her through all those silly human emotions and questions, and when it was all over they could hopefully all enjoy themselves, and not worry about things. Because really, life was so good right now, the very thought of worrying seemed outlandish and alien. <> that was a bit of guessing, since Haanyath was having trouble registering the plethera of things her bonded was feeling right now. <>
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 9:50 pm
His arms tightened reflexively when T'ka's fingers brushed his shoulder, but Gh'lan managed to avoid embarrassing himself further with a flinch by covering his startled movement with a turn of his head. Staring at the wall opposite where they sat on the floor, he studied the rough stone grains while she spoke, containing his first reaction more the once just by virtue of not looking at her. Most of what she was saying he understood, but when she almost said that what had happened was insignificant.. well... he took that like a bolt to the heart. Even with her understandable clarification (scanty as it was) afterwards, Gh'lan could shake her first words from his head.
Even if he had said he hoped they would still be friends, and nothing would change... and all that good chivalrous stuff... there was a small treacherous part of his mind that was clamoring for attention. That small, carnal, instinct craved some acknowledgment that it/he had done well, and at this point it was all he could do to keep himself from giving in to that rarely heard from part of himself and asking her what it wanted to know. So what if she didn't regret that it was him emotionally, this small part of the brownrider wanted to know if she had been satisfied! Oddly, Khunoth understood this part of him better then even Gh'lan himself did, and once T'ka had subsided into silence and Gh'lan warred with his morals, the brown dragon silently coaxed the normal aspect of his rider back to the fore. He reminded his rider that such questions and expectations were both unfair, and a bit selfish... and the Gh'lan HE chose was neither of those things.
However, it was Khunoth's eventual recital of T'ka's feelings via Haanyath that finally evoked a dramatic reaction from the brownrider, and sent that little selfish side yipping back into the dark.
"He says Haanyath says you are relieved?" He asked, breaking a long silence with a voice that shook a little with emotion. Sitting up straighter, he leaned forward to peek around and see her face. "That, isn't just dragontalk? Are you really?" Sure, he could conclude that it was the truth just by what she had said, but he really wanted to hear her say it.
I would not lie, and neither would Haanyath. Now you should sleep. Khunoth put in, resting his head along Haanyath's back again with a contented sigh.
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Posted: Thu Oct 01, 2009 8:41 pm
T'ka couldn't decide which was worse, the awkward, enormous silence or her terrible attempts at explaining her feelings. They were both pretty bad. She spent the quiet moments running over in her mind what she'd already said, and trying to find solace in both Haanyath's calm, and in Gh'lan's acceptable response, even if he wasn't saying anything. At least he wasn't freaking out? T'ka wasn't very good at comforting, thankfully it didn't seem like she was going to be called on to give it, at least, not right this moment.
She had been about to take him up on his offer to let her dress, when he burst out suddenly, and startled her not only with the emotion, but of the nature of the question. How was she supposed to answer that?! Honestly? Of course, but...what if honesty made it more awkward? This whole situation was a bucketfull of crackdust, why did she have to deal with this, she was never very good at all of this stereotypical feminine stuff, and it was a reflief and terrible frustrating that Gh'lan was just as awkward as she.
Sharding dimglow Gh'lan. Allowing his dragon to catch Haanyath. Forcing her to confront things she really didn't want to. She was mad, even if it wasn't his fault. She didn't want to talk, especially about this, but...he had asked her a direct question, and she was really, really bad at lying. It couldn't be more obvious if she turned purple everytime she told something other than the truth.
Really, Haanyath was the one she should be mad at, passing along bits like that; but it was really hard to be mad at Haanyath, T'ka admired her too much. That, and it seemed unfair to take her anger out on Haanyath, who was in such a blissfull state it was almost unbelievable. Then again, it was also unfair to be mad at Gh'lan, who was no more at fault than she. Unless...unless he had urged Khunoth to chase. But, really, that seemed unlikely. Khunoth seemed like the kind to give chase whether his rider wanted him to or not. "I...I'll admit to being a bit relieved. It was...not...as bad as I predicted?" She cringed a little at that one, as she was forced to recall a little more of just what had happened. Her better judgement willed her to stop talking. Leave it where she had, but that felt like a half truth. "I mean...you're alright...for a guy." When she said that...it was strange, but she knew she'd be okay. That little bit of teasing, it was a wave of relief. Never mind the fact that humor probably wasn't the best right now, she found it in herself to accept what had happened, and was suprised that she was able to deal with it as she had. Admittedly, it could be worse.
Unfortunately, her cheeks also flushed about a thousand shades of pink. And that was unacceptable, being far too girly. She couldn't let Gh'lan see her like that. Never mind being seen naked, being girly...that was embarassing. And seeing as she couldn't make him unsee things, she decided that at least she wouldn't let him see more. She hid her face in her shoulder, and focused her attention on the floor.
"I'm going to request that you turn around for a minute, so I can get dressed." She stated, trying to steady herself. The thought of getting up turned her legs to butter, but she had to. Couldn't sit here on the floor forever, now could she?
Haanyath was also pleased. Good, Hers and Khunoth's were made to see reason. Why they couldn't be as sensible as dragons in the first place was beyond Haanyath, but that wasn't something she intended to think on. Now was a time for relaxing and happiness, to enjoy their partners in intimacy before duty tore them apart. Haanyath closed her eyes again, and let her emotions mingle with T'ka's, in an effort to keep Hers calm. Hers was doing well, even if she was a little slow on the startup, Haanyath was pleased. T'ka was strong, she would move on, and that was just what Haanyath had loved about Hers, and one of the many reasons she chose to impress the unusual girl.
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