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Death is not the way to solve a problem... you're throwing away a great gift that God gave you (I'm going religious here), so you had a problem with love doesn't mean diddly s**t sometimes you have to cry, stand up, and try again.

I had thoughts of committing suicide five years ago after being molested because I couldn't sleep through the night from the nightmares I had, my counselor wasn't doing anything to help and my mom's sister was an over bearing b***h... But I had a younger brother who is six years younger than me, I thought about him all the time, he was my inspiration to stay living because I didn't want to think what his life would be like. He had this way of making even the worst days feel better. And when I seriously thought about killing myself I would stop and thing of him and what would happen to his smile if I were to go.

It finally took two years, moving back in with my mother and a counselor who actually knew what I needed to get me better that I finally didn't have the horrible dreams and was actually able to find my husband, and have two wonderful children with him. So I say don't you dare die for something as trivial as a lost love, give yourself some time to get over it and then get out there and find some one new.

you're a coward if you choose death... it's not a way to solve any problems no matter how hurtful or how hard...

If you really want to know a painless way to die. Convert >_>
If your an atheist be religious. If you are religious, be atheist so you feel freedom or the exact opposite. But seriously, don't waste your life over "love". If it didn't work out, there must be a reason so it wasn't meant to be. Remember there are people who care about you and will commit suicide or be sucidical if you die. Hence, the reason why I am still here >_> Think about the good things in life. There is always a silver lining for everything (even if it is small). Don't end life. Cause who knows, you might do something good for human good. Don't waste your own life. It always influences other people's lives too. Think about that right before you commit suicide so you will back out and live >_>

You can't beat yourself over the fact that she's not talking to you, no matter how hard you try she won't. You have to take one step in front of the other and move on, don't look back it can only give you pain, sure what you've experience will affect the future but you right now are letting it affect you negatively.

You want to hear a story about a young woman who fell in love with a man she, thought he was the greatest thing till she found out that the man was sent to jail, after having an experience with jail and why he was there she left him, she moved on, he on the other hand was released and went to stalking her going everywhere she was and if she wasn't on a particular site that he was on he would slather thing about her that were untrue and hurtful, all because she didn't like what he had done, and because she saw a future she didn't like. You want to know something I am that young woman I was a senior in High School and had just graduated that same year when everything happened that man was my boyfriend, and fiancee at the time.

Now you can take my lead or you can take my ex's way take the high road and feel good about yourself, and those who actually care for you, or try and degrade yourself and the person who left you.

Now choose your path and choose wisely.

It can't be helped that love is the exact opposite of Twilight and other cute novels. A lot of us can relate, but that doesn't mean that suicide is an immediate option.

Yes, it hurts, but we just need to bear it and move on. Do you really want her to remember you as a coward (no offense) who took the easy way our just because you were rejected? Take so NightQuil and get some sleep and wake up realizing that you're either better off or that it's time to give up.

You could always just stay strong and move on and show her that you don't need her. Whining and staying stuck is probably only gonna keep her away.

Seppuku is for cults and samurais. I predict you are a teenager and might fee like this is the end of the world. And it's not. If she's gone then she's gone. If she has issues with you she can't resolve, that's her problem and you need to move on.

If it's something you've done, then send an e-mail or letter apologixing to her and tell her how you feel.

EDIT: And if you think four days is bad. My boyfriend have gone not to speaking to each other to two weeks at a time back in the day. And I know there are people who have done worse.

dude it's just a girl become a monk trust me we girls are or can be bithches so see a doctor. if life is really that hard take a*notice 1* sleep pill let your mind mull it over but if you really need a painless way to go this is not the place to ask