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ok really long but please read all the way through I need your help


ok well I like this boy named David........... We hangout alot. I really got to like him. I only told my closest friends. When all of a sudden he found out that i liked him. He asked me if it was true and I said "no" (I am so stupid) so he is like are you sure I said yea and we did not talk about it the rest of the class period. The next day he told me that everyone was saying " I know who likes you I know who likes you....." and he was getting anoyed with it. So he started to wonder and quesiton......."are you sure" I said yes I dont like you. (so stupid again) I wanted to tell him that I was lieing and really did like him. so at 7th period i told my best friend 2to go tell him (that i liked him) but she did not understand and she went up to him and he said " i no Active sha (not my real name) likes me" my best friend said "no she doesnt those are rumors i promise" so he said ok. the same day after 8th period i ran out to catch up with him (david) I was excited I was going to tell him that i liked him but i got to far ahead and chikened out. I started to walk back and I was ahead of him and we past each other and we both looked back at the same time and made eye contact but i turned away and just kept walking. I wish i would of told him but i dont know if i should now. should i just forget about him? I am so confused. HELP!!!!!!! crying heart crying

i agree
it won't get easier until you decide that it's not that big of a deal