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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 12:15 pm
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 1:33 pm
Falling Phantasm I loved him more than anyone could even begin to comprehend... i'm sure many people can comprehend it.
although i'm not too nice myself, nor do i really care this happened(sorry, just being honest here...)...i won't hit someone who's already down, if you know what i mean. if you don't...well then, i'm sure you'll get it anyways. however, what i have to say to you is, don't let this ruin you. keep going like he wants you to. i'm sure you already know all this, but i'm saying it anyways. live your life with no regrets. let this make you stronger and don't let it pull you down.
i know you can handle it. heh. so does he.
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 1:38 pm
I can always count on you for blatant honestly, cant' I.
I understand what you mean and though all I want to do is find a hole somewhere and bury myself in it, I know I can't. I have reasons to live, though, at the moment, they seem small in comparison to the reasons for dying.
Thank you for your words, I'm sure you didn't mean them for comfort, but they were comforting nonetheless.
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 1:45 pm
heh. yeah, you can.
so...i'm pretty sure he would want you to live on. if that's small compared to the reasons for dying, you're pathetic. ...in my eyes at least. then again, i don't know your reasons. so, who am i to say anything...
believe it or not, they really were meant to be comforting. ugh...so unlike me, i know.
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 2:05 pm
Pathetic indeed... You don't know the reasons, but you're right nonetheless.
Thank you, whatever you meant, thank you.
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 2:10 pm
if you say so...
"whatever you meant"....eh? hah. whatever i meant... is that supposed to mean you don't know...?
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Chrissy Stalter Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 2:44 pm
I don't know what your true intentions were by saying that. You say comfort and that's what I got, so that's what I'll take it as. Thank you.
I'm really in no mood to try and combat with you, I'm sorry.
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 3:02 pm
...Err I don't get it...Is this true??
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 3:13 pm
What's not to get? My boyfriend died... dead, gone.
Yes, it's true, and I've tried telling myself it's not, but it doesn't work... :/
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 4:45 pm
Chrissy Stalter I don't know what your true intentions were by saying that. You say comfort and that's what I got, so that's what I'll take it as. Thank you.
I'm really in no mood to try and combat with you, I'm sorry. well, just take it the way you need to.
wow...you really don't know me. i wasn't, at all, trying to combat with you... i was simply asking a question. that's all...
....am i really that revolting...?
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 5:05 pm
I don't know you, which is probably why I am having a hard time understanding where you're coming from. I'm sorry I got nasty, not necessarily in the best of moods at the moment... :/
You are not revolting, you tend to get a bit diabolical and unfriendly at times but you're no where near revolting.
I have grown to like you're blunt observations. Chrissy seemed to like you right off.
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 5:31 pm
The realization of what happened is kind of setting in now.. I mean it's so hard to believe.
He was one of the funniest guys I've ever met on Gaia, one of the sweetest too. Something like this should never have happened to him, but it always seems to happen to the ones who are least deserving.
Rest in peace Chrissy...wherever you are. You will be missed but never forgotten.
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 5:46 pm
It shouldn't have happened and wouldn't have if I had realized sooner.... if I had woken up sooner... if I had called sooner...
He was... is... an amazing person.
Thank you Chels.
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 5:57 pm
Falling Phantasm I don't know you, which is probably why I am having a hard time understanding where you're coming from. I'm sorry I got nasty, not necessarily in the best of moods at the moment... :/
You are not revolting, you tend to get a bit diabolical and unfriendly at times but you're no where near revolting.
I have grown to like you're blunt observations. Chrissy seemed to like you right off. probably. eh, it's fine. i understand where you're comin from. xp
i'm not? well, that's nice to know. i guess revolting is a bit intense.
well, that's also nice to know....i think. hah. yeah, he did. weird kid, way too nice.
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Posted: Fri Jul 17, 2009 6:30 pm
Thank you. I take it you're been through similar things?
You're not revolting. I'm glad to say.
He was nice to anybody and everybody. Doesn't really matter who they were. He thought you were a really cool person.
I like your name change.
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