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 Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 1:13 pm
is because I kinda have an anxiety disorder. x:
See, I'm actually so ridiculous, that I'm afraid to post in a thread online because I'm all "oh they don't want me to" or whatever.
I'll sometimes try to
and I'll type out some response
and then I'll erase the entire thing.
And then I'll type another one
and then erase that.
And basically I keep doing that for about five minutes before I decide to stop trying.
Logically, I know that this is just the internet and no one cares whether or not I post in the topics they make
(and usually, they would probably WANT me to for the sake of discussion)
but I still can't seem to bring myself to post in most threads.
So if you haven't seen me around much.. well... that's why. x:
Any of YOU ridiculously shy or have any type of personality disorders?
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 1:15 pm
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 1:17 pm
Kazuki Nakata Click Please!--->  For you see, each day I love you more... Awww.
Well you know something, I appreciate you sharing that with all of us. I haven't been here that long but I have seen you from time to time on the guild. For somebody with an anxiety disorder to share that must be a big step right? ...today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow  <---Click Please!
Yeah, you could say that.
Sometimes I'm totally chill and fine, but a good chunk of the time I'm all panicky and stuff.
If it's bad enough, I shake like a chuahuahua or something.
Right now I'm pretty chill, so I thought I'd let you guys know before I get all "no they don't want me to talk to them"-ish.
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 1:18 pm
I'm a loser baby, Awww. Well I know it is probably still hard to post even if we tell you we like you. But I wish you would post more. I think you're an interesting person. Plus you're username is so cute it always makes me wanna go cuddle you. So why don't you kill me?
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Psychotic Habits Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 1:21 pm
um, thank you, haha.
And at least hearing "we like you" might make me more likely to post, but I have no idea.
I'm starting therapy on Monday for the whole anxiety-ness... so maybe it'll start to get better.
It could be worse.
I could still be going to my old school where they literally told me "we don't want you here".
Thaaaat didn't help me.
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 1:26 pm
Em Uhh Lee um, thank you, haha.
And at least hearing "we like you" might make me more likely to post, but I have no idea.
I'm starting therapy on Monday for the whole anxiety-ness... so maybe it'll start to get better.
It could be worse.
I could still be going to my old school where they literally told me "we don't want you here".
Thaaaat didn't help me. I'm a loser baby,
I understand where you are coming from. My school hated me. My teachers just told me I was stupid. My parents told me it was nicer without me around.
I was so anxious all the time, I almost passed out when I had to take my driving test.
I was scared of everything but I beat it. I'm not afraid anymore of most those things. I love talking to people now and if they don't like me I just get over it and find other people to talk to.
So have some hope! Nothing is ever impossible if you really want it! And I'll be here to support you!
So why don't you kill me?
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Psychotic Habits Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 1:34 pm
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 2:01 pm
Ammit the Devourer Em Uhh Lee um, thank you, haha.
And at least hearing "we like you" might make me more likely to post, but I have no idea.
I'm starting therapy on Monday for the whole anxiety-ness... so maybe it'll start to get better.
It could be worse.
I could still be going to my old school where they literally told me "we don't want you here".
Thaaaat didn't help me. I'm a loser baby,
I understand where you are coming from. My school hated me. My teachers just told me I was stupid. My parents told me it was nicer without me around.
I was so anxious all the time, I almost passed out when I had to take my driving test.
I was scared of everything but I beat it. I'm not afraid anymore of most those things. I love talking to people now and if they don't like me I just get over it and find other people to talk to.
So have some hope! Nothing is ever impossible if you really want it! And I'll be here to support you!
So why don't you kill me?
Wow. I'm sorry. My school hasn't said "you're stupid" yet, but they've told me that they don't want me there, I'm never going to graduate, I'm just a dollar sign and the fact that I'm not in my seat often enough for them means I'm not doing anything for them, ect.
It's weird though, because my anxiety was really bad for the past couple of years. Then in August it like... totally went away one day. And I hadn't really had problems with anxiety again until the last two months or so.
@ Karuki Nakata: Ha all right, I'll keep that in mind... I'm gonna start trying to post here more and stuff, so we'll see how that goes.
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Psychotic Habits Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 2:15 pm
Em Uhh Lee Ammit the Devourer Em Uhh Lee um, thank you, haha.
And at least hearing "we like you" might make me more likely to post, but I have no idea.
I'm starting therapy on Monday for the whole anxiety-ness... so maybe it'll start to get better.
It could be worse.
I could still be going to my old school where they literally told me "we don't want you here".
Thaaaat didn't help me. I'm a loser baby,
I understand where you are coming from. My school hated me. My teachers just told me I was stupid. My parents told me it was nicer without me around.
I was so anxious all the time, I almost passed out when I had to take my driving test.
I was scared of everything but I beat it. I'm not afraid anymore of most those things. I love talking to people now and if they don't like me I just get over it and find other people to talk to.
So have some hope! Nothing is ever impossible if you really want it! And I'll be here to support you!
So why don't you kill me?
Wow. I'm sorry. My school hasn't said "you're stupid" yet, but they've told me that they don't want me there, I'm never going to graduate, I'm just a dollar sign and the fact that I'm not in my seat often enough for them means I'm not doing anything for them, ect.
It's weird though, because my anxiety was really bad for the past couple of years. Then in August it like... totally went away one day. And I hadn't really had problems with anxiety again until the last two months or so.
@ Karuki Nakata: Ha all right, I'll keep that in mind... I'm gonna start trying to post here more and stuff, so we'll see how that goes.
I'm a loser baby,
That's weird.
And yay! Posting more!
So why don't you kill me?
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 3:49 pm
Final Regular Season Record:
Thomas Vanek&&;
Aww, you don't have to be afraid of us. We're all friendly, I promise!
I don't really have any anxiety problems, though I am very shy. I hide away from people when I first meet them. I get easily embarrassed about anything, too.
Derek Roy&&; 41-32-9
Thank you, Sabres!
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Symphonic Fairytale Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 6:09 pm
I've done the same thing a lot, the typing and erasing, so you're not the only one. I also have an anxiety disorder. It's been fairly debilitating IRL, but for the most part I'm more outgoing online. Therapy's definitely good as long as you find the right person to help you. I hope you'll try to post more. As you've seen, a lot of us would love to hear from you more often. 3nodding
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 6:47 pm
I have OCD in everything except school.
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 6:56 pm
Can't say that I have any problem like that. I post anywhere, anytime. Some times it makes sense and some times it don't. rofl
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 7:08 pm
-nods- I am kinda like that myself. I have many a times typed out a post
just to never post it. I am older and I most of the times have no clue of
what is being talked about so I only post where I feel I can be of some help.
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