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Congratulations, you truly know what it is to hate. you don't have many options. as you can't kill him (well, you could but it's messy and general hard to get away with.) iwould recomend finding a way to purge the hatred. a satanist would just curse him and be done with it and i don't know many constructive ways to purge hatred besides that one. but i must bring up two questions.
Firstly, having seen your oppinion on sin i'm not sure why you wory about it's effects maybe you could enlighten me.
and secondly why do you hate him? if you examine the problem you may be able to find a way around it.

i'm not sure where you should begin either just know that it is healthy to hate. i'm surprised to hear that you have hated him since 8 years old. i didn't realyknow hatred until i was 20. although i did try to stab my own step father five years before that, but that was simple anger.

I've always found a little wrath here and ther to be quite healthy. also i've never understood trying to love somone who is truly desreving of your hatred. loving your enemies never made sence to me.

I've always wondered about that too. In a sense, loving your enemies really doesn't make much sense, and it goes against our very nature. I struggled with this for a really long time

Then I figured, I have God's love, yet I don't think I deserve it. To me that was an example I needed to follow, even though it was REALLY hard to achieve. For years and years all I ever felt was anger and hatred towards people who hurt me. I held a grudge against everyone, and it only made me sick - physically, spiritually and mentally.

I realized that I had to try to let go because it wasn't healthy, at least not for me. In all that time cursing everyone and harboring hatred, I was only hurting myself. I knew I had to do something, so I just decided to forgive and forget... and it was not easy.

Now I can honestly say I have forgiven and I don't even remember the past anymore. When I do remember, it just doesn't hurt as much as before. I've prayed and prayed for years for God to make me forget and to put love in my heart. I'm really not a loving person, so in a sense I feel like it's a miracle that I even care for those people today.

I don't try to deny myself, but I simply try to control my emotions. If I hadn't done this, I would still be angry.

It is in my nature to be rash, quick-tempered and stubborn, but if I don't learn to control that, then my emotions control me rather than the other way around. In the New Testament, it says "I can do all things, but I will not be mastered by anything." I am trying to control my own emotions to be self-disciplined and that's something that I do need a little help with.

You God also hates sex (not just pre-marital but pretty much all sex.), women, gays, eating of animals with cloven hooves (like pigs and goats) and anyone who dosen't show abject, mindless devotion.
I thought that Jesus said to love. i can't remember a single time in he NT when christ himself call you to hate anyone.

1. Give me the exact verse and I'll lookit up in one of my bibles. but what does it have to with anything?
2. no. the only reason God allows sex at all is to keep the population of His worshipers up. No Oral sex between married couples because it only feels good and doesn't potentialy create life. Same with a**l sex between a married couple (and yes there are people of both genders who enjoy it.)
3.No. Free will has absolutely no limits unless we impose them on ourselves.
4. God can hate sin all he wants but hat dosen't mean he ever had the intent for humanity to mirror him. probably why all the people who did mirror him in the old days were sent Jesus with his new message.