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 Posted: Sun May 10, 2009 2:27 pm
 It's not such a large deal, but out of the two female friends I told, it seems that such won't be readily accepted by anyone. So Kris, if you see this before I tell you [which I doubt], I totally apologize.
I had simply made up my mind earlier in the week that I was going to have David teach me [we're staying together and going to Senior Ball next weekend, bah]. I bought him a pack of Camel 9s as I know he hates them but wanted to smoke last month.
It's kind of an allowance for him- I'll give him one if chills the ******** out or listens to me for once. -Laughs-
I'm apparently a natural smoker and withdrawal hit me later on like a skanky b***h with STDs. ******** said it was my last, but ... I might just smoke twice a year, if that much. Was sort of nice, in a forced calm way."If your stomach feels weak my work here is DONE."
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Posted: Sun May 10, 2009 11:03 pm
Smoking is awesome. It keeps me from killing people.
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon May 11, 2009 2:25 am
Don't put boundaries on yourself. When you feel like one have one, when you don't then don't. Simple.
That's what keeps you from killing people?
I miss the headspins. They never get me there anymore. Damned habit will send me broke.
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Posted: Tue May 12, 2009 7:05 pm
I tried once, I practically hawked up my lung. It's an aquired taste I suppose.
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Posted: Tue May 12, 2009 10:01 pm
Haha.
I know I say this almost all the time but...
I love you guys.Really I do.
I've yet to have a cigarette,although my father HAS offered.
I'm contemplating taking him up on his offer.
Besides,what's one more addiction/problem ontop of all the others? XD
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 6:46 pm
I guess it is before you told me.
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Posted: Wed May 13, 2009 7:08 pm
Ive never tried it, one of my friends forced a lit one into my hand once when I was in a bad mood, so I put it out on his forehead, (still don't know how he didn't see that coming).
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Posted: Thu May 14, 2009 3:48 pm
Smoking is disgusting.
I did it for like, two months.
And was like FTS.
And well... my lungs were already fcked up for secondhand smoke (EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY FCKING SMOKES :/)
and anxiety and whatever.
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 15, 2009 3:32 am
@ Loser - depends what you're smoking. Most brands are different.
@ Akira - Hahaha you deserve a hi-five for that one!
@ Fear Loops - Yeah I've been a second hand smoker my entire life, which is actually worse than smoking. But I guess for the same reasons that's why it's never bothered me. Plus smoke is hypnotic. Sure your forced out onto the cold street these days ((Anyone seen the I.T. Crowd where in series 2 Jen takes up smoking again? It feels like that!)) but when you've got the opportunity to smoke indoors ((Not allowed in my house but my in some of mates it is thank ********.)) you could just sit there and watch the smoke swirl about in the air, it's dancing it really is.
Also smoking could be safer, SAFE in fact and a lot of people don't realise this. The chemicals they add is to help the nicotine hit your bloodstream a lot faster but studies have shown that that's ((the speedier hit)) not necessarily what people get addicted to anyway. So why can't we have organic smokes? There's organic everything else! I'm going to make a killing with this idea I really am.
You can have GM and chemical free tobacco and use a charcoal filter instead of the regular s**t ones.
These smokes are beautiful, chemical free, strong and smooth yet the smell doesn't stick to you like glue. ((That's because of the charcoal - for anyone not aware charcoal filters are how you cover the fact you've got a forest of marijuana growing in your basement.))
Currently you've got to roll these yourself. It doesn't cost more cause you have to buy in bulk but just imagine if these were prepackaged! ********! It is so straightforward its stupid! Plus everyone knows you make tonnes more money off anything with the word "organic" slapped on it.
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Posted: Mon May 18, 2009 4:11 am
-Tacklehugs LEG-
I <3 you and that wonderful brain of yours.
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Posted: Mon May 18, 2009 2:27 pm
little_evil_goth
@ Fear Loops - Yeah I've been a second hand smoker my entire life, which is actually worse than smoking. But I guess for the same reasons that's why it's never bothered me. Plus smoke is hypnotic. Sure your forced out onto the cold street these days ((Anyone seen the I.T. Crowd where in series 2 Jen takes up smoking again? It feels like that!)) but when you've got the opportunity to smoke indoors ((Not allowed in my house but my in some of mates it is thank ********.)) you could just sit there and watch the smoke swirl about in the air, it's dancing it really is.
Indeed, it is much worse. Unfortunately I am rather fond of the smell of cigarette smoke D:
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Posted: Wed May 20, 2009 4:48 am
Sirius The Strange -Tacklehugs LEG- I <3 you and that wonderful brain of yours.
Fear Loops - Your not alone.
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed May 20, 2009 1:40 pm
I know.
@Pink: I really don't understand why you're so paranoid about people accepting you all the time for anything that you do.
It was just a one-time deal. They'll get over it.
And seriously, if they get really mad over it then you need better friends.
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Posted: Thu May 21, 2009 12:33 pm
-Laughs.- I am constantly like that, aren't I? Thank you, I needed to hear it. Well, for one, when discussing things with my friend Ellie, she and I chatted about how we're sick of our friends ditching school to smoke so I don't want to look like a hypocrite.
-Shrugs.- I truly live my life for other people. "If your stomach feels weak my work here is DONE."
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Posted: Thu May 21, 2009 4:15 pm
Well I didn't want to say anything. But sometimes people don't realize that they're doing stuff. And I figured I'd be decent enough to say it to you.
Ah, now I understand.
Most people label me as a hypocrite because I change my mind - a lot.
But really, everyone is a hypocrite.
I don't think smoking a few cigarettes would make you look like a hypocrite, though.
Especially since you aren't ditching school to do so.
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