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[02:30] RuddyPuppie: Lit shifted the side pack awkwardly against his shoulder, trying to settle it around his lower wing without much luck. Feeling irritated, he sighed as he looked around waiting for Dane. The talk with Santana had been an...interested one, at that. Unsettling...and ever since coming to the understanding just what all these feelings meant, he hadn't been able to shake the other Spawn out of his head...or rid himself of the sickening nausea in his stomach. The only thing that had brought him comfort was a slightly off hand remark from Auryn - "Are you and Dane dating?" - after seeing the pictures of Dane that Lit had gotten developed. Dating...dating? At first it'd made him embarrassed, angry...but settled his stomach. Was that all it took? Fiddling the envelope of pictures in his pocket, he hoped asking Dane out on a picnic...like a date...wasn't going to be the biggest mistake of his teen-age life.--
[02:42] AssimilatedUnaru: Dane was a nervous wreck, a date? a date...a date!!! He couldn't believe he had been asked out on a date. Those weird butterflies he got seemed to do back flips at the idea. He had been starting to realize what those feelings he had been getting when he was around Lit were. He had spent a lot of time worrying over this 'date'. He wondered if he was supposed to bring flowers, did boys give other boys flowers? He had been so distraught and torn up over the notion of a date. He hadn't even talked to Dominic yet, he wasn't sure what he would say. He was sure that Dominic would still love him no matter what...right? Unfortunately that little voice in the back of his head kept hissing that he wasnt his real son.
After preparing himself all morning, the boy was finally on his way to the park. He got flowers, the manliest kind he could, the florist was surprised and confused at the stuttering boys request. He ended up going to the park with a small bouquet of red flowers. He hoped Lit wouldn't think that were stupid of him, or scoff at the idea. He had been blushing the whole way to the park. He was wearing a plain black t-shirt and a denim jacket, though the t-shirt was straining around his mid section. After losing most of his fear over becoming more like Ker the boy had been eating more and more, and thus become much more plump.
Finally turning the bends and corners of the park he arrived at the designated spot and spotted Lit. His heart skipped a beat when he came into view and the reality of the date set in. He walked up to him slowly, "H-Hey Lit," He greeted him his face bright red, "Uh, got these for you," He muttered a bit looking down at his feet as he scratched his ear and held out the flowers.
[03:00] RuddyPuppie: Lit's head snapped up when he heard Dane approaching and suddenly he felt very dizzy. His whole body sagged as the other boy walked up to him, and he felt very hot all over...oh gods, why? Why did this have to be so hard to deal with? He'd almost be willing to go back to having uncontrolled rage if it just meant these feelings would go away. But he kept thinking about what Santana said, that this was just his DNA reacting to a trigger situation. The only was he was going to get over it was by meeting it head on. He tried his best to smile - his strange smiles that never sat quite right on his face - as Dane met up with him. "Hey D-dane. W-what? Oh come on...you didn't have to..." For a moment, it seemed to work...until he looked down at the flowers. The wave hit him like a truck and Lit barely managed to turn away before the chunks came flying, their picnic lunch sliding off his shoulder and the containers of pasta salad and sandwiches went rolling as the pack spilled.--
[03:05] AssimilatedUnaru: Dane was thrown for a loop as Lit suddenly started vomitting, "Lit! Are you feeling alright?" He asked purely concerned as he dropped the flowers and knelt down next to the boy and placed a hand on his back.
His eyes were full of worry, if he were this sick why didn't he just go and call off the date? He wasn't aware that Lit's DNA was causing this reaction. His face was twisted in concern as he waited for Lit to recover from the upheaval.
[03:14] RuddyPuppie: Lit had never thrown up before. Ever. So this intense feeling of not being able to control his body made him want to hurl more...coupled with embarrassment, anger, shock, he just wanted to die. Right there and then, it would be nice. If he'd known Chastity's influence was going to cause this much trouble, he would have run away like he was planning on doing years ago and just...live in a hole somewhere.
Once the feeling left, he sat back on his knees, one hand on his chest and another on his head, panting. "s**t," he cursed, coughing and dry heaving a little. "s**t, Dane...I'm s-so s-sorry..." he stuttered. Quite a change from the first time Lit and Dane had met...he found himself apologizing a lot more these days. Was this a part of growing up? "Oh gods...that was nasty..." He backed off from the mess, settling onto his rear in the grass, his legs pulled up against his chest and his forehead resting on his knees as he hugged his shins. "Damn...that wasn't cool..."
[03:14] RuddyPuppie: --
[03:17] AssimilatedUnaru: Dane shook his head, "No..it's fine, are you okay though?" He asked completely worried for Lits well being. He was slowly rubbing Lits back, the other guy looked so distraught, Dane wasn't sure what to do.
"Maybe this isn't a good idea, you should rest, want me to help you home?" Dane asked. He had been looking forward to and dreading this date but it was all thrown to the wind when Lit's well being was taken into account.
[03:42] RuddyPuppie: Lit was being touched...Santana had said he may just have to get used to that fact. It's what happened when people were in relationships, they touched each other. A lot. In many, many ways that then resulted in a talk about the sexual aspects of life between the wolf man and his charge...and how a sexual relationship with men was different from a man and a woman or two woman. It had ben very enlightening, yes, but disturbing as well. Lit wasn't sure if he could handle being touched that much or that often...but if Dane cared, he'd understand, right? Sure he would...he had to. "N-no...oh, man...I'm ok," he said quickly, his wing reflectively closing around his shoulder to cut off Dane's access to the area...but opening up just a little shortly after. He didn't want to shut Dane out...he just wanted him to stop touching him. "I'm not sick...I'll be ok, just give me a moment..." Litural sighed, looking around...giving a unhappy snort as he noticed the containers of food all over the place. "Dammit...well, at least none of it spilled."--
[03:48] AssimilatedUnaru: The boy withdrew his hand. He felt a little embaressed, maybe it was the wrong thing to touch Lit, "Sorry," he muttered sheepishly as he scratched his ear.
"Are you sure you're okay?" He asked again. He was obviously greatly concerned for Lit, it showed. The boy gave Lit a very worrisome glance before backing off and taking Lit's word.
Dane had barely taken notice to the food going tumbling everywhere. The first time he hadn't really taken notice to food. But as Lit recovered Dane went to pick up whatever he had dropped. Gathering them together and setting them to the side as he waited for Lit to recoup.
[03:58] RuddyPuppie: "Yeah...yeah, I'm fine," he reassured Dane...taking in a deep breath. Yes, he was much better now. Settling his wings back against his body, he slid his knees down into a cross-legged position that felt much more at ease on his spine. He made a thought to go help Dane...but was confronted with a head ache the moment he tried to stand, and thus he sat back down. Sighing again, he carefully took teh food back from his...friend...and waited for Dane to sit back down again before trying to explain himself. His third eye still looked a little sick...but really, he was fine now. For now, at least. "Look...there's a lot of stuff we have to talk about. I mean...while I wanna say what happened wasn't your fault, it has a lot to do with you...and I'm not sick...this is just a really...really *nasty* side effect of being a Chastity kid..."--
[04:06] AssimilatedUnaru: "A-Alright...what do you want to talk about?" Dane asked. He didn't know how it could be his fault, did he do something wrong, was Lit allergic to those flowers, "Were you allergic to those flowers or something? I mean, whatever I did I'm sorry," He blurted out scratching his ear. He didn't want to be at blame for Lit being so ill...he wouldn't quite forgive himself if he made Lit so sick like that.
[04:14] RuddyPuppie: Good job, Lit. "No, no...it's not that...I didn't mean it like that..." Lit huffed, rubbing his temples as he often remembered making Santana do when Lit had been little. It all came out as one babbling stream of words. "I like you, Dane...evidently, I like you a lot more than I thought was possible, by the reaction I just had. And because I'm Chastity based, that's like...some kind of big no-no or whatever...because if I like you, then we might have sex...and that's just wrong according to my DNA because 'relations' outside of a committed relationship is not what being chase is about. So in order to 'turn me off' I get really, really sick..." The words weren't his, they were Santana's...almost verbatim until this point. "But I don't want to get sick, I don't want to go away...I like you and I wanna spend time with you and I've never felt that way about *anyone* before EVER in my life...not even Santana, because there are some days when I just wanna run away from Santana and Ryn too....but he'd done a lot for me, so I stay...but I don't feel that way about you and oh god I think I'm gonna be sick again..." He coughed, his shoulders hunching as he turned away from Dane...hacking a bit, though nothing came at the moment.--
[04:21] AssimilatedUnaru: As Lit went on Dane started to understand more and more. Lately his mind had been clearing up from multiple circumstances that just made it hard for him to think in general. When Lit started to hack again Dane started to get up but remembered that might only do more harm than good.
"Lit, I like you too...a lot and well...I want to be with you more too. But I couldn't do this to you, there's no way I could live with myself knowing that being around me made you sick," He said knowning it would kill him inside to not see Lit but he couldn't very well do this to the boy every time he saw him.
"S-So...you say you like me too right?" Dane started as be began to blush furiously and scratch his ear, "W-well you said that lack of commitment is what sets you off and all right? W-Well, would it help if we," He gulped, "Went st-steady? Ya know...as in like...boyfriends?" He asked his head swimming. He knew he couldn't feel as sick as lit but if the sickness he was getting from his nervousness was anything like how Lit was feeling at all it made him feel sorry for him even more.
[04:30] RuddyPuppie: Lit sat back on his elbows, wincing as he squished one of his wings but he didn't really care at this point. It made his stomach feel better and that was the important thing. He looked up at Dane, sighing a bit...yes. Yes, that whole idea just made him feel better and it was all he wanted to do...because then they could be together and he could stop feeling sick. "Dane...you don't have to if you don't want to...I know you would anyway, Santana explained what Liberality means...and if you don't feel the same way you don't have too...but...I....I'd like that..." Wow, it was just all coming out of him, wasn't it? God, it just felt so much better to get it out into the open! Then he could wrap his head around it and control it better...much different from his wrath, which he found was better to keep inside...these feelings just needed to get out.--
[04:33] AssimilatedUnaru: Dane stuttered, "N-No...really, I do...I...I can barely talk in a straight sentence when I'm around you...I think about you all the time damnit," He said confessing his own feelings, "I was really confused at first...but really...I...I do want to be your boyfriend," Dane admitted still sheepish. Though the fact that Lit wanted to be going steady too made the boy feel so much better. He wasn't as ridiculous as he first thought.
[04:40] RuddyPuppie: "Really? Oh...oh, wow...that's...that's so awesome..." he said with a little smile. "So...I guess that's...it? I mean...we're dating, then?...Heh." And there was a sudden stillness in the air...like a calm after a storm. Lit's headache went away...the sickness in his stomach too. He didn't feel dizzy at all...and he could breathe. Even that third eye, wincing in pain and rolling around angrily on his forehead this whole time, appeared at peace and squinted in a happy sort of way...as happy as the damn thing could get. Though, Lit did realize he was trembling, his whole body shaking as he sat.--
[04:43] AssimilatedUnaru: "Y-Yeah, I guess so," Dane said still blushing. He lifted his head to look up at Lit he looked better except...he was trembling, "Lit...are you okay? You're shaking all over," Dane asked confused. The boy thought that now that they were going out that that meant Lit would stop getting so sick around him.