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 Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2008 1:07 pm
If there's anything that's been on your mind or that is bothering you then please feel free to confess here.
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Posted: Fri Dec 19, 2008 7:08 am
Well I guess I'll start...
I think my perfect dream girl would have to be someone like Sailor Moon. When I was a kid she was my hero and I eventually fell for her. I know I'm silly but I can't help it. Even if I don't ever meet someone like Sarina it'll be okay.
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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2009 8:55 am
Fiyori_Takeshi Well I guess I'll start...
I think my perfect dream girl would have to be someone like Sailor Moon. When I was a kid she was my hero and I eventually fell for her. I know I'm silly but I can't help it. Even if I don't ever meet someone like Sarina it'll be okay. What is it about Sarina that you like so much? ^^
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Posted: Fri Feb 13, 2009 11:59 pm
That's the thing...everything. Even the smallest detail about her I love. Including the traits that people would find annoying. I love how she's honest about her thoughts, feelings and hunger. I love it how she watches out for the friends she loves and even the people she doesn't know. It amazes me when I see her trying her best to protect every single living thing...no matter if its good or bad. And it touches me the way she glows with her own aura. She's not the smartest nor the best cook...but to me she's perfect. She really is a dream come true and a blessing to this world...even if she's just a character in a book and anime. So to answer your question Tsuki...I like everything about Sarina...whats not to like?
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 6:55 pm
Ahh so you like the sweet innocent type. xp Guess I'm out. lol xd
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Posted: Sat Feb 14, 2009 8:29 pm
Oh no...don't get me wrong. I love the innocent type as much as the next person but I also love the not so innocent. Sarina is simply the perfect innocent type dream girl. I'd get on my knee and ask her to marry me if I ever found someone like her (which means a lot cause I don't' like commitment...). My perfect not so innocent girl is kinda like...well...hmm hard to say...so many to choose from xp
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Posted: Mon Feb 16, 2009 2:17 pm
Try !! lol
I get it though, she is awesome.
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Posted: Mon Feb 16, 2009 9:43 pm
I'm glad you do ^_^
Umm okay let me try....well my perfect "bad" girl is someone who looks and acts all innocent in front of others but once alone with me or when no one else but myself is looking they go all...umm whats the correct word for it...hmm no word. Well lets just say their the kind of person who's perfect in front of the parents during dinner but underneath the table their doing something to me that should be best done behind close doors...get what I mean? My perfect "bad girl" is a girl who acts strong and acts like they don't care when deep down I know their not and that they love me more then anyone else. She's someone who isn't afraid to explore and someone who puts her skills into good evil use. So umm is that good enough?
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Posted: Mon Feb 16, 2009 10:49 pm
... ... Yeah that's awesome. >.> .... >..>.... <.<.... I don't fit the description at all. *coughsarcasmcough*^^ whee Oh and for you: 
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Posted: Sat Feb 21, 2009 11:24 pm
 OMG YOU SERIOUSLY LOVE ME!!!
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Posted: Thu Feb 26, 2009 10:22 pm
Okay here's a confession...
Sometimes...I forget that I'm human. I've changed from who I was four years ago. I used to be positive, always smiling, always happy, always working hard. But I lost someone who was my everything. He died saving me...he took a bullet...and we were alone in a dark alley where they shot him...I was scared. A coward...and he forgave me before I did what I did. I was holding him why he laid in my arms dying...and I was just terrified. I was covered in his blood and he was soo pale. I guess he saw what was gonna do because he smiled. He told me he loved me and that it was okay. I was speechless and crying. I couldn't talk. I wanted to tell him that I loved him too. I wanted to say that everything will be okay. I wanted to say soo much but instead I did nothing. I heard police sirens and panic over came me. He looked at me giving me a sad smile and I kissed him...and ran...I didn't even wait to see if he had already died or not.
I hate myself. It's my fault he died. I should have died with him. And no matter how hard I try...I just can't...I don't understand anything. And even though its been years...I still love him. I try moving on. Try moving forward but it just feels useless sometimes. In the back of my mind I'm constantly thinking of only him. Yeah I can love someone but I can never be IN love with them. I just don't want to. I don't deserve something precious like that. But it's okay...I accept it. But yeah...that's my confession. I can be sweet. I can be kind and caring. And I'm honest. But deep down...no matter how hard I try to hide it or how hard I try to fix it...there's always a numbing pain where my heart once was.
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Posted: Thu Feb 26, 2009 10:27 pm
Another confession...
The only reason I started this guild is because I was slowly losing myself. I mean I in a way already have but I was slowly starting to lose the memories that I had with Lee (the one who I left dying...). I wanted to create some thing where I could hold on to what little memories I had and I also wanted to create a place where other people could keep their memories as well. I wanted to make a place where even new memories could be made.
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Posted: Sun Mar 01, 2009 7:59 pm
Fi-chan: It takes a lot to write that all out to friends, family and to strangers. I congratulate you on having the strength to do so, an on making this guild for the reasons you did. We have all gone through traumatic experiences where some of the memories are lost to us, its nice to know we have a place to come to, to make new ones.
I know it feels like it was your fault, trust me I really do understand. I have my Granny's death on my own conscious. Every day I tell God he should have taken me instead, and yet every day I try and find something to live for. Lee took that bullet for a reason, and though you may feel as though you should be the one in the ground you aren't. So in honour of Lee live life to the best of your abilities so no one can say he died in vain. So that no one can ever say to you, 'Look how miserable you are. Lee took a bullet for you and look how you behave.' Trust me I've had someone say something similar, it hurts but it makes you realize they are kind of right. Lee is dead, and it hurts, and there is no getting around that. No matter how many years pass. However you can do something to honour him and his sacrifice. You can live, and not just live, but be alive.
Know that if you ever need me I'll be here, -hugs-
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Posted: Thu Mar 05, 2009 10:43 pm
Thanks Tsuki cry *hugs and cries a bit* emo
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Posted: Fri Mar 06, 2009 11:11 am
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