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 Posted: Wed Jun 10, 2009 8:51 pm
this is where i write my pains and depressed like states... im feeling really down right now nad wanna go hide under a rock and not be found.
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Posted: Wed Jun 10, 2009 9:53 pm
Don't run away and hide. We're here for you. If you need anything, please don't hesitate to PM me. I mean it.
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Posted: Thu Jun 11, 2009 6:45 pm
in truth this is a alt account... my name is alysia... im going through a really hard time in life... my darkness is swallowing me up and i have no one to count on to help me.
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Posted: Sat Jun 13, 2009 11:14 pm
You are not alone, Alysia. The darkness may seem strong, but you are stronger. I know it may not feel like it now, but there is still hope.
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Posted: Sun Jun 14, 2009 7:51 am
i know that somewhere in my mind.... and am feeling better after my family reunion yesterday... i went fishing forthe first time in 4 years. the last thing me and my dad did together it was our thing and after he died i never wanted to do it again. i had fun and spent time with my family it reminded me how much i still have... and yeah... to distract me im dedicated to achiving all my dream avis i have saved in my profile ^.^ first one i want so bad, i love animals.... i fell yesterday since i wasnt paying attnetion and im so sore well niot fell tripped... im more clumsy than bella XD
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Posted: Sun Jun 14, 2009 9:05 am
I've never been to a family reunion! Sounds like yours was fun, though, and I'm very happy for you! Fishing, huh? I've never really enjoyed that one. When I go fishing with people I usually just slather on the sunblock and lay out in the sun reading! Don't catch many fish that way! lol
But now I want to go look at those dream avis of yours!
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Posted: Thu Jun 18, 2009 6:23 pm
i accomplished all of them so now i wanna make a guild but cant figure out what to make... may i make a poll here with my ideas??
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Posted: Thu Jun 18, 2009 10:16 pm
well my happiness was short lived.... the guy i liked in rl we met in class and really liked one another.. we flirted and on his birthday we went out and i kissed him. For a couple months we kissed and huged nad held hands but werent a couple... he didnt want to rush it nad ruin the friendship, wnated to get to know each other first,... well his friend told me that he was leaving for the whole summer to teach at a camp... he didnt tell me.... then tonight he was with some girl at MY work the theatre.... that b*****d..... i cant beleive he did that..... i want to rip his damn balls off and shove em down his throat... prolly found a slut who would put out.... burning_eyes
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Posted: Fri Jun 19, 2009 1:35 am
What a...I can't think of a word to describe my thoughts about him right now. Ask me when I'm not furious with him...
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Posted: Fri Jun 19, 2009 1:48 am
yeah me too im so pissed... i wasnt working tonight but my sister was and she wanted to kick him in the balls so she called me and told me that.. i told her i was fine but she asked if i wanted he to do that and i told her no and not to worry about it.... but i would have kicked him >.< im so pissed
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Posted: Fri Jun 19, 2009 8:33 pm
You should have zeromus beat him up for you...
He has the Shears of Doom...
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Posted: Sun Jun 21, 2009 1:13 pm
lol i heard about those XD wow he really does have them
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Posted: Mon Jun 22, 2009 7:06 am
He says he does, at least. I haven't actually seen pictures yet. We'll have to ask for proof!
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Posted: Mon Jun 22, 2009 5:40 pm
lol i feel bad he is volunteering to help me with my dream avis and i feel bad that i get help.... but i thank him and you as well... i just wish i could do somethign nice for you
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Posted: Tue Jun 23, 2009 8:15 pm
lol no.. i wish... now im depressed cause a friends parents who he is 16 found out he talks to ppl he doesnt know in rl on gaia so they forbid he to talk to me cause im a adult and i should be talking to other adults im so sad... i know its stupid to ask but can you guys pray that his parents realize they are being ridiculous?? he is depressed and talking to me keeps him from wanting to kill his self... im scared of what will happen without me around to help him..... any ideas on what to do... i thought of sneaky plans but feel bad....
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