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I hate this house... Every weekend, I am woken up in the mornings to the sounds of yelling, screaming, arguing... My brothers, both under the age of three, cry and are the topic of much of the fighting... My mother and grandmother fight daily, with my mother always bitching out my grandmother for no babysitting properly, driving her to hysterics, tears, and throwing up from nervous breakdown... My grandparents are old and not quite all there in the head, always doing stupid things without thinking... They cannot speak English, yet my mother almost threw them out to make them live with my unemployed aunt and uncle who are going through financial turmoil... My mother is never satisfied, always complaining... When I help with the kids, instead of showing gratitude, she just yells about how she doesn't like the way in which I'm doing something... My father is almost always at work, running himself ragged, and when he gets home to relax, she just nags him until he gets pissed and throws or breaks something or just leaves... I recently found that my mom had cut herself with a knife to prove a point after he had told her to shut the ******** up and go bang her head against a wall, or jump out a window, or something to that effect, and she asked if he wanted to see her be hurt... I don't know what to do anymore... I want to leave so badly, to just get out of there... I want to be 18 so I can move away with my girlfriend like we want to... But that's more than two whole years away... I'm losing it, and I feel like I need some support... sad cry crying

Uh... I return the sentiment??? xd Today was particularly bad... Such a painful change from the pure hapiness of yesterday...

Gee, thanks. stare Mnyeh, I know what you mean, and I know it'll come to an end eventually, but I just want to leave this godforsaken place now... I want to remove myself from my family, just as my gf does, and never have to be around them again...

Sorry to hear about this, how are you holding up otherwise?

No, I need to get my driver's license first so I can drive to work... And I do think I'll stick around. Despite how much I hate them, I still need their funding to get through college, and my brothers do seem to need me for now... But at least I got to spend Friday at my gf's house for our anniversary... mrgreen Oh, and... Thank, guys. redface

Hug? mrgreen

Glad to hear it. 3nodding

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